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Xiao M's wedding was placed in a four-star hotel in the city in a regular manner, and it was slightly arranged, and the red tent was flowery, and it always felt a little rustic. The bride and groom, dressed in rented wedding dresses, stand on the stage like puppets and follow the master of ceremonies. I don't know the bridesmaids and groomsmen. Twenty or thirty tables of relatives and friends in the audience were noisy like a bathhouse. I have seen a lot of such uncreative wedding processes, and I feel that the protagonists and supporting roles are hard and boring. During the toast, Xiao M changed into a cheongsam, pulled me over with a red face, and said: "It's all X's idea, his parents are reluctant to pay and are poor and exquisite, and they are tired of individuals!" "That's when I started complaining.

At that moment, I felt that maybe L was right, and Xiao M would be back in my arms in a short time.

I imagined what my wedding would be like at Little M's wedding. It must not be so rough and cheesy, preferably a grass wedding, and then I will ask Xiao M to be a witness. The appearance of the groom naturally reminds me of L, standing together and matching with each other, I don't think I can come out with that kind of idol drama-like visual effects. If l is standing next to me, I will definitely strive for perfection in everything, and strive to be the most beautiful and happy bride on the day, and take a lot of beautiful photos; And if you change it to D or someone else...... I don't think I'm too lazy to take care of anything, it doesn't matter if I make it like today, anyway, I have to be careful in my follow-up life, and it's best to put wine and not lose money. Then I suddenly remembered a movie line: "If you can't be with the person you like, then it doesn't matter who you are with." "I laugh at myself and sincerely wish myself that I can find another Prince Charming who can compete with L in the future.

But on this lively occasion today, my heart is as silent as a wasteland, and only the figure of L stands in it, silent. d didn't know where to go halfway through eating.,Later, I brought back a CD.,Said it was a gift from the newlyweds to the guests&mdah;Look closely at the original video collection that records the love story of small m and x.,It was broadcast at the beginning of the wedding.,It feels like a set of artistic photos were taken again.,It's the same as PPT.。 Xiao M told me a long time ago that she wanted to make a micro-movie to move everyone at the wedding, but I didn't expect it to be such a garbage production in the end, and in this atmosphere, no one paid attention to it at all. I thought to myself, Xiao M must have been grinding for a long time to get this "four dislikes" CD, and the long-term princess dream was only a dream in the end. This is also no way, the man's thoughts may be completely different. After waiting for 30 years, there is no guarantee to marry a man who understands you and have a perfect dream wedding&mdah;

The bride and groom were so busy that day that they were so tired that day, and I didn't have a good time chatting with Xiao M. She didn't seem to be deliberately cold to me, but she really took care of herself. I looked at the groom smiling and toasting while Xiao M avoided it in the back, and thought: I know her better than you! Please be more considerate of her in the future.

May Xiao M be happy after marriage. What awaits her is another battle filled with gunpowder.

I went back to my own territory and sent L a few pictures of the wedding scene after work the next day.

Towards noon, L replied, "The earth is dead." You don't want to do it like this in the future, it's better to do it in the open air, and the wedding dress and grass are good for skin color. ”

My heart was touched for a moment, and I had mixed tastes. Then I replied to him, "Yes." Why are you coming? ”

l said: "I'll go to see if the groom is handsome enough, if he is not handsome enough, I will drive him off the stage and I will help you support the scene." ”

"Definitely more handsome than you! You'd better not be jealous, an old man. "I struck at his arrogance.

l pretended to be angry and sent a flaming expression to mark the end of the chat.

After that, I went to the MBA reunion, and there was no news. One of the serious male classmates said that there was a chance to introduce a handsome guy to me, and I laughed it off.

I seemed to have a little low-grade fever and diarrhea when I came back from the small M banquet, and I told him that I was sick after asking for a date, and I was going to hang up the free battle card recently, and he was briefly concerned. I was fine, I was fine. However, this time the diarrhea lasted a little long, and it shouldn't be a bad stomach for two or three weeks, which is a bit unreasonable. So I casually went online to Baidu to check the symptoms, and accidentally saw an early HIV infection.

Persistent low-grade fever, inexplicable diarrhea, fatigue, weight loss &mdah, except for lymphadenopathy that is not obvious, I agree with all other symptoms. I turned off my computer, turned off the lights and went to bed.

Do you know what it's like to be hopeless?

helpless, with no one to confide in; insomnia in the dark night, and dare not open your eyes; I was chilling all over, and I was shivering with cold. All kinds of worries about the future and the fear of death made me think of my parents again, I was not yet 30 years old, and even if I had an incubation period of ten years, it would be crazy if I hung them up like this...... In the middle of the night, I turned on my mobile phone again, and there was an HIV post bar on the Internet site, and most of them were young teenagers born in the 90s, looking young and immature and &mdah; desperate and helpless. It seems that gay men have the greatest chance of transmitting HIV. I carefully looked at some of the detailed lesions of HIV infection and compared them with my own situation. After high-risk behaviors, the first three months are the window period, during which symptoms like mine occur that are not obvious, and then enter the incubation period of the virus, which is about 8-10 years for sexual transmission.

It's easy to survive the night. I convinced myself to empty my head at four o'clock in the morning and finally took a nap. When I woke up in the morning, I texted the leader to ask for leave and took a taxi directly to the hospital.

When I was queuing up in the hall, I told the nurse that I wanted a blood test, and the nurse said what kind of program do you have to experience, and I said HIV, but she didn't understand, and I barely squeezed out the word "AIDS", and the pores behind me instantly stood up. As a result, the little nurse actually spoke loudly to the colleague next to her: "If you test for AIDS, do you go to the STD skin disease?" "Ask her if she has been diagnosed before?" I almost wanted to find a crack in the ground to get into.

After registering, I went to the doctor to issue a bill, and it was a young male doctor. When I went in, there was a patient inside, and I waited for her to leave before I sat down weakly: "Doctor, I want to test for HIV infection." The male doctor glanced at me, he was still medically virtuous, he didn't ask anything, and directly issued an order. My messy and haggard appearance at that time must have reminded people of a woman who had lost her footing. Suddenly, I said again: "Doctor, can you also help me prescribe a pregnancy test?" ”

If it's l's masterpiece last time, I'm going to make sure it's foolproof.

The male doctor looked at me again and said, "Yes," with pity in his voice. This time, I guess he'll guess I'm an innocent young woman who was infected by my husband.

I was holding a test sheet, and it said "human immunodeficiency virus antibody" test, which most people may not understand, but I always felt that when I had my blood drawn, I was discriminated against by medical staff. In fact, people don't make a fuss, this kind of thing is seen a lot.

I was wooden throughout the whole process, trying not to think about anything, hoping to play the role of a "victim" and let others reduce the suspicion that I was "terminally ill due to my own misconduct...... I don't even know what I'm putting in my head, maybe it's the beginning of the body's self-protection function, and the initial manifestation is the refusal to admit the cruel truth. Over the course of the next hour, my mind gradually changed from unbelievable to unbearable, no tears, but very painful. I tried to get up and walk around, but I found that both of my legs were weak and I couldn't stop shaking.

That's probably what waiting for the death penalty to be carried out in prison.