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If the memories of shared experiences can make a certain part of the human heart, my heart can probably be split in half: one is the adventurous life with L&mdah; every day we experience is like Alice's magical world; The other is an ordinary life with other people&mdah; and Y or other people, all the same. () It's ridiculous, obviously I wanted to transform L's heart in the first place.

Although some people think that the feeling of love is that when you are with that person, even the scenery becomes different; Every trivial thing that is not enough to worry about is gilded with a golden halo, which is unforgettable&mdah, but when you are not sure whether the other party thinks the same as you, you have to carefully calculate the feelings you have invested, which is probably not noble.

Love comes at a price. Especially unequal and fruitless love.

I still don't believe that L loves me, because there is no evidence.

I decided to be rational.

s is testing me further. He's trying to convert me into his peers.

I said that I am a fairly innocent person in terms of professional ethics, but in this position, you can't know more, and if you want more gains and guarantees, you must get me as the gateway contact point and make me his informant in front of the stage. Especially based on my intricate original relationship with S and L, which makes S even more taboo that I am not his person&MDAH, even if I hide it well in front of outsiders, his close relationship with L will make me suspicious. Although S knows that I may not say anything, there is no relationship of interest bundling, and it is always not stable enough. So he cleverly set up one chain after another, so that I could slowly and knowingly move closer to him.

I don't have a choice. Sometimes the wind direction in the workplace cannot be artificially controlled, and you can only choose to pursue advantages and avoid disadvantages to survive in a specific link.

Knowing this, S asked me to have dinner with L. This time it's not about L, it's planned by S. There was a lot of talk about the scene at the wine table, and everyone understood that this meal meant the establishment of an alliance. I should have been grateful that I looked up to me&mdah if I hadn't had that kind of affair with him before. I secretly laughed at the situation: three people who were involved in the relationship of interests, and at the same time these two men did not know that they each had a story with me&mdah;and L only seemed to be good on the surface, and never showed flaws in front of S, and I could see that he was very cautious about me. I didn't have anything to say that day, the protagonist of the control was S, and L and I looked at each other and played a tacit cooperation battle.

L knows that S has liked me. But he never asked me about it. He seemed to have full self-confidence, and felt that no man could pose a threat to him in front of me. Including y.

He's not interested in Y either. But he seems to have acquiesced to the possibility that Y could become my husband, and in such a relationship, there is no need to be suspicious and jealous. What's more, since the day he saw through the lie of my breakup, he had already made it clear to him about his solid position&mdah;that's the rule and state that l wanted: I was his woman forever from single to married.

I finally understood what he meant by the question he had asked when he had pressed me down on the snow-white hotel sheets. "Be my woman, okay?"

He can't give me promises; But on the premise that he still likes me, he wants to possess me forever.

Outrageous selfishness.

l will never admit that he loves me. Just as I will never admit that I love him. What kind of relationship is this?

After that day, L and I didn't contact each other individually.

Before going to bed, I sat at the dresser and rubbed the lotion, scrutinizing my looks. Long curly hair draped over my chest, what do you like about me? Isn't the answer to this question obvious? It is said that when you look in the mirror, you have a self-beautifying mentality&mdah;in fact, I really feel that everything is okay with me. I am particularly impressed by the scene of rolling the sheets with L every time, as if I can glimpse the coquettishness of my body, and my obsession with me is not entirely because of the stimulation of cheating. We are indeed highly compatible sexual partners, with an unparalleled heartiness in terms of ML, both mentally and physically.

In the mirror, Y suddenly reflected the side face of Y concentrating on reading a book on the bed. I felt safe and friendly, but I didn't have a sense of excitement&mdah;I was fascinated by the side face of driving in the night, and it is still engraved in my mind. I lowered my head and didn't look at Y. I sighed in my heart: Why do human beings have such complex and diverse emotions? Is that really good?

The longer you live with Y, the more divergences you find. In fact, in addition to education and interests, we don't have much in common, whether it is family background, personality or life &mdah; compared with D, Y's growth path is still quite different from mine. D and I are both urban only children, with similar family conditions and similar personalities, so we can be regarded as a good match; But he's so childish, like my brother, I don't feel like a man at all, and he feels a burden with me. Y was born in a small county, and there is an older sister on it, although it can't be regarded as a phoenix man, but many values are still very different from mine, such as focusing on throttling rather than open source, excessive self-denial and frugality, etc. What makes me cry and laugh the most is his view of children's education, Y insists that "filial piety comes out under the stick", and I was so angry that I shouted: "Then don't expect me to give you a child!" Y Yizheng said: "I am a successful model of education in this way!" "Xiao M is right, I also have a premonition of a crisis in the relationship between my mother-in-law and daughter-in-law in the future.

As for L, it never occurred to me to know these things about him, there was no need.

My relationship with Y can't be described as vulgar and bad. Life is like this, no one can wear crystal slippers and pretend to be a princess for a lifetime. The so-called loving couple who are in the same boat through thick and thin is not only a solid emotional foundation, but more importantly, in the face of all the difficulties and challenges in the future, the image of Prince Charming will always stand in the distance, which is a beautiful dream, but I am not a diva who does not eat fireworks in the world, I want to live an ordinary life.

The crux of the matter is that this stubborn prince blows the wind in my ears all day long: in fact, you can grasp it with both hands, and you must be hard with both hands......

The tale of the fish and the bear's paw, the banishment of the Garden of Eden, all boils down to lust and restraint. Now the essence of the problem is becoming more and more serious: if I succumb to lust again, I will not only be burdened with the harm of an innocent wife, but also a good and innocent Y. Such a condemnation of conscience is suddenly doubled, and the resistance is incomparable.