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There is a process to get rid of drug addiction. If you can persist for a period of time without touching, the irrepressible craving will be reduced, and the withdrawal of drugs will be successful. However, if there is always a packet of drugs dangling in front of your eyes, you can't hold it. I'm not a woman with an extremely strong libido, and I'm almost on the verge of escaping in the four months I've been out of touch with L and the six months since I broke up. But L always pinched a little back, and as soon as we met, it was not good, even if he did not untie his clothes in front of me, I was hot when I saw his full eyes.

I wish he would let me go and let me live an ordinary life. But since the formation of the interest relationship, I have been more like a grasshopper and have been locked by him. It's really a bad fate. If I want to escape from him, I have to get out of this circle.

That's a big deal. But when I think about it, if I marry Y in the future and he intervenes to cause sabotage, it will be really miserable.

It is impossible for Y to leave the city, and he is still waiting for his wedding room to be renovated and moved in. I sometimes thought sadly that he might rather have a different mistress than give up the house for me&mdah, which had cost him and his family almost all their savings, and overdrawn his future. I can't coerce Y into exile with me just to avoid an old lover. I can only try to avoid contact with L, and at the same time turn my attention to other areas&mdah;If Y is not so attractive, then maybe the child will?

Thinking of Little M's sacred smile, we suddenly plucked up the courage and decided not to avoid the topic of starting a family with Y anymore.

The days go round and round.

Finally, one day, Y came back with a bouquet of flowers, and then excitedly said to me, "Come back to my hometown with me on May Day!" How about we go pick a ring tonight? I was dumbfounded: is there any necessary logic between these two events?

"Why are you in such a hurry?" I'm in a bit of a hurry.

"My parents really want to see you, and my grandfather called to ...... last time," Y replied a little embarrassed.

But what's it all about choosing a ring? Do you pretend to be engaged and go back to show your family?

"I wanted to buy it directly, but I'm afraid you don't like it, and the size may not be suitable." Y handed me the flowers with both hands, and smiled thoughtfully, "So I thought let's pick them together!" ”

"Is it a wedding ring?" I asked, surprised.

"Hmm."

I'm familiar with Y's style, but for the first time I find it unusually disgusted:

Is this a marriage proposal?

Is there a bit of sincerity in the attitude?

Did I say I agreed?

And why do such a thing before going to his house? It seems that I am just a shopping mall to deal with goods at a special price, and I hurry up to pack them and put them on the shelves before the holidays.

My face was gloomy, but Y who was immersed in joy didn't notice it, I took out a business card from my pocket, and was about to make a call according to the number on it: "This is a company run by a friend of my classmate, who does jewelry processing, and I have inquired about buying a diamond ring from him, and it can be two-thirds cheaper than the same quality outside!" The same condition, but without a certificate. We don't need that anyway, we don't need to buy it ourselves. I'll tell him we'll be there at about eight o'clock......"

Am I being too sensible? At this time, I didn't even drop the flower directly to the ground. I just stared at Y's face, hoping he could see my resentment. Y raised his head and found that my expression was stiff, so he hugged my face and kissed me hard, and said a little excitedly, "I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier." I was going to surprise you...... But I think it's better to get the ring before I formally propose to you! ”

Looking at Y's honest smiling face, my resentment gradually turned into helplessness and loss. "Did you propose to your ex-wife like this?" I asked.

If he says yes, I won't have anything to say. I do seem to be a person who is more considerate of others&mdah;Is he doing this wrong? It doesn't seem to be. In order to surprise me, I bought flowers and came back to propose; In order to match my preferences, take me to buy a diamond ring; In order not to spend money in vain, many parties inquired about the most cost-effective merchants...... But Y's EQ is really low enough, these things are linked together, and then linked to returning to his hometown, how can it be annoying.

However, when he heard my questioning, he was visibly stunned.

I saw in his eyes what I didn't want to see, and in an instant I burst in despair.

"It's almost, it can't be compared to the current one, it's too naïve." Y reluctantly replied.

I turned my head and cried.

Too many grievances. It turns out that I'm really a discounted item that doesn't cost a lot of money. It's true that you are married for the second time, but I am the first time that a big girl has been in a sedan chair! Isn't it because I'm 30 years old that I don't deserve a romantic proposal and a promise at any cost? Just because you don't want it doesn't mean I don't want it either!

Y panicked all of a sudden, and hurriedly chased into the room to coax me, but I couldn't listen to a word.

In the end, the ring was not bought that day. We slept back to back until dawn without saying a word.

I never expected that the first marriage proposal I received in my life would be so ridiculous and pathetic.

I don't even have the face to tell Xiao M. Will she be indignant that I have jumped out of the wolf's den and into the tiger's mouth?

I don't think Y loves me much at all.

The two also pretended to be happy and ran towards the cemetery of the marriage, d.

After that incident, I began to regret living with Y&mdah;I can't get rid of it now, it's impossible for me to run away from home, right? had to continue the tug-of-war.

I said I'm going to think about our relationship for a while. Y didn't figure it out, and felt that I was still a little vexatious. "What did I do wrong, should I fix it?" He was able to say such things, which was already a lot better than his usual Cold War tactics. But I still didn't say yes with red eyes, this time I didn't want to explain and communicate&mdah;If he really cared about me, I don't believe he didn't understand my inner thoughts.

Y was helpless, so he called my mom behind my back and asked her to persuade me. At this point, my mind was already mushy, and I received a call from my mother when I went to work. "Daughter, don't be willful......" I heard my mother's anxious voice, and suddenly I had mixed feelings, and I couldn't say anything, so I had to hide on the rooftop and listen tiredly. On the battlefield of feelings, why am I always a surprise defeater?

My mom said a lot, to the effect that it is not easy to find a suitable person, and you can't just look at the surface of people. Listening to me without saying a word, at the end she choked up, and I could hear her sadness. "Yanyan, but don't wronged yourself, if Xiao Y treats you badly, forget it! Actually, I don't think he's good. "Obviously vomiting tone.

I couldn't hold back my tears. Only true blood relations can withstand any temptation, conditions and selfless tests, and how old the children grow up is also the most distressed child of the parents, and no one hopes for me better than them. Rather than being angry, I feel more sorry for my parents' worries.

My mom seems to have educated Y too. Later, Y promised me that he would make up for an absolutely romantic surprise proposal and a big wedding, but I didn't think it mattered. I calmed down and thought about it, I was supposed to live together, why bother with these vain things, and Y is not good at these, so it will only look lame to make it. I forgave him and let myself go: the young girl who once fantasized about a grass wedding at Xiao M's wedding, and the happy bride who stood next to her as handsome as the groom L, had nothing to do with me.

Xiao M has warned me a long time ago not to have any unrealistic illusions about marriage. Experience.