"Anna, my mentor is this year's expatriate exchange professor, and I'm going to New York." Chen Chen whispered.

Comforting Xiaoyuan, they stopped a taxi to go back to school. There were two graduate students in the dormitory, and Anna was unwilling to share a dormitory with her because of her bad temper, so Chen Chen temporarily moved over and waited for the school to open to arrange a dormitory. In the morning, he received a notice from the tutor that he was going to be assigned, and if the student who was tutoring did not want to follow, he could apply for a change of tutor.

"It's a good thing, and it's an indirect study abroad experience. Feel free to call me if you have something over there. After all, I grew up there and have a lot of friends. Anna began to clean up the clutter in the dormitory.

"If Zhang Zhe needs your help, remember to help for me."

"I'll go, but I don't want to." Anna put down what she was holding and sat down next to her unhappily.

"It's okay, you can just go." Chen Chen smiled.

"Should I say that you are obsessed, or should I praise you for not being disturbed by the world?" Anna laughed too.

"Let's take this later. Zhang Zhe has a lot of questions, but he is really good. ”

"Chen Chen, thank you for standing up for me at that time. I've always wanted to scold him, and I want to go to the company like a shrew and make a big noise. You don't know how grateful I am for giving me a head. ”

"Didn't you give me a head too?"

"Are you really going to ask me to help him?" Anna was the most unacceptable to the Virgin's way of dealing with her, just as she accepted Xu Anran to leave her.

"I love him." She stood up and began to pack her things: "The meaning of my hard work, except for dreams, is not to make myself like this. I knew I loved him, and then I did what I wanted to do, and I was able to solve the rest. ”

When she first met Chen Chen, she seemed to be immersed in the environment of quarreling with her boyfriend all the time, constantly falling in love, falling out of love, and pestering crazy to attract the attention of the other party. No matter how smart you are, you can't hide your timid and cowardly heart, and crying for help in a clumsy way is what children do. But now it is different, she is confident, indifferent, and can calmly accept all the results after her efforts.

Love is no longer the only theme of her life, and it is her goal to keep getting better and satisfying herself. Being strong is never sad, and only when you can feel the strength and solidity of your heart can you understand where the world is better.

Anna smiled with satisfaction and helped her pack her things.

After the start of the semester, Zhang Zhe reported that he went directly to the graduate school and sat on the bench waiting for her every time.

When the lunch break came, Anna walked out with her bag and shirt neatly in her mouth. Seeing Zhang Zhe sitting here, Anna glared and walked away.

He didn't dare to chase after him, and he didn't know how to face Anna. He wanted to wait for Chen Chen.

But until Anna came back, Chen Chen did not appear, and Anna stood at the door and hesitated for a while. He took a few steps backwards and walked towards him.

"Don't wait." She took the food from her mouth.

Zhang Zhe didn't say a word and didn't leave.

"Don't wait. Her mentor is this year's expatriate mentor, and she was notified last night that she has followed her mentor today. ”

"Then I'll be back." Zhang Zhe said stubbornly.

Anna did not refute him, took a bite of bread and said vaguely: "I don't even have the courage to listen to the explanation, what's the use of waiting here now"

"What did she tell you?"

"Well, I'm too lazy to guess what you're thinking."

Zhang Zhe didn't answer, but she really started crying in her heart, she could indeed see through her inner place, it turned out that all the feelings when they were first together were not illusions.

"How much do you know about her, so persistent," Anna asked boredly

"I don't know," Zhang Zhe replied in a low voice. He doesn't know how to describe it, maybe she loves herself more in this relationship, Zhang Zhe is sensitive and suspicious, but under the gentle appearance, she is fragile and can't withstand bumps at all, stingy like a wild animal who protects food, this bit of food is the capital of her own survival, and others take a look at it, and they feel that it is going to be snatched away.

"Why are you always so nervous, seeing Lin Sen sitting opposite, just walk over and pull her out. Why bother thinking about yourself. Anna stood up and stretched, and handed him something: "Chen Chen asked me to transfer it to you." She was ready to go back.

"Zhang Zhe" was about to leave, she stopped, as if she was hesitating whether to say the next words: "If she doesn't say it, it really doesn't mean that she can really carry anything." You've gone too far this time, and no matter how noisy you are, you shouldn't drive people away. ”

Anna walked back with a loaf of bread in her mouth, raising her hand with people she knew along the way, as if nothing in this world could interfere with her emotions.

Anna lives transparently and is not bound by too many things, and she seems to be a passer-by in this world. I don't care about things that don't happen to me.

In Zhang Zhe's hand, a black clip studded with rhinestones was spread out in the palm of his hand. It was the gift she had given her the first time, and the two lace ears were stubbornly cocked, and she was obviously full of joy when she took it in her hand.

Coconut palms gently sway their leaves in the sea breeze. Standing on a high place, it seems to be very cold indeed.

'Loneliness is a savage thing that forces you to trust strangers and lose all the comforts that your lover brings you. You are constantly in a state of imbalance, and nothing belongs to you except the air, sleep, dreams, and the basic things like the sea and the sky, and everything seems to last forever, or we can only imagine it. Loneliness and despair made him refuse to listen to Chen Chen's explanation, blindly believing the little truth he had made up in his heart. The rope bound to the mind is like a beast, ready to be tightened until he dies.

Zhang Zhe clutched the clip, stood up and walked slowly back to the classroom. Chen Chen must hope that he can graduate smoothly, and he must also want to see him deal with the things he has been unwilling to face. He was ready to go to Wang's house when he had free time.

The students brought by the new professor are very hardworking, and with the aura that Asian mathematics must be good on campus, Chen Chen will never be short of classmates around him to discuss problems. From the disgust at the beginning to the later habits, she seems to have gradually liked this life.

Everyone in this school is working hard, everyone has their own dreams and goals and is not shy to talk about them, and she understands why Anna comes back again and again after work to fight for the next degree. She began to learn to talk generously to others about her thoughts, and in the days when no one laughed at and belittled her, she slowly regained her self-confidence.

On another Monday, the professor took her to continue modeling in the department. They have recently been studying a fluctuating point in supply and demand, and the supply and demand curve that no longer conforms to common sense has cost them two days of hard work.

"Chen Chen, the time for the exchange is one year, and it has been a month, and you must hurry up and do what you want to do."

"Okay."

"You don't want to stay here?" The professor has seen too many girls who want to stay in New York, fake marriages, hard work to get green cards, illegal immigrants, and unplanned pregnancies and want to stay with their children. Before coming, he asked in advance if there was anyone who didn't want to come with him, but it was just an official question, and he didn't believe that anyone would refuse this opportunity to communicate.

"No, I miss the mangoes in S City very much." Chen Chen did not stop writing, and still performed the calculation formula on the blackboard.

"I heard from them, you want to go to the Law Fund?"

"Well, I've always used this as my goal, so I continued to take the graduate school exam in finance, otherwise I actually want to read my mind."

"The law is here, let's go back, how do you get into the law fund."

"You said it, I mentioned it." Chen Chen put down the chalk in his hand: "I want to ask you for a leave." Yesterday they told me that the Law Fund is in hiring season. If they write back to me, I'd like to try to apply. ”

"You don't want to stay here, what's the use of applying."

"I just wanted to see if I was qualified to go in. There are some things I just want to see if I can do it, but I don't really like it. Chen Chen picked up the chalk and continued to calculate.

"Leave, if you have a reply, go ahead." The professor did not stop writing and continued to review the latest data.

The next night, she sat in the lab and checked her mailbox as usual. There was no reply, and she knew better than others that her initial three academic qualifications would not be in the eyes of the Law Fund at all. As the world's largest hedge fund, several financial crises have been related to them, and their arrogance is bound to be much greater.

There is no disappointment in what is expected. After packing her things, she carried her bag and prepared to go back. Compared with them, Chen Chen is actually a boring person, going to class, doing projects, and going back to the dormitory after class. Don't go out shopping, don't go out to play. On campus, this kind of person is called Freak Guy, a geek. She didn't care about any of that, she didn't care.

“hey，Chan，hangout with me tonight？ we have a big party。 The girl who lives next door holds up the door, the small suspenders leak over the shoulders, and she never hesitates to show her slender waist, Chen Chen likes her very much, and the relationship between them may be quite harmonious, she always spares no effort to invite her lonely neighbor to participate in the event.

“No，I have better thing 。” She locked the door and smiled and declined the invitation.

'Knock~', the text message prompt sound was very concise, she took out her mobile phone and glanced at Zhang Zhe's message: "Good morning, did you have breakfast?" ”

She didn't reply, she put her phone away and put it in her pocket. With a time difference of twelve hours and a completely upside-down life, Chen Chen wanted to leave clearly, but he didn't know whether he should keep in touch or not.