Song Jiayin asked me how much I still want to know about Duan Qinghu's story, I clenched my fists and said, "I want to know whether she wants me to die intentionally or unintentionally." ”

Song Jiayin looked at me fixedly and said, "Important?" If it's intentional, can you give up on her? If it's unintentional, do you want to keep her around? In my eyes, whether she intentionally or not, she has lost the qualification to stay with you because her heart has been shaken. ”

I bit my lip and said, "If she didn't mean it, then her heart didn't waver." ”

Looking at each other, I saw that Song Jiayin's eyes were angry and disappointed, and I looked at her stubbornly, even if her gaze had made me embarrassed, but I still endured the panic in my heart and did not dodge.

After a long time, Song Jiayin suddenly sighed, she retracted her gaze, in her memory, this was the first time she lost in our eyes, but I was not happy at all because of the victory, because I knew that I did not win, and I also knew what I had lost in this so-called 'duel'.

Song Jiayin looked at Bai Mei on the windowsill and said lightly: "When Duan Qinghu was a killer, she didn't always go alone, she also stayed in the killer organization of 'Annihilation', the man who killed Su Guofu, that is, her admirer, was called Duanmu Shen. Duanmu Shen liked Duan Qinghu very much, and his fanaticism and affection blinded Duan Qinghu, making her think that he would help her father avenge her, and that their organization was really willing to be used by her. ”

However, she mistrusted this man, because there are few men in this world who are willing to watch the woman they love with other men and be indifferent. Duanmu Shen led the entire organization to 'submit' to her, but he wanted to use her to achieve his own goals. He and Yan Yu have already colluded, he has always wanted to kill you, but he doesn't let Duan Qinghu hate you, and when you die, he can replace you and stay by Duan Qinghu's side. ”

"But Duan Qinghu didn't know, she didn't know about Wang Hao at all, so after Yan Yu asked her to kill Su Guofu, she didn't expect the seriousness of the matter, so she agreed."

Speaking of this, she looked at me, as if she wanted to know what I was going to say, and my heart was happy, because I was sure of at least one thing, that is, in Su Guofu's shocking conspiracy, Duan Qinghu was not involved, she was just deceived, and she didn't think about harming me.

Who knew that as soon as I finished thinking about it, Song Jiayin poured a layer of cold water on me, she said, "You know what? Duan Qinghu was also there at that time, this was Duanmu Shen's request, he said that he wanted Duan Qinghu to watch him kill for her, she agreed, to put it bluntly, in fact, she went, but it was just to buy people's hearts, but she saw your appearance, she saw that you almost killed Duanmu Shen, and in the end, she chose the latter between indifference and saving Duanmu Shen. Chen Ming, Duan Qinghu risked being exposed, choosing between the person he loved and the person he didn't love, to save the person he didn't love, do you know why? ”

I bit my lip, felt the pain of my lips cracking and bleeding, and the discomfort of blood pouring into my mouth and nose, and whispered: "I know, because in her eyes, revenge is far greater than everything, if Duanmu Shen dies, she may not be able to control the annihilation of this organization, and there will be no powerful helper to take revenge, so, for revenge, that man can't die." ”

When revenge was before loving me, this bloody fact almost overwhelmed me, I took a deep breath, and Song Jiayin continued: "The man who assassinated you is called Duanmu You, and Duan Tianya are good brothers, and he hates your father to the core, and naturally he hates you to the core, plus you hurt his son again, so he came to assassinate you, and what happened to him here, Duan Qinghu should be clear, she also tried to call you, wanting you to avoid him." ”

I hurriedly wanted to flip through my phone, Song Jiayin said lightly: "Don't flip it, there were indeed a few missed calls on your mobile phone at that time, all of them were from her, and there were text messages, but because your mobile phone was automatically turned off at that time, it was unfortunate that you didn't avoid this danger." ”

"What a coincidence." I sighed that if I had gotten a call, maybe everything would have been different.

Song Jiayin said mockingly: "Coincidence? Do you think it's okay as long as you get a call, as long as you can avoid this danger? ”

Song Jiayin was rarely angry in front of me, but now her face was particularly ugly, and her eyes were almost bursting with fire, I opened my mouth and was speechless. yes, is this a coincidence? It doesn't count at all. Duan Qinghu couldn't get through to my phone, she could still call someone else's, and even said that as long as she was willing to tell the third master, the third master would definitely lead someone to deal with Duanmuyou, but she didn't do it, that was because she didn't want to disobey Duanmuyou, she didn't want to give up a powerful helper, and she didn't want others to know about her.

At that time, even if I answered the phone, Duan Qinghu told me to be careful, could I definitely avoid it? How powerful that person is, I think Duan Qinghu knows better than me, so she is actually gambling, she is betting that when I am on guard, I can ensure that I am safe and sound, and at the same time, she also hopes that that person can get out of the way.

It's just that, even if things are really as she expected, I'm fine, and Duanmu You has successfully escaped, after I go back, I will definitely ask her about Duanmu Shen, about the assassination of me, what she says when the time comes, will I believe it? No, according to my suspicious character, I will definitely still doubt her, and when the time comes, the gap and rift between the two of us will not only get bigger and bigger, maybe in the end, the person who forced her away and pushed her away was not Song Jiayin, but me!

Thinking like this, my heart became colder and colder, and I felt as if countless cotton needles penetrated my body through my skin, into every vein of me, and finally penetrated into my heart densely, and the pain made me tremble, so that I could not say a word, and my heart was only burning like a fire.

Song Jiayin said at this time: "Chen Ming, you know everything, if you still insist on wanting to be with her, I have nothing to say." ”

After Song Jiayin finished speaking, she got up to leave, I quickly grabbed her wrist, she turned her face slightly, and I said, "Jiayin, I'm sorry, I ...... I just ......"

It's just that such a long-term relationship, such a deep feeling, how can it be so easy to give up and give up?

Song Jiayin turned around, looked at me and said, "No matter how painful it is, at least there must be a decision in your heart, Chen Ming, do you know?" I've been regretting it since the accident, regretting that I didn't expel her from you in the first place, and regretting letting you go free. No, maybe I shouldn't say that, because what right do I have to mind your business? ”

It was really hard for me to hear this, and at the same time I felt terrified, and I felt like I was going to lose her, because he had never said such a bad thing to me.

At this time, I heard Song Jiayin say: "I was too confident from the beginning, I thought that in your heart, there was Su Ruoshui's position, and Duan Qinghu's position, but the most important position must be mine, I thought, no matter what you are doing now, one day, the only person who will accompany you is me, and it can only be me, but I forgot, since you are half-hearted, how can you only take a scoop for me?" There are three thousand weak waters, there are Su Ruoshui and Duan Qinghu today, and there may be the next one tomorrow, but I am too confident, too confident, and in the end, it is only two people who will be hurt. ”

"There will be no one else." I hurriedly said, although Duan Qinghu's matter broke my liver and intestines, but Song Jiayin is indeed the person with the highest status in my heart, which I have already thought about very clearly when I was in Hangzhou, but I have never been able to give up another ray of light.

It's just that now, this dawn has turned into thousands of bright swords that have penetrated my heart, but even so, so many days and nights of morning and twilight companionship, so much sweetness and romance, how can I let go immediately? It's just that I also understand that Song Jiayin's sadness is not that I can't let go of Duan Qinghu, but that until this time, I still have the luxury of Duan Qinghu to come back to me.

I know that if this kind of thing happens, Duan Qinghu and I will never be able to go back, since she can choose the former between revenge and me, then no one can guarantee whether she will choose this way next time, which is why all of them are ruthless to drive her away.

Song Jiayin sighed and asked, "How can I trust you?" ”

I didn't know what to say, but then she took my hand off her wrist and said, "Maybe we should all take a step back and think about whether we are really that important to each other, whether we are really the person we are looking for, you and me, are we really suitable?" ”

Before I could react, Song Jiayin turned around and left, she walked so absolutely, it made my heart ache, but I didn't have the courage to call her.

I lay there, and I couldn't help but laugh miserably, the human heart is not enough to swallow the elephant, and the insatiable person will one day lose everything empty-handed!

At this time, the door opened, Uncle Er and Sun Nanbei walked in, Uncle Er was holding a bowl of medicine in his hand, I lowered my head, I didn't want them to see my embarrassed appearance.

Uncle Er came over and said, "Child, drink the medicine." ”

Maybe it's because I look pitiful, always call me 'stinky boy', but at this time he actually calls me 'child', I know that no matter how bad my mood is, I can't be angry with others, let alone someone who is so good to myself, I took the bowl with both hands and said, "Thank you, old man." ”

After drinking the bitter medicine, Uncle Er said, "Don't blame her, she is also good for you." ”

I smiled and didn't speak, and after a while, I asked, "Can you let me meet Duan Qinghu?" ”

"No way!" Uncle Er sternly refused.

I raised my head and was about to speak, when Uncle Ear patted me on the shoulder and said, "If you are destined to leave, why meet again and feel sorry for yourself?" Chen Ming, if you are really reluctant and really painful, you should calm down and think about it, think about your goals, think about your pride, and think about the vows you said. ”

After listening to Uncle Er's words, a voice poured into my heart, he said: "I want to climb hard, I want to avenge my father, I want to let my mother be free, I want to stand on that high place and watch the scenery with Song Jiayin, I want no one in the world to balance me, I want to move forward unswervingly, no one can stop me, God blocks and kills God, Buddha blocks and kills Buddha." ”

This voice comes from my heart, my voice.