"Nian Chu, why didn't you wear a ring?" Mother Ann's sharp eyes found it and asked.

An Nianchu saw his middle finger and patted his head, "Ah, I took it off when I took a shower last night, and I forgot to wear it in the morning." ”

"Look at this child's cherishment, but you are still students, so don't wear the ring first, and it's not too late to put it on when you graduate. Counting the days, it's only a few days before you start school, and I'm really reluctant to let you go. ”

An Nianchu thought of school at this time, and the days when she went home seemed to be too relaxed, and she almost forgot the days of school.

After breakfast, they were 'kicked out of the house' by An's mother to cultivate their relationship.

Qi Yanmo held her hand, which seemed to have become a habit, in this cold winter, he was like a warm baby, passing warmth to her all the time.

"You say, if we graduate, will they urge us to get married?" An Nianchu stood on one of Gao Qi Yanmo's steps, looked at the sky, and asked.

Qi Yanmo smiled lightly, "It also depends on whether you are willing to marry, if you marry, I will marry." ”

"What if I agreed to marry you when I was seventy or eighty? Do you marry too? ”

Qi Yanmo smiled and nodded.

An Nianchu poked his head and yelled loudly: "You have a problem with your head, get married as soon as possible, if I didn't marry you when I was young, you wouldn't marry a little girl like a flower, and wait until I'm seventy or eighty, stupid!" ”

"Marry you."

An Nianchu planned to brainwash Qi Yanmo thoroughly, she said: "Whether a person gets married or not is not just a person's behavior, but a family, your parents will allow you to wait for me to be seventy or eighty, if we get married in seventy or eighty, there will be no children." And who can guarantee that in the future, if I marry you, you will spend your heart in the future, what will you do? ”

"I won't."

"Okay, okay, I know you won't, kidding you. You like a good man, I should really snicker. But Qi Yanmo, I may not be as good as you think, I have many, many shortcomings, but you, I didn't find anything bad. I always feel that there are still a lot of chasms between us that need to be crossed. I may really just want to find someone who can be good to me for the rest of my life, or it may be because of ...... that day" An Nianchu couldn't say any more, she looked at Qi Yanmo and gritted her teeth.

Qi Yanmo brushed her hair, "Maybe it's because Qin Muchen was there that day, right?" Nian Chu, I can see and feel it from your reaction. But that also means that you gave me a chance, at least now that I am your fiancé, I have the responsibility and obligation to be better to you. With the first step, there will be a second step. ”

She didn't know how to speak, he was always so good to her, so good that she always felt guilty in her heart. She never mentioned Qin Muchen to him, she always put Qin Muchen in a corner of her heart, she wanted to forget but couldn't forget.

But now, Qin Muchen has made a splash in her calm life. His appearance again and again, for her, is like a war, and her heart is fierce all the time. She could remember every word he said, even every action, and she didn't know when her memory would be like this.

"Aren't you curious about my past?"

"I'll wait for you to tell me."

An Nianchu covered Qi Yanmo's forehead with his hand, and touched his forehead again, "Qi Yanmo, Qi Yanmo, I always think that you are not having a fever, you are so good to people, and you don't ask for anything in return, you are stupid, your brain is burned out, everything depends on me, in case I am the kind of person who does not want to repay my kindness, in case I withdraw from the marriage in the future, you ......"

He chuckled, "I'll be fine." Nian Chu, as you said, marriage is a matter of two people, if one person is unwilling, it will not be happiness that comes by force. ”

"I feel like you're always so bland, I don't know when you're going to be angry, I've never seen you angry, do you really have no temper?" An Nianchu looked at Qi Yanmo's face, like a curious baby.

He covered her cheek with his hand and whispered, "My face is cold red, let's find a place to sit down and talk slowly." ”

The temperature of his palm warmed An Nianchu's cheeks, and at the same time warmed her heart. He gave her the feeling of being like an angel, he was as white as snow, and when facing him, it was always easy for her to feel guilty.

What kind of person to find to spend with him in marriage, An Nianchu feels that this has always been a problem. Between the person you love and the person who loves you, how to choose between the person you love, and how to tell whether the person really loves you, these seem to be questions.

Before experiencing the 'Qin Muchen Incident', she was full of longing for love, but later found that it seemed that many people had more than just one side, and may have different attitudes towards different people, but she could never accept the bad side, and she didn't want to see the dark side. But who can guarantee that they will always be healthy and positive?

An Nianchu looked at Qi Yanmo's hand, looked at his side face, and asked softly, "Do you have a dark side?" ”

Qi Yanmo replied very seriously: "No, even if there is, it will only be for a moment, people should be positive and optimistic, always thinking about bad things, not only will make themselves feel bad, but may also affect others." But if everyone is positive, it is likely that it will not cause mental problems. ”

"Yes, yes, the teacher is right."

She smiled at him, indeed, she studied psychiatry herself, how could she not understand this.

He took her to a tea bar, which made people feel very relaxed and forget the hustle and bustle of the city. With a bamboo-woven table, a bamboo-woven bench, and a bamboo curtain, An Nianchu looked at Qi Yanmo curiously and asked, "How do you know here?" ”

"My father used to bring me here, and he loved to drink tea here."

An Nianchu nodded, "I see." I quite like it here, it's quieter and more comfortable, but if it's only a few people like it, it's not profitable. You must know that basically all shops in society are for profit, and no one will lose money and live on things that are not profitable. ”

Qi Yanmo smiled and spit out: "You guessed it, my father loves to drink tea here, and when the shop owner couldn't hold on, he bought this shop, and basically has been in a state of making ends meet." ”

An Nianchu's eyes widened, and he sneered: "No......" I was secretly glad in my heart, fortunately I didn't say it just now, if the loss continues, then the store must have a problem with the brain.

He personally made tea for her, one process at a time, An Nianchu was a little stunned, the so-called people who don't understand, and they see it in vain.

Bitter in the mouth, slightly sweet later. An Nianchu actually liked this taste a little, she asked with a smile, "What kind of tea is this?" ”

"Kuding tea."

An Nianchu took another sip, "It was a little bitter at first, but then I felt a hint of sweetness, just like life, there will be bitter and sweet, and you can only see the rainbow after experiencing wind and rain, but at first I really wanted to spit it out, it was too bitter." ”

"Only after tasting bitterness can you know how to cherish sweetness."

She propped her chin and looked at him and smiled, "Come on, come on, Mr. Qi continues." ”

Qi Yanmo shook his head and smiled lightly: "Playing treasure." ”

"Yes, yes, since you have so much treasure, why don't I dig it. Yan Mo Yan Mo, and 'grinding' is a bit homophonic, is your father lazy to give you a name, and you are cultivated like an artist, no, it's an 'old' artist. Do you know how to play piano, chess, calligraphy and painting? ”

"Let you take your time to discover."

Qi Yanmo smiled softly.

An Nianchu looked at him, gentle, warm, but love seems to have these two things are far from enough, when he is with him, his heartbeat will not accelerate, he is holding his hand, and it is as if he is being held by his brother, there will be no throbbing in his heart, there seems to be only watching movies, shopping, eating, except for holding hands, there is no intimate behavior.

He wouldn't kiss her on the cheek, and she never seemed to expect a kiss from him.

Two people stand together, not like a couple but more like brother and sister.

Although many people say that a woman should find someone who loves herself and is good to herself, she doesn't like this kind of unequal relationship. She likes that what she yearns for is a reciprocal relationship, where others are good to her, and she wants to be good to others, so that she doesn't feel indebted.

But if you count from the day they held hands, she tried very hard to be good to him, but she didn't know how to be good to him and where to start. He was almost perfect so that she couldn't find an entry point, and she didn't even know what to choose when she chose a gift.

"I always feel that I can't see through you, is it because I don't know enough about you?"

"I found that I need to be attentive, Nian Chu, if you don't know me well enough, it means that your heart in me is not enough."

She really didn't put enough heart on him, she never took the initiative to understand his past, never took the initiative to understand his hobbies and living habits, but he almost knew her habits in life, big and small.

She nodded very frankly, "I will definitely observe you carefully in the future, observe the bits and pieces of your life, but you always have this expression, it is difficult to know whether you like it or not, for example, I see that mango I want to eat it, but I can't eat it, I will show it obviously, but you have almost never changed your expression in the face of everything, so it is difficult for me to find out." ”

"What I don't like in the future, show it directly to you."

An Nianchu looked at him expectantly, "Okay, okay, I want to see what you don't like, and I want to see how you behave, I'm looking forward to it." By the way, after the second half of the year, you ......"

"I'm trying to see if I can have a place to stay in school, I can't leave you alone, your parents are not at ease, and I am not at ease."

An Nianchu compared a V and happily spit out: "YES! ”