Chapter 58: Loneliness

At the graduation ceremony, Anna stood on the stage to speak as a representative of the exchange students. Meticulously dressed in academic robes, Anna looked like a serious graduate, and Zhang Zhe sat in the second row.

"Thanks to my mentor, I couldn't get my graduation certificate directly at the school, which added a touch of freshness to my study experience." Anna held her graduation certificate and began to tease around on stage.

Zhang Zhe seemed to be listening to Anna's nonsense very seriously, and his mobile phone pressed the shutter and camera from time to time to send it to Chen Chen. She still didn't reply. His fingers slid across the screen, flipping through the messages he had sent to Chen Chen, at least one every day, all of which were green bubble boxes that he had sent. But she never paid attention to herself, Zhang Zhe sighed and took back her phone, unconsciously looking back. In the corner of the last row, Zhang Xuan didn't know when he came, so he sat there quietly.

After it was over, Zhang Zhe stood up and walked over, and Anna saw him walking backwards and chased after him.

"Zhang Xuan? Why are you here? Anna asked indifferently, didn't care whether Zhang Xuan answered or not, and patted Zhang Zhe, "You don't need to send me, the Green Park Group sent someone to pick me up, and I will leave with them in a while." ”

"You're not going to stay here?" Zhang Xuan asked in front of Zhang Zhe

"I'm not going to. Why stay here. Anna replied as a matter of course, and didn't seem to care so much about Zhang Xuan. Chen Chen was okay there, he met an acquaintance a few days ago, and he was quite happy. Don't worry too much. Anna comforted Zhang Zhe. For half a year, she knew that Chen Chen never replied to his messages. But Zhang Zhe didn't stop greeting for a day. Zhang Zhe didn't say anything every time he came to mock him, but no matter what Anna said, he would still show up on time the next week. It's false to say that he is not moved, Anna knows that he is here for Chen Chen's news, after so long, Anna doesn't hate him as much as before, and she also began to communicate with him politely and tell him some of Chen Chen's recent situation.

Anna took off the academic robe that was covering her clothes, rolled it casually and held it in her hand, and waved: "I'll go first, everyone is fine." ”

After saying that, she left without looking back. It seems that there is no nostalgia for everything here. Zhang Xuan stared at her back in place, not knowing what he was thinking. Zhang Zhe patted him on the shoulder, and suddenly felt that all this seemed to be a dream. Anna's temperament should not turn back.

Zhang Xuan didn't quite understand his thoughts, but he felt very reluctant. Anna's back is still the same as before, the suit is still the same regular, and there are still dazzling eyes and vests; Her hair hadn't changed, and she was neatly waxed, like a tomboy. He comforted himself as he put away what Anna had left here, but Anna didn't think so. She just left her things behind her, and had no intention of looking back. He began to question the point of putting it away.

After Anna left, it meant that Zhang Zhe didn't need to come here to deliver things to Anna on time, and it also meant that he didn't know where to go to get Chen Chen's news. As a doppelganger, he didn't know how to comfort Zhang Xuan at all. Simply stopped talking.

Everything is business as usual in the company. The mood of the two people who went back was not very high. Zhang Xuan opened the drawer, took out the lipstick inside, and gently scratched it on the back of his hand. The light color spreads on the back of your hand like bean paste. Zhang Xuan gently brushed his fingers on the back of his hand, staring at the back of his hand in a daze.

It's actually sad that I can't figure out what I'm thinking.

Unlike Zhang Yuan, Zhang Zhe has adapted to this faint mood depression. He planned to divert Zhang Xuan's attention.

"Let's take the office apart. I'm still alone, and I don't plan to see you and Wen Wanxiu show me every day. Zhang Zhe tried to lighten up the atmosphere.

"Hmm." Zhang Xuan's response was not very enthusiastic.

"Are you alright?"

"Brother, seeing Anna leave, I suddenly feel unhappy."

Zhang Xuan was still staring at the back of his hand, depressed like a frosted eggplant.

"I'll take Zhou Ziang to the mall for a turn, you stay in the company. Prepare more food in the evening, and I'll go over and eat together. Zhang Zhe picked up his coat and was about to leave, patting him on the shoulder, not sure if Zhang Xuan had listened to him.

Seeing Zhang Zhe come out, the girl at the front desk took out a plate from behind the high table: "Mr. Zhang, I cut the fruit, let's eat some together." The white enamel plate, with two fruit forks stuck in it, was handed to Zhang Zhe.

"No, thank you. Be careful when eating and don't be seen. Zhang Zhe instructed, but did not reprimand her for eating snacks at work.

"Well, are you going out? I'll put some on it for you. After speaking, she quickly put the fruit into the buckle box with her hands and feet, and couldn't help but stuff it into Zhang Zhe's arms.

It's not good to continue to excuse himself, Zhang Zhe was a little embarrassed, and took the box and said thank you. Seeing Zhou Ziang walking out, he turned around and walked out.

After getting into the car, Zhang Zhe planned to deal with the fruit first.

"Here you go." He took the box and handed it to Zhou Ziang

"What is this?" Zhou Ziang lifted the lid, saw the fruit inside, happily forked a piece and stuffed it into his mouth, and the ripe dragon fruit core melted sweetly in his mouth: "Is this an employee benefit?" ”

"The girl at the front desk gave it to me." Zhang Zhe said lightly.

"......" Zhou Ziang was a little surprised, and chewed the fruit in his mouth unnaturally, "Why did you give me the love meal that people gave you......"

"She shoehorned it into me." Zhang Zhe replied tiredly, leaned back in his seat and closed his eyes, "Tell me when it's time." ”

Zhou Ziang glanced at the fruit in his hand and didn't know whether he should continue to eat it, so he had to close the lid first and start the car.

When he arrived at the place, Zhang Zhe had not woken up yet. Zhou Ziang shouted in a low voice, but Zhang Zhe didn't move. He has been for a long time, often has insomnia, sometimes wakes up in the middle of the night, and suddenly does not know where he is.

Zhou Ziang gently pushed him, and Zhang Zhe opened his eyes.

"Arrived?"

"Arrived"

Zhang Zhe opened the door and walked down. waited for Zhou Ziang to lock the car door and walked into the elevator together.

The opinions at the entrance of the mall are arranged in a small window. Zhang Zhe walked over and took a brief look. Underground supermarkets are again at the top of the list in terms of complaint rate. He sighed.

"Help me find a supermarket manager, they have a high complaint rate." Zhang Zhe put the notebook back and walked up layer by layer.

When I got upstairs to the administration department, the manager of the supermarket was already waiting there. He is not an employee of the company, the supermarket chain, the place is rented out, Zhang Zhe can only negotiate, can not manage too much.

"Mr. Zhang has something to look for me?"

"I see that you haven't even sat down, you must be very busy, so I'll just say it. The complaint rate of your supermarket is too high, and the service attitude accounts for half of it. Deep Blue Group has always been a faΓ§ade with a service attitude and reputation, and I hope you will manage your people. ”

"Okay, Mr. Zhang, I'll tell them when I go back. Nothing happened, so I left first. Without waiting for Zhang Zhe to answer, he left without looking back.

"Mr. Zhang, he doesn't look like he wants to manage it." Zhou Ziang stared at his back and whispered

"He won't care. There is still half a year left in the lease period, but fortunately they didn't look down on us at that time, and they signed a contract every year, but we should be glad now. ”

"They're gone, what are we going to do underground?"

"I don't know yet, let's see the situation first." Zhang Zhe rubbed his temples, intending to observe what he was saying.

I'm going to Zhang Zhe's house in the evening, and he can just go buy something to eat.

"Do you want to go to the supermarket tomorrow weekend? Together? Zhang Zhe suddenly proposed.

"Okay, my grandfather wants to eat beef, so I just bought it."

"Let's go home after shopping, and I'll be off work today."

Hearing Zhang Zhe say that he would get off work, Zhou Ziang suddenly became more interested. followed Zhang Zhe to the supermarket.

Looking at Zhou Ziang next to him with a calm face, Zhang Zhe suddenly laughed.

"Mr. Zhang, what are you doing?" Zhang Zhe laughed so much that Zhou Ziang's heart was furious, and he asked worriedly.

"I remember when you first came to the company, you were obviously afraid of me, and when I sold the wrong thing, I said I don't blame you, you don't know whether to leave or not, and you want others to relieve you. Now it seems that you are very indifferent. ”

"At that time, I was a little young, and I was a little embarrassed, but now that my skin is rough and thick, I am not afraid of you." Zhou Ziang answered with a smile.

"That's good, but it's not only you nervous about being too strict, but I'm also nervous, and I'm afraid of making you unhappy at work. I'm worried that I'm always putting on a leadership role, and I feel like I'm being so pretentious. ”

"You're not putting on a show, you're just serious. You basically don't laugh, and when you're the happiest, you don't have any expression, and everyone is afraid of you. But after falling in love with Sister Chen, you started to be gentle all of a sudden... ......" Zhou Ziang suddenly realized that what he said was wrong, "I'm sorry, I..."

"It doesn't matter. You're right, falling in love with someone you like can make you a lot gentler. Zhang Zhe interrupted him and answered gently. Chen Chen's question is his, and he shouldn't make others tremble and dare not mention it for the sake of being afraid of him.

After shopping, I happened to see the cashier and the customer arguing at the supermarket. Zhang Zhe instantly became irritable, he took Zhou Ziang's things and motioned for him to go over and solve it.

Zhang Zhe didn't want to pay too much attention to it, he put the bag on the ground, leaned against the pillar and tilted his head, and suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette. Zhang Zhe has never smoked and has never wanted to try it. He himself couldn't figure out why the idea had suddenly appeared. I didn't want to go to the supermarket by myself, I didn't want to go home by myself, and the loneliness that I could have endured became clear and hurtful after she appeared and left. Only when he was in the crowd did he dare to recall the feelings of the two of them, the bustling crowd could not make him not sad, but it could interrupt his unrestrained thoughts.

"Mr. Zhang, it's okay." Zhou Ziang walked over and took the bag.

"Because of what?"

"There was a customer cutting in line, and the cashier didn't pay attention and paid the bill. The customer at the back of the line was unhappy and pointed out that the one was cutting in line, and the cashier started cursing. Their service is in such poor condition. ”

"It's always a problem."

Zhou Ziang saw that Zhang Zhe suddenly began to feel depressed, he didn't speak, and planned to let Zhang Zhe quiet himself. Zhou Ziang refused Zhang Zhe to send him and went home by himself.

The car stopped downstairs, and Zhang Zhe walked up with a heavy bag. Zhang Xuan had already prepared the meal.

"Are you ready for wine?" Zhang Xuan was busy serving food in the kitchen and didn't look at him.

"Ready."

Both men sat facing each other silently, drinking their own wine. Zhang Zhe glanced at Zhang Xuan, and suddenly felt that if he didn't speak, Zhang Xuan might be silent to death today.

"You..." Zhang Zhe suddenly realized, and he didn't know what to say when he spoke.

"I'm fine, maybe I'm used to Anna being here, and I'm a little unhappy that she's gone suddenly." Zhang Xuan recklessly said and found an excuse for himself that seemed to be still there. But the depressed expression and low voice were too obvious.

Zhang Zhe no longer tried to speak. Zhang Xuan raised the wine bottle and touched Zhang Zhe's, and the two of them smiled bitterly together and stopped talking.

When he opened his eyes the next morning, Zhang Zhe was lying on the sofa with a splitting headache. Zhang Xuan lay on the carpet and hadn't woken up yet. He got up and dragged a blanket over Zhang Xuan. I cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, put on my coat and went home alone.

The discomfort after sobering up was still the same as usual, and Zhang Zhe did not intend to resist this feeling. can feel that he is still missing her, and Zhang Zhe is still a little happier.