Chen Chen didn't care about what Luo Yangfan said, and he never took the initiative to contact him as before. will still meet him on campus, he is still polite, and Chen Chen also greeted him politely. Occasionally searching for GTE news on the news, Zhang Zhe's face appeared once, and in the year-end summary report, the sales volume of Deep Blue Sales reached the first place in the Asia-Pacific region. The photo of Zhang Zhe and Zhang Xuan was placed at the beginning of the news, and the name of the company behind him was changed to Deep Blue Group. He can go far by himself, Chen Chen silently said in his heart, he may not need my help.

Anna finally let go of herself after getting her graduation certificate, and returned to the Green Park Group, threatening to make them admit that they should not have fired Chen Chen in the first place.

Xiao Yuan still didn't go home, living alone in his apartment. No longer mentioned his brother to Chen Chen, nor did he mention Zhang Zhe.

The year passed so quickly, so fast that Chen Chen felt caught off guard. Before returning to China, the supervisor asked her again if she wanted to stay, and if she wanted, the supervisor could come forward as a guarantee and apply for her to stay here for exchange studies. Chen Chen shook her head, she still wanted to see Zhang Zhe, she knew how much she missed him.

Zhang Zhe crossed her fingers to count the days she would return. The closer you get, the more excited you become, and the harder it becomes, the harder you start to fall asleep. He spends all his spare time cleaning the house and wiping down all the corners. Check your bank account and calculate how much you have left to buy the house. For a whole month, all his expectations and happy points came from the dwindling days of the days.

Until he heard the news that she was on the plane, Zhang Zhe went to the supermarket to buy a lot of her favorite food, filled the refrigerator that had been empty for a long time, and was ready to welcome her back with great anticipation. But the next moment he closed the refrigerator door, he realized that he didn't know what identity to use to pick her up.

She came back, and all the problems that she pretended to ignore were about to start to face reality, and Zhang Zhe sat on the ground, weak.

Chen Chen didn't inform anyone of the news of his return, and the tutor wanted to stay for two more days for the little lover's aunt and send Chen Chen back first. After getting on the plane, she knew that Luo Yangfan was also on this flight. There is no embarrassment, because Luo Yangfan is still as polite as ever.

"I originally wanted to go back, but I happened to hear that you were going back too, so I bought a flight, and I had a care, and it wasn't boring."

"Well, it's nice to have someone to say a few words."

"I didn't expect time to pass so quickly, I was still thinking about it a second before I saw you, whether you would hate my abrupt overture."

"It doesn't matter, who in this day and age will hold a grudge because of this. You didn't do anything excessive. "Chen Chen didn't plan to be like a little girl, because of this kind of thing.

"That's good, I was nervous just now. I was so abrupt that I wanted to apologize to you, but I was embarrassed. “

"Don't mention it now. You've been apologizing to make it seem weird. Chen Chen smiled.

"Okay, let's not talk about it."

The tools for long-distance flights are basically in books, and Chen Chen holds "A Man Named Ou Wei Decided to Die" in his hand, and plans to read it countless times.

"You also read this book? I especially liked this novel. Luo Yangfan saw the cover and opened excitedly.

"Well, I love this."

Luo Yangfan seemed a little excited, but Chen Chen didn't seem to talk much, she was about to go back, she was very anxious. Seeing that Chen Chen was not passionate, he closed his mouth and didn't talk much.

Zhang Zhe sat at home and thought about it for a long time, but decided to pick her up. He didn't know what was going to happen next, he just wanted to see her struggling with other problems first. The red bucket at the door of the flower shop downstairs was filled with Fulang flowers like a little sun, Zhang Zhe remembered the first time he went to her house, and the two Fulang with crooked heads in the vase he bought for her were printed on the snow-white wall in the sun. He walked in and bought a bouquet of flowers.

When the plane entered the sky over the city, Chen Chen became more and more nervous. Will Zhang Zhe come? Maybe I didn't even know I was back. She only told Anna the news that she was coming back, and I don't know if Zhang Zhe wouldn't know. Luo Yangfan was still by her side, Chen Chen didn't want to look anything abnormal, she adjusted her mood and packed up her things.

Familiar city with familiar air. The wind carried the fishy smell of the sea, she pulled her hair, and she didn't know what she was doing in the wind, Luo Yangfan walked over: "Let's go." “

Luo Yangfan saw the blue suitcase first, and reached out to pick it up first. Chen Chen was not embarrassed: "Thank you, it's heavy." “

"Girls have a little more stuff. I'll mention it, I only have this one bag. He shook the small travel bag in his hand: "I have a car, do you go back to school?" I'll send you. “

"I'm sorry for you." Chen Chen smiled gratefully and looked around absentmindedly.

Zhang Zhe didn't come, yes, how could he come.

Zhang Zhe held the flowers, and when he saw her and Luo Yangfan walking over together, he suddenly felt that he had appeared a lot. Luo Yangfan's action of reaching out to carry the luggage is skillful and natural, is he the 'acquaintance' that Anna said? Or is it Luo Yangfan who is by her side this year? Zhang Zhe didn't know what expression he should use to show his presence, he turned sideways and hid behind the pillar, watching them prepare to leave.

Should she be stopped, what if she misunderstood herself like the last time she was in the library? Zhang Zhe blamed himself and was about to speak, but after a moment of hesitation, they had already left.

It was as if a stone had been stuck in his chest, and the slightest swallow of saliva was like trying to stretch his chest open. Zhang Zhe gasped hard, trying to get through the blocked place, but he didn't succeed. The air seemed to wrap around the small stone to prop up his back, and his heart seemed to be overwhelmed and began to work frantically. He moved to the parking lot a little bit, pressed his chest and leaned on the steering wheel, gasping for air.

But the pain doesn't seem to be so easy to relieve. Zhang Zhe still felt tightness in his chest when he got home. The red bouquet was carried upside down in his hand, and the portrait of her facing the door was staring at him as he walked into the house.

Everything that had been carefully prepared seemed to show a mocking face, the paintings on the walls, the food in the refrigerator, and even the rearranged furniture in her room. It's just not sure if to laugh at his cowardice, or to be abandoned. Zhang Zhe leaned on the sofa in the air defense brigade brain, and new emotions that had never appeared began to occupy his thoughts. The faint depression that he had become familiar with in the past began to aggravate a little bit, occupying his heart.

The head began to hurt, and Zhang Zhe's migraine, which he hadn't had for a long time, began to declare his sense of existence. The blood vessels danced in the brain, as if they would tear open and rush out at any moment. Zhang Zhe pressed his temples to relieve it. I still remember the first attack when I was an adolescent, and Zhang Xuan's mother told him that migraines were most likely due to genetics. When he first found out, Zhang Zhe was still happy for a few days, as if he could find his family with the genetic characteristics of his family. It wasn't until much later that I learned that migraine was actually a very common genetic disease.

He suddenly remembered that Chen Chen would wash her clothes over and over again when she was anxious, and she always said that this would relieve her anxiety; The effect also seems to be noticeable, and each time she seems to be a little more relieved after doing it. But Zhang Zhe knew that washing clothes was not enough to help him, and he needed more stimulation to divert his attention.

He stood up and walked into the bathroom and turned on the faucet on the tub. The hot water slowly flowed into the bathtub, and he sat down by the tub and reached out to paddle in the water a few times, and the meandering ripples on the water surface disappeared after a few floats, as if nothing had happened. He couldn't determine what the new emotion was, and his movements stiffened slightly, and he slowly lay down in the bathtub, the water flooding his body, wetting the clothes he hadn't taken off, and the shirt that had been soaked by the water became translucent, faintly imprinting the outline of his body.

The sharp eyebrow knife gently slashed the wrist, the bright red blood flowed out along the blood vessels, staining the bathtub red, the warm water invaded the wound, the cells could not complete the task of repairing the wound under the invasion of water, and the so-called coagulation mechanism could only struggle in vain in the warmth, and let the blood stain the bathtub red.

All the movements are logical and thoughtless. The only thing Zhang Zhe knows for sure is that he didn't want to commit suicide. But the anxiety that took over his heart was so heavy that it compressed his lungs and prevented him from breathing, and he had to do something to know that he was alive now, or that he could keep living.

The force of the cut wrist was not enough to kill, it was too difficult to cut the wrist to die, and he only planned to cut it once. He felt that this seemed to relieve anxiety and pain, just like Chen Chen did when he was anxious. The lost blood made Zhang Zhe slowly calm down, and began to slowly recall how sad everything he had done. In order to make up for the missing piece of his growth, he gave everything to fight for it, and he didn't hesitate to give up everything, but after he really won it, he couldn't believe it, and the slightest wind and grass made him as frightened as if he was facing a great enemy. I was afraid of being pushed away, so I chose to leave first.

They always say that a man's growth is always related to a woman, and when he grows up, this woman is often no longer around.

If you meet Chen Chen earlier, or if you are obedient and learn to stop losses early, can life be changed to another way, is it that Chen Chen will not be wronged, and he will not be injured.

Zhang Zhe began to feel dizzy, he took his cut hand out of the warm water, put it on the edge of the bathtub, and closed his eyes. I don't know if I fell asleep or fainted.

What's the difference?