I didn't expect the book he casually threw at me to turn out to be - melancholia?

But come to think of it, what kind of place is he? Counselor's studio, what other books can there be here besides such books?

He doesn't even have a magazine here, right?

When I looked at the cover, I was in no mood to read the book, perhaps because I was repulsed, so I took their behavior as a temptation.

Do they all think I have depression? Is it a mentally ill person?

I frowned, feeling a little depressed and unhappy.

I wanted to throw the book back, but when I raised my eyes, I met Tang Yu's eyes observing me.

I was stunned, could he be testing me?

I suddenly remembered that drunk people say that they are not drunk, and that sick people also say that they are not sick, and I think that in my eyes, a mentally ill person will probably also say that he is not sick.

As if I understood something, I opened the book and pretended to be serious, but in fact I didn't even read a word.

I was reading 'serious', and Tang Yu suddenly asked me: "Is the book good?" ”

Since he asked, there was no need for me to continue pretending, and I also had steps to throw books.

I didn't look at him, and replied: "Where can you see such a book?" ”

After saying that, I closed the book and threw it on the desk: "I don't think anyone can read such a book except for you people, right?" ”

I grabbed a magazine from the bookstall and flipped through it, and then sat down again.

Tang Yu's mobile phone rang at this time, he walked to the side to answer the phone, and he didn't know what the person over there said, he didn't pay for it all the time.

I squinted at the back of him answering the phone, looked and looked, then put down the book in my hand and walked over.

Then I heard him apologize to his wife, and at the same time said that there was a patient on his side temporarily, and he couldn't leave for the time being, saying that he would come later.

Obviously, his wife was very unhappy, probably because she lost her temper, Tang Yu, who knew that she was wrong, apologized with a shy face, and by the way, she put all the responsibility on Hua Xu.

I put my hands around my chest, and Tang Yu, who was on the phone, said: "If you have something, go first, I can do it myself, and I'm not in a hurry anyway." ”

Tang Yu hesitated: "But Hua Xu ......"

I knew that he was scrupling about Hua Xu, and he was afraid that he would be angry and that he would not have good fruit to eat, so I said, "I think he won't be able to come back for a while, you can come back soon." ”

Tang Yu thought for a while and felt that what I said was quite right, so he immediately smiled and said to his wife: "Wife, I'll go over now......"

He hurriedly grabbed his clothes and walked to the door, apologizing to me that he would be back soon, and explaining to me why.

"It's really a coincidence today, my mother-in-law and father died, and I was off work, but I was called back by Hua Xu."

"Understood." I say.

Tang Yu finally explained to me and asked me to wait here, saying that he would come back soon after he was busy.

I laughed and said "um", and my mood was stirring.

Soon, Tang Yu's figure disappeared at the door, and then his footsteps also disappeared on the stairs.

After a while, the sound of his car also came, and gradually faded away, and after a while, nothing could be heard.

I knew that Tang Yu had already left, and without the slightest hesitation, I walked down from the second floor.

At this time, it was only a little past eight, and there were still cars coming and going on the road.

I walked to the side of the road and waited for a while until I got a taxi, so I got in.

I looked out at the city that was gone, and then I got farther and farther away from that person......

For several hours of driving, I did not fall asleep, not only did I not fall asleep, but I was exceptionally awake.

When I arrived at the place, it was already late at night, and I had no money on me, so I went upstairs and called my mother to settle the bill for me.

My mom seemed to know I was going to be back, and she opened it for me before I even knocked.

Even if I didn't say anything, I knew in my heart that Hua Xu must have called.

It was like a runaway child who finally had warmth when he returned to his mother, and when he found a harbor, I hugged my mother like a child who had done something wrong.

With red eyes, I sniffed and said in a very nasal voice, "Mom, I'm back." ”

I don't think I'm going to go anymore, I'm not leaving.

I felt a deep tiredness, a deep sense of powerlessness and burning, and I had no more strength left to struggle.

My mom patted me on the back and didn't ask anything, just said tolerantly, "It's good to be back." ”

I didn't know what I was looking for, what I was asking for, but I had exhausted all my strength.

After a brief wash, I went back to my room.

Without me, Xiao Zhao was at ease, taking up my entire bed and lying on it like an octopus.

She slept like a pig, and I pushed her several times but didn't respond, and finally I was just not polite, and went to bed and kicked her away.

She was also interested, and obediently turned over with my strength, and said a dream word in her mouth: "Don't run!" Don't run, ask my sister to kiss again! ”

I can't help but laugh, she's dreaming about spring 1, right?

I casually asked, "Did you dream of a handsome guy?" ”

"Hmm." She smashed her mouth and said beautifully: "A handsome guy who is more handsome than Mr. Hua." ”

The good mood I mentioned was suddenly beaten back to its original shape by her three words, and I said angrily: "Sleep on the side again!" ”

She shifted her seat and fell under the bed with a thud.

I turned off the lights without sympathy and lay down to sleep.

Xiao Zhao probably woke up, and she grinned and said, "It hurts." ”

Muttering, she climbed into bed and fell asleep.

I smiled and closed my eyes to sleep.

The next morning I woke up to Xiao Zhao's screams: "Oh, Sister Jing, when did you come back?" ”

I opened my eyes and looked at her angrily, I was really sleepy, I said, "Don't bother me, let me sleep for a while." ”

"Oooh." Xiao Zhao saw that I was really sleepy, and probably also cared about my identity as a pregnant woman, so she tiptoed out of the door without disturbing me.

When I came back, I stayed at home and rarely went out, and I was exceptionally quiet, not noisy, I talked very little, and I would play the piano more when I had nothing to do.

I know that my mom and Xiao Zhao sometimes call behind my back, and I know who they are calling, but I just don't poke it, like I don't know anything.

I don't know what Hua Xu said to my mother, but my mother didn't have any opinion at all.

When I came this morning, I heard Xiao Zhao chattering in the hallway.

Even though her voice was already quiet, I could hear some of it.

When I got closer, I heard her say, "Sister Jing was fine yesterday, nothing has changed, after breakfast in the morning, she played the piano at home, and then watched TV for a while, and ...... at lunch."

Knowing that she was calling Hua Xu, my temper suddenly closed my throat.

I opened the door, took the mobile phone in Xiao Zhao's hand in her stunned and panicked, and yelled at Hua Xu on the other end of the phone; "Hua Xu, I have nothing to do with you in the future!"

Actually, I can ignore it at all, and I can just hang up the phone, but I just feel angry, and I don't say anything in my heart.

I feel that as long as I don't touch him, I can be numb, I don't have to give myself any hope, and I can even be as if he doesn't exist.

However, as soon as I touch him, I have a false hope.

Then in the face of the cruel reality, in the face of the unsatisfactory truth, I will feel aggrieved and uncomfortable, all kinds of heart-wrenching emotions are turbulent in my heart, and my temper is difficult to be at peace.

It doesn't matter when you're numb, because you're an emotionless puppet at that time.

When I touch it, I feel sad and my heart aches.

He was like before, even if he cared, he only knew about it from Xiao Showa and my mother, and he never asked me personally, and he was still so indifferent when I left.

I don't know if I'm really busy and can't get out, or if I don't care.

There was a momentary pause after those heartless words, and I even wished he could say something, but I waited for a few seconds of silence.

sneered, my heart was so cold that I couldn't be colder anymore, I said: "Hua Xu, in the future, you cross your single-plank bridge, I will cross my Yangguan Road, as for other ......"

I knew that I was pregnant and couldn't get a divorce, and the law didn't support it, so I said, "I'll talk about the rest until I'm done." ”

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