Tang Ke was dragged out of the room by Tang Xing, Tang Ke was unwilling, and in the end, her unfinished words turned into woo woo, and I didn't hear a word.

Tang Ke left, and the ward finally quieted down.

At this time, I began to slowly recall what happened just now, Hua Xu is back, Lin Shiwen is also back, and their children are also back......

I don't know when Hua Xu came back, and I don't know why he came back, but I guessed a little bit, they came back, maybe because of the child in my belly.

The child's only lifesaver is now in my belly, and they deserve to come back.

Thinking about this, it seems that everything is logical.

However, my heart was deeply depressed, and the torment of being roasted on a fire made it difficult for me to suffer, and even consumed my patience and made me extremely anxious.

The child in my belly is also my baby, however, before he was born, he was regarded as a life-saving tool, this uncomfortable and heart-wrenching feeling, I think no one can understand it except myself.

The next time I saw Hua Xu was at three o'clock in the afternoon, and I was sitting in the room reading a book when he came.

Actually, I sensed someone when he walked in the door, but I didn't look up indifferently, my eyes wandering to the words.

This is a book related to pregnancy, nutrition for a pregnant woman, do's and don'ts, and ...... Prevent depression.

Actually, I have no interest in such books, and I don't have the desire to read them.

I was bored and casual, but I didn't want to see such content, so I read it.

Because I don't think I've been in a good shape lately, which seems to be something similar to what I said above, I have to raise my guard.

And...... When I learned that Hua Xu had a son, when I thought that Hua Xu asked me to give birth to this child so that this child could be paired with the bone marrow of that child, I had a vicious thought.

When I was angry and unwilling, I really thought about burning the jade, not letting this child be born, or even leaving this world with this child. ad_250_left();

But after the impulse, I quickly resisted, maybe I was afraid of death, and I never succeeded.

I don't know if this is considered depression, but in the past few days in the hospital, these days when I can't go out, I really feel that I am bored and moldy, and my temper is getting worse and worse, and I don't know how many tantrums I have lost with Tang Xing alone.

It's not that the food is not up to my appetite, or I want to go out, and I even ......

Verbally forced to die, such extremes finally bought me the opportunity to go out for a walk, but only if they followed.

I was watched like a prisoner, so I didn't bother to go out anymore, but I don't know how many times the tea set and window panes in the ward have been changed.

Nowadays, except for the window panes, tea sets have become plastic.

However, the window glass has also become a hard bulletproof glass, which cannot be broken.

I don't know what Tang Xing's intention was in buying this book for me, I don't know if he was indirectly reminding me to let me get lost and not go to extremes, or if he simply bought a pregnancy-related book for me?

I don't know if Tang Xing told Hua Xu about these things, I don't know if Hua Xu knows it, but now, I have realized something.

"What are you looking at?" Hua Xu asked me.

I didn't squeak, I didn't pay attention, I just swept the line of words carefully.

The book in my hand was withdrawn, and I kept the posture of reading the book and did not move, but said calmly, "Put the book back." ”

In fact, I was already angry, but I was suppressed.

That impulse comes faster than the tide.

With what I had just seen in the book in my mind, I had to suppress my temper and keep myself from losing control.

Hua Xu didn't return the book, but he read it and read it out loud.

"Depression in pregnant women is manifested by contrasting moods, anxiety, irritability, irritability...... Depressed, unhappy, and even pessimistic and hopeless......"

Listening to these words he read, I suddenly became a little irritable, and I felt a kind of autism that I didn't want others to know.

"Shut up!" I yelled irritably.

Hua Xu quieted down, he frowned, and looked at me with dark eyes: "What's wrong?" ”

He didn't ask me if I was okay, but when I asked, I felt wronged and uncomfortable, and my heart was sour.

These days, he knew about his son and his first love, but he didn't ask me how I felt, and he didn't care about me anything, and I felt depressed when I thought about it, and it was difficult to control my fiery temper.

With a wave of my hand, I swept everything on the table to the ground.

The books fell to the ground messily, and the water spilled out of the water cups that broke in response to the sound was scattered on the books, and the ink-colored handwriting suddenly became blurred.

I realized that I was out of control and anxious, and after venting, I calmed down.

I propped my head up, rubbed my temples with my thumb, and became quiet.

I didn't look at Hua Xu, but I was weak and said a little impatiently: "Can you go out?" I want to be alone. ”

He didn't move, I couldn't see or be distracted, lying on the table with my eyes closed.

His voice suddenly came: "Tang Xing, you come over to me right now!" ”

And when he had finished speaking, I heard him depart.

Listening to the sound of him closing the door, I felt a little cold, and the breath that had been vented was mentioned in my heart again, and it hurt and hurt, and the indescribable grievances were unbalanced.

Heh, that's how he went......

My eyes were red, and I couldn't control my tears.

I don't know how long I cried and fell asleep after a while.

When I woke up again, I found myself sleeping on the bed, and when I opened my eyes, I saw Hua Xu sitting not far away.

He didn't know what he was looking at, he was very serious.

My gaze slowly drifted down, and finally landed on the book in his hand.

Then I saw the cover of the book, which was the same book I had been reading.

Thirsty, I sat up and prepared to pour myself water.

As soon as he put on his shoes, he looked over: "What's wrong?" ”

I closed my mouth and didn't speak, I didn't look at him, and went to get a cup and pour water.

He came and took the cup from my hand, pressed me to the edge of the bed and sat down, "I'll pour it for you." ”

I sat numbly still, my chaotic eyes rolling over him.

He poured water for me and half-crouched in front of me for me to drink, and I just watched calmly as he didn't move.

He frowned, "Aren't you going to drink water?" ”

The glass of water was fed to my lips, but I didn't mean to drink it.

He smiled slightly, and the evil aura stained the corners of his eyes and eyebrows: "Could it be that you want me to feed?" ”

After taking a sip of water, he pressed his lips against me, and I tried to dodge, but he pinched my jaw and couldn't dodge.

Some of the warm boiled water went into my mouth, and some of it flowed down the corners of my lips and along my neck into my shoulder vertebrae, which was a little cold and itchy.

He took the opportunity to rub my lips for a few moments before letting me go.

He smiled very beautifully, different from the previous evil and cold, gentle and incredible: "Do you want me to feed it or do you want to drink it yourself?" ”

I blinked, didn't speak, took the cup and drank it myself.

After drinking the water, he took the cup and put it on the cabinet next to me and said, "Let's go to dinner now, and then how about I take you to meet someone?" ”

He took a thick coat and put it on for me, and then he led me out the door.

He treated me so cautiously, and with the book he read, I knew that his thoughts at this time should be that I was abnormal.

Maybe it's like the book says, I have some kind of depression or something.

I'll admit that I don't have a good temper, but I don't think I'm that serious, I just can't control my temper and I can't control my emotions sometimes.

I didn't speak, just because I didn't want to pay attention to him.

From the time I woke up until now, I didn't say a word to him.

He asked me what I wanted to eat, and I just blinked, quietly, and kept looking away, just not looking at him.

It was my indifference to him and my refusal to allow him to come near.

When I behave like this, when I get to him, I think he will think that I am very sick.

I was given a few multiple-choice questions to eat, but I couldn't get an answer, and in the end, he took the idea of his own and chose a place to eat.

In line with my pregnancy, he took me to make soup.

From getting in the car to his destination to eating, he didn't know how many phone calls he answered.

He couldn't avoid me when he was in the car, maybe he was afraid that I would hear him, so he lowered his voice every time to speak.

But the carriage was so big that even though he was already quiet, I couldn't hear it.

I heard him say, "Good guy Tintin, will Dad go back with you soon?" ”

"Okay, Daddy must be back by half-past eight, and then play a game with you."

“……”

One after another, the phone call still didn't say a few words and hung up, but all the calls added up to fifteen minutes, if not twenty minutes.

seems to be afraid that Hua Xu will miss the appointment, and then every ten minutes or so, all of them remind Hua Xu of the time, and say that it is half past eight.

I sneered in my heart one by one, I don't know when he Hua Xu was so patient, it really opened my eyes.

Thinking of his tolerance and generosity towards me some time ago, I wonder if if he would still tolerate me so good-natured if I didn't have this child?

With a sneer at the end, I became even more aloof.

During the meal, after he answered another phone call, I finally said the first thing to him: "If you really can't leave, you can go back, I can ...... myself"

Thinking of my recent days like a prisoner, I said, "Or you can call Tang Xing." ”

I was so understanding, but I didn't want his face to sink a little, and said a little coldly: "Eat." ”

If he doesn't care, why should I be nosy? I shrugged my shoulders and sneered, "Whatever you want." ”

After that, I didn't speak, and this meal, I also ate very slowly, like a prank, I deliberately delayed time, dragged on for two hours, and I didn't know how many waves of food changed.

I just didn't leave, Hua Xu was obviously in a hurry, but he didn't rush me, he waited for me with a good temper, just waiting for me to say the end.

I ate this meal from half past five to eight o'clock, and it took two and a half hours to finish.

Hua Xu said before that he would take me to meet someone after dinner.

I originally thought that he would not take me anywhere before half past eight, but I didn't want to, and after the meal, he still took me to meet the person.

It was a psychiatrist named Tang Yu.

As soon as I was sent to the place, Hua Xu answered another phone call, it was still the child named Ding Ding, and he called again to urge.

Hua Xu answered the phone, explained a few words to Tang Yu and left.

Before leaving, he said to me, "I'll pick you up in a moment." ”

I have heard the name Tang Yu mentioned by many people, and he is not unfamiliar with it, he is a famous psychiatrist, and I remember that Sister Fu Yao seems to have forgotten her future with his help.

I regarded Hua Xu as air, and I didn't even look at him, but said to Tang Yu with a smile: "Who are Tang Xing and Tang Ke?" ”

I knew that they were not related, they just had the same surname, but in order to ignore Hua Xu, I showed my indifference to him, so I had nothing to say and made a meaningless joke with Tang Yu.

Out of politeness, Tang Yu replied to me with a smile: "We have nothing to do with each other. ”

I was noncommittal: "Really? ”

Out of the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of Hua Xu leaving, and the smile on my face sank.

Tang Yu asked me, "Is there anything I need to serve Mrs. Hua?" ”

I said expressionlessly, "I would like to hear others call me Miss An." ”

He didn't force me, and politely called me, "Okay, Miss An." ”

I told Tang Yu that I didn't need help, and asked him to let me sit here quietly for a while.

He didn't force it, he found a book for me and let me do whatever I wanted.

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