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People are not saints, and it is normal for them to cultivate and repeat their emotions, so they should be treated with a normal heart, but they should not be connived up. I once said that this relationship is a journey of cultivation, and in the end, it is to temper the mind and mind.

I shook hands with L and made peace to this day, and there are still some hesitations and sadness in the middle (although I had the heart to cheer up during that time, my colleagues always said that I looked haggard &mdah; can I not be haggard after falling out of love), and many times I had the urge to regret it, but L finally reached a consensus with me on this matter&mdah; he let go amicably. He was reluctant, but it was good for us. At this point, our chemistry has always been high, which makes me feel like I didn't fall in love with this person for nothing.

If I had been in a mess or had been beaten up, I wouldn't have hesitated to say the word "worth it" right now.

As everyone said, this result is simply "highly beautified", and after regaining his senses, it seems that it is just an ordinary extramarital affair that has not torn anyone's face, and it is far less noble than the Titanic's soul-liberating and self-sacrifice. L and I are just the most ordinary ordinary people in the world, attracted by the most vulgar desires, and finally ended safely. We have deviated from a lot of good things on this journey, but one of the few important memory points in everyone's life, l is one of mine. What's not worth ending in such a fantastic fairy tale form? Returning to the long road of life, the essence of reality is still ordinary and even mediocre.

I don't know if I can not be his passer-by, for a long time. Maybe.

We also met a few times after that. In public places, it's just a face-to-face chat&mdah;I don't have much communication with L in life, and if we don't deliberately make an appointment, there are actually very few opportunities to meet. It seems that we have returned to the original form of mutual appreciation and mutual pleasure, but we have become very familiar with each other; There are no more special benefits (and I don't want to trouble the other party), and if necessary, I may secretly take care of it (but I won't tell the other person)&mdah;It's kind of similar to my relationship with S. But we are not friends who talk about everything, and in this we are more distant than S: I have deliberately kept a distance from L, and I have everything but my body and my private life and inner sharing&mdah;, and I am treated politely, except for the memories we have shared, we seem to have become two parallel lines that do not intersect. This is conducive to safety, durability, and non-abhorrence to the point of forgetfulness. Yes, we have all come to accept that the end result is total oblivion. Once the love is completely over, a lot of warmth in my heart will not continue, even if L suddenly kisses again, it is estimated that I only have impatience and disgust in my heart: how can this person be so ignorant! Of course, being as smart as l would not do that. After the end of love, you will not resent each other, but your patience is limited, and it is best not to consume this only remaining friendship after the breakup&mdah;You are no longer in a romantic relationship, and you can no longer unscrupulously overdraft each other's emotional accounts, otherwise the other party will activate the self-defense mechanism and let the vexatious you get out. It's hard for me to describe this psychological feeling, maybe only those who have experienced it can understand: the stranger who is most familiar, and you have no regrets at all.

I met once when I was pregnant, and I privately complimented me on my complexion: "You have a good belly, I think you are more charming than other women." Actually, I know very well that he just wants to stand on an objective standpoint, not to have bad intentions towards me, but how do I feel that his attitude is like that of a child and his father. The two tacitly diverged the conversation.

Some people say that the idea of wanting to be a confidant is too dangerous, how many lovers have developed from confidants&mdah;but for us at the moment, this is not the focus of consideration&mdah;we have had this relationship, we are all satisfied, fed up, how good can it be to do it again? What is the difference in having love again? I'm just a stupid fork, L is a scumbag, and I've already stripped off my clothes and can see it clearly. So at this time, even if you take off your clothes and pestle in front of the other party, the most likely thing is to look embarrassed and look at the other party to put on your coat for you, occasionally mock your figure, and then laugh away.

The same person can't love twice, that's the truth.

But I don't think I'm going to fall in love with anyone other than L.

Then I'm pretty safe now.

But the body is still stubborn with you&mdah;it's in a state of resentment and hunger all day long&mdah;when you're having a good time, you take a plate of food away and let it go vegetarian, of course it's going to be emotional. I haven't been able to do that very well. The excitement and pleasure of the flesh must be based on love. Although I'm not used to L's kiss now, I can't accept Y's either.

After being with Y, I broke my vows again, and I could never go back to the days when I only had Y in my eyes. Every time I close my eyes, I can only empty my brain and feel pure physical stimulation instead of blazing passion&mdah;Because I can't love y for love (noun) (verb). I miss the involuntary passion that a lingering kiss with L can light up the lower body, every time, every time, the pole of happiness seems to be engraved in my heart, that is the real love. Of course, in the face of the current l, I may not be able to rekindle. I was distressed for a while, slow to adapt, and felt like my body was about to strike and become a monk. I will only take Y ML when my body is really hungry, but still don't want to kiss him; At other times, I don't want him to touch me. I don't feel the pleasure of ML, but I don't want to cheat and find any excitement either.

I don't know if men have similar problems in this regard. If you close your eyes, will L imagine his wife or another woman as me? Probably not. Men may fall in love because of sex, and every seductive body may give birth to a love.

I left the company in the second half of that year.

Preparing for pregnancy is just an excuse, and the real reason is that the company did not attend the mid-year operation meeting. What an obvious weather vane, but most people really think he is sick. Sure enough, S also left at the beginning of the next year. I heard that the boss is quite hurt, in order to put an end to gangs and factions, and now he has to bow down to everything, which makes it painful underneath.

l About starting my own company, forgive me for not being able to name it. With my current status, I can't talk to him anymore. Even if I knew he had a company, I didn't tell him &mdah; that exclusive phone number, and I trusted me not to tell it. If he had the chance, he might have hired me? Then you can watch bloody dramas again, but I won't let this happen......

L is Taurus, I'm Gemini, and Y is Scorpio. It's been more than a year since this incident (when Tianya opened the post, I just broke up with L for half a year). I'm still in the industry. I'm a mom now. This is the end of the privacy report, and no other information will be disclosed.