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Yesterday I read the story again from beginning to end, and I cried.

I remembered some small details that I hadn't written about before, and they shook off the dust and appeared in front of me like elves.

Once, L drove me to find a hotel I hadn't been to, and the navigation error led us to a broken road that was being demolished, and there were broken walls and ruins in all directions, and there were no people. said: "Wow, this hotel is so atmospheric, and you can also fight in the field!" I punched him, "Well, it's still live." "Why don't we set a bowl and collect the fee on the side of the road?" "Just your size?" "People mainly look at you......" "Get out!"

That time L was angry, I came to the door to apologize, and when I was muttering in the bathroom, I raised my chin and proudly said, "Hey, you know what......" "I know." "! I haven't even said it yet! "Then you say."

I glared at L's nose and threatened, "If you don't come down to see me just now, I'll run to your office and take off my panties and slap them on your desk!" When I said that, I felt more smug than I had ever felt before.

"Okay, you take it off." l Forcefully picked me up and made me lift my feet off the ground.

I'm going to say goodbye to him, or more accurately, to myself at that time.

Say goodbye to a girl who is in love.

Do you know the name of the famous tango song in "Smell the Woman"?

It's called "Just One Step Away".

What a meaningful coincidence. Whenever the violin melody is played, I will gratefully recall the four years that I have danced with me, ups and downs, moments of non-stop, dizziness and joy. Very intoxicated, really.

Now my life is uneventful, with occasional surprises, from my family and children. Most of the time I'm satisfied, because there's always a lot to do in life, and there are always challenges and rewards. The biggest reward is that you don't need to hide your secrets and emotions, everything is done in the sun, you can fail with peace of mind, or usher in the blessing of success. That's the simple life I want. Some people are so beautiful that they can play with lovers and husbands, but after four years of verification, I found that I don't have this quality. My conscience will never let me go, and my guts are small. Out of such self-interest, I had to hurt and give up this relationship with L. This is my choice, not out of compulsion or desperation.

l also did the same for multiple-choice questions. It's just that people's emotional processes are delicate and complex, so every simple ending can be made into an inextricable movie. It's over, and you can also choose to reminisce.

What I'm going to continue talking nonsense about this article is the follow-up to my family life with Y. Because after reading everyone's comments on the "Epilogue" chapter yesterday, many people expressed sadness, regret, analysis of the constellation, and thought that L should stage a human tragedy that borrowed the womb to give birth and predicted that Y and I would definitely not be sexually happy...... Wait a minute. While I think you are all so cute, I am also a little worried about ruining your three views, so I will add one more article to emphasize: what is real life like.

Y and I have passed the run-in period of normal couples having a little fight, and we can be regarded as entering a stable period.

It is true that my marriage with Y has never had that kind of heartbeat and passion like love, but we have learned a lot of fun and growth in our lives together over the years, which is precious. If you give your life to another person and plan to spend so many years with him, then it is better for him to be safe and reliable, gentle and stable. Passion fades, but it also shifts, and sticking to the consistent quality is extremely valuable at this time&mdah;I withdrew from l, also because there is also a balance in the subconscious requirements of myself.

Sometimes we listen to lectures and learn together, and exchange experiences with each other; Sometimes chat together to meet friends. One day, when I came back from dinner with a lawyer friend, I talked about the criteria for judging domestic violence, and when Y came home, he said to me, "You have to be injured to be counted as evidence!" Wouldn't I be able to beat you up as I pleased? As he spoke, he slapped me on the leg. I was furious: "Then I can beat you casually!" Y hurriedly dodged my rain-like counterattack and shouted: "Forget it, you are a broken palm, so I will suffer!" ”

In my sleep at night, I thought he was hot and pushed him away, and every time I turned around obediently in a state of confusion, I looked at the back of his head and laughed: "Hehe, my husband is so cute." "What?" He replied in a daze. "I said you were cute!" I said it out loud. "Oh." And he fell asleep.

Although I still don't want to talk to him.

After having a baby, the focus of our lives has shifted, and Y is definitely a perfect and competent good father. He was even more patient with the child than I was, and his face was full of happiness when he thought of the child.

Our family of three drove out and it was the happiest time I felt. This scene is a concrete symbol of my perfect life, and nothing can bother me at that moment, whether it is work or l.

Maybe many people will think that if I marry L, it will be the best ending! You can not only experience deep and strong love, but also have a happy life of family affection. Haha, maybe, but how can so many good things in life fall on your head? To be a man, you have to learn to compromise countless times in your life, retreat to the next best, and you can't always look at Mei to quench your thirst and waste food because of choking. Besides, will the premise still hold? If it weren't for cheating, would L and I still have those passionate passions? Even if they could really be together, they would have fallen out and broken up countless times...... Also, how do you know I'm the ideal type of wife in L's mind? Besides, after marriage, L may not be a good husband in my mind. Of course, these are only possibilities, untested in practice, and have no right to speak.

All I know is to grasp what I can control, what I have, what I have. Returning to my family cannot be said to be my awakening, or my high morals, or my mastery of the world, but only my character. The so-called character and fate. I have also seen people who have been lovers well for most of their lives, and their choices have been handled properly, and they are no worse than ordinary people. That's life. Life is not black and white, the people who come and go around you, some of them deviate from social morality and still walk well, they have their own joys and sorrows, they are all mortals.

The constraints of social norms lie in putting the shackles of fear and self-blame on people's hearts, for the sake of the harmonious coexistence of all mankind. Sinners who have broken free from psychological barriers, even if they are finally judged and convicted, are quiet and comfortable when they die. He doesn't perceive fear and self-blame, and like a psychopath, he is denounced by the world as a dream-telling idiot&mdah, but how do you know that he is not happier in his heart than we are?

Yet I am mortal.