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In the evening I walked around the neighborhood with Y&mdah; we were about to say goodbye. After the new house was renovated, it was left for another half a year, and we plan to move next month. I basically didn't bother with this decoration, except for reading the design draft, the others were all done by Y.

Walking and walking, we didn't know where we went, and we hadn't been here during the day, and we were very scary and scared, and suddenly there was a dog barking on the side of the road, which scared me and jumped on Y's back. Y himself was startled, but he protected me tightly, and when he calmed down, he comforted me and said, "It's okay, I didn't see the dog running out." I was so frightened that I grabbed Y's back like an octopus and didn't let go: "Oops! No! It's scary! Carry me on your back! ”

Y squatted down helplessly, and walked a long way on my back.

As I walked, I calmed down, and passed by an old man in front of me, hunched over at a level with him. I was amused and laughed and asked him to put me down.

Y patted me on the head: "What a little girl! ”

After going through ups and downs, Y and I have gradually cultivated a tacit understanding of communication. If there is a disagreement, the quarrel will still be quarrelsome, but the speed of reconciliation is much faster&mdah;Mutual understanding and tolerance between husband and wife are the first priority, and then it is also necessary to cultivate a unified way of solving problems: after understanding that the other party will deal with things on the matter, do not turn over old accounts, and seek common ground while reserving differences, most problems can be easily solved.

Y also began to learn to tease me. He sometimes jokingly said: "My wife is like a balloon, sometimes I prick you when I am proud and complacent, and let you lose some anger." I slapped him in anger.

Secure relationships. There will be no suspicion, anxiety and genuine concern for gains and losses, and it will always be consistent.

I had a lot of feelings in my heart: this is the proper family life and the relationship between partners.

This is also l's affection for his wife.

In addition to the slight lack of sex life, Y's advantages in all aspects have been highlighted, more than L. If all I want is affection, then even if L gives it to me in the end, it will be like this at most. Why should I be so greedy, I don't need the relationship of two men. As for the issue of sex, I don't think it's an important option&mdah, or rather, it's too costly to compromise just for it.

The more you trust, the more accommodating, the more tolerant, and the better you are, the stronger my feelings of love and guilt will be for him&mdah;Now you know what to do if you want to "redeem" the heart of a cheating partner! If Y had been colder and colder with me, I would have been unrepentant for much longer.

I've made up my mind to break up with L.

However, we all know that it has to be a gradual process. Attempts to "kill with one hit" have been proven to fail: neither side is willing to let go like a strong man breaking his wrist.

Since the last time we met, L's heart has changed somewhat: he has also begun to have a premonition of separation. Because he sensed that my heart was serious, although my attitude was still wandering. It's just a matter of time, and I'm not wrong.

So the next day, he didn't make an appointment to see me. We also had a fight, and L's attitude was very bad.

Of course I know why, I can't blame him, it's that I don't want him anymore. I said, "I'm sorry." Half of it was right, but in the end, he still understood my emotions and comforted me: "I'm a little tired, you can rest early, you've been busy all day." Seeing his attitude and tone, I knew that he still cared about me (otherwise, with L's character, he would have been unable to bird you earlier), but he was also gradually cold&mdah; we are really unusually similar, and when we find that damage is coming, we will activate the self-defense protection mechanism in advance. Such as preemptively, such as fooling yourself.

I know we'll probably see each other a few more times. But the end result is a foregone conclusion, just to give both sides more time to adapt.

I believe that as long as I am firm, there should be no more variables&mdah;it should not be the first time that he has dealt with this kind of thing.

The beginning of self-directed and self-acting, and the end of self-directed and self-acting.

From beginning to end, there was no confession to expect, and I didn't understand whether I loved L or not. But at the end of the day, I clearly knew that this was a broken love, I would regret it, I would feel distressed, maybe that cliché question was asked, and my answer would be:

Loved.

Although I don't know when I loved.

But there's no need to pursue it, it's almost over anyway. An inexplicable lovelorn.

Y was taking a shower in the bathroom that day, I was lying in bed listening to songs, and when I heard Xin Xiaoqi's "Realization", I quietly closed the door of the room and cried. I cried very sadly, and I couldn't tell about my sadness. I had to get out of my pain because I only had ten minutes.

I thought I was going to cry, but I didn't

I'm just stunned at your steps

Give you my last blessing

This is not a kind of realization

Let me see myself clearly

Although the pain of that love

Day and night in the deepest part of my soul

I thought I was going to get revenge, but I didn't

When I see the man I love dearly

Turned out to be as helpless as a child

This is not a kind of realization

Let you see yourself clearly

Being loved is the happiness of luxury

It's a pity you never cared

Ah, that's the end of a relationship

Ah, a heart is going to be barren

If our love is wrong

May you and I not suffer in vain

If you have given sincerely, you should be satisfied

Ah, what a painful realization

You were all I had

It's just that I look back at every step of the way

It's so lonely to go

Ah, what a painful realization

You were all I had

May you break free from the shackles of love

The bondage of love is free to chase

Stop suffering for love

I haven't been able to hear the song since. No matter how many years have passed, as soon as I hear this song, I will remember the sadness of lying on the bed at that time. Sometimes people's feelings for a song are built up in this way: you can't confide in others, you can only listen carefully to every word of the lyrics, as if the person singing can understand your sadness. When the melody sounds, a specific time and a specific situation will surface.

When the love is at its strongest, it will inevitably leave a sense of loss. But wouldn't it be better to stay together until you get tired of it and take all the unpredictable risks? Better a finger off than always aching. The high-level interception, just like the hero and heroine in "Paradise Lost" who chose to die when Gao Chao was in high chao, seems absurd and extreme, but it is actually the best ending.

Ten minutes later, I heard the water in the bathroom getting quieter. I put away my tears and vaguely posted a WeChat circle of friends to cheer myself up: You are doing the right thing. Come on!