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I've never wanted to be suspicious of anyone, unless it's too obvious. In fact, I didn't care very much about Y at the beginning, after all, he is such an honest man, and his external conditions are not very outstanding, plus he has a thief's heart and no thief's guts, I don't think there is a need to make a fuss at all. And he picked the door so much at a man (and suddenly found that Y was more iron rooster than L), could he really find the little girl and paste it upside down? What's wrong with him?

Sometimes he said that the department had dinner and came back late, and I had made a phone call to check the post halfway, and the surroundings were indeed staggered and noisy.

I have reason to believe that Y didn't lie most of the time.

And my instinct is that if Y had really cheated on himself, he would have noticed my abnormality&mdah;just like I do now. People who have cheated have excellent sensitivity, not only can they see through other people's disguises at a glance, but they can also empathize and analyze excuses&mdah; after all, they are all familiar with it. So even if there is ambiguity in the heart, he is after me; Moreover, it is estimated that it is still in the early stage of the trial when nothing has had time to germinate.

However, I still occasionally joke like a tiger: "Husband, why have you been active lately, are you raising Xiaomi outside?" ”

"Don't talk nonsense!" There was no unnatural nervousness in Y's expression and tone, but I don't know if it was because of my preconceptions, and I always felt that he was changing the subject as cleverly and quickly as I had at the beginning.

Can't ask too much. Because he always doesn't give up, most of the conversation turns around: "What's going on with you lately?" Keep asking these boring questions? Do you have any problems on the outside? "That's not what I wanted.

However, it is most likely useful to startle the snake. One day when I came home from work, Y mysteriously called me over and asked me to look at a WeChat chat history in his mobile phone&mdah;In the past, we didn't defend each other, and the other party's mobile phone could be viewed casually, but I never bothered to look at Y's mobile phone.

The gist of this text chat record is that a female colleague received the group inspection with him, and it was quite late, and then Y said: "I'm sorry I can't accompany you today." ”

The female colleague said, "Is the hotel room open?" ”

Y said, "It's ready, you go first." ”

The female colleague made a smile, and Y said, "Hurry up and delete the chat history." ”

After I finished reading it, Y Hehe smiled and said, "Look, isn't it easy for people to misunderstand this kind of conversation?" ”

I smiled and asked, "Who is this woman?" ”

"Our leader."

"Just that single old woman?"

Y briefly explained the "correct connotation" of the dialogue, I was too lazy to listen, and I could figure it out with my toes. I'm just trying to figure out his intention to show me this conversation.

People are not afraid of crooked shadows, and it stands to reason that rigid Y will never pay attention to such dialogues, let alone come to me to "communicate and explain". Especially his last sentence of "Hurry up and delete the chat history" is not like what he can usually say.

Deliberately? To make smoke grenades to show me? I applied the psychology of being a thief to him, and I secretly doubted it. However, this does not prove anything at all.

However, this gave me a new idea: Y is indeed very likable to female leaders. His external objective conditions can't attract the little girl, but the delicate tenderness of his character is easy to impress the old woman.

MD, so my charm can't catch up with the half-aged? Or am I having a flawed personality? Y doesn't look like a person with a mother-lover complex, is it possible that he really wants to be a rich woman? The more I thought about it, the more I felt bloody, and I thought that I must have thought too much.

With bad intentions, the grass and trees are soldiers. I remembered that a while ago, Y was very kind to me&mdah;It was this gentleness that touched my kind heart, and made me finally firm in my determination to leave L and return to my family. What if he did the same thing to me then, out of a compensatory mentality? Ha. It's ironic.

The performance of being really spontaneous to you and being good to you in the nature of compensatory obligations is different in the details. The latter can be a little awkward from time to time, such as at the end of a perfectly romantic date, when he suddenly rejects your kiss. No one is stupid when it comes to experiencing universal human emotions.

But I don't want to delve into Y's heart. As a wife, I have discovered that the attitude of turning a blind eye is sometimes not due to sadness and resignation, but out of a self-protection mechanism&mdah; why would you destroy it with your own hands when you haven't found anything that can affect your life? Don't think about it.

After all, I'm not flawless.

However, the most obvious flaw is still reflected in ML. The body can't deceive people.

After breaking up with L, I had an ambitious plan to cultivate Y to become a qualified sexual partner&mdah;It's not an extravagant expectation to be excellent, and the quality can always be improved if the frequency goes up, right? Harmonious sex life is the glue that maintains the relationship between husband and wife! Even if I don't enjoy being with Y at the moment, it's about the sexual well-being of the rest of my life. Recently, however, I've noticed that Y seems to be less and less interested in ML, and is only willing to play a cooperative role every time. So when he refused to ask for pleasure again, citing his recent ill health, I plucked up the courage to express my needs: "It is said on the Internet that normal sex life will not affect men's health...... At your age and physical condition, once a week is fine, it is normal, and you don't need to have psychological pressure. ”

"I didn't make up for it when I was a child." Y said.

I was a little scratchy: "Okay...... However, it's been more than half a month since we last did it...... And every time I take the initiative, I think it hurts my self-esteem! Isn't my wife attractive at all? ”

Y smiled and said, "Nonsense! My wife is attractive! It's just that I've been tired from work lately, and I don't really want it. ”

"When you weren't tired, I didn't see you take the initiative." I muttered, "It's like I'm a man every time, and I've never seen you pounce on me like a wolf." ”

Y just laughs and doesn't deny it.

I was very disappointed. "Y, you're going to affect the quality of your marriage." I said seriously, "I also have normal physiological needs, and I don't think I'm asking too much." You never think about my needs from my point of view: I will cooperate with you when you want it, and I will never be satisfied when I want it. It's not going to go on like this. ”

I was a little worried that these words would hit Y, but I was not exaggerating at all: if he couldn't meet my physical needs, I might go outside of marriage to find satisfaction. I didn't want that to happen, so I'm still trying to communicate and try to figure out a solution.

And Y apparently thinks I'm making a fuss and talking nonsense. With his natural machismo, he believes that a woman's sexual needs can be equated with sensuality. It is not the duty of a husband to work hard to satisfy his wife's sexual needs&mdah;

Y began to act like a woman, and sexually punished me as soon as I quarreled: cold and violent periods, but married life. Originally, our frequency was small, and now it is almost extinct. Sometimes I even suspect that he deliberately prolonged the argument in order not to have sex.

I feel quite aggrieved.

It's torture to force two people who have no interest in each other's bodies to have sex, but I've been trying! I'm trying to make myself feel the pure sensual pleasure of not having a specific object by improving Y's objective skills, and then gradually accepting Y's specific object&mdah;It sounds like a fantasy to force myself to fall in love with wood, but I'm really trying.