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I felt that the breakup was painful, so I found Xiao M and confided in me. We were in a café near her house, and she couldn't be out for too long and had to go home to take care of the kids.
I talked to her about the situation and how she performed on her last date. Xiao M joked: "I should like you." Anyway, I guess I'm still a little injured. ”
I replied abruptly: "I don't know what he thinks, is he really ready to break off?" ”
I can't even come up with such a conclusion myself. Sure enough, it's a fan of the authorities.
"And what do you want?" Xiao M asked me calmly.
yes, what do I think? I wanted to share it myself, but I was a little reluctant for a while.
"What are you reluctant to do?" She continued to ask.
"Uh...... It's very cool to have ML with him! ”
I thought so to myself, but I couldn't say it at all. I really think so, who said that a woman's affair must be more complicated than a man's thoughts? After many days of absence, I only thought of him when my heart was in turmoil. This unbearable mood may have been provoked by L, who kept saying "I'm helping you discover the desires in your body", and it will probably take some time to suppress this habit.
L and I basically don't have any intersection in life except for rolling the sheets. So when I think about him, it's basically on the sheets.
Y is still bland and sexless to me and to Y. Up to twice a month for about 5-10 minutes each time.
When I finally blushed and made a statement, I saw Xiao M glaring. My desire for the L body is highlighted in the second stage after the breakup, and the selfish distractions that are not tainted with any feelings are pure lust and thirst.
I keep my head down, not afraid that Xiao M will say that I am.
"I'm very entangled and shaken now...... "I twisted my fingers and said, "I don't think I love him either, and I can't let go of it......"
"I met my ex-boyfriend some time ago." Xiao M said silently.
I looked at her face and waited for her to finish.
Xiao M sighed and said, "I've lost a lot of weight, I look quite pitiful." ”
I don't know what she's trying to say. At this time, Xiao M interjected: "I also think that I left so freely and found a man to marry so quickly, because I didn't love my ex-boyfriend, but in fact, I still feel sad to think of him." ”
She raised her eyes and looked at me: "Don't be hard-mouthed. ”
My heart softened instantly, and I pouted.
"But you do have an emotional foundation! L and I have nothing but rolling the sheets, and if I liked him before, and he just treated me as a friend, it doesn't matter if we split up. But in the end, I felt like he liked me...... I've been convincing that I was self-inflicted, so now I won't contact him again, and it doesn't hurt to break off. But in fact, I hope he likes me too, who doesn't want their feelings to be rewarded? ”
As soon as I finished speaking, I suddenly seemed to have unloaded a burden, and I could see my clean and cowardly facial features and expressions clearly.
I was stunned in my face with Little M, and her eyes encouraged me to continue.
"It's okay if this ends, if you continue to entangle, there will be no head. I only pay attention to my husband every day, but I'm still so sad&mdah;I'm really guilty of myself&mdah;how happy the cheating is, and I'll pay you back with pain at the end! ”
It suddenly occurred to me that my last sentence was simply true.
"You've broken up! What's there to be sad about? "Little M tried to comfort me.
"yes, fortunately, it's not too late!" I nodded, "If he can really let me go this time, I think I'm lucky, at least I didn't get caught by Y." ”
"Then don't dwell on it!" Xiao M said.
"If he doesn't contact me, it's okay to break off; If he contacts me, it's more trouble&mdah;what should I do? The heart will be soft. "I started to hesitate again.
When faced with a true friend, you don't care to reveal your truest and mean, greedy nature, you are weak and helpless, and you are about to ask for help; And the other party will not just talk to you with some high-sounding nonsense.
Xiao M analyzed straightforwardly: "With what I know about this man, he won't be so decisive." I estimate that in a month at most, I will call you back again. ”
I was silent.
She stared at me and said, "If it's broken, it's going to be broken!" Sooner or later it is to be divided. ”
I nodded like a puppet.
"Okay, I hope you can live a normal life as soon as possible," Xiao M pretended to be impatient and said, "The topic of talking to me next time, it's best not to see people!" I'm going home. With that, she went to pick up her bag and pay the bill. I rushed to pay for it.
"I wish you a happy life as a normal person!" As I was leaving, I patted her on the shoulder, my tone full of helplessness.
However, when I came out of the café, I felt a lot more relaxed. I'm glad I have such a well-known friend in my life.
I once saw a sentence on the Internet: "Women, don't live like a cigarette, people light you up when they are bored, and bounce you away after smoking; Remember, you have to live like a drug, you either can't give it up or you can't afford to mess with it. "I can't afford to be a drug, but can't I stubbornly choose not to smoke? I want to make a glass of boiled water and put it on the table at home.
But for drug addicts, it is also a luxury to live by drinking only a glass of boiled water every day.
Just when I was struggling to redeem myself, I found that the pot of dog blood in life would always fall in unexpected ways! The audience is looking forward to it, and the protagonist is stunned.
In order to divert my attention, I was very fond of Y during that time&mdah, I was gentle and very good, and I took the initiative to arrange weekend activities, book theater tickets, and find good restaurants for romantic dates. However, Y always seems to be faint, although he also says things like "full of anticipation" and "his wife is really emotional", but he seems to prefer to read or sleep alone at home. I thought it was very funny, two people with their own hearts, for some reason they got together and forced a smile.
In the past, I often found excuses to work overtime to go on dates with L, so I didn't care much about Y's independent time allocation, and out of a thief's weak heart, I wished he could do more. Now that we have spent more time together, I have found that he also often socializes and activities, and occasionally receives brief phone calls when he eats and watches movies with me.
"Who is it so late?"
"Colleague."
I later took his phone and looked at it, and the name looked like a female colleague.
Maybe I've not paid 100% attention to Y before, maybe I've ignored his feelings for a long time, maybe I've lived in the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain, maybe I've really developed a fiery sixth sense&mdah;how I don't want the last possibility to be true.
I'm starting to wonder y.