Chapter 101: The Cause

Jin Yu's good-looking peach blossom eyes opened in shock, and she looked at Lin Yuan in a daze, her eyelashes kept flickering in flicker, and she was stunned for a long time before she said, "Mo Xiaoxi, isn't she sick and dead." It happened suddenly, and I didn't know what was going on, but I received a call from the hospital, saying that it was too late......"

"Too late?" Lin Yuan's heart was desolate, and he sneered on his face, "Yes, it's too late, Jinyu, when I arrived at the hospital, she was no longer in the ward, and I didn't even see her for the last time." ”

Jinyu heard the tremor in his voice, and her heart trembled violently, and this tremor tore at her heartache, crushing all the self-esteem she had cared about most for many years. Her husband, Sun Jinyu, was suffering for the death of another woman, questioning himself for another woman, completely ignoring the pain in his own heart.

"Lin Yuan, what are you suspicious of?" Jin Yu suppressed the pain in her heart and forced herself to remain calm in front of Lin Yuan.

Lin Yuan slowly lowered his head, allowing his gaze to be at eye level with Jin Yu's, and his eyes looked straight into Jin Yu's eyes.

Jin Yu was stinged by Lin Yuan's gaze, and he couldn't dodge, so he simply met Lin Yuan's hot gaze head-on, if he doubted himself, it would be useless to escape. What's more, nearly a year has passed, and things have long been wrong, no matter how persistent Lin Yuan is, what evidence can he find.

If Mo Xiaoxi was still there, with Lin Yuan's deep affection for her, she could only bury her love deep in her heart, never reveal a trace, and watch this pair of people who are in love with each other taste their happiness.

Jin Yu's heart was crossed, and she had the courage to ask Lin Yuan: "Are you suspecting that I killed Mo Xiaoxi and then forced you to marry me?" ”

Lin Yuan's eyes were a little more incredible, he didn't expect Jin Yu to ask so directly, as if he was going to tear the truth to him bloodily.

Jin Yu snorted hoarsely and said, "If I kill Mo Xiaoxi, how can I still sit at home now and continue to be the executive director of my Sun Financial?" Shouldn't I be crouching in prison, separated from you by a high wall? ”

Lin Yuan smiled bitterly: "Do you think that's what I think?" ”

"Why don't you think that? You see that my eyes are so ruthless and aggressive, I can see that you clearly regard me as a ruthless murderer, and suspect that Mo Xiaoxi's death was caused by me. Jin Yu's voice was not loud, but every word was like a heavy punch, and it fell Lin Yuan's heart.

Every time she pronounced the name Mo Xiaoxi, Jinyu felt as if her heart had been pierced by countless silver needles, making her tremble all over her body.

Marrying this man means that there is no escaping the name in this life. As long as he doubts for a day, he will be overturned in this great shadow and cannot be turned over.

Lin Yuan was obviously hesitant, and his eyes were a little softer when he looked at Jin Yu, and he said softly: "I don't know, I suspect that you are not ridiculous." But I can't forgive, because you and I didn't see Xiaoxi for the last time. ”

Ignoring Lin Yuan's eyes, Jin Yu stood up and walked to the window, leaning her forehead on the window frame, and half of her body lay weakly on the windowsill: "Yes, you should doubt me." Mo Xiaoxi is dead, I married you as I wished, I am the biggest profiteer, and I should also be the biggest suspect. ”

"Jinyu ......" Lin Yuan said to stop her from talking, "I didn't mean to...... I just can't forget her death. ”

"For so many years, no matter how good I have been to you, I can't compare to her in the slightest, and there is no way to replace her weight in your heart." Jin Yu said, tears fell silently from the corners of her eyes, she didn't want Lin Yuan to see her embarrassed and cowardly appearance, she raised her hand to wipe it off, but found that the tears were not under her control at all, the more she wanted to wipe them off, the more she couldn't stop the spring.

"You...... Don't cry, it's my fault. Lin Yuan saw Jin Yu secretly wiping away his tears from the blurred shadow of the glass window, and stubbornly admitted his mistake.

This tone doesn't sound like admitting mistakes, but like making concessions in order to appease Jinyu. Jinyu was even more unhappy when she heard this, and she refused to say a word. The tears on his face couldn't be dried, so he just let it flow and let the man behind him who doubted him see how stupid and hurtful his ideas were.

The air in the room seemed to freeze for a moment, and it made people's hearts furious. On the one hand, Lin Yuan was worried about the cause of Mo Xiaoxi's death and had no way to calm down, on the other hand, Jin Yu's sad tears made him know that his question this time was too reckless.

But when he thought of Mo Xiaoxi, he had no way to control his behavior and prevent himself from doing such a reckless thing. As long as the matter involves Mo Xiaoxi, he has no way to analyze it calmly, as if his brain can't make a decision at all, and even his mouth follows the uncontrolled brain.

He always felt that his marriage to Jinyu restricted him, but he didn't want Jinyu to also weave a net, imprisoning himself in it, and being firmly locked up with him.

"Jinyu, don't cry anymore, it's all my fault, I shouldn't ......" Lin Yuan said this but got stuck, shouldn't he do anything, shouldn't he speak without going through his brain? That doesn't sound like a very sincere apology. Lin Yuan paused for a moment, thinking about how to apologize to make Jin Yu dissipate, but saw that Jin Yu had already turned her head, with tears on her face, looking at herself aggrievedly. Jin Yu's appearance was a little delicate, but Lin Yuan couldn't bear it in his heart.

Jinyu's voice still had a little crying, intermittently, choking from time to time with sobbing: "Yes, it's you who are not good, you shouldn't, shouldn't you?" ”

Lin Yuan was deflated by Jin Yu's sobs, lowered his head and didn't look at Jin Yu's eyes again, he didn't expect that Jin Yu, who was used to being calm and calm in front of him, would be completely powerless to parry once he showed weakness. He opened his mouth and said, "I shouldn't have ...... Doubt you ......"

"What do you suspect of me?"

"I shouldn't doubt your kindness, I doubt your character, it's me who is too villainous......" Lin Yuan's voice became lower and lower, and finally he was almost inaudible. mentioned everything about Mo Xiaoxi, how could he not feel heartache. Except for the person who caused her death, the person he hated the most was himself. If he hadn't brought Xiaoxi to the city, if he hadn't greedily fantasized that Xiaoxi would recover in a hospital in a big city, and then the two would get married and have children, maybe Xiaoxi wouldn't have left him so early......

The lively Mo Xiaoxi in the past, the Mo Xiaoxi who was sick but still loved to talk and laugh in the past, the Mo Xiaoxi who was excited when he ate a bite of dessert in the past, and Mo Xiaoxi who was afraid of taking medicine and always asked Lin Yuan to feed him......

I thought she was going to get better gradually, so I relaxed a little and worked two more days in the company with confidence under Jinyu's retention. Jinyu used this as an excuse to invite him to dinner at a luxury restaurant, only to receive the news that Xiaoxi had passed away on the same day......

If Xiaoxi just died because of the deterioration of his condition, why did everything happen so coincidentally, Jinyu has been sticking to him for the past two days, and insisting on inviting him to dinner and persuading him to drink after work.

Lin Yuan felt that everything was like a spider silk, intertwined and chaotic, making him unable to figure out his head and unable to see the truth.

"Jinyu, I'm sorry."

Lin Yuan walked up to Jin Yu, squatted down in her eyes waiting for an answer, and looked up at Jin Yu.

"It's that I'm thinking too much, I brought my parents to the hospital today, and I have a strange feeling telling me that maybe I have some connection with this hospital. I remember that it was in this hospital that Xiaoxi was treated, and it was in this hospital that he died. I found the attending doctor of Xiaoxi, the director surnamed Wu. Then it was like a movie playing in my head, and the events of more than a year were clearly replaying in front of my eyes. It was rare for Lin Yuan to say so many things to Jin Yu, and Jin Yu himself was curious in his heart, whether it was because of the mention of Mo Xiaoxi that he would have so many things to say.

Jin Yu didn't interrupt him, his eyes were still full of tears, and he looked at Lin Yuan with teary eyes, his gaze resting on his thin lips.

Lin Yuan's lips were a little chapped, he had been running around the hospital almost all day, and he didn't want to take advantage of the reputation of the Sun family to take too much advantage of it, he didn't want to let the doctors and nurses intervene in anything, and he barely drank water at the end of the day.

But when he spoke, his voice was still clear, and every word in Jinyu's ears was straight to her heart.

"What I don't understand is that for a while, the doctor clearly told me that Xiaoxi's illness is gradually improving, and her physical condition is recovering well, as long as she finds a bone marrow match that suits her, she will definitely recover. I thought I would soon see Xiaoxi discharged from the hospital and we would be able to put down roots in this city that gave us a new lease of life, but I never imagined that she would be gone not long after...... She had already left when I arrived at the hospital, and there was no trace of her presence in the ward. ”

Jinyu listened to Lin Yuan's memories and wanted to bring herself into the fragment he narrated, but she could only recall in vain, to no avail. This memory started from the day she decided to marry Lin Yuan, and she forced herself to forget it all.

She only remembered that Mo Xiaoxi died suddenly, and after that, she could finally pursue Lin Yuan openly, and then she married Lin Yuan as she wished, and became Lin Yuan's wife for the dead Mo Xiaoxi.

"Jinyu, do you remember?" Lin Yuan suddenly raised his hand, clenched Jin Yu's fingers tightly, and looked directly into Jin Yu's eyes.

Jin Yu was startled by his sudden call, her body shook unconsciously, and asked, "What do you remember?" ”

Lin Yuan said: "Do you remember that on the day Xiao Xi died, you called me to the office, said that you wanted to invite me to dinner, and booked a table in a star-rated hotel?" ”

Jin Yu's memory was vague and chaotic, and he couldn't remember it at all when Lin Yuan was so frightened, so he had to think about it cooperatively, and reluctantly replied to him: "It seems that there is such a thing...... How to ......"

"Why did you suddenly invite me to dinner?" Lin Yuan's breathing became short, his voice trembled a little, and the strength of holding Jin Yu was also a little heavier, Jin Yu was in pain, his delicate brows furrowed slightly, and he struggled slightly.

"I don't understand, what the hell are you trying to say." Jin Yu turned her face to the side and didn't look at Lin Yuan.

Lin Yuan was even more urgent, half-squatting beside Jin Yu, his eyes almost seeing through Jin Yu's heart: "I asked the nurse, Xiao Xi...... It was during the time we went to the restaurant to eat that we passed away. ”