Chapter 102: Flowers are pitying
When Jin Yu heard Lin Yuan say this, the expression on her face disappeared in an instant, and her whole person seemed to be pressed into the cold water by an invisible force, unable to move. The cold water ran down her skin, little by little into her heart, and she felt her heart slowly freeze.
"Lin Yuan, what do you want to say......"
Lin Yuan said: "If you didn't insist on inviting me to that meal, and didn't insist on persuading me to drink a lot of wine, maybe I would have been able to rush to the hospital and see Xiao......xi again."
Jin Yu felt that her body had become numb and stiff, and every sentence Lin Yuan said was like a blunt knife slashing at her body sluggishly but cruelly, an indescribable feeling: "Are you blaming me, blaming me for insisting on inviting you to dinner?" It's really ridiculous, Yue Linyuan, is this the crime you convicted me? β
Jin Yu's words were emotional, and she couldn't help but wipe the tears from her face fiercely, gritting her teeth to keep her voice from sounding like crying: "Yue Linyuan, I swear to God, I originally wanted to win you over, I really just fell in love with your craftsmanship, and I wanted to ask you to help me, Dad wants to do his catering business, and I hope to leave a competent person for him in the future." I don't know anything about catering, so I need you to help me come up with an idea, that's really it. β
Lin Yuan's Adam's apple sank, waiting for Jin Yu to say all the words in his heart.
Jin Yu didn't want to leave a gap for Lin Yuan to interject at all, and continued: "I am the future chairman of the Sun Group, and you ...... How could I have fallen in love with you just a few days after I met you? I just want to keep you, you have good craftsmanship, and you have an ancestral recipe, if I want to stand firm in hundreds of catering companies here, I have to have something that I can get my hands on. At first, I only hoped to use your recipe and your craftsmanship to help my catering company promote it. β
"I know that you have a sick girlfriend, and I am afraid that you will not want to come because of her, so I specially contacted the hospital and took her here for treatment. When you see that she is stable, you can help me with peace of mind, and maybe you will be grateful to me and be able to stay with Sun to work. My initial idea was as simple as that, does it seem to you that I'm setting up a game to get you to jump in from beginning to end? β
Lin Yuan couldn't deny it, he could only smile bitterly.
Jinyu said: "I'm not a doctor, I don't know Mo Xiaoxi's situation, but I heard you say that her illness is getting better in the past few days, I thought she would get better, there are many things in the company, I didn't think much about it, I can only pull you to help me do something." I invite you to dinner afterwards just to thank you. I knew that I would be misunderstood by you today, and I had better be an indifferent and ruthless boss in the first place, and I didn't care about anything. β
After Jinyu finished speaking, he breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, whether he believed it or not, he said everything he should have said.
"Jinyu ......" Lin Yuan didn't expect Jinyu to have so many thoughts in her heart, this is what she never wants to say to herself, he can hear the grievance in Jinyu's heart, his tone gradually eased, and explained as if soothing, "That's not what I meant...... Don't be careful. β
"Then tell me, what do you mean!" Jinyu almost cried again, but this time she held back, before it was sad, but now she only resented, hated her husband's distrust of her.
"Why, everything happens so coincidentally? Two days before Xiaoxi's death, you have been leaving me to work overtime in the company for various things, and you have to take the initiative to invite me to dinner on the day of her death. I don't understand why. Lin Yuan shook his head bitterly.
Jinyu fell into deep thought, it had been a year since Mo Xiaoxi died, and many things had been diluted and blurred in her mind, and she struggled to search for all the fragments about Mo Xiaoxi in the only memory fragments, so that these scattered fragments could be put together into an incomplete puzzle.
The puzzle she had put together with the best of her might was incomplete, but it turned out to be the most shocking for Jinyu. She seemed to remember something, biting her lip and controlling her emotions.
"It's all a coincidence, Lin Yuan. I didn't know anything like this would happen. None of us can predict the future, this may be Mo Xiaoxi's life, and it is also your life. Jin Yu trembled and struggled to spit the words out of her mouth. She was like a deflated balloon, lifeless.
Lin Yuan seemed to be unwilling, but there was nothing he could do, he smiled bitterly: "Maybe it's what you said, it's fate." β
"Forget about it, the more you think about it, the more it will torment you, and you won't be able to continue to live a stable life. This is not the result that Mo Xiaoxi wants to see. β
Jin Yu's words flowed into Lin Yuan's ears little by little, Lin Yuan was stunned, and finally admitted: "Jin Yu, maybe what you said is right, the more I think about it, the more this matter will torture me even more." But I always feel that Xiaoxi will not leave me for no reason, if I don't figure everything out, I will always live in the shadow of this matter, and even I can't forgive myself......"
Jin Yu smiled palely, he looked like he was going with him, it had been so long, what he wanted to know had been deeply hidden, since he wanted to find the truth, let him find it, and when he found nothing, he knew it was time to let go.
"What do you want to do?" Jin Yu sat quietly, and there was no panic in her tone.
Lin Yuan shook his head: "How do I know what to do, I just inquired that Xiaoxi's illness is gradually getting better like the doctor said, and he will not die suddenly without warning." Whether the doctor deliberately said that she was getting better to comfort me, or whether he delayed treatment when Xiaoxi's condition deteriorated, I want to know, I really want to know the truth. β
Jin Yu understands his temperament, and no one else can dissuade him from what he thinks, so he can only do it, he got up from him casually, walked back to the bed, and opened the wardrobe: "Do what you want to do." I know I can't stop you. β
Jinyu said, took out a nightdress she used to wear from the closet, and no longer cared about Lin Yuan's reaction, took off the clothes she was going out of, changed into a clean white silk nightdress, and didn't look at Lin Yuan, who was still in a half-squatting position by the window, and lay down with her back to him.
Lin Yuan slowly stood up, squatting for a long time, his legs were numb when he stood up, and there seemed to be countless small ants crawling over his calves, numbness mixed with itching, swimming around his legs.
Lin Yuan looked at Jinyu who was lying on her side, she only kept a thin back for herself, and she was still sobbing from time to time, feeling a little unbearable. He only felt that his throat was a little hoarse, and his voice sounded dry and harsh: "Jinyu, don't cry, it's me who is not good." β
Jinyu's back remained motionless, and the occasional sobbing proved that she was not yet asleep.
The coldness in Lin Yuan's heart was melted by Jin Yu little by little, looking at her back looking thin and lonely on the wide double bed, and said apologetically: "If you're angry, just beat me up and get angry." Don't do this...... It's hard to endure it yourself. β
Jinyu shifted her body and changed to a more comfortable position, still refusing to say a word.
Lin Yuan smiled bitterly: "If you ignore me, then what should I do." β
"You go to be your great detective and investigate your case." Jin Yu was joking, but she still turned her back to him and was reluctant to turn around to face it.
Lin Yuan couldn't, listening to Jinyu's voice as if he had forgiven himself, but he refused to face himself, worried that she was still angry, and it was not easy to test her mind. In any case, his father is still in the hospital, and his mother is worried about his father at home, and it is not wise for them to quarrel now.
What's more, the home is not completely reliable, and there will always be wind blowing into Sun Xiongzhi's ears.
Lin Yuan sat on the edge of the bed, stretched out his hand and gently stroked Jinyu's hair: "Don't be angry anymore, the weather is so hot, it's not good to hurt your body when you are angry." β
"I feel so bad I can't help but be angry." Jin Yu leaned against the edge of the bed and moved her body stubbornly, stubbornly moving her head away from Lin Yuan's hands.
Lin Yuan was still a little annoyed in his heart, but Jin Yu's appearance was a little cute, he vaguely saw Xiao Xi's past appearance from Jin Yu's reaction, and he was also naΓ―ve like a child, when he was angry, he didn't like Lin Yuan to touch her hair, and he deliberately shook his hair to draw a line.
"Xiao Xi ......" Lin Yuan's mouth was vague, and he actually pronounced the name. Realizing that Jin Yu was beside him, Lin Yuan was a little ashamed, so he simply shut up and stopped talking, and silently retracted his outstretched hand.
Jin Yu didn't hear Lin Yuan's murmuring, but leaned her body towards the edge of the bed, sticking to the narrow slit on the edge of the bed.
Lin Yuan saw that Jin Yu's body was trying to maintain balance on the edge of the bed, so as not to accidentally fall off the bed when he turned over, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but show a smile, and said softly: "I won't touch you anymore, you move to the middle of the bed, what if you fall out of bed in the middle of the night." β
Jin Yu stubbornly said, "I don't want to be next to you. β
"You don't want to be next to me, I promise to have a wall between you and you, and I will never cross over. If you fall asleep in the middle of the night and roll out of bed, you will wake up in the morning and let people know that they will think I kicked you down. Lin Yuan knew that he was at a loss, so he had to persuade Jinyu with kind words, searching her intestines and stomach to find words to make her happy.
Jin Yu couldn't help it, laughed softly, cleared her throat and said, "Then I'll go to the guest bedroom to sleep." β
Lin Yuan was blocked by Jin Yu's words, and he didn't know what to say, he used to go to the guest room to sleep, but Jin Yu stopped him from going, but today the situation is reversed. Lin Yuan frowned, carefully recalling how Jin Yu persuaded himself when he insisted on going to the guest room for the night, but found that every time he only wanted to go to the guest room, he didn't listen to Jin Yu's words at all.
Jin Yu couldn't hear Lin Yuan's reaction, and asked solemnly, "Why don't you say it." Do you really want me to sleep in a guest bedroom? β
Before Lin Yuan could speak, the knock on the door sounded in time, Lin Yuan was relieved, but he was shocked that there would be someone passing by outside the door at this time, and asked, "What's wrong?" β
A voice came from outside the door: "Mr. Yue, haven't you slept yet?" It's so late, you've all been busy all day, so get some rest early. β
Lin Yuan sneered in his heart, sure enough, it was Sister Mu. At this time, she is the only one who will knock on the door, thinking about the situation of the two people in the house.
Jinyu's body shook for a moment, but still didn't move. Lin Yuan just wanted to send Sister Mu away as soon as possible, so he said, "I'll talk to Jinyu for a while, and I'll fall asleep after a while." β
Sister Mu's voice then came: "I heard the sound in your room all the time, and I knew that you didn't sleep, so I stewed papaya milk, brought it to you, and rested early after drinking." β
Lin Yuan saw Jin Yu's reaction, Jin Yu stubbornly remained motionless, as if she had made up her mind to sleep next to the bed for the night. He had no choice but to go to the door and say through the door, "Is my mother asleep?" β
Sister Mu said: "I sent papaya milk, and the old lady drank it and fell asleep. Isn't this sent to you, Mr. Yue, open the door and take it, I have cooled the temperature, and it is just right to drink at this time. β
Lin Yuan saw that Jinyu didn't move, so he had to open the door, half of his body was tightly pressed against the door, leaving only a thin slit, and took the tray held by Sister Mu from the crack in the door. Sister Mu also wanted to take a look at the situation in the house, but Lin Yuan deliberately blocked it with her body and explained: "Jinyu has already changed her pajamas, and I will send the bowl down by myself after she finishes drinking." Sister Mu, you have also worked hard all day, so you don't have to come up to collect the dishes again. β
Sister Mu smiled awkwardly, her eyes still glancing at the door. Lin Yuan glanced back at Jin Yu, she had already cleverly put her back to the door in a comfortable sleeping position, lying on her side with her body lying down, pretending to sleep soundly. Lin Yuan casually turned off the headlights in the bedroom and laughed in a low voice: "Jinyu is asleep, don't disturb her." Sister Mu, go back and rest. β
Sister Mu whispered, "Okay, I'll go down first, Mr. Yue, you rest early." β
Lin Yuan came back with two bowls of papaya milk and put them on the bedside table. Jinyu turned around and lay back on the edge of the bed.
"Miss, don't be angry, you see Sister Mu heard it again, drink some milk and go to sleep." Lin Yuan lifted the bowl and sent it to Jin Yu.
Jin Yu squinted her eyes and saw Lin Yuan holding the bowl to her mouth, pretending to be reluctant: "I don't want to get up, you feed me." Without waiting for Lin Yuan's reaction, he propped up half of his body and drank from the bowl with Lin Yuan's hand.
Lin Yuan was relieved and smiled lightly: "Drink slowly." β