Chapter 453: Unspeakable
Until now, all the questions that have been entangled in my heart have been smoothed, and I really know why Xiaohui has done so many unbelievable things, it turns out that what she said is true, not a lie.
It's as if she was broken by me and Wang Kai did that kind of thing, she said it was for my good, but she had unspeakable hardships, and she never told me clearly, and I only learned later that she was for me and wanted to collect Wang Kai's incriminating evidence, so she kept swallowing her anger.
And Xiaohui also endured so much pain for me, and never told me, just because she was afraid that I would worry.
Just like Xiaohui is now, she is now completely from my point of view, because she knows that she has a terminal illness and there is no way to cure it, in order not to make me sad, she can't tell me the truth, and she can't take the initiative to say anything about breaking up, so she did what she is doing.
She was deliberately ambiguous with other men, and even made love with Meng Lin, and when I was caught, she didn't say anything to me to let me return to her, but humiliated me, so that she could let me take the initiative to leave her, and she died silently.
Only then did I understand Xiaohui's good intentions, but I had been misunderstanding her all along, thinking that her change was too unconscionable and too disappointing, and it turned out that she was thinking about me.
Thinking of this, my eyes moistened, and I couldn't help but want to go to Xiaohui quickly, apologize to her, admit my mistakes, and let her come back to me.
"Gu Nan, Xiaohui has always loved you, and she has quarreled with me a lot in order to be with you, you now know that Xiaohui has cancer, you won't leave her, right?" Xiaohui's mother looked at me and said beggingly.
I also immediately came back to my senses from my thoughts, and then I looked at Xiaohui's mother's eyes seriously, and I said seriously: "Aunt Xue, you can rest assured, no matter what happens, I will never leave Xiaohui, I will always be with her, no matter whether she is healthy or sick, and whether she is rich or poor." ”
"Okay, good boy," Xiaohui's mother looked at me with a relieved smile.
Seeing Xiaohui's mother like this, my heart is also relieved, it seems that if this is the case, I can register my marriage with Xiaohui, and Xiaohui's mother will not stop it.
Because Xiaohui is terminally ill, Xiaohui's mother has no reason to stop me, right?
It's just that when I think that Xiaohui has a terminal illness, I feel a sadness in my heart, because I can't stay with Xiaohui until I get old, and Xiaohui will soon leave me forever.
Thinking of this, I got up and walked directly towards Xiaohui's hospital room.
"What else are you doing here? I'll tell you to get out! ”
When I first came in, Xiaohui was wiping her tears, and when she saw me, she immediately roared at me angrily.
But I already know the whole truth, I know that she just didn't want me to be sad when she took me away, and she didn't want her to leave me after I married her, leaving me alone to suffer.
So this time she scolded me like this again, I was not angry at all, but my heart was full of emotion.
Without saying anything, I walked directly to Xiaohui's bedside with red eyes, and immediately hugged Xiaohui tightly in my arms.
And Xiaohui was suddenly hugged by me, she was also stunned for a while, and then she hurriedly struggled, crying and shouting: "You go away, I don't love you anymore, I don't want you to come back, you get out." ”
But no matter how Xiaohui struggled and hit me with her fists, I didn't mean to let go of her, I hugged Xiaohui like this, and then said seriously in her ear: "Xiaohui, I know everything, I know everything." ”
My voice was not loud, but after I finished speaking, Xiaohui's body that was struggling with it instantly stopped moving, and she was stunned like this.
"Why? How do you know? Xiaohui asked, sobbing as she looked at me.
And when I heard Xiaohui's question, I couldn't help crying, she obviously didn't want me to know about her terminal illness, she still cared about me so much, and was so willing to think about me.
I hugged Xiaohui like this, and then said: "It was your mother who told me, she said all the things, and I just understood, it turns out that you are all for my good, and you are all thinking about me." ”
"Why did she tell you? I said it clearly, I must not tell you, I must not tell you, why is she like this," Xiaohui cried again.
I heard Xiaohui crying like this, so I quickly let go of Xiaohui who was hugging, and then said seriously: "Xiaohui, don't think about it too much, don't underestimate my love for you, I love you, no matter what happens to you, I love you, even if you are terminally ill, I love you." ”
When Xiaohui heard my emotional words, she was immediately even more moved, crying pear blossoms with rain, and tears couldn't stop flowing down her big eyes.
I also hurriedly comforted Xiaohui, but she still leaned on my shoulder and kept crying, and said: "Why are you so stupid, I am all for you, but everything I did was in vain, why did you come back to me?" Big fool? ”
"yes, I'm just a fool to care so much about you," I said with a smirk and comforting Xiaohui.
Indeed, what Xiaohui did this time was really excessive, because I saw her doing that kind of thing with Meng Lin with my own eyes, no matter what, Xiaohui's body no longer belongs to me.
But these are really nothing compared to Xiaohui's current terminal illness, and she doesn't have much time left, so I don't need to worry about it so much, just accompany her for the rest of the time.
After a long time, Xiaohui was finally coaxed by me, and she finally stopped crying.
I took the tissue and wiped the tears from the corners of Xiaohui's eyes seriously, and then looked at Xiaohui seriously and said: "Xiaohui, don't worry, even during this time, I will always accompany you and take care of you, I have the ability now." ”
Xiaohui looked at me and smiled, and then said, "I know, I can see it, you are dressed so delicately now, you must have worked hard recently, right?" ”
"I'm working hard for you," I said, looking at Xiaohui.
Xiaohui smiled bitterly, and then said, "It's to get revenge on me, right?" I know Sun Wenyuan's kind of person, she will definitely say this to you. ”
Xiaohui immediately saw through the true purpose of my change, and I have to say that she is still very smart, but I laughed a little, and then said: "It was like this at first, but then I thought, if I can still have the opportunity to be with you, you will also like me to be excellent, right?" ”
Xiaohui nodded, but immediately she shook her head again, and said to me seriously: "Gu Nan, I'm sorry, although you came back to me, I still can't be with you." ”
When I heard this, I panicked, and then I asked, "Why?" You have so little time left, can't I be with you? ”
Xiaohui continued to shake her head: "No, it's because I don't have much time that I can't drag you down, because I really owe a lot of money during this time, and I'm going to die, there's no need to take up your time and energy anymore, that's what I thought at the beginning." ”
"It's okay, how can you be called a drag when you're with me? I said it, I'm willing to give everything for you," I grabbed Xiaohui's hand and said seriously.
Xiaohui looked at me with great emotion, but immediately shook her head again.
"Gu Nan, I'm really sorry for you this time, it's just that the news of my cancer is really too sudden, and it suddenly reached the point where I didn't have time to react," Xiaohui said seriously.
"Knowing that I don't have much time left, I thought, I still have so many things that I haven't enjoyed, I'm going to die first, what a pity? And I'm also thinking about the way for you to take the initiative to leave me, thinking about it, I can only be cheap, I pursue those exciting things, such as asking Meng Lin to draw a message for me, or participating in that kind of chaotic party activities, or having an affair with other men in front of you, all to stimulate you to leave me, and now it's all in vain. ”
As Xiaohui spoke, she wanted to cry again.
Indeed, I really listened to these things that Xiaohui said, and I felt that I couldn't accept it, and even now, I still feel a tingling in my heart.
At that time, Xiaohui called me while doing that kind of thing with Meng Lin, and she didn't repent even in front of me, and the painting that Meng Lin painted, I was really uncomfortable.
But even if I feel uncomfortable now, and I see Xiaohui looking haggard in the hospital bed like this, I can't blame her, because she did it to provoke me to leave her.
I took a deep breath to calm my excited heart, and then I said to Xiaohui: "Xiaohui, don't think too much, like I just said, I will love you no matter what." ”
Xiaohui trembled her lips and wanted to say something, but she couldn't say anything, so she hugged me directly, and then choked up in my ear and said, "Gu Nan, you are so good." ”
I also hugged Xiaohui's back, and then said lightly: "For you, everything is worth it." ”
Xiaohui also leaned on my shoulder and kept nodding, and it was like this for a long time before Xiaohui finally let go of me, she looked into my eyes, as if she wanted to say something, but she didn't say it.
I frowned, "What's wrong?" Do you have anything to say? ”
"Forget it, I'll not say it," Xiaohui smiled bitterly and shook her head.
"No, you can say it," I said earnestly.
Xiaohui hesitated for a moment, and then said to me, "Gu Nan, let's go and register." ”