Indeed, I really had such a fantasy in my heart, I wanted to appear in front of Xiaohui when she was very down, but I was very successful, and then I laughed at her fiercely, humiliated her, and saw her expression of remorse.

If I do that, I will definitely feel very happy, comfortable, and feel refreshed.

This is what I thought at the beginning, but now that I am standing in front of Xiaohui, when I see her so haggard and pitiful, I can't bear to treat her like this, although I want to humiliate her, make her regret, and let her know that leaving me is a mistake, but I still can't do such a cruel thing.

So when I saw Xiaohui's haggard appearance, I sighed helplessly, then shook my head and said, "Of course not." ”

"Not? So what do you mean by laughing? Don't you think I'm ridiculous right now? Xiaohui looked at me a little angrily and said.

I know why Xiaohui guessed me like this, because she is like this, her heart is very fragile, so she has to guess me like this.

Of course, I wanted to explain quickly, but Xiaohui didn't give me a chance to explain at all, and immediately said to me again: "Gu Nan, you shouldn't laugh at me, and you can't laugh at me, because all this thing I did was for you." ”

I wanted to make it clear to her that I didn't come to her to laugh at her, but she suddenly said something like that to me.

I immediately looked at Xiaohui curiously, and then asked, "What are you talking about for me?" Does it mean that you are with Meng Lin? ”

Xiaohui's eyes widened, she looked at me and nodded vigorously, and then said, "Of course, I was with him, and I said that I would hurt you like that, all for your good." ”

This sentence directly made me laugh, and then I looked at Xiaohui and said angrily: "Ni Huizhen, don't say these ridiculous words now, okay?" Let me explain to you first, I didn't come to you to see your jokes, but your mother came to me and said you wanted to see me one last time. ”

"My mom went to find you?" Xiaohui immediately looked at me suspiciously and asked.

I nodded, "Don't you know?" ”

"Of course I don't know, otherwise how would I have asked her to find you?" Xiaohui said angrily.

I felt even more weird: "What about that text message you sent me?" ”

"I didn't send you any text messages," after Xiaohui finished speaking, she immediately had a helpless expression on her face, and then said: "It must have been my mother who sent it to you with my mobile phone, she is really nosy, in short, Gu Nan, I don't want to see you now, you let me go." ”

I saw Xiaohui's angry look, I don't know if what she said is true or false, it turns out that she doesn't know all these things.

No wonder she looked so surprised when I came in, and asked me if I had come to laugh at her, because she never wanted to see me again.

"Xiaohui, you're like this, can't you have a word of truth in your mouth? If you really don't want to see me, why did you post such a circle of friends yesterday? Say goodbye in the next life," I said as I looked into Xiaohui's eyes seriously.

I felt like she just wanted to see me, and now she must be lying to me, she doesn't want to be separated from me at all, she still wants to be with me.

But Xiaohui said angrily to me: "I said, I don't want to see you, I didn't do those things, and even if I wanted to see you, I didn't want to see your ridiculous face." ”

"Yes, I'm sad with Meng Lin, I'm happy with you, it's my mistake to leave you, I have such a miserable life now, I owe a lot of debt, and then I have a terminal illness, now you're satisfied, right? Get out of here! ”

Xiaohui almost roared and said these words.

These words really me off, what is the heart of a villain and the belly of a gentleman, it's probably like this, right?

I thought she wanted to see me for the last time, so I kindly came to her, hoping to fulfill her last wish, and I also thought about these words that humiliated her and made her sad, but I didn't, but she said it herself.

I really felt innocent, and I didn't say anything more to Xiaohui, so I nodded helplessly and turned around and left here.

Maybe if you leave this time, you'll never see each other again, right?

But as soon as I walked out of Xiaohui's hospital room, I met Xiaohui's mother.

"Gu Nan? Are you really here? Xiaohui's mother hurriedly looked at me in surprise and said.

I wasn't so kind to Xiaohui's mother at this time, I came over kindly, but I was taught a lesson by Xiaohui like this, saying that she broke her shoes with Meng Lin and cuckolded me for my good, I was helpless.

Therefore, I directly ignored Xiaohui's mother and walked over without looking at her.

But Xiaohui's mother hurriedly caught up with me, grabbed my arm, and then said, "Gu Nan, you're here, don't go." ”

"Aunt Xue, I didn't want to come, but I still came, but I didn't come to hear your daughter misunderstand me, and I didn't want her condition to worsen, so I'd better go," I said politely to Xiaohui's mother.

"No, you saw Xiaohui, didn't Xiaohui say anything to you?" Xiaohui's mother hurriedly asked me.

I nodded and said, "She said that I shouldn't have come over to laugh at her, but I really didn't laugh at her, so she couldn't help but say that she wanted to drive me away." ”

I was really helpless, and now my heart is extremely angry, and I realized that I shouldn't have read such an old relationship to Xiaohui.

But just after I finished saying this, Xiaohui's mother hurriedly said to me: "This stupid girl, why don't you say anything to you at this time, it's true." ”

Hearing Xiaohui's mother's words, I suddenly became a little puzzled, is there anything hidden in Xiaohui doing such an abnormal thing?

"What's wrong? Is there anything else she hasn't told me? I looked at Xiaohui's mother and asked.

Xiaohui's mother nodded hurriedly, and then took my arm and let me sit on the bench on the side.

I wanted to leave, but when I heard her say this, I had to sit down again, and then she also sat on the side, putting aside the steamed buns and millet porridge that she had bought in her hand.

"Gu Nan, in fact, Xiaohui has done so many things, all for you, she won't let me say it, and I also know that I can't say it, otherwise it may not be good to you," Xiaohui's mother said earnestly.

I listened quietly like this, and Xiaohui's mother immediately looked at me and said, "That's the case, do you remember that after Xiaohui divorced you, it took a while for you to get back together, and you went back to the rental house, remember?" ”

I nodded, and said, "Yes." ”

"If you think about it carefully, did Xiaohui just change after that, didn't she?" Xiaohui's mother whispered to me.

I thought about it carefully, it was indeed that time period, I thought that Xiaohui and I had reconciled, and we could go to register, but Xiaohui never agreed, and even had an affair with Meng Lin at that time, and then she did a lot of excessive things.

For example, when she played cards and undressed with Li Tianqi, she could also agree, and then went to the forum party with Meng Lin to exchange.

These performances are not like the original Xiaohui can do things, and even when I caught her and Meng Lin in the handle, she did not repent, and said such excessive things to me.

"That's right, that's when she started to get weird," I looked at Xiaohui's mother and nodded.

Xiaohui's mother sighed directly, and then said: "At that time, she felt unwell, so she went to the hospital to check out breast cancer, and it was still advanced, she collapsed at that time, she came to me to confide in this matter, I don't know what to do, Xiaohui said that she wants to hide it from you, I don't want you to know that it will be sad." ”

"And Xiaohui also knows that she won't live long, but she can't drag you down, if she gets cancer like this and marries you, and she dies soon, it will hurt you, so you have to be separated from you, but after all, you have just reconciled with her, and she can't bear to break up with you directly, so she has to do all kinds of excessive things to stimulate you and let you take the initiative to break up with her, so that she won't drag you down, do you understand? Everything she does, it's for your good. ”

A bolt from the blue!

What Xiaohui's mother said directly exploded in my mind, making me stand in place in a daze.

It turned out that Xiaohui said that I couldn't laugh at her for this reason.

It's because what she really does is for my good, what she is with Meng Lin, what she attends too many parties, and what she has with other men, all to stimulate me and make me have the idea of breaking up with her.

In this way, she will not drag me down because of illness, she has to bear the pain of illness silently for me, and in order not to drag me down, she endures the torment of being with other men.

"Really? All these things she did for me? I looked at Xiaohui's mother in disbelief and asked.

Xiaohui's mother couldn't help crying, looked at me and said: "Of course it's true, I just learned about all this not long ago, and I really can't see my daughter bear all this by herself, so I thought that I must tell you the truth, I can't let my daughter's last journey go so miserable." ”

I just knew, understood, everything was smooth, it turned out that Xiaohui's heart still loved me, and it was an incomparably deep love.

It was me who once again misunderstood Xiaohui's love for me.