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After the supplier's matter was resolved, I didn't answer any more calls I took. Baidu search I think he might be losing his temper again.

The last time I was so completely decisive, half a year later, he came back to my life like no one, as if it had been an ordinary quarrel before. He is expected to repeat the same trick next, and he knows the weakness of my heart very well.

I really shouldn't have seen him at that industry summit. It was difficult for me to hide my heart in front of L, and the last breakup negotiation was my first and only time to resist L's success, and it had almost exhausted all my mental strength; The unexpected reunion made him see my contradictions and panic clearly at a glance, knowing that I had lied, and the surprise in his eyes was not only because he saw me, but also because he saw love in my eyes.

This time l made a comeback, he must be prepared and confident&mdah;his tricks will always be beyond my imagination.

I must not allow that to happen.

But I've always known that I'm not focused enough when facing L. I thought about it and quickly decided: this time I had to rely on external forces.

Of course, it's not as naïve as it used to be, wanting D to pretend to be my boyfriend and go to L or something.

I have a real boyfriend Y, and after a year of getting to know each other, I think it's time to talk about some things, and with my understanding of Y's personality and the trust in the emotional foundation between us, he can provide me with a strong backing.

This is also my advice to some mm who is hovering on the edge of an extramarital affair: if your husband has a mature and rational personality like Y, if you can trust him unconditionally, you might as well selectively reveal some signals to let him know that you are in danger, and many times your husband will give you psychological support and the strength to overcome yourself. He may be angry, but he will not be angry with you&mdah;for since you have chosen to account for your problems and ask for help at this time, you have proved that the scales in your heart are tilted. Of course, you can't be stupid and confess, "I seem to be in love with someone else, what do you think I should do......

I found a suitable opportunity to say this to Y:

Y, in fact, before I met you, there was always a married man pestering me. Later, I sternly rejected him and fell in love with you. But recently, because of work, he started harassing me again, and I felt very annoyed. Can you help me?

Y first asks, "What is the intersection between that person and you at work?" ”

He's really smart. I confessed that he was my former boss and his relationship with my current leader.

Y's second question is: "How do you need me to help you?" ”

"Nothing special. Just stay with me more. Knock on the mountain and shake the tiger. "Actually, it's to drive away the tiger in my own heart.

Y's gaze came over, and his eyes were complicated. I know he's wondering if the depth of my relationship with this "married man" is really as I understated. I remained calm, cautiously watching his expression. In the end, he chose to believe me, nodded solemnly, and held me in his arms: "Okay, there is a kind of him letting the horse come." ”

I can't confess my feelings for l and we slept with them. It's self-interested deception, but I have to understand it as a "white lie"&mdah;all I want is to get L out of my life as soon as possible, and I'm very clever that he never does anything that is dead.

I seemed to be escaping from my other self in my body, and I was tired of being with Y every day after work, and the time for each to go home was getting later and later. Actually, L didn't call me again during this time, but every day when I came home alone after separation, I was always extremely scared. There seems to be an inexplicable magic barrier in my heart, and the previous calm and calm state has been completely broken. I couldn't read books, I couldn't listen to music, and I was distraught all night.

A few days later, I looked at Y earnestly and asked, "Y, shall we live together?" ”

I said a bunch of reasons to prevent him from suspecting my true intentions.

After a year of acquaintance, we officially moved in together.

The road of this relationship with Y is extremely cautious, and the time is relatively long. In the past, it was not necessary to talk about love, but now it is different, two people have their own past, common purpose&mdah;choice, waiting, respect, reflecting the importance of marriage. The weight of the commitment that the two know is so that two people who are similar to those who have dated through the "blind date" route slowly climb the road to each other's inner world step by step.

My relationship with Y is actually closer to a spiritual confidant.

Except for the wound I hid about L, all the rest of the growth history Y is already familiar with it; And I can also tolerate and comfort his fragile sensitivity caused by the repression of his past growth and life. We open our hearts to each other, but it's safe, unlike the one who is torn apart from the suspicions with L.

Or two emotions. The connotation has changed: L can give me unforgettable moments, and Y can give me the habit of wearing water drops. Two forces wrestled and tore at my heart.

It's not red roses vs. white roses. This is Heaven and Hell.

My previous two relationships were long-distance relationships. It was my first time living with a man. For my convenience and habit, Y quit the single room he rented and moved into the small apartment I rented.

My little site suddenly became lively.

After living for almost 30 years, for the first time, I lived with someone other than my family. I was a little nervous and a little excited, so I took Y to IKEA and bought a lot of gadgets such as couple cups, couple toothbrushes, pillows, cartoon slippers, etc., and then bought new men's facial cleanser and skin cream...... Although y said he had them all, I insisted on buying more&mdah;I was quite interested in acting in the role of "housewife". This kind of emotion made me forget about l, and devote myself to another mode of life&mdah;It seems that the power of marriage is really strong enough, it will give me a new state of life, and I should have more confidence in myself. Y happily ran around with me, and it was clear that he was looking forward to his life in his "new home".

"Shall we have a pet?" Y said on a whim.

"We both go to work, who will take care of us?" I laughed at him.

So he smiled and stuffed a fluffy rabbit into the shopping cart: "Okay, then let's raise it!" ”

I named this Miffy rabbit "Fork" because its mouth is a little "×". When I get home, I put it in the corner of the closet to make sure it doesn't fall dust, and I can greet it every morning as soon as I open the cabinet door.