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[538] Confide

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I reached out and hugged Lin Ran's head, and then Lin Ran fell on my shoulder and began to cry uncontrollably. 89 Literature Network Moreover, the more I cried, the worse I became, I leaned back, leaned on the sand, didn't want to say a word, and I didn't know what to say.

just took the lighter she used when she burned the photo from Lin Ran's hand, took out a cigarette from the sand next to her, picked it up, and lit it. One hand held a cigarette, the other held Lin Ran, and let her cry on my shoulder. I just smoked silently. Numbness. After smoking one, I didn't extinguish it, I just threw it aside, then picked up the cigarette again, and continued to smoke, letting Lin Ran lie on my shoulder and cry to my heart's content.

I just know that I'm also very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, and I regret it, but I don't know how to express my situation. Just reached out and touched Lin Ran's head.

She cried for a long, long time. Gradually, it subsided, and she lay quietly on my shoulder, and it was a long, long time. Lin Ran raised her head, then got off me, looked at me, and then wiped her own eyes. The bandage on his wrist leaked out. When I looked at it this way, I could see that she had tied a bandage on her wrists, all in the shape of a bow.

Her skin was fine, the bandage had come off her wrist, and in the dim light, I seemed to see a small patch of red, "Does my wrist hurt?" ”

Lin Ran looked at me and didn't speak.

"Why didn't you accidentally order it, and besides, it's hot, what's the use of you tying a bandage?"

"It looks good." Lin Ran's voice was still very calm, "My skin is white, it's hot, and it doesn't look good, so tie a bandage." ”

"Does it hurt?"

"This little bit of pain, it's numb."

I reached out and grabbed her wrist, then looked at where she was bandaged, and blew on her wrist, "I'll take you out to buy some medicine in a moment." ”

Lin Ran stretched out his hand, stroked my face, looked at me, and was silent for a while, "No need." No need. ”

"I was wrong."

Lin Ran shook his head.

"Give me one more chance."

Lin Ran still shook his head.

"Don't do that."

Lin Ran glanced at me, "Liu'er, you can be regarded as lowering your head once early, and lowering your head decisively once, but." I can't stand it, really, even if I know you're not doing anything, I can't stand it. I hope you can change your mistakes in the future, okay? ”

"You give me a chance, I'll change it later, okay."

Lin Ran didn't speak, just squatted in front of me, still reached out and stroked my face, and then, she picked up the thermos pot that had been on the side, opened it, took out the small bowl inside, and took out a big spoon and filled it. Then it was brought to me, "Drink some, get it for the first time, if it doesn't taste good, forgive me, but, old smokers, drink more of this soup, it's good for your health." ”

I leaned on the sand and didn't say a word, just listened to Lin Ran, she took out a small spoon, took a small mouthful, put it to her mouth, blew twice, and then slowly stretched it to my mouth, "Come, open your mouth." ”

I paused for a moment, but didn't speak.

"Liuliu, obedient, come, open your mouth, I'll finally boil it for you. Drink it. ”

I felt a little helpless, feeling the spoon in her hand, just shaking on my lips. I opened my mouth, and she poured the soup into my mouth. Then Lin Ran smiled, "That's right." This is a good six-six, you have to be obedient. ”

After Lin Ran finished speaking, he continued to take a spoon, filled the soup, blew a few mouthfuls, and put it to my mouth, "This soup is to have fungus, gourd puff, green onion, ginger, lettuce leaves, boil, put less salt, drink lightly, clear the lungs and nourish the stomach, you said that you always smoke and drink, and you don't want your own stomach." Pay attention in the future, I read their extracurricular books today, and suddenly saw this, so I called you and said that I was going to surprise you, I originally thought, I will boil it for you every day in the future, and then force you to drink, but according to the current situation, hehe, so, I still tell you how to get it, you step by step, all have to remember it, let Xiao Xiyu boil it for you, cook it for you. ”

I looked up and looked at Lin Ran, "No." Before he finished speaking, Lin Ran put the spoon to my lips again and stopped my words.

"Drink the soup, stop talking, I don't want to hear you. Just listen to me quietly. Okay" After Lin Ran finished speaking, he looked at me.

I was helpless, just nodded at her.

Lin Ran smiled: "Liuliu is really good." Speaking of this, Lin Ran took another sip of soup and said to me, "Do you remember when you were in junior high school, you were so thin, you looked very cute, you like to play football, and after class all day, you follow a group of people to play football." No matter how big the playground is, there are not many people, but they run around all day long. With Lin Yifei and the others, in fact, to be honest, we all thought that you should not appear in that group of people. ”

"Tell me about you, why did you fall in love with me, and you still have to have sex with me and buy me candy to eat. I have to say, you are very good at making girls happy, you are very humorous, harmonious, and cheerful. I like your type, in fact, at the beginning, I didn't like you very much, but Lin Yifei always wanted to be good with me at that time, so I thought, you at least seem to be honest, even if you are with you, you can't be with him. Hello follow you, he values brotherly feelings so much, he will definitely not harass me anymore. What's more, I'm afraid of Lin Yifei and those people. ”

Lin Ran said this, glanced at me, then smiled, and continued, "It's such a coincidence, why did you say that person was going to beat you, you just got along with me, how simple, not mixed, not noisy, just studying, I remember that you can study well, then I will ask you, Liuliu, what are your ambitions in the future." You said that you want to be admitted to Tsinghua University, you are going to be admitted to Peking University, make a lot of money, and buy me a lot of things. Makes me happy. ”

Lin Ran's eyes moistened again, "I didn't believe it at the time, you swore to me, you said that you would definitely help them with their homework and study hard." Later, when you broke up with me, I looked down on you, I thought, you are really unproductive, so I wrote you a few words, and I didn't have any ideas at that time. If I don't get along with you, I won't be nice to you, who knows if I believe the person who lied to me later, it will be really small, and I really don't understand anything. But I know that since that time, you have stopped studying, and you have followed Lin Yifei and them every day, I know that I am the main reason why you have become like this. I'm not going to run away from anything. ”

"We are all in the same grade, I always watch you fight, you toss, I will only appear, it turns out that a person, can become so fast, usually when I see you, everyone walks the same way, just like strangers, but I can no longer see the innocence from your face, the kind of innocent and lovely smile, childish words. I always see you fighting, fighting, fighting, all day long, smoking cigarettes, outside the school, and then in the bathroom. ”

"Actually, I know that you are a very superstitious person, you are superstitious, I am also superstitious, I like to study the horoscope, look at the horoscope, I always feel very accurate, maybe I am bad to retribution, I was deceived by that person, I was deceived by nothing, I will even have the urge to live, the idea of not being able to live, that's it, and then when I need help and comfort the most, I saw a familiar figure, full of the smell of alcohol. Then I looked up, and I saw you, and I saw you standing in front of me, and asked me very concerned, what was wrong, what was wrong. At that time, you have changed as a person. ”

"You listened to me, and in spite of my obstruction, went to help me out and fight for me. To be honest, I'm really impressed. After that, you want to be nice to me, and you say that you want to be good to me, I think you must understand my business. You also know that I have been deceived, but you are still very good to me, you care about me, you can tolerate everything about me, tolerate my pettiness, tolerate my vexatiousness. In fact, at the very beginning, many times I estimated that I tossed and deliberately made trouble, in fact, I just wanted to see how much you care about me, this is the normal psychology of many girls. Six-six"

Lin Ran took a deep breath and continued, "In fact, many times, girls say to break up, but they just want more hope to be retained, Liuliu, I always tell you to break up, but now I am really in love with you, and I can't extricate myself." Many times, when I say that I break up, it is a temptation to test you, and you can't give me a sense of security, so I want to know if you still love me. I'm afraid of losing you, that's why I'm always like that, I always think that as long as you can tolerate me, it proves that you still love me. ”

"Actually, if I hadn't been petty and had not been yelling at you to break up, there would have been no sunset, and the two of you would not have a story, let alone the present, to put it bluntly, it would still be a cycle of cause and effect, wouldn't it? Liuliu, you are a responsible boy. I like you very much, I like the manhood that you are willing to do anything for me, do anything. I love the feeling of being with you. I like the people around you, who are just a bunch of bad boys in the eyes of others. I'm happy to be with you. ”

"We've been together for so long, almost 4 years." Then Lin Ran looked up at the ceiling, "Well, that is, it's been almost four years, and there are joys, sorrows, and sorrows during this period, but at least we live happily." Occasionally, there will be contradictions. That's normal, there's no such thing as a couple who don't quarrel, isn't it? ”

Lin Ran smiled, but, laughing and crying again, she put the thermos pot aside, reached out and grabbed my arm, then looked at the scar on my hand, and kissed it gently, "You are here, it is the thing I regret the most in my life." It's true. You must not have thought that the first scar on your body was actually left to you by me. Actually, I don't know why this happened, but if you believe me, I regret it, and, since then, I have controlled myself not to play petty with you, not to mess with you unreasonably. I've changed myself a lot, don't you? Why, it's easy, because I love you so much. Speaking of this, Lin Ran paused, just looked up at me.

I looked at her tearful face. And that sad smile. Saddened.

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