; "Do you really want to quit Mohs like this?"

When this storm is over, Chu Xiao Xinfu came to a long time again, /xshuotxt/com full works download.. r> He did not keep his agreement with him, knowing that he had gone to great lengths to protect him, but he gave up. So far. When he learned from Song Qiyue that Chu Yan was dead and she was no longer in this world, suddenly everything felt indifferent.

In this look, Mo Zhengyan also knew that everything was a certainty, and there was only one sentence, "Before leaving, let's have a drink." ”

This is probably the last meeting in the near future, and the matter is to be dealt with and invited to that club, which is also the only asset under Chu Xiaoxin's name that has not been resold until the end.

That night, they came here and sat in the restaurant facing the middle of the lake. At this time, there are no lotus flowers in the lake. A cold wind was blowing outside, stirring the surface of the lake.

Mo Zhengyan said, "This winter, it should be very cold. ”

Chu Xiaoxin was not afraid of the cold, and he also knew that Mo Zhengyan was not afraid. They are all people who have been practicing since childhood, and the cold is nothing to them. It's just that at this moment, he looked at the icy lake, but felt that the winter was really cold.

"It's a pity, it's not summer." Chu Xiaoxin said in a low voice, if it was summer, this lake should be full of lotus flowers.

If it's summer, it's best to pair it with this green plum sake. Now, when the cold winter is coming, even if the wine is hot, the sour taste lingers in the nose, but it feels even more astringent.

"Zhengyan, the board of directors still wants you to deal with it, as for my father, you have to bear with me." Chu Xiaoxin said.

Mo Zhengyan responded. "He will always be my seventh uncle."

The two cupped each other. The past is reflected in this glass of wine, which is a mirror.

……

"Xiaoxin, you must get the best grades, be admitted to the best school, study abroad, and then return to China for a long time. I've got it all arranged, you just have to do what I say. "Pound of bean blood.

Back then, Father Chu sat in a chair in the study and said this to Chu Xiaoxin.

Chu Xiaoxin always remembered his father's words, it was an arranged path, from the beginning to the present, and maybe it will always be like this in the future. The mother said that his father had good intentions and was thinking about him. Parents are always worried about paving the way for their children.

But they forgot to ask him if he would like to.

Chu Xiaoxin didn't even have time to take a look at his favorite major, so he was arranged and decided.

"Laughing letters. Listen to your dad and he'll be happy. That's what my mother said most often.

When he said this, Chu Xiaoxin saw his mother's smile, which bloomed so happily, as if everything was worth it.

So, a compromise was arranged so that there were no more objections.

It's just that when reality oppresses, even if he compromises, he will still be unwilling, especially when his father tells him, "Xiaoxin, you must be better and better than Mo Zhengyan!" ”

This was almost an order and a warning, the iron was pressed on him, Chu Xiaoxin raised his eyes, and for the first time he asked rhetorically, "Why?" ”

It was the child of Uncle Mo's family, and it was a partner he had known since childhood, a friend he had known since he was young.

Chu Xiaoxin is the only child in the family, and Mo Zhengyan is also the only child in the Mo house. The acquaintance between partners has a long time of running-in and harmony, and it grows strong, just like the growth of a tree.

However, Chu Xiaoxin didn't understand why his father always compared him with Mo Zhengyan.

If he was still ignorant when he was young, but after growing up as a teenager, Chu Xiaoxin was no longer willing. So, he finally rebelled and asked his father.

What his father told him was, "Because you are my son of Chu Shilin, you are the successor of Jiuyuan Group in the future!" You must surpass Mo Zhengyan and be stronger than him! ”

At this moment, Chu Xiaoxin knew his father's intentions, he wanted to push himself to the position of Jiuyuan general manager, the throne of that throne, and let him become the new general manager of Jiuyuan Group. The situation in the shopping mall is changing, which one is not so.

But the premise of winning the throne is that he must be better than Mo Zhengyan.

"Why! Why should I compare with Mo Zhengyan, why do you want me to be stronger than him! He and I are brothers! Chu Xiaoxin was reluctant to do this, and felt his father's contempt for him, and he argued.

Father Chu snorted coldly, "Those who are related by blood are brothers, just like that Mo Sinian, and he are brothers, you and him have never been!" ”

In an instant, it was like a basin of cold water poured down, drenching him cold.

Chu Xiaoxin almost forgot that his surname was Chu, and Mo Zhengyan's surname was Mo, although they walked side by side, they were not real brothers.

In fact, Mo Zhengyan has his own brothers and sisters, and Chu Xiaoxin also vaguely knows that Uncle Mo has other children outside, he has already seen Mo Sinian, and he knows the existence of Su Nan, but Mo Zhengyan will always be the only one in the Mo house. ;;;;;|;;; 4;;;;;;;;;; However, when he was young, he didn't believe it, and always felt that it was just a private joke of adults, but it really came from the moment when his father said it, and the overwhelming loneliness hit.

In the school in Hong Kong City, Chu Xiaoxin found Mo Zhengyan, on the rooftop of the teaching building, he always likes to lie down alone and bask in the sun and sleep lazily, which is also the place where they often come.

The sound of the footsteps sounded softly, Mo Zhengyan basked in the sun, and he spoke, "You're late today." ”

Chu Xiaoxin walked to the railing to lean on, he was indeed late, because of the dispute with his father, and his parents also quarreled, and the breakfast table was unhappy, and he looked at his mother crying.

After being silent for a long time, Chu Xiaoxin asked, "Mo Sinian is your own brother?" ”

Suddenly there was silence, and Mo Zhengyan responded, "En." ”

He didn't hesitate at all, and replied so directly, Chu Xiaoxin was stunned, but it turned out that it was true. Stunned for a moment, Chu smiled and said, "Su Nan is also your own sister?" ”

"Yes." He responded, "There are a few more that you haven't seen." ”

Chu Xiaoxin was already speechless in shock.

None of them are ordinary children, and they were born in a family and know what that means. Mo's father has another woman outside, and he also gave birth to an illegitimate son, who is a half-brother and sister. But this is really unimaginable, and the most unacceptable thing is his acquiescence.

"You already knew, so you still go to the elementary school next door to watch Mossian?" What's more, take Su Nan to accompany you on a trip?

Chu Xiaoxin was shocked by his reaction and what he did, how could he accept it so calmly, Chu Xiaoxin couldn't understand, "You are really generous, not angry at all." It's their mom who snatched your dad. ”

"If someone can snatch it, it will go to someone else, which can only prove that it does not belong to you in the first place." Mo Zhengyan moved his lips and said in a low voice, "Since it's not your own, why are you angry, it's too troublesome." ”

Although he has excellent grades and is intelligent, in essence, Mo Zhengyan is indeed a lazy person, which can be confirmed by Chu Xiaoxin and Luo Zheng.

However, at the moment, Chu Xiaoxin heard Mo Zhengyan say this, but he was so powerless.

None of them can change it, change all this, whether it is him, or themselves, or Mo Sinian or Su Nan, they are just dolls that adults are arranged, like a chess piece, they can put it wherever they want.

"Even so, why are you still doing this?" The sun was dazzling, and Chu Xiaoxin narrowed his eyes and asked.

His arm was leaning against the ground of the rooftop, and his head was facing the sky, but Mo Zhengyan said quietly, "Otherwise." ”

Not so.

This question is also fixed in Chu Xiao's confidence, otherwise what else, otherwise what else can be. Whether it is rejection and resistance, or accusation and abuse, or cold eyes, it seems that they can't. So, what else, what else could it be, what else could it be.

He had already chosen to compromise and accept.

Just like yourself.

A day later, Chu Xiaoxin suddenly realized that he and Mo Zhengyan were so similar. Over time, more similarities were discovered, for example, for the mother.

Chu Xiaoxin can obey all the arrangements of his father for the sake of his mother, and Mo Zhengyan also obeys Uncle Mo for the sake of Mrs. Mo.

After a long period of past observation, Chu Xiaoxin, who was growing up, suddenly understood that the reason why Mo Zhengyan took care of those half-siblings like this, in addition to being blood relatives, also had the most critical point, that is, because of Mrs. Mo.

After school in the evening, Chu Xiaoxin went to Mo Zhengyan's house, and they wanted to study new insect specimens. After rushing back, the two went upstairs together, and Chu Xiaoxin also wanted to greet Uncle Mo and Aunt Mo.

It was the dance practice room, there was music in the room, the door was not completely closed, but it was gently hidden, and through the gap, I saw Mrs. Mo dancing alone. She gestured as if she were gently caressing someone's shoulder, and a person was dancing to the music.

Mrs. Mo's posture is beautiful, even more graceful, and her dance steps are also chic, but the empty gesture looks like a kind of loneliness sprouts.

Chu Xiaoxin didn't make a sound, but Mo Zhengyan knocked on the door, interrupting the dance steps with a "knock" sound.

Mrs. Mo stopped and beckoned them in, "Xiaoxin, stay and eat, and I'll call your mother in a while." ”

"Okay, thank you, Aunt Mo." Chu Xiaoxin replied.

When he came to the study with Mo Zhengyan, Chu Xiaoxin picked up a magnifying glass to study the specimen, "This insect is really pitiful, it is worth making a specimen when it grows up, so it will face death as soon as it grows up." ”

He was discussing the specimen in front of him, but he couldn't get a response, Chu Xiaoxin turned his head to look, and found that Mo Zhengyan was also staring at the dead insect, he said to himself, "It's good to grow up quickly." ”

When Mo Zhengyan said this, Chu Xiaoxin didn't fully and truly understand.

That night, Chu's father came to pick up Chu Xiaoxin and went back, and when he heard his father coming, Chu Xiaoxin immediately went downstairs. In the garden, far away he heard the conversation between his father and Aunt Mo.

"As soon as someone calls, he's going to rush back, and he doesn't remember that today is your wedding anniversary." It was his father's voice, and he was in his mouth, Chu Xiaoxin heard it, and the person he was referring to was Uncle Mo.

Aunt Mo turned her back to her and heard her say, "She is sick, he should go too, and the anniversary can be celebrated whenever you want." ”

"You!" The father suddenly seemed to be very angry, "You think about him wholeheartedly, but he doesn't appreciate it!" ”

This was just a small episode, and it was interrupted later, because Mo Zhengyan also came to the garden, as if nothing had happened, and Chu Xiaoxin also acted as if he hadn't heard anything.

Regarding Mo Zhengyan's words "It's good to grow up quickly", Chu Xiaoxin still didn't understand it.

But when his mother was far away because of his birthday, and Chu's father was far away, Mo Zhengyan came to congratulate him, Chu Xiaoxin suddenly had an epiphany, and he couldn't help but say, "If only I could grow up quickly." ”

Grow up quickly.

When you grow up, you can handle official affairs, when you grow up, you can take care of those people instead of your father, you can stand alone, you can let your father stay, you can let your father be by your mother's side all the time, and you can no longer let her alone.

At this moment, Chu Xiaoxin suddenly realized that everything he and Mo Zhengyan did was just the same purpose.

Suddenly the heart understood, and let them know each other and smile.

If in all the previous consciousnesses, Chu Xiaoxin thought that his father was competing for the general manager of Jiuyuan because of his money and power, then when he accidentally saw a pair of treasured high-heeled dancing shoes, a lot of past events surfaced, and those questions were like butterflies.

Originally, these dancing shoes were placed in Chu's father's study, but later, they appeared on Mrs. Mo's feet, and Mrs. Mo was dancing in the dancing shoes.

There can be countless pairs of identical shoes in this world, but this is definitely not a coincidence.

When Chu Xiaoxin saw Mrs. Mo's dancing shoes, it reminded him of his mother.

Her mother could dance, but she was not good at dancing, and her dancing skills were just a foil for her mother's guests. When it comes to dancing shoes, my mother is not overly picky and doesn't like to collect. He was shocked to realize that the size of the shoes did not belong to his mother, but to Mrs. Mo.

It's just that Mrs. Mo only wore those dancing shoes once, and then somehow, she appeared in Chu's father's study again and returned here. Chu Xiaoxin couldn't help but guess that it was probably Mrs. Mo who didn't accept it.

Later, things that he hadn't paid attention to were all revealed in Chu Xiaoxin's careful observation, which made him understand a past about them.

Mrs. Mo and her father used to grow up together as childhood sweethearts, and her father had carefully guarded Mrs. Mo's side, and her father still kept a good collection of the youth commemorative book, especially the photos of Mrs. Mo.

His father bought a cabaret in Port City called the Moulin Rouge, but he didn't take his mother there to see a show. He has always gone alone and returned alone. Later, the Moulin Rouge's business deteriorated, and it eventually closed its doors. But even so, he was not willing to sell it and sell it to others.

These bits and pieces of discoveries are like a fire burning Chu Xiaoxin's heart. His mother was still lonely in her own world, not knowing her other half, and that person's heart had never remained with her.

Chu Xiaoxin secretly sent someone to visit the Moulin Rouge and offered to buy it, but was rejected. No matter what the high price is, Father Chu is unwilling to sell it.

So I had no choice but to give up, so the fire in my heart was never extinguished until that day when I went abroad to accompany my mother, who had gone abroad to recuperate and settle down. Chu Xiaoxin talked to her about the past, and her mother mentioned, "Your father likes to go to the dance halls in Paris to watch performances the most......"

“…… He went there when he was younger, and he took me there, and by the way, his favorite was the ball on the Moulin Rouge, the work of Auguste Renoir, and I think it must be the reason why I went to Paris with your father. Mother was talking happily, and those memories of her father were the good times she remembered.

Chu Xiaoxin was stunned, he only felt pathetic. There is nothing but sorrow.

He couldn't tell his mother, another truth.

The man she loved so much fell in love with Renoir's work only because he liked the cabarets of Paris. And the reason why he fell in love with the cabaret was only because when he was younger, he once accompanied another woman to it. The woman loved dancing, theater, and the arts, and she almost became a well-known dancer, and now she lives in that house.

The man she loved so much had never chosen a pair of dancing shoes for her, which was the only one in the world, a specially carved shoe. He never bought her a song and dance hall of the same name called the Moulin Rouge, even if it was decaying, but refused to sell it.

The man she loves deeply obviously has another person living in her heart, but she still thinks that the person he loves is herself.

Such sadness made Chu Xiaoxin want to shout angrily to uncover all this, but he couldn't.

He felt pity for his mother, and the greatest sorrow of a woman is probably that she chose a man who was not worthy, and it was really not worth it.

But what else could he do, but he couldn't do anything.

So I can only pretend that I didn't know all this, let alone find out that playing the role of their son, the role of the Chu family, as before, worked hard to achieve his father's wishes, so that he could stay with his mother, even if it was a lie, even if someone was sober and someone was not, it didn't matter.

Self-deception seems to be the most ridiculous, but if this can get a trace of warmth and happiness, even if it is an illusion, then what.

Therefore, after this, Chu Xiaoxin lived between Chu's father and Mo Zhengyan, with his father on one side and his brother on the other, and it was difficult for both sides to think about both.

……

"Over the years, you've worked hard." There was another sound in his ears, it was Mo Zhengyan's voice, Chu Xiaoxin's gaze closed, broke free from his memories, and faced him again.

Chu Xiaoxin smiled, many things, although he was not voluntary, he still did it. However, he clearly knew, but he never broke it, just because he knew his difficulties, "I should have said this to you, and, thank you." ”

After pouring two more glasses of warm wine, Chu Xiaoxin put the sour plum into the cup, and Mo Zhengyan took a look and said, "You didn't like to eat sour before." ”

There are still these understandings, let alone a problem, Chu Xiaoxin doesn't like to eat sour, let alone sour plums.

Now he said, "I don't like it, I just don't know when it starts, and I get used to it." ”

"It's because of her." Mo Zhengyan replied.

For a moment, Chu Xiaoxin did not speak. The two brothers had never discussed feelings in this way, and the men talked about real estate or business and finance, but they did not mention women and private affairs.

Just for a moment, at this moment he moved his lips and responded, "En." ”

I still remember that she hadn't left that year, she was still in Hong Kong City at that time, and she suddenly wanted to eat sour plums at night. It's not the season of sour plums, but she's clamoring to eat it. Pick sour plums, but also the freshest, sour and refreshing taste. Where would Chu Xiaoxin understand, he just felt that it was a quirk. But he still specially asked people to go to the city where Sumei was in place, and took a plane to buy it for her.

When she got into her hand, Chu Yan was happy, and Chu Xiaoxin asked if you should have it, right?

How about Chu Yandao, you raised me, gave birth?

At that time, I was really confused, and I didn't know what to do, but Chu Xiaoxin thought of Luo Zheng, remembering that Luo Zheng was pregnant before marriage and almost broke her leg, and then wandered alone. Thinking of his father and mother again, Chu Yan's existence is absolutely unacceptable to the Chu family. So how is he going to deal with all those troubles, how to deal with the children's families......

Countless questions just banged up like this, and before he could answer, Chu Yan smiled and said Joke with you, are you serious? Look at you, it's like you've seen the hell. Don't worry, I'm not pregnant, and I don't like children, it's too much trouble. Besides, aren't we just a halfway gang, and then we will disperse when we turn around.

Chu Xiaoxin never thought about the future between him and Chu Yan, if he had to think about it, it would be that there was no future. With different family backgrounds, everything presupposes that they are impossible. But at that moment, he really thought about it, and even he was surprised when he thought about the future. But after the shock, what was even more angry was her words.

Together, she used to define their relationship.

Looking back, it is the result between them that she gave.

He had never admitted her in front of others, let alone told her a word about the possible outcome of them.

Feelings are too pompous and superficial, like fireworks that are fleeting, who can say that they will be permanent. This book is drunk and updated with a quick update of the Magic Cabinet

But after she left, he tried so hard not to remember her, but he couldn't forget that she put a sour plum when she drank. Only in the depths of my heart, I left a little habit, left a little trace, but I found that it was such a pain to peel off the bone.

She walked in style, without looking back, leaving nothing behind. Only this clubhouse still has a trace left. They used to fish together here, and they used to climb mountains here, so he didn't sell it.

But where is she after all these years?

After drinking a lot of wine, the person was already slightly drunk, Mo Zhengyan said, "Xiaoxin, you are drunk." ”

In the haze, I suddenly heard the crazy laughter! Now you come and ask me where she is, and you want to find her, right? I'll tell you now! You went down to the Yellow Spring to find her——!

His eyes were red, such obsession, such pain.

He muttered in a low voice, "I want to ask for directions, how to get to Huangquan." ”