Fanwai Song July & Chu Yanzhi, she is more lonely than fireworks
; In Morocco in January, the nights are cold, but the days are already warm.
At this moment, Song Qiyue came to the northwest of Africa. Here are the Arab countries on the coast. This time, in order to make a business, she turned over and jumped into the forest and came to Morocco.
Morocco is bordered by the Atlantic Ocean to the west, while it is bordered by Western Sahara to the south.
"This is the southern part of the Sahara, this great desert, from the Atlas Mountains in northern Africa in the north......" The guide pointed the way, and those words came over.
Song Qiyue sat in the car and watched, this desert that was so far away but so close, but he was silently thinking in his heart.
Stretching south to the Sudanese steppe belt, which is 1,300 to 2,100 meters wide, the Sahara occupies one-third of the world's total desert area and also occupies one-third of Africa's total area.
It is the largest desert in the world.
"The Sahara is called the Sahel in Arabic. It means ......," the guide said with a smile.
"The edge of the desert." Without waiting for the other party to speak, Song Qiyue opened his mouth in a low voice.
The guide was stunned for a moment, and then smiled, "It turns out that Miss Song also understands Arabic?" ”
Song Qiyue just smiled back.
In fact, she doesn't know Arabic, and English and German are quite accomplished. But I don't know anything about Arabic.
The reason why she knew was only because she had talked about it so coincidentally.
The boundless desert is in front of him, Song Qiyue's ears sounded in the TV series that year, the heroine asked the words really miss a person, will God fall a grain of sand and become the Sahara Desert?
When I was still working in Wuzhou that year, Song Qiyue and Chu Yan were busy finishing work at night, sleeping in the same bed together, watching those soap operas of love and love, the heroine in the TV series, and asked the male protagonist a question like this.
What did the actor at that time answer?
She's forgotten it all.
I just clearly remember how ridiculous she and Chu Yan laughed at that TV series when they heard this, it was ridiculous.
How can I miss how it will turn into the Sahara and the Pacific Ocean, it is really unrealistic enough.
Chu Yan held the wine glass and said, I'll tell you, love is such a thing. It's like fireworks. You buy the box of flowers. You carefully put it off, lit it, and put it into the sky, but it was only five minutes and ten minutes, and the fireworks were gone, and nothing was left.
Love is like fireworks.
This is Chu Yan's theory of love.
Song Qiyue smiled at the time and asked Ouch, Sister Yan, what you said is so sincere, could it be that you love someone like a firework?
Chu Yan glanced at her, and her sister really didn't love anyone.
After the age of seventeen or years old, it seems that there is no yearning for that youth, and all kinds of men in the workplace, even if they are not familiar with the world, understand the status quo, and they all say that women are thin, but in fact, men are thin, and they are very affectionate.
Chu Yan asked her to watch a firework, do you know when it is the happiest among them?
Song Qiyue did not answer. Chu Yan looked at the night sky and said that he was on his way to buy fireworks.
That night, Chu Yan's eyes were shining, as if all the starlight had fallen into it, you took the money, and it was hard to save it? I was reluctant to spend the money, so I wanted to buy a gift box for fireworks. Along the way, you ran so fast that it seemed like you had a lot of wealth.
Somehow, at that time, Song Qiyue's heart suddenly stabbed, I am afraid that because of her side face, the light in her eyes made people feel distressed.
Chu Yan, have you ever accompanied anyone to watch a fireworks. Or, did you also save like this? The money, such a cheerful run. At the end of that firework, what was the ending?
Song Qiyue didn't ask in the end, she just said that when we have saved enough money, let's go to the Sahara together.
Chu Yan looked back in surprise, where did you get your wild and strange ideas?
Song Qiyue laughed out loud, and went to see if the Sahara desert was because God knew who someone was thinking. Then let's go to the Sahara and set off fireworks, and then we'll set them off together, and it won't work today anyway, it's a shame.
Chu Yan was already speechless and bored with her.
But despite the boredom, they still went to find out everything about the Sahara, so Song Qiyue knew about the desert and the meaning of the Arabic language.
Chu Yan, you see, I came to the Sahara, and the desert here really has no borders.
But Chu Yan, God does not exist at all.
I miss you so much, but not a grain of sand has fallen in the sky.
……
Song Qiyue did not see Chu Yan again.
Since that separation, she seems to have disappeared completely, and there has been no news. Chu Yan walked very thoroughly, and he went resolutely, his numbers had changed, and he didn't leave any news. Download.. r> Song Qiyue knew that she had forgotten the past and cut off all this. So, even she didn't want to remember.
Song Qiyue didn't look for her, but when he looked at this desert, he still couldn't help but miss her.
I miss Chu Yan.
If it weren't for too much accident, then Song Qiyue would not have learned Chu Yan's information.
It was more than half a month in Morocco, and on this day Song Qiyue returned to the hotel where he was resting. The inns here are all local specialties, with silk curtains falling to shade out the sunlight outside. After running around outside for most of the day, his face was already stained with a layer of dust and sand, and Song Qiyue went into the bathroom to wash his face.
Washed his face, and suddenly felt a lot refreshed, ringing, it was Nie Xun calling, this cooperation, they acted separately, he was in South Africa, and she was in North Africa. During this period, there was constant contact by phone, and Nie Xun's voice came clearly, asking her about her situation today, "Is everything okay?" It's getting dark, it's cold outside, so don't go out......"
"I know, you don't want to be like a parrot and say the same thing every day, okay?"
"Okay, okay, I don't miss you anymore. How's your progress there, by the way, I want to send documents to you here, and the other party needs a trustworthy mailbox, preferably a few years of use......" Nie Xun was admonishing, Song Qiyue frowned, "How many years will it be used?" Then my old email address, yes. ”
"Then you try it, do you remember the password to log in?" Nie Xun asked, and Song Qiyue replied, "Wait a minute. ”
So, Song Qiyue entered his previous email address from memory, and the password was tried twice before logging in. There are a lot of strange emails in the mailbox, all of them are system emails, some sales and some advertisements, "You can use it, but I'll clean it up first." ”
Nie Xun was waiting, and Song Qiyue slid the mouse to delete them all. But in the midst of this, the gaze swept over an email and noticed something strange.
Song Qiyue scrolled down the page again, and finally found the email that flashed in front of him.
This email came from China, and the beginning of the letterhead also made Song Qiyue feel certain, and she read it immediately.
Hello Miss Song.
It's a pleasure to send you this email just because you're the only one you can reach. I don't know if you know a lady named Chu Yan, if she is your friend or relative, then please contact us with the contact information below. If you and Ms. Chu are just strangers, then we're sorry to interrupt us.
Sender Nursery Orphanage.
It's her name, it's Chu Yan! It suddenly occupied Song Qiyue's eyes, and he couldn't wave it anymore. After the shock, it was accompanied by confusion and shock, why was it an email from the orphanage?
Song Qiyue didn't have time to talk to Nie Xun anymore, "I'm sorry, brother, I think I'm in a bit of a hurry to deal with, let me deal with it first, and I'll contact you later." ”
She hung up Nie Xun's phone and immediately contacted the orphanage at the number written above.
But Song Qiyue was almost incoherent, because even she couldn't figure out the state, she said messily, "I'm sorry, hello, it's a nursery orphanage, right?" The situation is like this, I received an email from your hospital, I'm sorry, I received it a little late, I just received it, in the letterhead, you asked me if I know a lady named Chu Yan, I know, I know her......"
Because he was too excited, he didn't explain his words, and the director of the orphanage on the other side answered the phone, and finally said, "Ms. Song, hello, thank you very much for contacting our hospital, I take the liberty of asking you, are you a friend or a relative of Ms. Chu?" ”
"I'm ......" Song Qiyue was about to say friends, but she held her hands and said, "We are sisters." ”
"That's the case, you and Ms. Chu are sisters, is that convenient, please come to our hospital, so that you can also talk in detail, about Ms. Chu and her daughter...... What else did the other party say, Song Qiyue suddenly couldn't hear clearly.
Just the sentence "Ms. Chu and her daughter" made Song Qiyue feel like he was in the desert, so dazed that he had no direction.
After contacting the orphanage, Song Qiyue was not clear about the situation, she said goodbye to Nie Xun, but set foot on the road back to China alone.
"Xiao Qi, I'll go with you." Nie Xun said.
But Song Qiyue refused, "No, Nie Xun, I'll go by myself, that's a matter between me and Chu Yan." ”
In this way, Song Qiyue picked up his luggage and set off.
Song Qiyue didn't think about returning to China, and one day she would go back and go back to Hong Kong City. But she didn't expect that she had returned ahead of schedule and went to not a port city, but a city that was 100,000 miles away from the port city, far away at the end of the other direction of the country, so far away from the city, so far away from the town.
In the small town on the border of Liaocheng, Song July finally arrived.
She followed the address she had written down and found the orphanage. Everything is strange, this town is peaceful, but strange. The courtyard of the orphanage, planted with fragrant grass, with the singing of children, it was the morning time, everything was dyed in the morning light, Song Qiyue followed the director who received her, and walked into the orphanage.
In the dean's office, Song Qiyue met Dean Xu. When facing Dean Xu, Song Qiyue was still a little cramped. Because of the hurry and anxiety along the way, he made himself look haggard and panicked. She tried to calm down, but somehow found herself unable to.
"Ms. Song, thank you very much for coming here." Dean Xu's smile was clearly warm, but Song Qiyue's hands and feet were cold.
Probably it's too cold here.
"You and Ms. Chu are sisters?"
Song Qiyue nodded, but also shook his head.
"Are you a sister, or a sister?"
"Sister." As soon as Song Qiyue spoke, she found that her voice was astringent, "She is my sister, a few months older than me. Although we don't have the same surname, we've always been sisters. If she has anything, she will come to me. If I have anything, I'll look for her. It's just that she left, and I didn't have time to stop her and ask her where she was going......"
Song Qiyue said messily, and found that she had accumulated too much uneasiness along the way, and at this moment it was like a torrent scurrying. Although the dean was still appeasing, she couldn't stop at all, only in the chaos, her eyes were scattered, but she froze, and she found that her voice was choked, "Dean Xu, it's okay, please tell me frankly, my sister, she ......"
"Is she dead?" Song Qiyue said very dullly, but found that he could really be so calm at this moment.
Dean Xu said, "Ms. Chu, she is not dead, but she is in a coma now, and she has been asleep for a long time. She had an accident, it was a car accident. ”
Song Qiyue's mind buzzed for a moment, she was unconscious, she was just unconscious, "So, she didn't die, didn't die, did she?" ”
"Yes, she's not dead, she's just unconscious." Dean Xu said again, talking about the reason and process of the accident, "In the middle of the night, the child suddenly had a fever, so she took the child to the hospital. The driver drove fast, but he encountered a truck on the road, and when he turned the corner, he didn't pay attention, and the two cars collided. The taxi driver died on the spot, and the truck driver overturned. Ms. Chu's whole person was overwhelmed......"
"And her child? Her daughter? Song Qiyue didn't know who this child was or what he looked like, and his heart hung up.
"Her daughter was carefully protected in Ms. Chu's arms, it was a miracle, unharmed, she was fine when she was sent to the hospital, and she was fine after being treated for fever in the hospital." Dean Xu said, "It's just that Ms. Chu, although she also gave first aid, she still hasn't woken up. Doctors don't know when she'll wake up, maybe soon, maybe it will take a long time. ”
Song Qiyue didn't continue to ask, maybe it was a lifetime. After such a car accident and such a panic were really faced, Song Qiyue suddenly calmed down. Maybe it's because when Aunt Jun was still there, there were also such scenes, or maybe because she was still alive and didn't leave.
"Ms. Chu has been living in the hospital since she fell into a coma, her medical insurance is enough, and she still has savings, which is enough to support the life of her children. It's just that the child is alone, and she has no relatives, so she can only live in our orphanage. Today is an extracurricular activity, the teacher took her out, and she will be back in the afternoon. Dean Xu said again.
Song Qiyue nodded, "Thank you, please also tell me which hospital she is in, and I want to see her." ”
Departing from the orphanage, Song Qiyue came to a nearby hospital. In fact, the town is not big, and it doesn't take long to get there. The hospital is also old, but it is very clean. Before arriving at the ward, Song Qiyue's pace stopped, and others were saying, "Ms. Chu is in this ward." ”
Song Qiyue's breath sank, but it came out slowly. Her hand finally clasped the handle and pushed it open. It was not just like a door, but more like a few years between her and her. She finally came again, in front of her, and saw her sleeping appearance, fair skin, no blood, because Chu Yan, who survived only on nutrient solution, had long lost her former brilliance and beauty.
Song Qiyue's steps came step by step, and she watched her by her bedside. The two met each other, but they were speechless like this.
It's just that suddenly, Song Qiyue said softly, "Xiaoyan, you are too bad, you are too uninteresting, you came here alone, and you didn't tell me." If it weren't for the dean sending me mail, how could I have come to see you? ”
Just as Song Qiyue was leaving, Dean Xu told her that because of the child, we still wanted to contact her relatives. Among Ms. Chu's contacts, only you have saved your email, so we sent you an email to see if we can get in touch.
The only email address that is still saved, which she has always stored, is the only contact.
She has no relatives for a long time, her mother is gone, her brother, and her father, they are all gone.
It's just her, it's just her.
Song Qiyue smiled, she thought that she should be happy not to see her for a long time, but she was not unhappy at the moment, but she didn't know what was going on, her eyes were already red, so sour, she couldn't help but ask her, "Why didn't you contact me again?" Why didn't you look for me again? Why don't you send me an email? Why does a person go so far? ”
She has been asking, has been asking the reason, in fact, Song Qiyue wants to ask too much, too many unknown, want to know everything after she left, want to know who her child was born with, and want to know if she knows the hard work of becoming a single mother alone.
But Song Qiyue couldn't speak, she just sat in the chair and quietly looked at Chu Yan's sleeping face.
For a moment, I remembered the past, all the bits and pieces when I was in Wuzhou, and remembered the journey along the way, whether it was stumbling or joyful. Remembering that they were talking and laughing on the same bed again, Song Qiyue lowered her head, and she put her face on Chu Yan's hand.
Her tears just ran down her cheeks and wet her fingers. Jin Gong intestinal technique.
Song Qiyue cried without a sound, only in this ward, but they still seemed to be the same as back then.
The whole day was quiet, the afternoon sun was shifting to the west, the twilight was dyed, and another day was about to pass.
Someone knocked on the door, and it was Dean Xu with a child.
The girl was only two or three years old, with a white face, black hair, and two beautiful willow eyebrows. This eyebrow is the appearance of Chu Yan. It's just that the child is extremely afraid of life, she hides behind the dean, and her little hands hold her hand tightly and refuses to let go, which makes people feel sorry and painful.
Song Qiyue got up and stood up, and Dean Xu said, "She is Ms. Chu's daughter. ”
In an instant, Dean Xu's last words when he left the orphanage heard that Ms. Chu was originally pregnant with twin daughters, but she had a difficult birth during childbirth, and one daughter was out of breath when she was born, leaving only one. He was saved, but the boy wouldn't speak.
Only one of the twin daughters survived, one had already left, and the other was in front of her, and she used all her abilities and care to protect her daughter.
Song Qiyue smiled, she wanted to get close to the child, wanted to hug her. But when she stepped forward, the child hid behind the man, refusing to come any closer. Finally, under the appeasement of Dean Xu, he came to Song Qiyue.
"Don't be afraid, Auntie is not a bad person, Auntie is ......" Song Qiyue whispered, "Auntie is your mother's good friend and her sister ......"
"Tell Auntie, what's your name?" Song Qiyue held her hand, knowing that the child couldn't speak, but she still couldn't help but say, "Can you tell Auntie, what's your name?" ”
The girl looked at her, her eyes open.
On the side was Dean Xu, who learned from the child and said, "Tell Auntie, my name is Xiaoyan, Chu Xiaoyan." ”
Laughing smoke, laughing smoke, Chu laughing smoke.
Suddenly, it seemed that all the buried memories were poured out, and with an unstoppable momentum, Song Qiyue remembered that person, that man named Chu Xiaoxin. Those pasts were hazy and she didn't fully understand, but they were able to connect them in series, so that she knew the bond between them in an instant.
Chu Yan, you left the port city alone, and you left your hometown.
You are pregnant and have children, you would rather be a single mother, you lose a daughter, you only save one daughter.
You have nothing left, you only have your daughter. In the moment of the car accident, you protected the child from harming her in the slightest, and now you can't sleep.
Why him?
Why is it Chu Xiaoxin, why is that man, he obviously said that he was not worthy of love, why did he give birth to a daughter for him, do you know, that person may have forgotten you, he is still red-faced, you are just a passer-by in his life.
But why do you still give your child such a name?
Xiaoyan, you took your own name and his name, put together.
How much love is it that you will do this, and you will get to this point. Sister-in-law broke up with his wife
When they were young, they asked what love was, and it turned out that what was gorgeous was just the appearance of love, but they never gave up, but they couldn't withstand the ruthlessness of time. At this moment, she was standing here, she was lying there, and the girl in front of her had a pair of eyes open.
Chu Yan, do you regret it, do you regret it.
Vaguely, Song Qiyue seemed to see the girl transform into Chu Yan, she stood in front of her, not shaking a step.
Boom, her tears poured out, Song Qiyue hugged the child, she howled and cried, she wept, she screamed so loudly that she cried so much that she almost couldn't cry.
It's stupid, it's stupid.
If she could go back in time, go back to that night under the moon and talk, she didn't want to wait, she didn't want to wait for the Sahara, she didn't want to wait for the heavens to fill the desert, it was too much. She just wanted to pull her crazy and take all the money they had saved up and run, and they were going to run wild, and they were going to run and buy and buy all the flowers.
Chu Yan, how I want to watch a fireworks with you.