At this moment, Mo Zhengyan was sitting in the box, as if he was not here. But with her voice, she entered the torrent of those years together, and felt the past youth years together, swirling in the white mist, and after she gently peeled it off, it became clearer and clearer.

"Zhou Suhe officially joined the Zhou family at the age of twenty-four, and I graduated from university, we once said that we would wait for me to graduate from university. followed him into the Zhou clan together. When I was still in college, he was already handling corporate matters. At that time, we still had several friends, formed a small team, Fan Haiyang, Du Yu and them, Du Yu you have met, just before in Fangguan, he also came. ”

"They always complimented me on how clever and they came up with ideas. I think it is sometimes, too. Even Sukh said that if I hadn't been there to help, everything might not have gone so well. ”

"Although I helped a lot, he also taught a lot."

"From twenty-two to nineteen. Four years of college, just slowly accumulated. Slowly running-in, slowly comprehending, it's not that I haven't fallen, but I can always get up. I like to do things straight, and until the end I will never admit defeat and refuse to compromise. ”

"Zhou Suhe will envision various situations when doing things, and be organized, in those days. If it weren't for his reminder to refute my arguments, I wouldn't have understood that much. By the time I left school, I already had more work experience than others, partly through him. ”

"At the end of the semester of my sophomore year, I went out with my classmates, also to save my classmates, I was bitten by a snake, and the person was fine, fine, but since then I have been afraid of snakes, I know what the cup bow snake shadow means, and I have nightmares every night."

"Throughout my junior year, he borrowed all the knowledge books about snakes in the entire library, I was scared by him many times, but he didn't give up, and even bought snakes and came back to show me, and those days were really devastating, and finally slowly, I was not so afraid of snakes."

"When I set off to Huixian, I encountered a snake on the way, probably because I had been trained before, so I was really not afraid, probably this is how my courage was trained."

When she said this, Mo Zhengyan suddenly thought of the scene that frightened him, and he was still surprised at that time, how could she have such a big courage, it turned out that there was a reason.

"In my freshman year, I had just entered the school, and I was not in the same department as Xiang Wan. That year, there was a flu in Haicheng, which was very serious, and my classmates were infected with germs, and I was also infected and isolated in the hospital. At that time, I was panicked, and so was I, but the day after I was isolated in the hospital, he also entered the hospital. Actually, he wasn't sick, but he just had to live in, pretend to cough, and be quarantined. "It's just a festival.

"Later, instead of getting sick, he did. He has been in poor health since he was a child, and of course he can't resist when he arrives at the hospital. But thankfully, in the end we were all fine and fine. ”

"In the third year of high school exam, I thought I wouldn't be able to enter Haida University, but I was admitted later. You say I'm smart, no matter how powerful an ordinary person is, he can't be admitted just because he has done a month's papers. But if it weren't for the papers he asked Xiang Wan to send, I probably wouldn't have been in. ”

"On the way out of school in the first year of high school, I was left in class, it was very dark that day, he waited for me to pick me up from school, but he encountered a robbery, he also pushed me away and let me go first, and fought with those robbers by himself."

"After this incident, throughout the high school, he worked hard and diligently, and never let me walk alone at night at night, nor did he let Xiang Wan be alone."

Song Qiqi said year after year, like the gears of time, turning back one circle after another, Mo Zhengyan still listened silently, but his breathing became longer and slower, and every time he smoked, it became deeper and deeper.

From college to high school, from high school to middle school, and from middle school to elementary school.

"When I was a child, the school invited parents to hold a parent-teacher conference, my mother died early, only Aunt Jun came, because my uncle was too busy, and my aunt had to go to the parent-teacher meeting in the evening. Later, my classmates started to laugh at me, I was not convinced, I quarreled with them, and then they fought, where did I beat a boy. Zhou Suhe found out and immediately went to settle accounts with them. ”

"He was very thin when he was a child, because he was sick all the time, he couldn't beat those male classmates, and finally his nose and face were swollen, I saw it, I knew it, and I was scolded by the family. After that, he started to get up early every day and take me to exercise with me. ”

"My interest was only hot for three minutes, and after that I didn't want to continue, he kept going. Even though the doctor said he wasn't fit to exercise because he was too weak, he just persevered. I asked him why he did it, and he said that if something like this happened in the future, he would definitely call me back. ”

"During the summer vacation of the third grade of primary school, my mother passed away, and I didn't go out for a summer vacation, I kept reading at home, and he took me to his house and told me that he had a lot of books at home, so I could never finish reading them, and I never had to worry about it."

What she said was unhurried, everything was distant and unfamiliar, but it was extremely clear, as if it was not coming out of her mouth, but projected in front of Mo Zhengyan's eyes, there were so many memories, in her past life, full of all the fragments, and the past that could no longer be erased in this life.

He took a sharp drag on his cigarette and suddenly felt extremely bored, and the suffocating sensation was enough to suffocate him.

"I think you also know that my mother gave birth to me before she got married. When I was six years old, my mother and I returned to my uncle's house, and I always felt very strange, and I hated contact with them, in fact, I didn't know them at all, although I had to call them uncle, aunt, or even aunt, to me, they were all strangers. ”

"There are a lot of children in the house who want to play together, but I don't like to play with them. Zhou Suhe said, let's play a game, I don't want to play with him. I refused once, I still refused twice, and there were many more in the back, four, five, six, seven, or eight, I can't remember how many times. Until I felt annoyed with him and agreed to play along. ”

"As a child, I ...... I don't like boys......" Speaking of this, Song Qiyue's voice stopped, as if she couldn't continue, she was so forbearing, but she still continued, "I don't like to play with them......"

"Once, playing blindfolded hide-and-seek, the handkerchief covered my eyes so that I could not see the road ahead, and the children came to play tricks on me, and just when I was about to fall, he grabbed my hand and helped me......"

"He was the one who held my hand and taught me to play games, to teach me not to hate playing with those boys......"

There was a tremor in her voice, and he clearly noticed that the suffocation in his heart was no longer bearable, and made him cry out, "Enough! ”

"Because my mother ......," she was about to continue, but was interrupted by his voice, and the word "mother" disappeared.

The cigarette in Mo Zhengyan's hand burned, and his eyes condensed, "That's enough to get here!" ”

"I'm not done yet!" Song Qiyue shouted, the courage in her heart was still full, but it was never there, but she was afraid that it would disappear in an instant.

"You don't have to say any more!" Mo Zhengyan interrupted her again, his voice was low, "I heard what you said!" ”

"I'm not done yet!" Song Qiyue bit this sentence, but he couldn't say it again.

"I don't need to say anything more if I haven't finished speaking! I don't have time to listen to you continue! Mo Zhengyan shouted loudly, and the throbbing that rose in Song Qiyue's heart seemed to be scattered in the sky, and he didn't know how to piece it together, how to continue, and finally quietly and silently, all of it was empty.

"I understand what you mean by coming to me today, so you don't need to say it again." His breath calmed down, and then he said, "You don't have to come to me again, I'll give you an answer." ”

Mo Zhengyan put down this sentence, and he twisted the cigarette from his fingertips again, but he didn't light another one. He got up indifferently, shook his figure from in front of her, and opened the door of the box, but Qi Jian and He Sangsang were already waiting outside the door, as if they had been waiting for a long time.

"Mr. Mo." Qi Jian shouted, "The time has passed. ”

Mo Zhengyan's pace was certain, he looked ahead, his eyes were mixed with various emotions, and finally his eyes narrowed, and he took a step away.

Qi Jian and He Sangsang had no choice but to nod to her in the box, and then followed.

Song Qiyue was still sitting at the dining table, she didn't move, but there were a few plates of steaming dishes in front of her, I don't know when they were brought in, she had long forgotten the time. It's just that at this moment, the last dish also came up, and it was all ready, but she was the only one left.

"Miss, the dishes are ready." The waiter kindly reminded him.

But the woman who was sitting, she just looked at the dishes on the table, she muttered vaguely, just that sentence, "I haven't finished yet......"

"Miss, what haven't you said yet?" The waiter was curious, and when he saw her looking panicked, her eyes were red, she couldn't help but ask again.

She just said, "I haven't finished ...... yet."

It's just that the building where this man went was empty.

……

Out of Marriott, the car left. There was no sound all the way, only the sound of the wind outside the car, faintly heard, ringing in my ears.

This night is drunk and golden, and Mr. Mo, who has never been drunk, is drunk.

When he returned to Marriott, it was late at night, Qi Jian helped him lie down, and He Sangsang took care of everything.

Closing the door, Qi Jian asked, "The young lady is gone?" ”

He Sangsang said, "I asked just now, and the people at the hotel said that they saw her leave." ”

The two of them left the suite.

Mo Zhengyan was drunk, but he didn't fall asleep, he was muddy, there seemed to be scattered light in the darkness, and he didn't know what year and month it was. It's just that at the end of that picture, it's frozen in that scene.

It was the girl who leaned on the young man's shoulder, she smiled so playfully, it was he who looked up, and the sun was so dazzling that they closed their eyes.

It also made him squint.

The youth that can't be crossed, the torrent of years that can't be crossed, in an instant, Mo Zhengyan finally admitted.

He was jealous.

What jealousy.

The boy named Zhou Suhe.