Chapter 342: If It's Not You



Marriott Hotel ----

Song Qiyue almost didn't hesitate and rushed here immediately. A few days ago, as soon as the incident of the Ou Yankee came out, some news in private would naturally be known. For example. She always knew that Mo Zhengyan lived in this hotel. But she hadn't been here yet, not because she didn't want to see him, but she didn't know what she was going to say after seeing him. What kind of face is the best meeting, she never knows.

The waitress at the front desk said, "I'm sorry, Mr. Mo is not in the hotel......"

Not in the hotel.

So she walked to the coffee rest area on the side, and Song Qiyue sat down and waited. She didn't come out with her phone to call him, and she didn't send a message. Just wait here quietly.

When evening came, she had been sitting all afternoon.

In the quiet waiting, she kept looking in the direction of the hotel entrance, and finally saw the picture of the group silently walking in at the entrance.

It was his subordinate, and on the two sides behind him were Qi Jian and He Sangsang.

And he walked slowly at the head, and the light of the hall was transparent, and it hit him with such a conspicuous appearance.

The group walked to the elevator in front of them, but suddenly a figure came to them.

Qi Jian fixed his eyes, and He Sangsang couldn't help but gaze.

It was Song Qiyue!

They didn't know when Song Qiyue came over. But it can be determined that she is here to wait for someone, but I don't know how long she has been waiting.

Mo Zhengyan's gaze was indifferent. Looking ahead, he has always been indifferent. But maybe it was because someone came in front of him and stood still, giving him a little focus in his vision.

Song Qiyue stopped, and in front of him, smiled at Qi Jian He Sangsang.

Mo Zhengyan didn't speak, but the people behind him were interested, and those who should go should go, and those who should disperse dispersed.

The people around them were gone. They were the only ones in the hall, still standing where they were.

But a waiter chased after him, "Miss, you haven't paid for your coffee yet!" ”

Song Qiyue came back to his senses, hurriedly apologized, and took out his wallet to give money, just now when he saw him, he got up and ran in too haste, but he forgot about it. It was really embarrassing, she whispered, "I came to look for you, and the front desk said you weren't there, so I waited at the coffee bar for a while." ”

"If there's anything, just say it." He finally spoke, but coldly.

There are a lot of things to say, but there is no way to say it for a while, people come and go in the hall, and Song Qiyue said again, "It's almost six o'clock, you haven't eaten yet, right?" Why don't you eat together and talk while eating? ”

Mo Zhengyan was indifferent, did not respond, and even refused, "I'm very busy, you can say something quickly." ”

"No matter how busy you are, you have to eat, right?" Song Qiyue asked rhetorically, "Is it okay to eat together?" ”

Mo Zhengyan stopped talking, and did not refuse again this time.

"Levitation." Song Qiyue shouted again, and seeing that he didn't move, she unconsciously stretched out her hand and gently grabbed him.

Mo Zhengyan didn't wave her away, Song Qiyue pulled him past and went inside.

instructed the manager, and directly chose a box to sit in. The two also sat down, Song Qiyue took the menu, turned his head and asked, "What do you want to eat?" ”

Mo Zhengyan smoked cigarettes and didn't say a word.

"Then I ordered?" Song Qiyue didn't ask him anymore, she looked at the menu and made her own decision.

I didn't order a table, two people eat, three dishes and one soup are enough. After the food was ordered, it was quiet in the box, and the people retreated again. There was silence again, but no one spoke, and Song Qiyue finally said, "It's quite cold today, and it's snowing outside." ”

When I heard this, I knew that I was looking for a topic to start, but unfortunately, it didn't work, and he was unmoved.

"Let me stop smoking, I'm smoking so hard now, I'm about to eat, so let's snuff out my cigarette." Song Qiyue said, and he was about to start to extinguish his cigarette.

But Mo Zhengyan's hand moved a position and didn't let her go to snuff out her cigarette, Song Qiyue froze in mid-air, facing him with a pair of condensed eyes, "If you have something, just talk about it, you don't use it." ”

Song Qiyue only felt that such a beginning was really bad, in the past, she had always been comfortable at dinner, but now she was in a dilemma, she really couldn't help but laugh at herself, but she couldn't help it, "Zhengyan, I came here today to have a good chat with you." ”

"Then just tell me what you're here for, and you want me to let go?" He puffed out the smoke and stared straight at her.

He said that her purpose was just referring to the project level of Ou Yan, and Song Qiyue's hand was withdrawn, "I came here today, not to talk to you about the mall." ”

"That's what to talk to me about." Mo Zhengyan smiled, his eyes tightened.

"I just wanted to talk to you, anything." Song Qiyue's voice became softer and softer, but it was calm.

Mo Zhengyan was silent, and he said again, "Okay, but I don't have much time, you'd better hurry." ”

"This afternoon, I met Chenxi, and I didn't expect her to come to Ice City on a business trip. We had a cup of coffee, and I realized that it was the previous medical project that had received a good response. Later, I also met Shao Fei, it turned out that he also came here with Chenxi, and they came on a business trip together......" Song Qiyue slowly spoke, telling about the things he encountered in the afternoon, just like a small talk between husband and wife.

"When I was drinking coffee, Shao Fei talked about me, he worked next to Chenxi, and probably heard the situation, so he knew it."

"Shao Fei said that I must have had a stalemate with you this time, he said that Zhou Suhe and I were trapped in the snowy mountains for three days and two nights, and this matter is not clear. With someone else, it's hard not to think about how the two of us didn't. Because I grew up with him as childhood sweethearts, and because we used to be very close. ”

Song Qiyue said softly, and Mo Zhengyan listened while smoking a cigarette.

During this time, the waiter brought in a dish and withdrew again.

Song Qiyue spoke again, "I asked Fei'er, doesn't he believe me either." But he told me that it was no longer a question of believing or not believing. ”

"It dawned on me that I was thinking too simply. When you asked me to go with you in Fangguan, when you mentioned the things of the year and said that if I had the first time, I would have a second time, I was really angry. I've always decided that you don't believe me. ”

"But I forgot that people are not rational machines that can analyze everything and make decisions."

"You know, I've never mentioned it to anyone else, and you're the first. I don't know why, but I would have said to you at the time, maybe I was bored for too long, maybe it was because you just appeared, I don't know, but I think if it was you, then it's nothing. ”

"Every time I think about that incident before, I feel very despicable, how can this be, probably my self-esteem is at work, although I am not the first, although not the best, but I have pride, so I don't say it, I wish it had never happened."

"But I'm not afraid to tell you."

At this moment, the box was quiet and quiet, Mo Zhengyan spit out white smoke, like a dream, back to the rainy night of that night, the rain was dripping down, but it was also so quiet, as if the sound could reach his heart.

"Whether you want to laugh at me or ridicule me after hearing it at the time, I'm not afraid, not at all." Song Qiyue's eyes also spread a little, drifting to that night.

"But you don't, you don't." There was a sudden throbbing in her chest, and every time she thought about it, she could still feel the warmth.

"You said to me, everyone has youth, madness, youth and ignorance, Song Qiyue, congratulations to yourself, you have finally grown up. When I heard you say these two words, I was stunned. ”

At that time, Song Qiyue recounted the past, she thought about a thousand possibilities, and when she told him, his reaction, but he said such words, which was completely unexpected. It's like a ray of sunshine on a rainy day, and when it shines down, it makes people tremble.

So, her voice trembled involuntarily, "I'm happy, I'm really, happy." ”

"I believe that at that time, I believed in myself, like you said, I grew up, so I wasn't afraid, I wouldn't feel how difficult it was to talk about that thing, in fact, it's not like that, everyone has such a time, meeting someone, isn't it, so it's nothing at all."

"If it weren't for you, I might still be living in that past, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be so comfortable facing Zhou Suhe and Song Xiangwan, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't find that I had grown up, if it weren't for you, maybe I would never forget it in my life."

"But because it was you, I suddenly felt that it was all worth it, how could I have met you if I hadn't been before."

"You may not believe it, but what I say is true." Stay just stroked.

"It's all true."

"I know that now, no matter what, you may not be able to pretend that nothing happened, but that night in the snowy mountains, nothing happened to him and me." Song Qiyue stared at him, she looked into his eyes, as if she wanted to see his heart, "There really isn't." ”

At this moment, Mo Zhengyan was silent, he didn't say a word, but the cigarette in his fingertips forgot to move. Before I knew it, I had forgotten to smoke. Only the smoke curled up, and a long line of soot ignited.

"Maybe you're wondering why I'm staying, I've done what I'm supposed to do, and even if it doesn't work out, it's none of my business, at least I've done my best, and that's what I think. But I really hope that this time it will work. Even if it doesn't work out, let me see the end. ”

"You asked me before, something happened to him and he encountered difficulties, so I came to help him unconditionally, whether it was for a promise, or I couldn't let go of this relationship."

When her voice came, Mo Zhengyan's fingers moved slightly, and the cigarette ash snapped and fell.

Song Qiyue looked at him and said slowly, "Do you want to hear about me when I was a child?" ”

She asked, and Mo Zhengyan extinguished the cigarette butt.

I saw him light one again, smoked silently, and didn't get up to leave.

Song Qiyue opened his mouth lightly again, "I left Haicheng four years ago, and he joined the Zhou family and officially served as the ...... of the Overseas Development Department."

Time is suddenly pulled back, regressed into the torrent, and rendered another picture.

"That year, I was twenty-two years old, and Zhou Suhe was twenty-four years old......"