Just as I was trying to find comforting words, I saw her face again, she turned her head, there were tears in her eyes, but she smiled at me and said, "It's rude to leave the table halfway, let's go back and continue eating." ”

I obediently entered the room, and I may have relied on the sake of being at home, so I put a little more than usual, because the family has not eaten together so easily for a long time, and soon, I was in a trance under the influence of alcohol, and Lao Gou, who had been rarely communicating with Jiang Laiyue, suddenly raised his glass to her and said: "Mr. Jiang, I really couldn't get in touch with a big man like you before, I am fortunate today, I must toast you with a glass of wine, in case you make a comeback one day, please resell my small company to me." ”

"I don't have the ability to solve your troubles now, although your company was taken over by Qu Sen, but he is no longer my subordinate."

Lao Gou seemed to be a little excited, took a sip of wine and continued: "Okay, I understand! ”

Jiang Laiyue's face finally eased a little, and said to Lao Gou: "This is Yu Hang's family banquet, can we stop discussing the messy things in Xi'an!?" ”

Lao Gou raised his head, and when he looked at Jiang Laiyue again, his eyes were already red, and he choked up and said: "I know you have the ability, if you can return to power one day, you must return Youtu to me, can you do it?" ”

Jiang Laiyue's complexion finally changed, and he whispered softly for a long time: "If there is such a day, I can promise you." ”

……

This night, Lao Gou and I stayed in a relatively crowded small room, in fact, this is already the largest room, he was drunk and muttered, I was drunk and preoccupied.

At night, my stomach began to churn, stumbling to the corner of the wall outside the house and vomiting wildly, and then the whole person collapsed, and returned to the room weakly, sitting on the back of the bed, looking at the dim wall in a daze.

Lao Gou didn't have the slightest sound of snoring, and I knew that he slept very lightly, and maybe he didn't even sleep.

The wine was burning in the smell, I was a little thirsty, I took the glass of water at the head of the bed and drank it all, regardless of the fact that it had been cold for a long time, under the stimulation of the cold water, I gradually became conscious, and I remembered some conversations at the dinner table before.

I subconsciously asked Lao Gou next to me: "Mr. Gou, are you really only here for the New Year?" ”

"I really want to stay in Xi'an for the Chinese New Year."

"I think every decision you've made lately has been like a puzzle, and now that you've sold Youtu again, do you have any plans for the future?"

"If I told you that you sold Youtu so that Li Shi could come back, would you believe it?"

"But she didn't come back."

"If she comes back and never leaves, what are you going to do with your current relationship?"

Lao Gou's words made me feel a feeling of turning the river and the sea in my heart, I don't dare to imagine such a picture, if one day I really have to face a choice between Li Shi and Jiang Laiyue, then I must have no way to start, let alone forgive myself for falling in love with two women at the same time, especially if I am so not good but hurt two excellent women, this kind of behavior is undoubtedly a sin, if I really have to face it, I would rather miss than choose.

"Why, wine can't intimidate people?"

Under the stimulation of alcohol, people's words and deeds often express the truest thoughts in their hearts, so I will struggle fiercely without being dominated by consciousness, and I am afraid that I can't believe the choice I make in the end!

Lao Gou stretched out his hand and turned on the bedside lamp, sat up and faced me and said: "Yu Hang, I came to remind you this time, Li Shi will definitely come back, if you are still hesitating, control yourself, there is a situation that is about to be bad, if you are still like this now, you will hurt yourself like this, the biggest tragedy in the relationship is from your swaying left and right, don't hurt them when they need comfort." ”

"You've come all the way to warn me about this?"

"After this year, I plan to go on a long trip, as for everywhere, it's the same, anyway, I don't have a home at all, and you are different, the grievances and hatred between us have passed, if one day you think back to this day, you will scold a few words or smile, this difficult day is not in vain......"

"Can you tell me where Li Shi came from? Why did she appear in the hostel, when she could stay but chose to leave, and what is the relationship between you and her? ”

"It doesn't matter what my relationship with Li Shi is, what matters is what happens after she comes back, if you want to know, just find a chance to ask her!"

"You have almost lost your decades of career accumulation this year, I really don't understand what is the reason for making your crazy decision, thinking of the year when you first came to "Youtu", you originally said to take out 0.05% of the shares to give outstanding new employees, and then this is still too much, you must know that at that time, according to this ratio, it is equivalent to a year-end bonus of several thousand yuan, so you are reluctant to bleed, and now the company says that it is lost, even if Li Shi comes back, what can it be? Let her turn the tide and do something thankless? ”

"I hope Li Shi can come back, not for those so-called wealth, those are in the past for me, I just want her to be able to re-acquaint herself with the city of Xi'an, live the life she wants without my coercion, and love someone she likes."

"If you could have thought of these earlier, there is still a way, Li Shi will not go, I really don't know why you made things difficult for Li Shi by any means in the first place, and what are you looking forward to her coming back for?"

"I got drunk, I wanted to sleep, and finally said a few words: If you want to run a hostel, it's not that you can be satisfied by playing the guitar to attract some fans, and in the future, you must know how to listen to people's advice, if I am still at your age at the moment, I will not hesitate to choose to go to vigorous love again, instead of going to some bullshit business."

"Maybe it's because you give up on your true self that you have become nothing."

Lao Gou put on his clothes, got up and said, "I'll go out for a little relief and smoke a cigarette to breathe, you can sleep!" ”

"Didn't you get drunk and want to sleep?"

"People are fickle, I am, and so are you!"

Lao Gou walked out of the room, his body swayed, and finally stood on the door frame for a long time before he walked out of the room, he drank too much, but he was more sober......

……

In my frustration, I picked up the cigarette case on the bedside table, took out a cigarette and lit it, and extinguished it after a tasteless puff, and lay tired on the bed, habitually staring at the ceiling in a daze.

Lao Gou's words provoked my emotions, I missed the days with Li Shi, even when I was in a hostile state with her, she didn't ignore me, now that I think about it, my subconscious is full of her beauty, status, wealth, and then after getting closer, I retreat because of small setbacks, and finally imprison myself in a strange circle.

In the following time, I have been lying in bed thinking about how to face what Lao Gou said I had to face, but I didn't have any ideas at all, everything was like an idiot, having an empty dream, so I was even more lost and more dazed.

……

Three days later, in the evening, I was sitting in the small courtyard with Jiang Laiyue helping my grandmother choose vegetables, and my mother hurriedly told me that Lao Gou had driven away ten minutes ago, and no one could keep me.

Lao Gou obviously said that he came to celebrate the New Year and had a lively picture, why did he leave in a hurry?

Mom's words were not finished, my mobile phone message rang, and the sluggish spirit was shocked, I knew that this message was likely to be sent by Lao Gou, and I hurriedly took out the mobile phone from my pocket, and sure enough, he sent it, he said: If nothing else, Li Shi will come over tonight, in order not to block you, I will leave first, remember what I said, and make your own choice......