Towards the end of dinner, Lin Ke and Jing Qi chatted separately, chatting about her recent work and life abroad, it turned out that behind the optimism was not smooth sailing, but full of helplessness and sadness.

I listened helplessly, although I wanted to help her more than anyone else, but most of the time, I could only watch and be anxious, just like her and Shen Hao's affairs, I could only suggest but could not intervene, it was precisely because of the many constraints that our lives were just powerless with the embarrassment in front of us, restless ups and downs, God knows when the word "stability" will come to the three of us.

I drank the rest of the wine in the glass in one gulp, I smiled helplessly, and refilled a full glass of beer for myself and Lin Ke, in the inflated bubble, it seemed that I had seen through the vanity of life again, I longed for a change in life, I really wanted to live in a different state.

The atmosphere is just like this, we don't have the happiness of a big dream, but we are a little sad by reality, after a while, Lin Ke raised his hand and looked at his watch and said, "She should be coming soon." ”

"Who?"

"Mo Qiu."

Lin Ke made an appointment with Mo Qiu without notice in advance, which really surprised me and Jing Qi.

After several looks, through Lin Ke's suddenly changed expression, I finally saw the familiar figure, she was still wearing a black professional suit, a pair of red high heels on her feet, her expression did not look so relaxed, and her expression was full of tiredness after being busy.

Lin Ke was a little distressed, but Jing Qi looked at the direction Mo Qiu was coming from, smiled and sighed: "Why is such a beautiful woman so unsightly?" ”

I looked at Lin Ke quietly, kicked Jingqi at my feet, and signaled her not to sigh about life.

Mo Qiu walked into the hotel, and then came to sit down opposite Jing Qi, my reminder seemed to be useless to Jing Qi, she looked at me with a fearless expression, and said with a smile: "Yu Hang, what's wrong with you, didn't you see jackals, tigers and leopards, why are you looking at me with an expression of imminent disaster?" ”

After listening to Jing Qi's words, Mo Qiu's eyes shifted to me, I immediately put away my serious expression, and said indifferently: "Jing Qi, can you accompany me out to buy a pack of cigarettes?" ”

"Buy it yourself."

I knew that Jing Qi might be angry with Mo Qiu because of Lin Ke's suicide last time, so I turned around and reminded: "Can you not affect other people's moods without your emotions?" ”

Jing Qi looked at me with disdain, then looked at Mo Qiu with her cheeks, and then picked up some dishes for Lin Ke, lamenting that Lin Ke was too thin to eat, which added another point to Mo Qiu's embarrassment, so he stared at her with eyes......

"Lin Ke, did you call me today to talk about business or private affairs!"

"It's okay to talk about it?"

"I don't think it's better to talk about private matters."

"If you don't talk about it, let's play with ourselves, Yu Hang, you don't give me a score here, who will show your face to you?" After Jing Qi finished speaking, she still had an expression that seemed to be smiling, she pointed at Sang and scolded Huai and teased Mo Qiu, which is no wonder that Jing Qi is mean, after all, she knows how difficult Lin Ke has been in the past two years.

I didn't want to continue arguing with her like this, so I changed the topic and asked her: "Lin Ke, if Mo Qiu doesn't eat, you can take her to eat, Jing Qi and I will go around the neighborhood and buy a pack of cigarettes and come back later." ”

"Forget it, I'll go buy a pack of cigarettes with you! After all, I just blew my nose and glared at you, and I felt quite guilty, after all, this person has to act according to his conscience, if I don't have any remorse at all, then I can't be considered a person, right, Miss Mo. ”

Jing Qi's appearance made Lin Ke feel a little weak, and then took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, and he didn't know what to say for a while, so he fell into silence, and looked out of the window frequently, and his heart was probably uncomfortable.

The atmosphere was like this, so angry that Mo Qiu didn't seem to have any sense of accomplishment, she turned around and walked out of the hotel first, I coped with the scene and Mo Qiu politely said a few words, and then went out to find Jing Qi who was negative.

After a while, I saw Jing Qi holding a cigarette in her hand under a willow tree where most of the leaves had fallen off, sitting on a public chair, her long white legs stretched out, showing off her good figure. She is still the same as before, not only is she top-notch and beautiful in the crowd, but she must also be quite unique, and this unattainable feeling makes people want to understand the mysterious aura in her.

I deliberately stopped a few steps away from her, and the passer-by said like a teacher: "How did I find out that you are more addicted to smoking than me, I don't know that smoking is not good for your health!" ”

"It's all the same people, what's the difference between men and women, can it hurt lungs!"

"Your logical thinking is also unique."

Jing Qi looked at me warmly, her lips moved, she wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't speak.

I walked up to her, took the cigarette from her, extinguished it and threw it in the bin, and sat down beside her.

"Why are you so good to me, you want to be a warm man like before?"

"I did it from the bottom of my heart."

Jing Qi didn't expect me to have such an answer, but this answer was nothing more than a comparison between the past me and the current me, because I had officially moved my feelings, and it was only Jing Qi and Li Shi.

She was stunned for a moment before replying: "Yu Hang, you are worthy of the best relationship in the world, because your good is unmatched in my eyes, so you should be even happier." ”

"You too, step out of your shadow and be kind to yourself."

Jing Qi looked at me, but the look in her eyes was complicated, but she must have been moved, moved by the changes that had occurred after I met her, and I suddenly remembered the former self in her eyes, and this feeling had never been felt in Li Shi......

During the conversation, my father, who has always talked to me at night, called, and his tone was full of excitement: "Mengmeng's surgery time has been determined, and the operation will be performed at noon the day after tomorrow." ”

I couldn't hide my excitement, the hand holding the phone couldn't help but tremble, the hand slipped and the phone fell to the ground, and quickly picked it up and leaned against my ear and said, "I'll go over tonight." ”

Dad signaled me not to be in a hurry, arrange the business at hand and then make my own decisions, I hung up the phone in response, this mood is no less than the hard fight for many years, suddenly heard the joy of winning the protracted war, although we paid a lot of price, but we were lucky to snatch back Meng Meng from the hands of death.

I looked at Jing Qi blankly, or she reacted first, stretched out her hand and high-fived me, and then laughed tears of happiness, I almost ran back to the hotel with a dash, and conveyed the news to Lin Ke as soon as possible.

……

After saying goodbye to Lin Ke and hurriing back to the hostel, I didn't have time to smoke a cigarette, so I quickly packed my luggage, I wanted to rush to Beijing before Mengmeng's surgery.

At this time, Jing Qi, who returned to the hostel with me and had no time to rest, proposed: "Yu Hang, I'll go back to Beijing with you tonight!" ”

"Your schedule is so tight, I checked that there are only hard-seat train tickets tonight, you might as well have a good rest and take a plane back to Beijing early tomorrow morning, so that you won't be tired."

"How lonely you are walking alone, anyway, you sleep on the train, no matter if it is a hard seat or a hard sleeper, you will naturally fall asleep when you are sleepy."

"That's okay, you have a lot of items, and let the clerk send them to you tomorrow, let's travel lightly tonight."

Jing Qi nodded, quickly went back to the house to prepare, and I quickly packed the simple luggage, and at the moment when I was about to leave the room where Li Shi lived, I only felt that I had a dream, because I never dreamed that I would persist to this step, but unfortunately Li Shi did not see the moment Meng Meng came out of the operating room.

Think about it again, life is like a dream, inherently impermanent, and no one has the ability to let this cold world develop along the trajectory of their own planning, so I am not worth suffering from gains and losses for this impermanent world, and these feelings are just a little late for me to learn, so it is difficult to let go.

After a while, Jing Qi also packed up and went to the train station with me, and this trip to Beijing, I'm afraid it's the most anticipated schedule, I haven't been so happy for a long time, waiting for the train, I sent the recent thoughts and the news of Mengmeng's upcoming surgery to Li Shi's mobile phone number that has long been unreachable......