After sending the message, Jing Qi and I continued to wait, unfortunately the train was late, and the night of waiting and the fatigue of the trip made Jing Qi, who was already worried about missing the point, a little anxious.

The last time I took the train with Jing Qi was a long time ago, I didn't worry about Jing Qi's state and personally sent her back to Beijing, but now the wind is colder than that time, and the trains that come and go no longer seem to be light, we seem to look at it from the old train

After a short moment, Jing Qi looked at the place where the railroad tracks extended, and was speechless for a long time, and then raised his watch to look at the time, as if he had been waiting impatiently.

On the noisy platform, everyone sat down and waited, and Jingqi was the same, lying on my lap, I couldn't bear to push her away, and by the way, I also draped my coat on her body.

"Yu Hang, do you know why I'm in such a hurry to wait for this train?"

"Because you're tired, and because I'm tired, aren't you?"

"You still know me that well."

"So this train is so ununderstanding, I guess I want to delay some time to chat with you and me!"

"After all, this little time is not worth a long life, it is just an itch in the boots."

I sighed softly, but I couldn't answer Jing Qi's subtext, all I thought about was the helplessness of life, no matter how beautiful this time was, we still had to continue to rush for life.

After getting on the train, the conductor announced that there were still a few temporarily vacant beds, and passengers who wanted to handle sleepers could go to the designated carriage to handle it, I was overjoyed, smiled at Jing Qi, who had no joy on his face, and told him to take care of the items, and then I walked through the crowd and rushed to the conductor's office.

After some tossing, I finally arrived at the sleeper car, I was separated from Jing Qi by a few beds, not in a carriage, at this time, the lights of the carriage had been extinguished, all the sounds seemed to have become confinement, became cautious, after arranging for Jing Qi, I also simply cleaned up, lying on the narrow bed on my side, only the sound of the wind and my own inner voice in my ears, this is like a trip by myself, the beautiful scenery and fun things you encounter, and no one can share it with you; If you encounter difficulties, there is no one who can help you. Naturally, taking the train is not as good as driving by myself, but Li Shi is not there, and I don't want to touch the car that we drove together.

Although the train is slow, when traveling, you can better listen to your inner voice, and repeating the mechanical shaking on the train is so boring that it will make you think about the future of life and how to go. On the train, you will meet all kinds of people, most of them are good people, their help to you, so that you will have a different understanding of this society, and maybe you can find the answer to life.

I remember Shuma told me about his riding experience, and he felt that by pretending to be pitiful and deceiving others to sympathize, he could make the boss calculate a little less about the room fee, but he was good at calculation, but he was surprised by the sincerity of others to him. Everyone thought that there was no business and no treachery, but they didn't expect that there was truth everywhere in the world. He said that the deepest impression was sitting at the barbecue stall at midnight in Jinan, listening to those riders who were five or eight years older than me talking about their perceptions of life and their understanding of the meaning of cycling. Halfway through the ride, he thought about giving up, sitting on the side of the road, the car was lying on the side, he didn't want to get up, he found a local courier company to send the car, and then took the bus back, but after thinking about it for a long time, he still pushed the car silently and continued to ride.

Over the years I have been in the tourism industry, I have seen a lot of tourists coming and going from the south to the north, but I can't see through the warmth and coldness of the world......

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I slept for a few hours in a daze, woke up after the wee hours of the morning, went to the bathroom, sat down by the window, bored with my phone, and posted a dynamic with only a string of exclamation points, accompanied by positioning.

Almost in the blink of an eye I sent out, Jing Qi gave me a thumbs up, obviously, she has been brushing the circle of friends, in my moment of thought, Jing Qi has walked out in slippers, her slightly curly long hair is naturally on her shoulders, the lights on the side of the road from time to time will illuminate her face flickering, Jing Qi under the silhouette is as clear as when I saw her, until I got closer, I didn't see her face clearly.

The night was still so deep, the lights of the city where the train passed were dim, and it seemed that they were still asleep, and I sat opposite Jing Qi, looking at the bottomless night.

After a while, she signaled that it was inconvenient to speak, for fear that our conversation would wake up the sleeping traveler, so she quickly pressed her finger on the screen of her mobile phone, then grabbed me and handed me the phone, she asked me, "Why don't you sleep, do you want to be Lishi?" ”

I was a little surprised, I took the phone in the middle of the night, and said to her through the screen: "No, I just can't sleep, I have to go to Beijing for a while during the day, and I will sleep again when I am sleepy!" ”

Jing Qi looked disappointed, and pressed a line of words on her mobile phone and handed it to me: "It's hard to imagine, she finally chose to leave, I think there must be so many forced in the middle, it can be seen that she likes you very much, after all, it is more difficult to choose not to love someone than to love someone, if I had to choose, I would rather choose to love you than to love you!" ”

After reading the words on the screen, I looked at her a little dazedly, and I didn't know how to respond for a moment, but Li Shi's face became clearer and clearer at this moment...... I looked at Jing Qi, and then brought out in my mind the past of that common experience, I used to have a crush on Jing Qi, but that was once, stepping on two boats is the behavior of a scumbag, I know how important my choice is, in fact, for Jing Qi, let me recall, I really don't remember how I think of that past!

Perhaps, compared to other people, Li Shi entered my life in a maverick way, and then we experienced an absurd life in crazy ruffles, but many of the steps that deviated from the trajectory will eventually go home, and what we find in the loss will be cherished even more......

I took Jing Qi's mobile phone, deleted and modified, and finally typed a line of words on the screen: "There is always some seriousness that the wind blows, maybe one morning, you will find the person you love again......"

Jing Qi finished reading the phone, raised her head to look at me, the wind in the aisle blew her thinner and thinner, sat upright and looked at me for a long time, I continued to look at the scenery outside the car window in the guilt of knowing the confession, in the boundless darkness, finally, a dazzling light accompanied by the sound from far and near, speeding from afar, not only tore the night with the light, as if even the air flow made the carriage even colder......

In the end, after a brief encounter, the two trains that met followed the trajectory of fate and regretfully missed, with tired roars and whimpering, and continued to run into the distance.

Jingqi plugged in the headphones, and then gave me a headphone, after a melody, an extremely regrettable song sounded: "The person who was blown away by this wind said that he didn't love deeply, and the person who was drenched by this rain said that he wouldn't be cold, how many people would be covered by the boundless night, it was written in his eyes, he didn't dare to admit it, but ah, there is always the seriousness that the wind blows, and there are always tears that can't be erased by heavy rain, one day the sun will rise in the early morning, a rainbow two people, borrow a paradise for him to ......"

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This is the first chapter, and the second chapter may be later, so get up in the morning and read it!