The infusion hall of the hospital was full of people, and while I was infusion, the nurse helped me scrub my wound with an alcohol swab, and Jiang Laiyue sat beside me with a sad face, and her expression changed with my expression.

During the whole process of disinfection, she took in my embarrassed appearance, looked at me with a very complicated expression, and wondered for a long time: "Why don't you scratch if you can't beat me?" ”

I was so stimulated by her that I was about to vomit blood, and I was silent for a long time before replying: "I usually look at him as thin as a chick, but recently he seems to have just practiced his skills, but I don't know what's going on today, I don't have any energy at all." ”

I was already embarrassed, but I didn't want Jiang Laiyue to add fuel and vinegar and said: "So it's like an eagle and a house sparrow being carried and beaten?" ”

After being beaten by her like this, the corners of my mouth hurt badly, and I really didn't have the strength to talk again, so I pretended to be silent, asked the nurse to borrow a charger, played while charging, picked up the mobile phone and flipped through it at will, and at this time, Jiang Laiyue suddenly remembered something and said, "Are you in a bad mood now?" ”

When this question came out of Jiang Laiyue's mouth, I still didn't dare to speculate too much, so I looked a little dazed, and replied in a daze: "Why do you suddenly ask such a question?" ”

"I asked you because I'm not in a good mood, and if you're not in a good mood, we can go out for a walk."

"Yes! It's just that my face is swollen like this, I'm afraid it's not very elegant to go out. ”

"Don't worry, there aren't many people in the place we're going to."

"How long will it take?"

"Don't worry, it won't be delayed for too long, and you can continue to take care of your friend when you come back."

After I nodded in agreement, she stopped talking, as if she was a little tired, curled up in the chair with her legs crossed, her face pressed against her knees, watching the liquid in the infusion tube fall drop by drop, and soon she closed her eyes and fell asleep with even breathing in the noise of human voices.

Nearly an hour later, she woke up from her deep sleep, barely awake except for a few positions during her deep sleep, perhaps she was really tired.

I still have more than a dozen milliliters of liquid left, and I don't plan to drip any more, so I called a nurse to pull out the needle, and then went to see Lin Ke, and when I learned that his condition was gradually improving, I was relieved to leave the hospital with Jiang Laiyue.

……

The sun gradually has a tendency to converge its light, Jiang Laiyue drove silently, and I am one of the few people who do it in such a luxury car, but I have no intention of feeling it, and my eyes are more focused on the scenery outside the window.

The car is getting farther and farther away from the downtown area, and the suburbs will always make me feel close, and the more and more barren scene makes me gradually realize that she must be in a very bad mood, so she will drive the car here, maybe there are too many things that have happened to her recently, and she may not be able to bear it, so her eyes will be placed outside this lonely city, showing such a lonely side, so helpless eyes......

"I'm so bored, Yu Hang, sing me a song!"

"Let's just sing the song "September" that Lin Ke sang last night!"

"You're going to make me cry?"

I didn't respond, as if I was in the mood of a united front with Lin Ke, and sang "September" to the accompaniment of my mobile phone.

This is probably the fastest song I've learned in a long time, and the melody seems to be brought out by the lyrics, and it will be sung naturally, just like my recent life: I wanted to live my life into a poem, sometimes simple, sometimes exquisite; Unexpectedly, the days passed and became my songs, sometimes unreliable, sometimes not in tune.

I sang this song to the end with the firmest conviction, and she gradually slowed down, and tears dripped down her cheeks more fiercely than mine.

After singing a song, we are still immersed in the sadness and loss, unwilling to break the silence for a long time, but our hearts remember the scene of the departure of Jing Qi not long ago, when she looked back at me, with a kind of loneliness in her eyes, I know her too well, she is unspeakable, but this secret that she would rather wronged herself and keep it, how can I find a way to solve it?

……

The car eventually stopped in a villa area, which is not a good place to call it a villa area, because the outline of the house here is not luxurious, but there is a natural atmosphere of life.

After Jiang Laiyue stopped the car, he got out of the car with me, picked up a bunch of keys, and opened the door.

The decoration of the house is not yet complete, and there are some waste materials in the yard that are not completely clear, I went up the ladder and looked at the surrounding houses with several renovated yards, which is really chic, those vines that grow freely will decorate the whole wall with green, and the surrounding trees will hide the house in the verdant green, planting flowers in spring, enjoying the shade in summer, picking in autumn, and watching snow in winter, this is probably the most ideal life.

The sunset plated the world with a layer of mysterious color, Jiang Laiyue was like a dynamic painting, the white culottes were swaying in the wind, and the neat short hair was raised by the wind, when I was immersed in the distance, she suddenly waved her hand at me, looked up between the ruins, and said to me on the ladder with a somewhat gloomy expression: "Do you think this place is suitable for life?" ”

I shook my head and replied regretfully, "I don't know, because I never had a choice, let alone a decision." ”

"What if you could decide?"

I never thought about the word "if" in the hardest time, because life is like this, the more you seek comfort, but many times, you will not get real comfort, but on the contrary, it will tear the wound to blood...... But all this is not terrible, I always firmly believe that only after truly experiencing the pain of tearing, can I understand the true meaning of life, break out of the cocoon into a butterfly, and go through the rest of my life stronger.

Jiang Laiyue sat across from a pile of discarded materials and sang Xu Wei's "Travel".

In the open air, her voice is ethereal and transparent, there is no superfluous singing skills, some are just clean singing, this song is interpreted by her very calmly, but full of affection, and it is not good to say that she failed to interpret the essence of this song, just a different way of expression, I think this is related to people's character.

When I sang the chorus, I couldn't help but add: "...... Who paints the world, and paints me and you, to make our world colorful, who makes us cry and surprise us, so that we love and meet each other like this, always say goodbye, meet and separate, always walk on a long road......"

Jiang Laiyue has a very delicate and gentle voice, and because I used to sing rock and roll often, my voice was slightly hoarse, and after the fusion of the two extreme voices, it produced a strange effect, like emotion, sadness, and longing, as if I wanted to bring us all the longing encounters through the travel of this song......

After singing a song, I was still immersed in our singing, humming softly, and Jiang Laiyue had fallen into infinite silence...... At this moment, I seemed to see the tight string in her heart, ruthlessly torn by the song, banished to the sky......

Like her, I didn't say anything more, just stood beside her, and looked into the distance with her, as if there was a light shining there that she was looking forward to......

Jiang Laiyue's eyes did not have the frivolity and arrogance of the past, often at these times, but very affectionate, in her pupils, I saw the dusk sunset, my own silhouette, through the crowded crowd, there are fewer and fewer people around, the noise of the city is getting smaller and smaller, and from this ladder several meters high, I seem to really see the island outside the city.

……

This is indeed a place where people can be silent, I can't remember the number of times Jiang Laiyue cried in front of me, but it is not exactly the same as others: when she cries, she almost digests it by herself, and rarely needs the persuasion of others, and she is only crying in secret, maybe now she really needs to vent in this way, life is too difficult.

Jiang Laiyue turned her back, her shoulders were trembling, she didn't want to shed tears in front of me, but there are some things, you don't have to see it, at this moment, the bitterness and helplessness in her heart, I can feel that this time he must win the bet with his father, otherwise life may fall into another kind of impasse. It is true that she is beautiful and rich, and sometimes even gives people a feeling of unattainable, but this does not stop her from being a person who deserves to be admired.

The evening wind was very strong, and the wind quickly dried her tears, but the salty tears left a reddened mark on her cheeks, and she bit her lip, and finally said to me full of difficulty: "When this place is renovated, I plan to live here for a long time, and then be reborn with a new way of life, and maybe at that time I will return everything I have, including everything I have now." ”

"I was thinking, when did we become so close to each other?"

"It started when I saw your hypocritical reply."

"It's really a mountain that doesn't turn around, I said why do you suddenly know me so well."

"Yu Hang, what would you do if everything I did at the moment was based on the deception of human nature, just to deceive you?"

"Mr. Jiang, I think it's better not to make such jokes, it's too hurtful."

Jiang Laiyue shook his head bitterly and smiled, after saying this, he lost the desire to stay any longer, turned around and walked out of the door, I also followed down the ladder, lit a cigarette, remembered the rights and wrongs of these years, and suddenly felt tired, after walking outside the door, I couldn't help but look back at the residence hidden in the green mountains and green waters, and there was a burst of hope in my heart, I hope that one day Jiang Laiyue can really live in, from the beginning of the right and wrong, become happy, this is not only out of the hope of an employee, It's also the expectation of being a friend.

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Riding back to the city, Jiang Laiyue dropped me down at the entrance of the hospital, and then drove away, and back in the corridor of the hospital, I unexpectedly found Li Shi sitting outside the ward, wearing a thick coat and playing with a tablet.

After an inexplicable feeling in my heart, I was about to get closer, but I saw Lao Gou coming out with a drink from another angle, and after he handed the drink to Li Shi, he sat down next to her with a smile.

I don't want to take what I see as real, because I'm afraid that life will be shattered in the vanity of human nature at this moment, and although I don't want to believe it, I feel desperately that this is not an illusion, that everything I miss is only one step away from being shattered, and at this moment, there is only one person who can tell me everything that has happened recently.

After about three minutes of standing and thinking, I walked forward quickly......