After the funeral, I accompanied Xu Jie back to her home, when I was in the car, Dongdong called me and asked me how the situation was, I said it had been done, the match was dead, Dongdong was relieved after listening, I asked him why he didn't come today, didn't he say he wanted to come with him last time.

Dongdong said helplessly on the phone: "Han Lingxue is sick, and she is making trouble in the mental hospital, you know, now she can't persuade anyone else except me, so I didn't go with Yanzi and them today." ”

When I mentioned Han Lingxue, I felt that this girl was too pitiful, how could she get this strange disease at a young age, I inquired some time ago, Dongdong said that she was schizophrenic, there was another melancholic personality in her body, she wanted to commit suicide all the time, she can't go to school now, she is in a mental hospital every day, if Dongdong is not in school, she basically goes there to take care of him.

I was concerned about Han Lingxue's condition again, according to Dongdong's words, at present, I can only do some basic treatment, and find a psychiatrist to enlighten Han Lingxue every day, because the treatment of this kind of mental illness requires a long cycle, and it can only get better slowly, and it is impossible to get better all at once.

I asked Dongdong what he was going to do next, and he said that he owed Han Lingxue, if it weren't for him, Lin Xu wouldn't have kidnapped her like this, and she wouldn't have become what she is now, so Dongdong decided that he would stay with her until Han Lingxue's illness recovered.

I didn't persuade Dongdong to give up on her, because Dongdong's personality is similar to me in a certain way, and once he decides, he won't change easily, so I didn't persuade him.

After hanging up the phone, I couldn't help but sigh, Han Lingxue and Dongdong, the hard-working mandarin ducks, I hope there will be a good result.

I looked at Xu Jie, who was sleeping on my chest, and couldn't bear to wake her up, although so many unpleasant things happened, but no matter what, at least Xu Jie and I were still together, which was the greatest luck for me.

There was a light rain in the sky, as if I wanted to wash away this sad world, this period of time, I kept saying goodbye to the people around me, whether it was Uncle Xu, Dai Hui, or Lili, I hope that you will bless us and the people around us in the spirit of heaven, there will be no more parting things, I really don't want to lose anything.

When I arrived at Xu Jie's house, Xu Jie was still asleep in the car, I picked her up from the car, and then hugged her to the bed, and then went downstairs, and when I went downstairs, I saw Dr. Wang sitting in front of the living room, it seemed that he was waiting for me, since Uncle Xu died, I haven't talked to her about Zhao Shuang, and she probably is looking for me for this matter.

I walked over and called Aunt Wang, Dr. Wang pointed to the position in front of me, motioned for me to sit, I sat down, Dr. Wang looked at me and said, "Chen Ge, I have always wanted to talk to you, because a lot of things have happened during this time, which has made me anxious, so I didn't tell Xiaojie about the last time you took a girl to the hospital to have a fetus, because I know that she really likes you." ”

I nodded and said I knew, and Dr. Wang continued: "I don't know what your relationship is with that girl, and I'm not interested in knowing, it's your business, but as Xu Jie's mother, it's impossible for me to give my daughter to an irresponsible man like you." ”

I hurriedly explained: "No, Aunt Wang, you misunderstood, last time I just helped that female classmate and accompanied her to have a fetus, that girl has nothing to do with me, if you don't believe it, I can let that girl explain immediately!" ”

Dr. Wang shook his head and said, "No, because I don't believe it at all, let's just order, how much?" ”

I didn't understand Dr. Wang's words, and I asked her what she meant, and Dr. Wang said seriously, "How much money is willing to leave Xu Jie?" ”

I'm a little angry, what does this mean, it means that she plans to use money to let me leave Xu Jie, what are you kidding, this guy is sick, I really think that I can be sent away with money, and I Chen Ge is regarded as someone, but I am an elder, and I still suppressed my temper.

I was just a little dissatisfied: "Aunt Wang, I don't mind if you misunderstand me, after all, it's impossible for you to believe me for a short time, but you can't use money to humiliate me, right?" ”

Doctor Wang sneered and said: "Chen Ge, this is not to humiliate you, but to communicate with you, to be honest, I am not optimistic about love at your age, this is just compensation for you, besides, I will take Xiaojie abroad after a while, because Dragon City is too dangerous, I don't want her to stay here and take risks, and you are her biggest obstacle, I understand Xiaojie's character, she will definitely stay in Dragon City for you." ”

I looked at Dr. Wang and said seriously, "No, I won't let Xu Jie go abroad, and I won't take your money." ”

How I refused, Dr. Wang was a little angry and said: "You have seen Xu An's fate, if she doesn't leave, but there is danger, I don't want my daughter to stay in this dangerous place in Dragon City anymore, do you want her to end up like Xu An to be satisfied?" Chen Ge, you can't be so selfish, your father is a gangster, you are also a gangster, you and Xu Jie will not end well! ”

I couldn't help laughing when I heard Dr. Wang's words, she was a little dissatisfied and asked me what I was laughing at, I leaned back on the sofa and said: "Actually, the most selfish person is you, Uncle Xu found out the real murderer because of my father, you know it, but I sit until now, you don't even have a word of thanks, and even plan to use money to let me leave Xu Jie, although it is a bit presumptuous, but I think you are really a little ungrateful." ”

Dr. Wang gritted his teeth and said: "These are two different things, I thank you very much for helping our family, but these are two different things related to whether you and Xiaojie can be together, I can't give my daughter to an irresponsible man who casually makes a girl's belly bigger because of gratitude, right?" ”

I stood up and said, "In the final analysis, it's because of Zhao Shuang's incident, I said everything, I can let her prove what kind of person I Chen Ge is, who doesn't know?" Otherwise, Xu Jie won't be with me all the time, Dr. Wang, you can't be like this, if I give up Xu Jie today because of money, then I will give up a lot of things because of money in the future, and then I will have nothing when I get old, it doesn't matter how you misunderstand me, I also know that I am not a good person, but even so, Xu Jie is still willing to be with me, how can I give up her for money? If you can let it go, am I still a man? ”

I saw that she had nothing to say, so I turned around and prepared to go up to accompany Xu Jie, but then Doctor Wang said behind me: "Chen Ge, I will tell Xiaojie about you and that girl, if she is willing to be with you even so, then I have nothing to say." ”

I didn't look back, I just said casually, and went upstairs again, I wanted to find Xu Jie to confess before Dr. Wang confessed to Xu Jie, and she couldn't break us up at that time.

But I didn't expect that as soon as I entered the door, I saw Xu Jie sitting at the head of the bed, holding a bottle of medicine in her hand, and when I saw me coming in, I was so frightened that I immediately hid, and I immediately became angry, because I knew what kind of medicine it was, I saw it last time, but I never told Xu Jie, because I wanted to wait until everything was dealt with before I had a good talk with her, but I didn't expect that I went down to talk to Dr. Wang, and Xu Jie actually wanted to take medicine again, and I hit her.

I closed the door, walked up to her, and said gloomily, "Take out the medicine." ”

Xu Jie said with a sloppy look: "What kind of medicine, obviously not, by the way, where did you just go?" ”

I ignored her words, but still repeated the sentence just now, and my voice was obviously much heavier, Xu Jie obediently handed over the medicine to me, and said to me, I'm sorry.

I put the medicine on the table, then found a chair and sat down, stared at her, she was frightened by me, lowered her head and said, "Are you angry?" ”

I asked rhetorically, "Do you know that this kind of thing eats dead people?" “

Xu Jie raised her head and smiled bitterly at me: "I know, but I can't help it, if I don't take this medicine, I will be sad to death, do you know?" ”

I couldn't help but shout: "How could I not know, you are suffering, and so am I, but this is not an excuse for you to take this medicine, do you want to use this to numb your nerves?" Did it work? Does this make you feel a little better? So what? How long can it be, a minute, or a day, what is the use, because after all, when you lose someone, any medicine, but can't fill the hole in your heart, you can't change, that's what you have left, you have to accept the facts, and to defeat him, that's the right way! ”

Xu Jie stood up and couldn't help crying, she shouted, "What's the right way?" ”

I said to face the facts, Xu Jie wiped her tears, and became emotional: "What is facing reality, I don't want to face it!" Damn, why am I crying? I hate crying! It seems that since the day my dad died, I have been crying, as if my life is a never-ending funeral, Chen Ge, we have been burying others, you are burying Dai Hui and Lili, I am burying Deng Chen and my dad, do you know what is the most painful, it is sadness, I can't control the sadness of every cell, all those pains, I feel like they are going to explode in my body, I want to turn off all that feeling, I need those medicines, without those medicines, I can't live! ”

Xu Jie squatted on the ground and covered her mouth, crying bitterly, I stretched out my hand to pull her up, and then hugged her and said, "I know, so don't cry, come with me." ”

Xu Jie asked me where I was going, I took her hand and said, "Do what we have to do, let's find a way to heal the wound." ”

With that, I took her out of the room and called Swallow to ask him to prepare something......