We seem to like to snuggle up and think with each other in this cold night, late at night, in the distant village, my parents left a light for us, Li Shi is still curled up in my arms, we don't seem to be sleepy.

After the cold wind passed by, Li Shi finally left my body, she straightened her sideburns that were wet with her own tears, looked at the darkness in the distance that was not illuminated by street lamps, her expression was no longer weak, she turned to look at me for a long time, and said to me: "When the weather warms up after the year, let's go to the city wall for a walk, I miss the perspective there." ”

"Good! This time we went during the day, brought our guitars, and sang "Drum Tower" there. ”

"The city wall is also a scenic spot in Xi'an, do you think someone will throw money at us?"

"I guess I can still have a little bit with Lin Ke, but he doesn't want others to throw money, because he feels that every piece of music belongs to a spiritual life, and the songs are just sung through his mouth."

"Lin Ke is an idealist, he has his own ideas, we are born with logical training, everything has to be analyzed, there must be a reference to language to have a sense of security. But music needs to be discarded with common sense, and if it is not for the temporary distraction of just for the sake of entertainment, just to forget the pain, we will find that there is no reference to language, and we can open up the inner world. Good music awakens intuition, and intuition can lead us closer to a better world. ”

"If Lin Ke can hear your analysis, I'm afraid I'm going to die of joy."

"Music should have a price, in today's society, only with the measurement of material, will be valued, a song is a composer's hard work, to sing to support life is a wise choice, ideal this thing, you have to use life to raise it, it is possible to achieve it."

Li Shi is light, modest and calm, it is hard to imagine that such a fair-skinned and weak woman can say such a powerful aura, under her calm and quiet appearance, she will be cold and naughty, occasionally straightforward and incisive, quickly answered my understanding of music.

"I think you have a resemblance to Nian Ge, on the outside you look like a roaring tiger, but on the inside you may be a gentle fawn, especially vulnerable."

"What does it look like to chant songs?"

"She can look elegant in a long dress, or she can wear her hair in a particularly bad jeans and riding boots, even if she smokes half a cigarette left by others, and then returns it, she will not complain.

"Yu Hang, did you think we would be together?"

I don't know why Li Shi suddenly asked this, and I was stunned for a long time before answering, "There are many things that require a hundred times more effort to be possible, but ...... Will you stick with it? ”

When I asked such a question with a weak heart, Li Shi's tone became lost: "I'm afraid you're laughing at me for not being firm enough, right?" It's always you who try to find me, but I don't do anything for the life I want. ”

"How so! …… In fact, the gap between us is narrowing, and it is precisely because we can't ask for it that we can stand here with taste at this moment. ”

"You have to work hard to make the hostel a good one, so that you can live up to Mr. Gou's expectations of you!"

"Do you plan to continue to get along with Lao Gou with such a title and identity?"

"I haven't found the right opportunity yet, so let's do it first."

I nodded, and looked into the distance, where the night was like ink, the snow was long, and in that far away there seemed to be a star twinkling in the direction.

It's been a rollercoaster of the year, with so many ups and downs, and it's exciting to think about it now, and it's even adventurous, like when I go to London alone, I might as well take a bold risk with my life, because you're going to lose it. If there is a miracle in this world, it is just another name for effort. No one can save you, and in the end, you are the only one who can save you. The joy of dying in a desperate situation and the joy of immortality are not the "conservation of character" as you imagine. In front of this world, life is an incomparably concrete and tedious vine, and you can only know its last aftertaste when you experience the ups and downs from it.

In this world, anything can be arranged, but your heart cannot. It's not terrible to lose anyone in this world, but you've lost yourself. Let the distance be the distance, and let life be the life. There are always people going home, and there are always ships offshore. Perhaps, those who are lost will continue to be lost, and those who meet will meet again......

……

After the Spring Festival, I originally planned to stay at home for a few more days, but on the morning of the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, Lin Ke called us and said that he planned to hold a New Year's concert at the bar on the seventh night of the Lunar New Year, and hoped that we could all be there to help the fun.

Naturally, Li Shi and I didn't want to miss this opportunity to play, so we started our return journey in the afternoon and arrived at the hostel the next evening.

Li Shi drove the car to wash it, with the momentum of wanting to support Lin Ke's scene, I cleaned up the front desk, and habitually made a glass of honey lemonade for Li Shi, and then emphasized with a special beating: "Every customer who comes to stay in the store, as the store manager, I will send a glass of lemonade." ”

Li Shi didn't pay much attention to my ridicule, lying on the table, watching the rotating water glass, as if she remembered something interesting, she got up and pointed to my room, and said indifferently: "Please move out of my room, and actually occupy my room while I am away." ”

At this moment, how dare I throw her suitcase out, looked at her with a woman's expression of mercy, and hurriedly nodded and said that the small one would move.

She looked at me with a triumphant expression, took a few sips of lemonade, took a brand new sketchbook from her suitcase, and walked to the door of the store to draw.

I turned on the red lantern swaying in the wind, adding a warm color to the hostel in the sunset, Li Shi in the process of creation, still exuding quiet and charming, such a scene, let me think of the scene when we just met, I habitually walked to her side, stretched out my head to look at her sketchbook, but unexpectedly this move immediately aroused her disgust, looking at me with an idiot look, and the scene reproduced for a long time: "Can you not appear in front of me?" ”

With a smile I muttered, "If you don't want to see me, you can go!" ”

"What did you say?"

I covered my chest, twisted my face and made a painful expression and said, "I've known each other for so long, please don't be so ruthless, especially in the face of a handsome guy." ”

"Boring."

I tried to recall this scene at that time, pretending to be curious, and pushed Li Shi beside me and said, "Putting aside personal prejudice and grievances, what do you think of me when we first met?" ”

"Can you not make me feel that you have no good qualities other than this poor mouth and this tall and handsome man?"

"Do you know what the biggest difference is between me and you? That is: I have nothing but handsomeness; And in addition to being ugly, you also have a sick ......"

Li Shi ignored my interruptions, quickly signed the date and name on the sketch, then turned his head in the twilight, and said with a smile: "I think the original conversation was really straightforward, it turns out that we can still remember the conversation." ”

"Do you think if I sing the tender dripping "Gardenia Bloom" tonight, will it cause screams?"

"How dare you say that I think it's too risky......"

I was laughed at by her, so that I didn't feel confident, and completely denied myself in my heart, I am no longer the folk male god who was screamed and shouted by countless girls in the school band before.

In order to return the car to Lin Ke, Li Shi and I drove to the bar, and along the way, I tried many songs, but I never found one that I wanted.

In the entanglement, I came to the familiar alley again, Li Shi carried the bag, standing next to the car waiting for me, through the alley, the black guitar case is still the most eye-catching item in front of the bar, although it is the New Year, there are many tourists in the bar, it is very lively, I waved to Lin Ke waiting for us from afar.

Lin Ke squeezed through the crowd and came to me, and said to me with a happy face: "Yo, the rare guest is back?" ”

I smiled and looked at Li Shi beside me, but I remembered Lin Ke's comments again, he said that Li Shi and I were not suitable, and it was time for him to miscalculate.

At this time, Lin Ke lowered his voice in my ear and said, "Yu Hang, there is something you have to be mentally prepared for. ”

"What's the matter?"

"You'll find out later."

"So it's a mystery, how can you learn to hide this set!"

I looked at Lin Ke, and then I noticed that there was no hint of joke on his face, and I couldn't help but be shocked......

……

After entering the bar, Li Shi and I found a corner with seats and sat down, asked for some beer, and took advantage of the time between Lin Ke's activities to organize the three of us to talk again.

Chatting and chatting, Li Shi looked at her watch, interrupted me and Lin Ke, and said, "Didn't you say that Nian Ge would come over too, this time should be almost there, right?" ”

Lin Ke calculated the time, nodded in agreement: "It should be coming soon." ”

I didn't have much thought to think about other things, my mind was already occupied by Lin Ke's sale, but I couldn't figure out what he wanted to express, and when I asked her, he pretended to be dead again, and refused to say whether he was alive or dead.

Li Shi pushed me and asked, "What do you think?" ”

I came back to my senses and took a sip of the beer bottle before replying, "Then you have to ask Linko." ”

Li Shi glared at me and said, "I just said that Sister Niange is coming, don't you care?" ”

I nodded, indicating that I would care, but I felt that any words were jerky, so I consulted Lin Ke and said, "Hey, an expert in the field of emotional psychology, what should I say later?" ”

"Just don't talk nonsense!"

"Is this good?"

Lin Ke nodded in confirmation.

I pushed Lin Ke, who was smoking a cigarette on the side, and asked, "You're going to kill me with a trivial matter, right?" ”

Lin Ke glanced at me, and then replied, "She won't let me say, and I can't help it." ”

I knocked on the table and said to Lin Ke, "You can still be controlled?" ”

Lin Ke said as if he was dying: "Later, she will come, you can see for yourself." ”