Chapter 239: About Faith

Soon, the woman was carrying the child around to us, and I subconsciously grabbed the phone in my pocket. As a result, the woman, speaking in the Xi'an dialect, shyly sold us peanuts, saying that they were made in saltwater peanuts at home.

Compared to other nimble walking vendors, she is indeed not very suitable for business, so it is easy to be misunderstood.

I'm embarrassed, and I don't really want to eat it, but Li Shi and Nian Ge have a tacit understanding and buy a lot, maybe women think it's not easy for women?

After paying, the middle-aged woman smiled kindly at us, looked around, turned around and picked up the barbecue from the leftover plate at the adjacent table, tasted it, and handed it to the child behind her, and then the child began to gobble it up, and then she picked up another cup of milk tea that was only half left, took a sip and handed it to the child.

At this time, Li Shi quietly pointed to the barbecue stall at me and asked me to buy more barbecue.

Then, we tacitly didn't touch the barbecue from beginning to end, and when the woman turned back, Li Shi asked the boss to heat up again, and we got up and left.

I appreciate the wisdom of Li Shi, which lies in being quiet!

When I went downstairs, the familiar aroma of her body wafted into my nose, and when the wine was strong, it was a blur, I raised my head to look at her, and under the bright light, she gently hooked her hair, and said, "What are you going to talk to me about when you call today?" ”

I couldn't meet her with my eyes, I turned my head, but I took a heavy breath of the cigarette in my hand, and after just one puff, half of the cigarette was smoked into a cigarette butt, and I tried to relax a little, smiled and asked, "Guess what." ”

"I don't guess, I'm waiting for you to tell me personally."

"I'm waiting for me to tell you......" I said along Li Shi, but I didn't know how to tell her, Yang Xuejun on the side stretched his neck like a giraffe, for fear of missing our conversation.

Li Shi took the cigarette butt out between my fingers, looked at me and said, "Don't smoke in front of me, you should pay more attention to your body, and chew xylitol if you want to smoke in the future!" ”

The corners of my mouth twitched, and I was about to speak, but she had already taken the bottle from her bag, took out two pills, and stuffed them into my hand.

After a moment of silence, I finally said to her, "I'll try to change." ”

"I chose to do a hostel with you, I didn't imagine how beautiful life is, before this, I asked myself if I have the courage and patience to adapt to the trivialities day after day, whether I have the determination and perseverance to continue this persistence, willing to give up freedom and time, repeating the dull and boring of firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, whether feelings and dreams can support me to go on, now I have figured it out, I am willing to accompany you to do it."

I felt like I was shocked, trembling my arms to hold the guardrail on the side, and said with a heartless smile: "I went around and around, the hostel was saved, and you also came back from the UK, I feel that my life is complete, the flowers planted last year have bloomed this year, from now on, I will accompany you to receive visitors from all over the world, and listen to stories from * every day, or strange, or sad, or interesting experiences, you can drink unscrupulously with friends you just met, and receive strange and familiar recognition, encouragement and thanks from afar, that will also be very moving." I'm glad I finally have someone to share these things with me, and I'm grateful for the arrangement of fate, and I'm grateful to you. ”

Li Shi made an OK gesture to me, and then like a proud princess, she ran to the concert site with Nian Ge.

Standing by the guardrail, I chewed gum and looked into the distance intently, although my eyes were covered by tall buildings, but the sea outside the city gradually returned, the houses were like islands in the sea, flowing north with the wind on the sea, the starlight reflected in the sky was a little shaking, I was in a trance, imagining the river in front of me as a happy river, and I just wanted to jump down with the people I loved......

……

On this night, I forgot what happened next, and instead got drunk in the car, and I didn't even watch the concert later, and this time I was drunk and this time it was one of the few times I have been drunk recently.

When I woke up in the middle of the night, I was already lying on the bed, undressed, covered with a thin quilt, and it seemed that Li Shi had sent me back.

Thinking about this, I was scared for a while, and I didn't know if I had said something drunk or done something stupid.

Thirsty, I got up and went outside the house to find water, it was already half past four in the morning, and there was only one boy in the front hall surfing the Internet.

Soak a glass of honey lemonade, bored to see the boys play games, after a moment of boredom, I felt bored, in the end, I was attracted by a yellowed pamphlet on the table, flipped through the guest messages that were probably from the past, and the writing was very literary and sensational, I couldn't help but sigh softly that there were indeed many literary and artistic youths, and then, I saw such an article:

"Yesterday, I met her here, and I was playing guitar on the rooftop, and she was singing to my melody. At that moment, the stars and moon were sparse at night in Chengdu, but my mood was clear. Just now, she has promised to be my girlfriend, and tomorrow we will go to Lijiang together, the south of the clouds, and will witness the blossoming of my love. ”

Melon seeds on April 19, 2017.

As someone who doesn't believe in love at first sight, this time, I was really moved by the story for a moment, and I still had all kinds of dark envy, jealousy and hatred.

Pressing down on the ups and downs in my heart, I continued to look back, and just as my eyes were dizzy and I was about to finish turning over this thick book, I saw the familiar handwriting again:

"Today is the first anniversary of my acquaintance with her, and I am here again, this is where my dream with her began, only, this time without her. I once said to her, I am willing to treat her lightly for the moss, and I am willing to throw the afterglow for her for the sunset.

He once promised to take her to Fuyuan, Kashgar, Sanya, and Mohe, and to leave the mark of our love in China's east, west, north and south. Where has the human face gone, the peach blossoms are still smiling in the spring breeze. After the breakup, the promise of the past, like a feather, I can't forget everything about her, but only in the dream to meet, I want to take her hand again, stretch out my hand, but I can't catch it, I woke up and found that the damp pillow under my face was as cold as frost.

Back to the place where the dream began, the day after tomorrow, I will set off from here to Lijiang, I just want to remember the time with her for the last time, this is the eternity of memory, but also a farewell to the past to Junxiu, I hope I can cheer up and start a new life. ”

Melon seeds on April 19, 2018.

After reading this paragraph, I was almost moved by the "melon seeds" I didn't know, especially tonight, when I was on such an emotional day......

I decided to wait until this "melon seed" comes again, I will definitely give him a free living experience, in an encounter love, how poignant and moving should the process of acquaintance and love to parting?

The love is long, and it never resonates. Brother melon seeds, although you and I don't know each other, at this moment, I am almost broken by you. Bent ......

Just as I was immersed in this story, I realized that there were two lines of the same handwriting at the end of the page:

"Hello girl, if you see this, can I meet you by chance? Need your comfort, no matter where you are, you can add my WeChat XXXXXX, or follow my WeChat public account: Believers in time, there are a lot of fun things in it, I am a big boy with a healthy body and a humorous temperament, of course, the best in Jiangsu Province, I am waiting for you in Nanjing, melon seeds stay. ”

Suddenly appeared about. The cannon information led to a big reversal, and my belief in love collapsed. Thinking of the previous emotion, the anger of being insulted for both IQ and feelings made me tremble.

So, I picked up the pen and added in as beautiful handwriting as possible below, "Sisters, don't be fooled, I met him, he is not "healthy" at all - a girl who regrets it a lot on May 20, 2018. ”

After writing this paragraph, I put on my clothes and returned to the room, but unexpectedly received a message from my mother early in the morning: Yu Hang, you get up in the morning and go to the bus station to pick up your cousin......

I'm scared of a spirit, who comes to the hostel is not good, but it's my cousin, I'm afraid I won't be able to survive this summer.