220 either gives me hope or makes me despair

"It turns out that the man I love and hate, I don't hate him, only love."

When Bao Wen said this, the deep affection in her eyes almost completely enveloped me, and I wanted to speak, but she came over and covered my mouth and said softly, "Let me finish speaking." ”

I nodded, and she said, "I was ecstatic to learn that you were back in Nanjin, but when we met, the hatred in your eyes made me retreat, and I knew that I had lost the qualification to love you, so I continued to play the role of the villain that you hated, ostensibly against you, but in fact secretly helping you." ”

Speaking of this, Bao Wen smiled a little embarrassedly and said, "At that time, I was delusional that I could make you fall in love with that me, just like I fell in love with a clown, but I didn't expect ......"

I guiltily continued her words and said: "I didn't expect that I mistakenly thought that Su Ruoshui was the mysterious girl who helped me, not only didn't fall in love with you, but also hated you because of it, you were very angry, but after all, you didn't expose her, because you were afraid that I would know, afraid that I would dislike you and look down on you, so you swallowed all the pain, including the back, you obviously didn't do anything to Su Ruoshui, but in order to anger me and retaliate against me, you still let me misunderstand without any explanation." ”

Bao Wen asked with some surprise, "Su Ruoshui told you everything?" ”

I nodded, looked at her distressedly, and said, "Yes, she told me a long time ago, otherwise I wouldn't have known that you wanted to help me when I was in the hospital, and I wouldn't have put my sister in your care at all, so I owe you a 'sorry'." ”

Bao Wen shook her head and said, "What I want is not sorry, what I want is for you to love me." ”

At this time, she was humble like a pleasing child, I felt my heart softened a little in her wet gaze, but I couldn't give her the answer she wanted, I was just about to speak, Bao Wen's lips had been pasted again, after the reunion, she seemed to like kissing me, and my heart was also covered inch by inch in her kiss.

The experience between the two of us from acquaintance to the present came to mind, the hatred that had been deep in the bone marrow, the manic disputes and antagonisms, all disappeared with her change, and were replaced by pity or love that even I couldn't tell myself.

Bao Wen kissed us both dizzy and out of breath, she let go of me, buried her head in my chest, and said: "You don't need to tell me the answer now, I'm not in a hurry, I'll wait for you to reject me or accept me categorically, don't hesitate at all, either you give me hope, or, you make me desperate." ”

Or, you give me hope; Or, you make me desperate.

After listening to this, I finally found out that Bao Wen is still the same Bao Wen, she is still so domineering, the stubborn underground queen of Nanjin, the only difference is that she used to collect debts from me, but now she is courting me with love.

Time is really a strange thing, it can easily change some people, some things, some feelings.

I looked at Bao Wen, nodded emphatically and said, "Okay." ”

Bao Wen smiled at me, just like when facing a clown, with such a graceful smile, such happiness.

I stretched out my hand and wanted to touch her hair, but I didn't touch her after all, but she took the initiative to pick up my hand, put her cheek to my hand, and whispered: "Chen Ming, you didn't immediately refuse me, didn't you resist my kiss, does it mean that you still have me in your heart?" ”

Speaking of this, she closed her eyes happily and said, "I'm already very satisfied." ”

I didn't know how to answer her, this was the first time, a woman didn't even give me a chance to refuse, she was overbearing, honest, but I had no way to deal with it.

After being silent for a while, Bao Wen let go of my hand, combed her somewhat messy hair, looked at me as if nothing had happened, and asked: "By the way, you gave Weiwei the watch, she liked it very much, I lied to her and said that it was sent by your old friend, she cried after hearing it, very sad, but also very happy, she told me, you told her that if you don't live well, you will die and not forgive her, so she wants to live well and optimistically." ”

When Chen Wei was mentioned, the depressed and ambiguous atmosphere just now disappeared in an instant, and I said, "Thank you, I can see that Weiwei has been taken care of by you very well." ”

Bao Wen said: "She was entrusted to me by you, how could I not do my best? ”

But I can't say anything but thank you.

Bao Wen laughed, but her expression was not happy at all, she said, "You don't have to be so polite to me. Also, I have good news for you, a hospital here has been paired with Vivi's bone marrow, and I'm going to let her go for surgery during the winter vacation. ”

I was ecstatic and asked, "Really?" ”

She nodded and said, "Yes, in fact, I wanted Weiwei to have surgery immediately, but at that time she was about to take the college entrance examination, and as soon as the two of us discussed, we set the time for the winter vacation of the freshman year, in Weiwei's words, she would rather take a year off from college than take the college entrance examination again, and didn't she take a year off school when she was a child for this disease?" She hated that she was too old and embarrassed to stay with those children anymore. ”

I was overjoyed and said, "This stupid girl! ”

After speaking, I put my hand on Bao Wen's shoulder, and said with a smile: "Bao Wen, I really worked hard for you, originally I should have done this, including bone marrow pairing, but now...... Thanks to you, it's no wonder Vivi likes you so much. ”

Bao Wen suddenly laughed and said, "Yes, after Weiwei knew about our relationship, she also said that no matter whether you and I are divorced or not, in her eyes I am her eternal sister-in-law." ”

Hearing this, I blushed for a while, but fortunately, Bao Wen did not continue the topic, but asked me when I was going to tell my sister that I was still alive? I said I wanted to tell her too, but not right now because I was afraid of getting her in trouble.

Bao Wen nodded, saying that she understood, and said that she had already sent someone to protect my sister, so that I could be busy with my affairs in the capital with peace of mind, and the two of them would wait for me to 'come back'.

I asked her when she would go back to Nanjin? She said that my sister is not very familiar here, and she will wait for my sister to be familiar with it before returning to Nanjin, but after dealing with some things, she will come back again to prepare for my sister's surgical process, and before the operation, my sister has to start to enter the recuperation stage, all of which need to be taken care of by her.

Hearing Bao Wen say this in a flat tone, I really couldn't say anything in my heart except being moved. I talked to Bao Wen for a while, knowing that the brothers in Nanjin were fine, I immediately put my mind at ease, and was just about to ask about Brother Tea's situation, the mobile phone rang, opened it and looked, it was Song Jiayin's phone, glanced at Bao Wen, I pressed the answer button, Song Jiayin's voice came from the earpiece, she said: "Chen Ming, will you come back for dinner at night?" ”

Her tone was like that of a young wife asking about her husband who was working outside.

I said, "Go back, the old man and I have made an appointment for afternoon training." ”

After hanging up the phone, I smiled at Bao Wen who was standing there, but she was not as sad as she expected, but extremely calm, she said: "Chen Ming, where have you and Song Jiayin developed?" ”

I was embarrassed and said, "We're just good friends, but ...... She turned me down. ”

Bao Wen smiled lightly and said, "Then I have to thank her." Okay, you go back, by the way, if I have something, how can I contact you? ”

She didn't ask me for my mobile phone number, which made my heart soft, knowing that she was afraid that I would suspect her, so she simply didn't want my mobile phone number, it seems that she has really changed.

I put on my cap and said in a deep voice, "When you need me, I'll show up." ”

After that, I put on my mask and gave her a military salute, which is also my habitual action, and I said, "Let's go." ”

Bao Wen nodded, looking at me with blazing eyes, without any retention, the tenderness and sweetness leaked in those eyes were better than all the words of retention.

Leaving the café, I went back to the school, drove back to the apartment, and when I opened the door, Song Jiayin was on the phone, and when she saw me coming, she hung up the phone and asked, "Have you seen them?" ”

I nodded, looking at her who seemed to be smiling, I always felt that she seemed to know those things about me and Bao Wen, thinking of the passionate and lingering kiss between me and Bao Wen, I lowered my head weakly, saying that I was tired, go and rest for a while, and then walked towards the room.

Uncle Er, who was standing on the balcony and doing Tai Chi, suddenly shook his head and said: "The young man doesn't know what gold is expensive, and he forgets to cry when he is old. ”

The soles of my feet slipped and I almost fell to the ground, and shouted helplessly: "Old man, can you be serious?" Don't read unhealthy jokes online! ”

Uncle Er said angrily: "I'm worried about you, and I think what I said is very reasonable. ”

I replied to this old man with the sound of a strong slam on the door.

Lying in bed, my mind resounded with the words Bao Wen said, and it felt like a dream.

The next half month was very peaceful and comfortable, I would occasionally secretly go to school to see my sister, and the rest of the time was study and training. In the blink of an eye, two months had passed since I had agreed with my teammates, and my long vacation was over.

When I arrived at Flying Eagle's villa, when I went in, I saw that my teammates' eyes lit up, and I lifted the military hat on my head and said, "Everyone, I'm back." ”