"Long time no see."

When Bao Wen appeared in front of me, my body suddenly stiffened there, looking at her, I didn't know what to say for a while.

I thought that the picture of our meeting would be more special, and I thought that she would be surprised and cry with joy when she saw me, but I didn't expect her to appear so calmly in this remote alley, in front of me, as if she had been waiting there for a long time.

After a long silence, I slowly spoke, "Long time no see." ”

At this time, Bao Wen's four subordinates all helped each other to leave, and only the two of us were left in the long alley, and she walked slowly towards me, two lines of tears suddenly slipped from her beautiful eyes, and then, without warning, she threw herself into my arms.

I was stunned on the spot, looking at Bao Wen in my arms, I didn't know what to do. In fact, I still haven't clearly defined the relationship between the two of us, is it an enemy, a friend, or a former husband and wife who love and hate each other? So when she threw herself into my arms and hugged me, I didn't know what kind of emotions I should use to face her.

Bao Wen seemed to know my embarrassment, she said: "Give me a hug, it's good for a while, as long as I make sure it's really you and you're still alive, it's enough." ”

I slowly lowered my head and looked at Bao Wen who was crying silently in my arms, and I realized that her calm just now was all pretended, and she was ecstatic in the face of my 'resurrection', but because of our 'special' relationship, she didn't know how to express it, so she could only suppress it, but she couldn't suppress it, and finally she could only use this sentence to resolve the embarrassment between the two of us. It's just that her words are too forbearant and too sad, and I feel infinite pity for her for a while.

Letting go of the mustard in my heart, thinking of her silent dedication to me, and thinking of her meticulousness to Chen Wei, I feel that there is a piece in my heart that penetrates the iron heart cast by all grievances and becomes soft. I gently stroked her hair and said, "It's okay, you can hold it for as long as you want." ”

The person in my arms trembled slightly, and his hands clutched my arm, crying silently.

It was a sunny day, but it suddenly rained heavily, and I covered the back of my leopard head and buried her face in my chest, but her hair was still wet.

In the rain, she slowly raised her head and looked at me with tears in her eyes, I realized that she was really not the Bao Wen who made me hate and gnash her teeth, so she didn't hate it at all, she just wanted to love her.

Bao Wen looked at me and said, "Do you still hate me?" ”

I shook my head and said softly, "No, how could I hate you?" I thank you that it's too late. ”

Bao Wen's hands slowly touched my cheeks, and she choked up and said, "Thank you." ”

After speaking, she suddenly leaned her lips over and kissed my lips deeply, her kiss was affectionate and focused, so that I was accidentally moved, I closed my eyes and responded to her gently, she had a momentary pause, and then put her arms around my neck and kissed me passionately, her breath, the fragrance on her body went straight to my nose, I was surprised to find that she changed the taste of perfume, and the taste was exactly the same as Song Jiayin's taste.

A sentence suddenly flashed in my mind, "If you love someone, you will live as the person he loves." ”

I can't help but think that Bao Wen once appeared in front of me in the dress of Song Jiayin, at that time, was she the same as now, just trying to attract a little bit of my attention and love through these changes?

I suddenly found that the deformed love that once frightened me had now become so vast and heavy, warm and moving, which made me unexpectedly happy and sad and embarrassed. I think if we hadn't gone down the wrong path at the beginning, maybe we wouldn't have gotten to where we are today, maybe she would still be my wife, we would have a child, and we would have been with each other for the rest of our lives. It's a pity, one wrong step, one wrong step, no matter how affectionate she is, how much I want to forgive her, some things, if they change, they will change.

A long kiss, Bao Wen's face was as red as a ripe tomato, and the wet hair was sticking to her face, making her more delicate and pitiful, I couldn't help laughing, she lowered her head and asked me what I was laughing at? I said, "I don't feel like you're the Bao Wen I know anymore." ”

Bao Wen rubbed her hands together and asked me a little nervously, was she better in the past or better now? I smiled and asked her what she thought. She didn't speak, I looked at the sky, thinking that the rain would not stop for a while, so I said, "Let's go find a shop and sit for a while." ”

Bao Wen nodded, I turned around to leave, she suddenly stretched out her hand and grabbed my hand, the warm jade hand was as smooth as milk, the fingertips were colder than the raindrops, and it was all water at the touch, and I couldn't tell whether it was rain or fine sweat formed by nervousness. I looked at her, she looked at me, her eyes were firm, her hand held me tighter and said: "Chen Ming, I finally found you, this time I won't let go, I used the wrong way before, this time, I will use the right way, love you well." ”

After saying these words, Bao Wen pulled me forward, at this time she changed her shyness just now, she made up her mind, became as proud and confident as before, I wanted to say something, but I found that I couldn't say anything to refuse her, maybe I had something for her in my heart, maybe I couldn't bear to see her sad for me so much, all in all, when she took my hand and walked forward, I couldn't say a word that made her sad.

We went to a café near the university in silence, and when we arrived, Bao Wen asked for a private room, threw a wad of money on the counter, dropped the sentence "don't bother us", and pulled me into the private room.

I suddenly broke out in a cold sweat, feeling the ambiguous gaze of everyone around me, thinking that these people must have misunderstood me and Bao Wen, thinking that we were going to do something indescribable in the private room, and helplessly followed Bao Wen to the private room, the moment she closed the door, she locked the door and closed the curtains, I stood there, feeling like a shy beauty waiting to be lucky, and she was the emperor who controlled the whole scene.

Bao Wen soon came to my side, I smiled at her and said, "I ......"

I wanted to say "let's talk", but before I could finish a sentence, she sealed my mouth with a kiss again, my body was close to the door, looking at her with wide eyes, she hugged my waist tightly, and said emotionally: "Chen Ming, I love you." ”

I didn't expect her to confess to me so bluntly, I was stunned, and her kiss had been overwhelming again. Her lips were slightly full, and when she kissed, she gave people a very soft feeling, and people couldn't help but want to eat her lips, and soon, her lips slid down my lips to my neck, and then to my collarbone, and a pair of jade hands kept igniting fire on my body, and this huge passion almost lost my mind.

I closed my eyes, remembered the strange smile that Song Jiayin would show when she warned me, shivered all over, took a deep breath, abandoned all distractions, I swallowed my saliva, picked up Bao Wen's face, looked at her misty eyes, and said, "I'm sorry, I can ...... Would you like to have a good talk with me? ”

Bao Wen looked at me, without the delicate at the beginning, a little more coldness from before, probably relieved from the news that I was still alive, but her cheeks were still red, revealing a little shyness. She looked at me and asked, "Is this a refusal?" ”

I smiled helplessly and said, "You know our situation." ”

Bao Wensong opened her hand in my clothes, and I was embarrassed to see her standing up straight, thinking about how to speak, and I heard her say: "What do I have to do to forgive me and accept me?" ”

"I ......" I don't know what to say, and I'm used to being abused by Bao Wen, and she changes to another way to attack me, and I'm still a little unaccustomed to it.

Bao Wen looked at me, with a little panic in her eyes, who would have thought that she, who was proud at the beginning, would one day be so cautious and uneasy in front of a man?

I said, "Bao Wen, can you tell me first when you found out that you ...... me?"

I wanted to ask her when she had such deep feelings for me, but I was really embarrassed to speak later, for fear that Bao Wen would feel embarrassed. Who knew that she said very frankly: "I have always liked you." ”

I was surprised and said, "What? ”

Bao Wen slowly came to the table and sat down, and said, "Before I tell you this, let me tell you the story of my parents." My dad was my mom's fanatical suitor, he loved my mom very much, the kind that went crazy, but my mom was not touched by him in the slightest, she loved my nominal dad with all her heart, I should call Uncle Bao, the two lived very happily, and soon got engaged, my dad was jealous, and finally took advantage of the strength of the wine to spoil my mother, and my mom became pregnant with me, so my mom hated him to the bone. ”

I was shocked beyond measure, I never thought that Chen Ya had this kind of experience, no wonder she saw Li Guxiao and wanted to cut him with a thousand cuts.

Bao Wen said: "Uncle Bao knew that my mother was not pregnant with his child, so he went out depressed to borrow alcohol to kill his sorrows, and as a result, he had a car accident, which made my mother hate my father even more, and even hated me as a 'bad seed', so she was very bad to me before I grew up, and beat me and scolded me at every turn, so my relationship with my mother was not good before." My mom told me that she treated me like this because of men, which left me with a very bad impression of men since I was a child, a very deep shadow, so I hated men, until I met you, no, I met the clown, heard the clown said to me, felt his concern for me, I felt that my heart was going to fall, and as a result, I loved you and couldn't extricate myself. ”

When I mentioned the clown, I said with great guilt, "I'm sorry ......"

Bao Wen shook her head and said, "You don't have to say I'm sorry, in fact, I know that although you wanted to take revenge on me at that time, you also had a sincere heart for me, otherwise you wouldn't have risked offending Yang Fankun to save me, it was I who didn't know how to cherish it, so I forced you to hate me." ”

Speaking of this, she sighed in annoyance and said: "When I found out that you hated me, I was very uncomfortable, and I felt like I was going crazy by this feeling, so I began to unscrupulously want to 'revenge' you, in fact, I just wanted to win your attention, I never thought of really wanting your life, even if I brought my dad to Nanjin, I wanted to make you suffer a little, and then beg me." I even thought, since you're leaving, why don't you break your hamstrings and make you lame, and then I can keep you in captivity forever. ”

She stopped, looked at me, her eyes were affectionate, her expression was full of remorse, she said: "You asked me why I found out that I loved you so much after I died, I tell you, it was the time you left with Duan Qinghu on your back, you disappeared for a whole year, in this year, you don't know what kind of life I lived, I look forward to your return every day, I am annoyed by the mistakes I made, I wander around, visit the masters, and want to untie the knot, but I still can't let go of you in the end." At that time, I found out that the man I loved and hated was actually not hated at all, I only had love for him......"