The more anxious I am, the more I don't know how to explain this matter to Mo Han, or if I make it clear, Mo Han may not be able to understand me, as the Taoist said, he has never seen someone as stubborn as Mo Han after reading countless people, and at this moment Mo Han has already decided that I have deceived her, even if I explain, what's the use!

Mo Han stopped sobbing, her face was full of determination, she looked at me in a cold tone and said, "Let go of me." ”

"Don't let go, I won't let go!" I said and hugged Mo Han tightly.

Mo Han didn't struggle, but said in a more cold tone: "You can't keep me." ”

"Don't go........ If you must go, please don't leave with a misunderstanding, okay? "My voice was already choked, I didn't want to be the dishonest man in Mo Han's eyes, and I didn't want to hurt her who was already scarred because of my mistakes.

"Answer me a few questions." After a long time, Mo Han's attitude seemed to soften.

A glimmer of hope ignited in my heart, I let go of Mo Han, nodded heavily, and said, "You ask, this time I will definitely not be deceived!" ”

"Who is the woman in this room who used to live with you?"

Chen Qingyi....... You don't know her, but ......."

Before I could finish my sentence, I was interrupted by Mo Han: "There is no need to ask the next question again, no matter what your reasons are, but you really can't give me the security I need the most!" ”

"Don't deny me, I have a hard time, let...... Let me explain it well? I struggled to say it in fits and starts, and at this moment my heart twitched again, and I knew what Mo Han's words just now meant to me.

"I don't want to listen, and I don't want to listen....... Don't you think we're really tired like this? Once together for mutual warmth, now what? We've gone against what we meant to be together! Mo Han's tone became calmer and calmer, which was a sign before the heart died.

I'm sluggish....... Love is for mutual warmth, but what about us now??

I felt suffocated, but looking at Mo Han who was really standing in front of me, I couldn't let go of my hand no matter what, I grabbed her hand tightly, and my tone was full of begging: "Don't leave me, give me another chance, okay?" ”

Tears slipped down Mo Han's face again, I didn't care about anything at this moment, and hugged her in my arms again, choked up, and said, "You should pity me, okay?" ........ I want to look at you, and you look at me, and we're all gray together! ”

Mo Han raised her head, tears seemed to be over, she finally cried out of her voice, her emotions seemed to be released, she stroked my hair, but she didn't dare to hug me as tightly!!

.........

The night is deep, the bottom is not in sight, the rain outside the window is still dripping, the big world is suddenly quiet at this moment, and our small world is also quiet in the embrace of each other.

After a long, long time, I finally whispered to Mo Han, "Give me a chance to explain, okay?" I promise it's true, if you really think I'm wrong, no matter how it ends, I deserve it! ”

Mo Han bit her lip and looked at me, I knew that I had touched the bottom line of her emotions today, but she was reluctant to really give up this relationship, people's hearts are always made of flesh and blood........ After a long time, Mo Han seemed to have made great determination and said to me: "Say it......"

I nodded heavily, my palms were covered with dense sweat, I lit myself a cigarette, I needed this cigarette to relieve my extreme emotions of gain and loss, otherwise I would not be able to find the best emotions and Mo Han to explain this matter.

Mo Han stood behind me, I opened the window, the wind blew in, blowing away the smoke, and also cleared my mind, Chen Qingyi's clothes on the fence were still shaking with the wind!

When I finally finished smoking a cigarette, I snuffed out the cigarette butt, turned my body, exhaled heavily, and made sure that my emotions had calmed down before I said to Mo Han: "A few days ago, not long after you left me in Suzhou, my grandfather was diagnosed with terminal cancer by the hospital........ My marriage has always been a problem for his old man, and the first thing he said when he woke up after surgery in the hospital was to tell my parents: he wanted to see me....... and my girlfriend. Speaking of this, my voice was a little choked: "Strictly speaking, I am not a competent grandson, and I have been able to repay my grandfather too little over the years, so I have no way not to meet his final request, but you are not by my side, and I really feel cornered at that time........ Chen Qingyi happened to be by my side that day, and after we discussed it, we decided that she would be my girlfriend........ Mo Han, don't blame me, I really didn't have a choice at that time!! ”

Mo Han looked at me with a complicated look, and he paused for a long time before asking softly, "And then?" ”

"Then, my family recognized Chen Qingyi very much, and hoped that I could marry Chen Qingyi as soon as possible, and even used the whole family to buy me this suite, so Chen Qingyi and I couldn't extricate ourselves from a white lie......... Until a few days ago, my little aunt came to Nantong, she invited me and Chen Qingyi to dinner, she was very suspicious, in order not to make her suspicious, Chen Qingyi and I had no choice but to act in a cohabitation scene........ Please believe me, although we live in the same room, we are really innocent, and these clothes are just Chen Qingyi who hasn't had time to take them back! ”

After I finished speaking, I looked at Mo Han nervously, as if waiting for the verdict to be announced, I had explained it very clearly, but I was still afraid that she would not be able to accept the helpless choice made by me and Chen Qingyi.

Mo Han lowered her head and didn't respond for a long time, I don't know what emotions she was brewing at this time.

"I believe in you and understand your choice at that time........" After a pause, Mo Han said to me again: "Maybe Chen Qingyi is the woman who is really suitable for you, we always give each other so much anxiety and pain together!" ”

My heart seemed to be hit by a boulder, and my voice unconsciously raised in pain: "Why, why do you say that, you know that I love you the most!" I've never wanted to be with other women, I love you!! ........”

"But your family recognizes Chen Qingyi, not me, we can't handle each other's feelings well together, and we have to face your family, have you ever thought about how many hidden dangers there are between us in the future? I don't have the confidence to face these hidden dangers in peace! ”

"Don't do that to me....... I have the confidence to face all this, we will ...... tomorrow Yes, tomorrow, you and I will go back to the town to meet my parents, and I will tell them that you are my girlfriend, that I love you, and that I want to marry you! I reached out again to take Mo Han's hand, and I couldn't suppress my excitement and said.

Mo Han shook his head with a painful expression and said, "Don't you think this is ridiculous, aren't you too bitter enough for the pain between us?" Is it time to spread the pain to your family? If you take into account your family's feelings, you can't be so selfish! ”

Mo Han's words stunned me.........

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Sorry, ten minutes late!!