Chapter 280: Happy Shelf Life
The silent room was filled with cold air, and the rain seemed to change the seasons, and autumn had arrived........
I'm still sluggish, I'm so humble to redeem this love, but the more I redeem, the more we seem to leave in the opposite direction, and the pain is all over this tortuous road.
"Can we forget about these unpleasantness, can we pretend to be strangers and love again?" After a long time, I said to Mo Han in a low voice.
"Yixi, don't be naΓ―ve, let's stop suffering, let's separate quietly." Mo Han said and turned her head, as if she was crying again.
I laughed, and my voice was cold: "Actually, you have wanted to leave me for a long time, but you have no excuse, and now that you have finally found an excuse to leave, you can leave me without any scruples, isn't it?" β
Mo Han looked at me and was stunned for a moment before saying, "You can think so. β
I nodded heavily, looked out the window for a long time and said to Mo Han, "Change your clothes and come with me." β
Mo Han's face showed puzzlement, I walked to the wardrobe, one by one I picked out her own clothes that Mo Han had just hung up, I chose a white coat and gray pants and threw them on the bed and said to Mo Han: "You just wear a set." With that, I walked to the other side of the cabinet, took out a black men's dress and tie from it, and changed it in front of Mo Han.
"Change!" I changed my clothes without any expression, and shouted to Mo Han, who was still standing in place.
Mo Han and I looked at each other for a long time, and finally walked to the bedside, took off the pajamas, and put on the jacket and pants I chose.
Looking at Mo Han, who had already changed her clothes, I nodded, picked up the car keys and wallet from the table, took her hand, and walked out the door.
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Along the way, I opened the window and drove the car fast, my expression was as calm as water, but my heart was convulsed with pain, Mo Han next to me had the same expression as me, but it was not the same mood, only the night knew.
The car stopped at one end of the ancient bridge, I unbuckled my seat belt, looked at Mo Han who looked dazed beside me, and said, "Get out of the car." β
The world outside the car window has been shrouded in darkness without a trace of light, but the artificial lights have done their best to emit a false light, Mo Han and I stood on the ancient bridge, looking at the dark river with the same eyes.
After a long time, I stopped looking at the river, but looked at Mo Han, her dress was chosen for her, I didn't like this outfit, I didn't like it at all, I thought that when Mo Han wore this set of clothes that I didn't like, I would become dislike her, but I was wrong, when I saw her eyes again, her lips, her soft hair, I still fell!! Her poison has already penetrated into my internal organs.
Our love started from Guqiao, and I hope it ends with Guqiao, but looking at the real her around me, I didn't have the courage to say the word "breakup", and I didn't even dare to imagine what kind of mood and life I felt after breaking up........ I'm weak again!
The ancient bridge, the paradise in my heart, has become desolate in my weakness at the moment!!
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"Why did you bring me here?" Mo Han finally asked.
If I am not weak at this moment, I will say, "Our love begins and ends at the ancient bridge." β
"........I don't know," I replied after a long time.
What's wrong with me? What's wrong, whether it's Lin Xi, or Zuo Lan, or Wang Mengmeng, when I broke up, I simply let myself feel cold-blooded, why when Mo Han proposed to break up, I didn't care about the dignity of please, and I suffered in flattery!!
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After a long time, I finally mustered up the courage to ask, "Do you still love me?" β
Mo Han didn't even look at me, and said coldly: "I don't know." β
This "I don't know" hit me with a thousand holes, and I felt more and more humble, but I was unwilling to end this love, so I was at a loss in weakness, and I was silent in my helplessness.
My palms were once again sweating densely, and my heart was full of unwillingness and humiliation, and finally I made up my mind.........
I took Mo Han's hand and walked to the other end of the old bridge, and if I remember correctly, there would be a flower shop 200 meters after getting off the old bridge.
Mo Han struggled for a moment, but I held her hand tighter, at this moment I would not allow her to reject me again, I needed the last dignity.
After a few minutes of walking, I took Mo Han to the door of the flower shop, at this time the flower shop was closed, I let go of Mo Han's hand, walked to the door of the store alone and slapped the door with a "bang".
The sky began to drizzle again, and a gust of wind blew, and the raindrops that should have fallen on me disappeared without a trace, and the raindrops that fell on me seemed so strange!
The sound of the door opening from the flower shop was heard, and the roller shutter door was pulled up, and I was greeted by a young woman who was exhausted.
Without waiting for her to express my displeasure, I said, "Give me a bouquet of 94 roses!" β
The owner of the flower shop looked at me differently, maybe in her business career, she had never seen anyone buy 94 roses, but I bought it like this, because my love with Mo Han is too far away, and at this moment our love is about to face death, 94 roses is not the best expression.
I took out a few hundred-dollar bills from my wallet and handed them to her, saying, "This money is for you, and I apologize for disturbing you so late." β
The flower shop lady accepted my apology, she took the money from me, turned around and walked into the store, and after a moment handed me the 94 roses wrapped in a bouquet, looked at me and Mo Han suspiciously, and closed the roller shutter door again, the world seemed to be left with me and Mo Han at this moment.
I came to Mo Han with a rose in my hand and said, "Give it to you!" β
Mo Han didn't reach out to take it, as if he was afraid to accept these roses, so he accepted my love.
I handed the rose to her again and said, "We've had love, but we've never been in love like other couples, so let's fall in love once before we break up!" β
Another gust of wind blew, blowing down all the stagnant water on the eaves of the flower shop, and the stagnant water fell unscrupulously on Mo Han and me, flowing down the necks into the clothes, cold through the skin, piercing into the bone marrow!
Mo Han reached out and took the rose in my hand, she nodded, and said, "Okay! β
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I looked at Mo Han and tried my best to make a smiling face, yes! At the moment we are in love, how can we be without a smile!!
I reached out and took Mo Han's hand, and led her to the dark front, I want to find a place to eat, I don't mind eating again this night, I always remember clearly, every time I get off work alone, the scene of eating alone, how I longed to be with her at that time, at this moment she is by my side, we are in love, why don't I unscrupulously enjoy the happiness of having her by my side??
But how long is the shelf life of this happiness? Maybe it's only one night!