Chapter 27: Let's be stupid again
When I got home in the evening, I turned off the lights as usual, and lay in bed facing the darkness to think about the future direction of the store and some urgent problems to be solved.
I think our store needs to recruit salespeople, many times it is not suitable for me and Brother Luo to stay in the store, especially Brother Luo, his thinking has not changed for a while, for example, we are clearly marked the price and do not counteroffer, but he often agrees to the customer's counter-offer request, which is not correct, we are now a physical store, and operate in a high-end shopping mall, which is not the same as when setting up a stall.
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The next day, I communicated my thoughts with Brother Luo, and he only said, "You call the shots." "In the afternoon, I made a job advertisement and waited for our first clerk.
Brother Luo and I sat in the store, looking left and right, although we expressed our eagerness, but the customers did not buy it, they hurriedly, or indifferently, or in pairs and twos walked in front of us, such a performance stimulated me and Brother Luo hated to borrow wine in the store to kill our sorrows.
Today, until the end of business, a men's backpack was sold in a thrilling way, avoiding the bitter fruit of swallowing eggs.
On the journey from the store to my home, my heart was heavy, and I felt a little uncertain about the future.
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The dim light reflected the mist, the surroundings were hazy, filled with faint moisture, and the cold wind brought gusts of gloom, just like my mood.
There was a red Cadillac SRX parked downstairs in the community, the door opened, and out of it was Lin Xi, we stood face to face, she looked at the electric car I was pushing in my hand, which she bought for me with the first salary in her life.
"Coming back?" She asked with a smile I couldn't read.
"Hmm."
"I'm getting married." She said this abruptly.
Ignoring the pain of my heart rupturing, I squeezed out a smile and said, "I wish you a happy wedding." ”
"Zhang Yixi, you are a good person, I knew you would bless me."
"Do I have any other choice, or do you want me to make a fuss at your wedding?"
Lin Xi smiled and said, "I want to go up and have a look, okay?" ”
"I'm welcome if you're still willing."
Lin Xi nodded, she took out a box covered with bags from the trunk of the car, and followed my footsteps upstairs.
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The leftovers from last night were still on the table, and there were many wine bottles piled up under the table, and I had been living a decadent life in the market since Lin Xi left.
Lin Xi spent half an hour helping me tidy up the house, she was still the same as before, she couldn't tolerate a little mess in the house, and I still sat in front of the computer and browsed the web.
For a moment, I had a feeling that before the death of love, I had a feeling of returning to the light.
I tried not to look at Lin Xi, I was afraid that my emotions would suddenly get out of control, since the last time she appeared in front of me in a Cadillac, we were not at all worldly people.
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"Sissy, is it pretty?"
Just a glance, I couldn't control it anymore, I felt the burning heat in the corners of my eyes, Lin Xi was standing in front of me in a white wedding dress, I had fantasized about this picture countless times, and now I finally saw it, at this moment she was even more beautiful than in her fantasy, just ....... But she's not my bride!
I turned my head and tried to suppress the tears that were about to fall, and I remembered that when we parted, I told her that I wanted to see her in her wedding dress.
I wiped away my tears with my sleeve, and with all my strength, I smiled and said, "Beautiful, beautiful....... It's even more beautiful than you imagined! ”
"Let's be stupid again, take me for a ride." Lin Xi said to me with a smile all the time.
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Lin Xi sat in the back of the electric car in my down jacket and wedding dress, and the car drove past her Cadillac, and I couldn't tell the difference between reality and illusion.
The fallen leaves on the quiet road are mixed in the hazy light and hover in the air, seemingly flying but falling, if this is a dream, then this is the most beautiful and cruel dream I have ever had.
Lin Xi hugged me tightly, feeling her body temperature, I was about to collapse with happiness, and I was about to suffocate with pain, and my heart didn't know where to put it.
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This is the last ritual to commemorate love, and I am confused, struggling, and heartbroken in pain!
"Yixi, don't hate me......."
"You have the right to choose your life, I wish you happiness, without you!"
Lin Xi nodded and said, "I admit that I am selfish, I am materialistic, and even left you to be someone else's junior, but with you I really feel the existence of love......... But love can't give me food and clothing, give me the life I want to live! ”
I stopped Lin Xi from continuing: "Hehe, now that you have come to the bitter end, you are going to get married and become a regular, aren't you?" ”
"Maybe I'll regret it later, but I can't resist the temptation in front of me, I feel guilty, and even ......."
"Don't say it, human nature is like this, you take away the love you once had, and leave the pain to me now........ Good bye. ”
Lin Xi closed her eyes, wanted to speak and stopped, but she didn't say anything after all, just nodded, and she turned around to leave.
"Wait......." I stopped Lin Xi, took out the bank card from my pocket, and handed it to her.
Lin Xi looked at it and didn't stretch out her hand to take it, her tone was very light: "Don't refuse, I just hope you can live a better life." ”
I smiled and said, "My Zhang Yixi's life doesn't need your money to pile up, if your money is too much to spend, you can do social welfare, many people need help more than me." After I finished speaking, I didn't wait for Lin Xi to refuse, and stuffed the money into her pocket.
Lin Xi's expression was complicated, she looked at me for a long time, and finally took out the locked diary from her purse that she was going back with me last time, and she handed it to me.
I didn't answer, and said coldly: "We have completely drawn a line, please don't let your stuff appear in my life again." ”
Lin Xi threw the diary on the ground and said, "You have nothing to do with this diary, if you want to see it one day and ask me for the key, you can also choose to smash the lock." Lin Xi didn't stop after speaking, she turned around and got into the car, the fiery red Cadillac disappeared in front of me like an expanding flame, the ceremony of commemorating love was completed, and I was accompanied by the lonely diary on the ground.
In the cold night, I seemed to hear the sound of heartbreak, I picked up the diary on the ground and looked at it, but I couldn't see its substance, maybe as Lin Xi said, when I want to see it one day, I will smash the lock on the diary with my own hands.
I looked up, closed my eyes, and exhaled heavily, silently saying in my heart: "Heartbreak, hello! ”
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My life has to go on, I put all my negative emotions aside, and when I got up the next day, I still raised my arms and shouted: "Zhang Yixi, counterattack, counterattack, you have to counterattack." ”
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