Chapter 25: You're My Man

"If a man disappoints a woman repeatedly, it can only mean that he doesn't really love that woman, how can a good man be willing to hurt his own woman, are you right?"

I sat up from the bed with my phone, and my heart was full of mixed feelings, and Angel said that I didn't love her enough, that I wasn't a good man, that she used to think of herself as my woman.

She's right, I'm really not a good man, looking back on my personal experience, I'm really scum, I've slept with many women, and I've slept with many women, just for this reason, I must not be the good man in Angel's mind, and even now I'm not sure if I love her alone, I should have gotten away from her a long time ago........ I suddenly felt like a fly, a filthy fly, and my existence was a desecration against her!

I pinched the phone, looked at it for a long time, blamed myself for a long time, and finally sent her a message back: "I'm a dirty fly!" ”

After sending this message, I lit a cigarette, after this cigarette is smoking, I should rest, as Ye Yiyi said, now I am calm and terrible about love, and the wound of love no longer hurts me, the worst, but I have long been used to living alone.

I lay on the bed, pulled up the covers, closed my eyes, and prepared to rest.

The message beeped again, but I lost the courage to look.

I rolled over in bed, seeing or not seeing it was such a difficult thing to decide. In the end, I chose to read this message, if I didn't even read her message, wouldn't it be more of a bastard, more like a fly that was driven away and fled!

"I don't allow you to say that about yourself."

When I saw this message sent to me by Angel, I had an indescribable emotion in my heart, and I could understand this message.

"I'm sorry, I'm not a good man." After a long time, I sent Angel this message back.

After this message was sent, I didn't receive a reply from Anqi for a long time, but one thing can be confirmed, without waiting for Anqi to debunk it, I have already identified Zhang Yixi who has been sending her a message all along.

I lit a cigarette and sat at the head of my bed waiting for Angel's reply, and this time I decided to wait, even if it wasn't sleep!

The message sounded an hour later, and I came back from my stupor, and there were many cigarette butts stuffed into the ashtray on the cabinet.

"You're really not a good man........ But, you're my man, I can't get rid of it! ”

I don't know why when I read this message, I felt even more guilty in my heart, I was so sad that I wanted to cry, I felt that I was really ashamed of this woman.

"You already knew that it was me Zhang Yixi who sent you a message, right?" I asked.

"yes, I've been watching your crappy show......."

I looked at this message, smiled helplessly, and this time I sent her a message back without thinking: "Then are you willing to forgive me?" ”

"Look at your performance."

"But you're far away in France, and I don't have a chance to perform!"

"You can come to France."

Although Angel seemed to say this casually, I knew that she was testing me, and she wanted me to give her an answer that she would go to France, even though she didn't necessarily need me to go.

I was stuck in a tangle and couldn't send a message........

"Okay, I know you're not coming, I'm aware of all this that has happened lately......."

"You know everything?"

"Well, otherwise do you think I'll reply to your message as a rotten man? I know you didn't mean not to go to the airport, but why wouldn't you explain it to me? ”

"At that time, I didn't seem to have any judgment about anything, and I was afraid that I would make a mistake in my judgment and hurt you again."

"But you didn't think I could face all this with you."

"How can a man pull the woman next to him into the water when he is down?"

This time, Anqi stopped for a long time before sending me a message back: "It's understandable that you don't pull Shen Man, Lin Xi, and Wang Mengmeng into the water, but we are lovers who are about to confirm their relationship!" Could it be that you treat me Anqi as a woman who is so unwilling to share weal and pain? Why are you always so paranoid? ”

I lit a cigarette and pondered Angel's words........ There is touching in my heart, there is warmth, but there is also bitterness, some things are really difficult to explain, sometimes I very much hope that she is just an ordinary person, how good it should be, in such a material, full of right and wrong, I can't be calm, this has always been my heart disease.

I once mustered up the courage to convince myself to work hard to make the gap between us less obvious, and finally I made up my mind to go to the airport to keep her, but I suffered a heavy blow that almost destroyed my life, at that time I couldn't see the future, I couldn't see hope, where did I still have the courage to try to explain, to recover her like a fairy!!

"I have my troubles." I sighed and sent this message to her.

"I know that you have experienced so many things, and your heart is very bitter, but if it weren't for Mr. Gao pulling the strings in it and telling me everything you have experienced during this time, do you really plan to let me live with hatred for you?"

"I'm sorry." After a long time, I typed out these three words heavily.

I don't know if Angel accepted my apology, but it is a fact that she did not reply to my message, although we have spoken at this time, but there is still an indescribable and unclear gap in each other's hearts, I think it takes time to let go, but how much time it takes, I don't know, after all, she is abroad, and the way we can communicate is just text messages or phone calls, such an inefficient way to get along, destined for a long period! But I waited, and I hope she waits too!

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After a few days of transformation, Huang Xiao and Yang Huaqing's drink shop also officially moved to the fat stall, and began to open, in order to cooperate with the fat stall, all their packaging has also been unified with the logo of the fat stall, which makes the operation of both sides appear more standardized, at the same time, because of the cost of less rent, we discussed it, and appropriately reduced the selling price of the drink, after all, our main consumer group is the majority of students, and the pricing should fit their spending power.

The sales at the drink counter on the first day weren't too prominent, but they were much better than when they opened their own store before, or at least profitable.

The next day, I started to put advertisements and promotions on the boxes of takeaway lunches, and in order to get the sales of the drink stores on track as soon as possible, I even combined the drinks with rice bowls to promote them as much as possible to make them feel as affordable as possible.

Since the third day, some people will order some drinks while ordering, and at the same time, people who dine in restaurants have also begun to get used to buying a cup of milk tea or other drinks when eating, especially some student couples, who like to order some drinks and chat while drinking.

I believe that with a little guidance, it will become fashionable to drink and chat in the "fat stall" in the future.

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Another week passed, my life gradually got on the right track with the "fat file", and entered the right track, my life showed signs of gradually improving, but in this week, Angel did not contact me again, although I tried to send a message to care about her life, but she did not reply!

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