Chapter 48 It's not that I haven't seen it, but I'm afraid that I'll be addicted to it at a glance

When we arrived at Crescent Lake, it was almost noon.

Fortunately, they ate breakfast late, and Gu Junyan secretly took some food and put it in his bag before leaving, I am afraid that he had expected that it would be almost lunch when he arrived at the ground.

After Gu Junyan put her down, Nian An saw that the broken hair on his forehead was wet with sweat.

Nian An took out a tissue from his bag and handed it to him, "Wipe your sweat." ”

"You help me." Gu Junyan didn't answer, but leaned closer and said with a smile.

Nian An didn't want to pay attention to him, but seeing that Jun Yi and Ji Beichuan, who were separated by a distance behind him, were about to come, he reached out and quickly wiped it for him.

Anyway, he carried her all the way, and she couldn't seem too unconscionable. Otherwise, with Gu Junyan's (sexuality), he still doesn't know how to count her.

It's just that what Nian An didn't expect was that this scene still fell in the eyes of Ji Beichuan and Jun Shan.

Seeing this, Jun Yi subconsciously looked at Ji Beichuan on the side, and his breath was a little colder, not only did he regret it.

Knowing this, she would not have proposed to come to Jing'an Temple anyway.

This is to "heal Ji Beichuan's wounds", which is clearly pouring salt on his wounds.

"This is Crescent Lake?" Gu Junyan saw Jun Yi and Ji Beichuan coming, turned his head to look at the small lake in front of him, and said lightly.

"It wasn't called Crescent Lake before, I took the name."

Nian An looked at the lake in front of him, the noon sun shone on the lake, the wind blew slightly, and a layer of water flashed on the surface of the lake, and occasionally a group of unknown birds flew over the lake.

If you are in the capital, you can see these birds in those artificial lakes.

"Really, because it's shaped like a crescent moon?" Jun Yi walked over and said.

Nian An just smiled and nodded.

It used to be her secret base with him.

Every time she came to the temple, she would secretly come here for a date with Ji Beichuan behind her grandmother's back.

They would sketch and paint all kinds of pictures here. Occasionally, she would deliberately mess with him and get paint all over him.

And he ignored her, and she was still messing around.

But Nian'an just knows how to make his always indifferent face have ups and downs.

He really doesn't really care much if she flowers his clothes, but what if it's a painting?

Nian'an will take advantage of his unpreparedness to add graffiti to his paintings, and then Ji Beichuan will be completely unable to hold his breath.

He would pull her by, hold her in his arms, and kiss her hard.

But Nian'an's cunning eyes looked at him with a bright light, as if to say again, (treacherous) plan has finally succeeded.

But for Ji Beichuan, knowing her tricks, he still couldn't stop getting into her (tao).

Whoever makes his mind safe, then will tease him.

"What do you think?"

Nian An, who was in deep thought for a while, was interrupted by Gu Junyan, who suddenly spoke up, and Ji Beichuan, who was standing not far away, was also interrupted.

Ji Beichuan and Nian An came back to their senses at the same time, and Gu Junyan and Jun Yi's faces were not good.

The two of them were stunned at the same time, no matter what they thought, how could their Gu brothers and sisters not guess it.

"Senior brother, it's so beautiful here, sketch here and bring it back to the master, he will definitely be satisfied."

Jun Yi smiled and said to Ji Beichuan on the side.

And Nian An listened to those words, not only was her heart a little sullen.

"Nian'an, do you want to come too, you are much better than me compared to painting." Jun Yi was about to set up an easel, but when he was looking for a position, he couldn't help but smile at Nian An and said.

Even if she doesn't want to admit it, Nian'an is better than her painting.

This has been the case since childhood. Whether it is painting, calligraphy, piano, singing, including grades, Shen Nianan will always press her to death. She once hated Nian An very, very much, she compared with her everywhere, but she couldn't compare everywhere.

She was wondering if Shen Nianan was her nemesis.

But later, even if she still can't help but be jealous in front of her grandfather sometimes, she is no longer so jealous of Nian'an.

No matter how good Nian'an is and how talented she is, she has had no parents since she was a child, and she is always much luckier than Nian'an.

"I'm not going to paint." Nian An found a place (yin) and sat down under the shade of a cool tree.

She hadn't picked up a paintbrush in over a year. Although sometimes she still has itchy hands and can't help but want to paint, in the end she still can't overcome the resistance in her heart.

"Give me a paintbrush and paper." Nian An refused here, but Gu Junyan looked interested.

"Brother, do you know how to draw?" Hearing that, Jun Yi looked at Gu Junyan in a little surprise.

Nian An was also a little surprised. Gu Junyan thought as if it was finance or some kind of engineering. I guess I didn't study art before.

"Who doesn't know how to draw?"

If you give a three-year-old child a pen and a piece of paper, he can draw well?

Hearing that, Jun Yi couldn't help but shake his head and smile.

After that, Jun Yi began to set up an easel and began to sketch.

Ji Beichuan stood aside, leaning against a tree, not knowing where to look.

He is always like this, Jun Yi and Nian'an seem to be used to it.

He doesn't (love AI) talk, he doesn't (love AI) talk to people, and it doesn't surprise him to lean there for a day without talking.

But compared to the quiet Ji Beichuan, Gu Junyan seemed to be much talkative.

Because he's drawing her.

With Gu Junyan's painting skills, Nian An didn't dare to think about what kind of appearance he would paint her.

"An An, you come to the side of your face a little bit, you are like this, if I don't look good, don't blame me."

Gu Junyan kept asking her to turn her head sideways, but her face turned sideways, facing him, and he said again: "It feels better to draw on the side, you better go back to the side." ”

“……”

Nian An didn't want to talk to him, but he couldn't bear him for a while!

"If you can't draw, don't draw." Nian An glared at him angrily.

Jun Yi on the side couldn't help but snicker.

"Well, let's paint a portrait of you."

"Who are you talking to? I'm not unusual! "At his level, can you see the portrait he painted!

"An An, you're looking forward to it." Gu Junyan still said with a smile.

It seems that the more annoyed she is, the more he will always smile as kindly as the spring wind. makes people feel that he spoils her like a daughter.

Therefore, many people outside will feel that Gu Junyan is very fond of his wife. He's really a businessman who is good at dancing outside.

"Nothing to look forward to." Nian An said and turned his head completely. Too lazy to talk nonsense with him again.

Gu Junyan was not annoyed when he heard this, he still had a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and he painted his so-called portrait very seriously.

But it's hard to say if it's her when you draw it and see it's her.

He doesn't have a certain skill in painting portraits, but he can't draw them, so Nian An didn't pay much attention to his sudden whim.

But Gu Junyan and Jun Shan are busy with work, but she doesn't.

It's comfortable to sit here and blow the wind, but it's also boring and tight.

Especially Gu Junyan still didn't dangle in front of her eyes, pretending to paint her.

Nian An looked at the lake in the distance, and his thoughts seemed to start drifting again.

But she knew what she couldn't think about anymore, Ji Beichuan was here, but she and he didn't even know how to say hello.

She couldn't speak, and he didn't seem to be able to.

She and him, this is the only way to do this in this life, what can you think about more.

However, she endured it...... She endured it all the time, but when she saw the painting painted by Gu Junyan, some thoughts still couldn't hold back.

"An An, how do you see my drawing?"

I don't know how long it took, Gu Junyan took the painting he drew to her like a child begging for praise.

Nian An looked at the painting and was slightly stunned.

"Don't blame me for not drawing your eyes, your eyes are so beautiful, I always think it's not good to draw, so, Suo (sex xing) just draw your eyes closed......"

Gu Junyan was stunned when she saw her staring at the painting, and explained with a bit of smugness.

He originally began to draw Nian'an's eyes after drawing the outline, but he always couldn't draw her eyes well, as if once he painted the eyes, he didn't have half of Nian'an's real charm.

He changed and changed, and eventually, on the stroke of inspiration, decided to paint her with her eyes closed.

Nian An looked at Gu Junyan's words, and his eyes flashed. There was something (emotional) spreading in the bottom of her heart.

My thoughts gradually drifted back, and I returned to the noon of that summer (day).

B University Art class.

The teacher asked them to draw portraits in pairs as exercises.

At that time, she was frantically chasing Ji Beichuan.

So as soon as she heard the portraits of two or two, she immediately squeezed away from others and stood in front of Ji Beichuan, looking at him with a somewhat provocative smile in her eyes.

"Classmate Ji, you are the best painter in our class, so ...... You can draw me beautifully for a while. Nian An looked at him with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

And Ji Beichuan, who was standing opposite her, lowered his head and silently began to prepare to write.

At that time, Ji Beichuan was a well-known iceberg beauty.

No matter how provocative she was, he was indifferently focused on his drawing paper.

Nian An stared at him for a long time, and found that he didn't even look at her.

Don't you even look at her when you paint a portrait? Nian An Xiumei's eyebrows furrowed, and then, a gleam flashed in her eyes.

The next moment, Nian An reached out and threw the bridge of his nose out of the window with glasses.

Actually, she wasn't short-sighted, the glasses, but she was bored and playing.

Nian'an, who lost his glasses, looked up at Ji Beichuan, who was standing not far from the opposite side, and said with a distressed expression, "Classmate Ji, my glasses have fallen off, can I get closer and look at your painting?" ”

In the studio, listening to Nian An's words, there was a burst of laughter.

"Shen Nianan is really good at playing."

"But I don't think Ji Beichuan seems to be paying attention to her."

“……”

"Maybe it's just pretending. Maybe I've ...... in my heart."

Nian'an heard those words in his ears, and he didn't care at all, but moved the easel forward, staring closer at Ji Beichuan in front of him.

It's handsome.

How can there be such a handsome man?

At that time, Nian'an, looking at Ji Beichuan who was close at hand, was about to drool.

However, Ji Beichuan still didn't seem to look at her a few times.

For the first time, Nian An was a little annoyed by him.

But after being together later, Ji Beichuan showed her the painting he had drawn.

His painting, that was the first time he painted her, his painting also didn't draw eyes.

She asked him, "Why didn't you paint the eyes?" ”

Ji Beichuan looked at her and replied very calmly: "I can't draw it." ”

"......" Nian An looked at him in surprise.

Ji Beichuan's hands will also be unable to draw?

And Ji Beichuan just hugged her, with this helpless smile on the corner of his mouth, "At that time, you were standing in front of me, so close to me, those eyes were as bright as stars and as clear as amber...... I don't seem to be able to draw anything...... Can't draw your eyes. ”

Nian An was amused by his words.

She smiled and lay in his arms, the corners of her mouth couldn't help but raise a smug smile, "Yes, but you didn't even need to look at me then." ”

"It's not that I didn't see it, but I didn't dare to ...... I'm afraid that I'll be obsessed with it at a glance...... "I can't forget it."

Later, the words have turned into thin kisses, drowning between the lips and teeth of the two.

Nian An was really happy and proud at that time.

It turned out that Achuan, who was cold and indifferent, had already been seduced (seduced) by her.

She was overjoyed at the painting.

"An An...... An An ......"

Gu Junyan was stunned when she saw Nian An holding the painting, and stretched out her hand to shake her (body).

Nian An came back to his senses, and when he turned his head, he saw Ji Beichuan's stunned eyes staring at the painting.

She returned the painting to Gu Junyan and stood up.

"Isn't it good to draw?" Gu Junyan saw that her expression was a little strange, and asked.

He thinks he's still painting very well.

"No, I ...... I'm a little hungry, let's go back first. Nian An said to Gu Junyan on the side.

She knew that Ji Beichuan was looking at him, and his eyes fell on her.

Now she just wants to go back quickly, stay here again, she is afraid that she will be out of breath!

"Come, eat some to press your stomach first." Gu Junyan took out a banana from his bag and gave it to Nian'an.

"Let's go back first, you guys have fun, go back by yourself, I still have some fruit here for you." Gu Junyan said and gave the fruit in the bag to Jun Shan.

"I'm almost done drawing, so let's go back later." Jun Yi looked at two-thirds of the paintings he had drawn, and hurriedly spoke.

"You draw slowly, I'll go back with Nian An first." Gu Junyan pulled her back.

Although he didn't know what his painting reminded Nian'an, Gu Junyan thought that Ji Beichuan was met by Nian'an at the Academy of Fine Arts, so he must have painted Nian'an. His painting Nian'an should be better than his painting.

After all, he only learned some sketching when he was a minor in architecture, and he was not good at painting.

Jun Yi looked at the figure that had slowly disappeared into the jungle over there, and sighed helplessly.

After Nian An left, Ji Beichuan's eyes on the side became even more indifferent.

"Senior brother, now that you really don't let go of her, why don't you ...... Let's go and chase her back. ”

A painting is almost finished, but Jun Yi can't calm down to finish.

Her eyes were full of Ji Beichuan's indifferent and distressing figure.

"There's no chance."

I don't know how long it took, Ji Beichuan, who had been silent, opened his mouth. The words were faint, but with a heart-wrenching sadness.

"How could it be ......" Jun Yi subconsciously spoke.

But she didn't know what to say in the rest of the story.

Is there a chance?

Does she want him to have a chance?

Jun Yi is also confused.

……

After returning to the monastery.

Gu Junyan and Nian An were both a little hungry.

Even though Nian An ate a banana, he still felt hungry.

And Gu Junyan is not to mention, he has been carrying her for so long, he has long been hungry.

Even if the food was a little unsatisfactory, Gu Junyan also ate two bowls of rice.

After they finished eating, Nian An helped Master Jing'an sort out the scriptures in the wing room, and Gu Junyan answered the phone.

Since the signal was not very good, he stood in the yard for a while and walked here and everywhere for a while.

"An'an, Buddhism always says, put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha on the ground, some things can only be ...... if you put them down."

"Master, I understand." Nian An listened to Mrs. Shi's words and interrupted eagerly.

There were things she didn't want to touch, and she didn't want to talk to people.

When she and Gu Junyan were not married, Ji Beichuan had been here with her, so Mrs. Shi naturally knew.

Because she knows everything, Nian An is like a person who is unclothed and has nowhere to hide in her eyes.

But for the past, it's not that she doesn't want to let go, but ......

She's done her best.

She had done everything she could to get to where she was, and she didn't know how to let go.

"An An, if you really understand, you won't ......" Shitai said, stopped her words, and sighed helplessly.

"Mrs. Shi, it's not that I don't want to, but ...... There are some things (feelings), I just have nothing to do. ”

Nian An has been uncomfortable for a day, and there is always a place to talk about some things.

If he doesn't come back, she can ...... She can live her life as unchanged as a stagnant water, but ...... He's back.

also appeared in front of her again and again, she couldn't stop her heart.

There are many (qingqing) emotions that she can't control, even if she thinks she is a master of controlling (qingqing) emotions, but there are always some things that she can't fully control.

Mrs. Jing'an looked at such Nian'an, and she could only sigh helplessly in addition to pity.

Nian'an copied the scriptures in the wing room for an afternoon, and his heart gradually settled down.

It can be dinner time in the evening.

Jun Shirt took out a cake.

She smiled and said to her, "An'an, I was happy, and when I came up, I thought that today was your birth, so I went to buy a cake." ”

Nian An looked at the cake and looked at Ji Beichuan on the side. She didn't seem to hear what Jun Yi said.

This cake will not be bought by Junshan.

Such an ordinary or even somewhat simple and cheesy packaging is not the cake in those big pastry houses in the capital at first glance.

"This cake ......" Gu Junyan looked at the cake, his eyes narrowed slightly.

"What's wrong with this cake? Although it's just an ordinary (milk nai) oil cake, An An (loves AI) eats this, isn't it? Jun Yi listened to Gu Junyan's words, and the words came.

"Really?" He asked as if in his own words.

"Yes, I remember that An An (loves AI) eats (milk nai) oil, although I think it's a little sweet and greasy, and it will be fat, but I don't know why An An (loves AI) to eat." Jun Yi didn't notice that Gu Junyan's face was wrong at all, and just said to himself.

And Nian An listened to that, but he lowered his head and smiled. A mocking smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

Junshan: That's going to know that.

Ji Beichuan told her.

She is the most (loves) this kind of sweet and greasy (milk nai) oil cake, because her life (day) is often the most sad time in her heart, and her heart is bitter, so it may be better to eat some sweet and greasy.

But in fact, Jun Yi would know that this was not what Ji Beichuan told her, but that she knew inadvertently or indirectly.

She remembered that in the years of (Riri) Ben, before this day, Ji Beichuan would order a (milk nai) oil cake.

He could look at the cake for a day, and even lit a few raw (ri) candles for the cake himself. Again, he was drunk. He drank a lot of wine, and he had to go out to buy (milk nai) oil cakes, and she couldn't pull it.

He said that An An (loves AI) the cake the most, and he must buy it to accompany her to spend her life (Riri).

But he and her have long been separated, so how can he accompany her to live (Riri).

He was not lightly drunk. But he still had her in his heart.

Only her.

"An An, let's light candles." Jun Yi sensed that something was wrong with the atmosphere, and opened his mouth to break the silence.

She took out the candles and counted them to see if there were only ten candles.

"Hey, I should buy An An that 18-year-old candle." Jun Yi said subconsciously.

Girls are 18 years old when they are born.

"I'm not 18, why buy that kind of candle and just put a few in it for show." Nian An looked at the cake and said with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

At the age of 18, it was she who was with him, but unfortunately there would never be that kind of (day) son again.

"Then plug in six." Nian'an is 26 years old this year.

As he spoke, he had already planted the candle.

"Brother, borrow your lighter." Ji Beichuan doesn't smoke, so Jun Yi directly asked Gu Junyan for a lighter.

Gu Junyan, who was a little stunned on the side, listened to those words, stepped forward and stretched out his hand to light a candle for her.

For example, today is slightly darker, and the light of the candle is lit, and there is this orange warmth shining on them.

"An An, make a wish, you can make three." Jun Yi opened his mouth to remind.

Nian An listened to Jun Shan's words, his eyes staring at the burning candle, three?

But how could she have so many wishes?

She seems to have two wishes, one is that her grandmother (body) is healthy; The second is that grandpa (body) is healthy, and in addition, what else can she wish for.

Nian An saw that the three of them were looking at him, so he made a wish with his hands folded.

"How many wishes?" Gu Junyan, who was standing on the side, asked.

"Two." She said truthfully.

"Then there's another one I'll make for you." As he spoke, Gu Junyan stood behind her, his arm around her, and grabbed her hand, as if he was encircling her in his arms.

He grabbed her with both hands, his big hands on hers.

Then, I silently made a wish in my heart.

The candlelight on the cake greeted the faces of the two men, revealing a warm light, and the shadows of the two people on the ground intertwined and almost overlapped.

"What did you promise?" His powerful arms persuaded her, and she didn't have time to react, he had already made a wish.

"Guess what? What do you think I'll promise? Gu Junyan looked at her, with a smile in his eyes.

Nian An looked at his eyes that reflected the candlelight, and the shadow made it impossible to distinguish the (emotion) in his eyes.

What is it, how would she know.

Nian An turned his head and blew out the candles on the cake in one go.

Suddenly, the surroundings went dark.

Whose eyes dimmed with the candlelight?

Is it his? Or is it his? Or is it her own?

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