Chapter 47: If he thinks about it any more, he is afraid that he can't help but want to strangle her!
Seeing Ji Beichuan standing there, Gu Junyan was also stunned.
Look at Nian An again, tsk, that look......
However, compared to that night, it is much calmer.
"Aren't you going to breakfast?" Gu Junyan walked to Nian'an's side, and Shen (Qingqing) naturally spoke.
Nian An listened to that and didn't say anything, just walked to the side yard. Gu Junyan naturally stepped forward to grab her.
Although it was a natural move, it seemed to be an oath of sovereignty.
"You haven't eaten yet." Jun Shan's words were a little ridiculous after (body shen). It's just that as soon as their (body) figures left, the smile on the corner of her mouth gradually guarded.
"When you see her, will it be more difficult or happy?" Walking to Ji Beichuan (body shen), Jun Yi looked at the man who was always cold, and couldn't help but speak.
In the past few days, Ji Beichuan has become more silent than before, and some days ago he had an inexplicable cold. It wasn't that serious, but yesterday I coughed up blood and went to the hospital.
When Jun Yi went to see him, his face was very pale.
She knew he had seen Nian'an.
After so long, Nian'an still has such a great influence on him.
Ji Beichuan is a man without a heart, and his only sincerity is to give Nian'an, but unfortunately in the end, he ......
There was no result.
Yesterday in the hospital, he was in a very bad state, but he insisted on being discharged, and every one of his subordinates dared to persuade him. No one could persuade him.
Ah Quan called her at this time.
When she rushed to the hospital, Ji Beichuan was standing by the window of the ward, and his figure was as arrogant as a stone sculpture.
Later, she proposed to come to Jing'an Temple.
Anyone who knows Nian'an will know that she will be there these days.
When Ji Beichuan heard this, his cold and waveless eyes really regained some expression. She knew that only Nian An could make him react slightly.
"The weather is good on this (day), find a clean place where you can write and sketch, and by the way, help you recuperate." Jun Yi looked at him and said with a smile.
Originally, Ah Quan was still worried about his body, after all, his son had been seriously injured before, and it was not very good.
"Brother Ah Quan, don't worry, it's better to go outside than to stay in the hospital." Outside the ward, Jun Shan explained to Zhao Quan.
Zhao Quan listened to that, and could only sigh and said, "Then there is Miss Lao Junshan." ”
Now the young master's spleen (sexual xing) is becoming more and more unpredictable, and the only thing that can be listened to is Miss Junshan.
Jun Yi and Ji Beichuan packed up last night and came up the mountain early this morning.
Before leaving the city, Ji Beichuan went to a cake shop at the back gate of B University.
Which one looks like the store is a little old, and it is not at all as good as those expensive chain pastry shops in the capital.
But Jun Yi knew that when he was in B University before, he and she would come to this cake shop every year when he was born (Riri).
She'll pick a cake. Let Hou Ji Kitagawa pay.
Then, the two of them will blow out candles and celebrate their lives together in the pavilion next to the lotus pond at the school.
Nian'an has never had a few lives since she was a child, especially when she grew up, until her mother's jealousy (Riri) was the day after her birth, and after that, she never wanted to live her life (Riri), only the year she was with Ji Beichuan.
He still gives her a birthday every year.
Ji Beichuan ordered a (milk nai) oil cake. An old couple in the store seemed to be much older than when they were here.
But when she saw him, the aunt still had an impression.
"It's been a long time since I've seen you, your girlfriend should be a wife now." The aunt in the apron was both surprised and happy to see Ji Beichuan.
After all, Ji Beichuan is a school grass of B University, like this kind of appearance, don't say five years, that is, ten years and eight years, and generally a little (love ai) women (sex xing) will not forget.
On the contrary, the more time passes, the more memorable it is.
Ji Beichuan listened to those words, his eyes darkened, and his face became more gloomy. Fortunately, his appearance is cold. The aunt here didn't notice anything.
Hearing him say that she wanted a cake, she immediately put down the work at hand and went to get it diligently.
"I remember your pretty girlfriend's favorite (milk nai) oil, I'll put more on her."
At this time, it was still early, and the cake shop had just opened, and Ji Beichuan came.
He looked at the deserted street outside the store, and his mind flashed through many, many things.
This snack street, they often came to at that time, although many shops have changed, but this cake shop is still there. Maybe in a few years, this cake shop will be gone.
The memories and imprints that belonged to him and her would slowly disappear from the city little by little, and eventually they would be completely erased from the bottom of her heart.
Thinking of this, Ji Beichuan's heart suddenly suffocated, and a faint pain spread in the bottom of his heart.
But if there really is such a day, An An will live a much happier life. He should be happy.
Ji Beichuan waited in the store for more than half an hour, and after the aunt was ready, he packed the cake for him, Ji Beichuan looked at the aunt in front of him, he was not good at talking to people, and he couldn't help but take the initiative to say: "Auntie, has business been good in recent years?" ”
"Hey, business has been getting worse and worse recently, there are a few cake shops on this street, and the façade of our shop looks old, and the business is ...... It's kind of barely making ends meet. The aunt shook her head and said helplessly.
Ji Beichuan looked at the few strands of silver on her hair that were very obvious, was silent for a while, and said, "It will get better in the future." ”
After saying that, he paid the money and turned (shen) out of the store.
……
"Didn't you say you're hungry? How can you eat so little? ”
Gu Junyan and Nian An, who were sitting on the stone chair table in the side yard, ate breakfast quietly.
Although they got up late, the masters in the temple still left breakfast for them.
There are porridge, vegetarian buns, steamed buns, and pickles in the kitchen. It's not very rich, but it's not a lot.
Gu Junyan ate a vegetarian stuffed bun, but felt that there was no taste at all. Nian'an, who was on the side, was drinking porridge with his head down.
I didn't finish a small bowl of porridge for a long time.
"Why don't I go to my room and get you something to eat?" Gu Junyan saw that she seemed to be in pain when she was eating, and she drank a bowl of porridge for a long time.
"No need." Nian An listened to that, frowned and glared at him.
Forget about eating that kind of thing in the room by yourself, how can you take it out to show off!
"Then you eat a bun." Gu Junyan took a bun and gave it to her.
Nian An looked at the bun, she couldn't eat it. She set the bun aside. Gu Junyan immediately took it over and stuffed it for her.
"What, he's here, and you haven't even eaten? It's all about looking at him, isn't it? Seeing her like that, Gu Junyan couldn't help but get angry when he had been enduring it.
Look at what she looks like. I lost my soul!
Nian An listened to Gu Junyan's words, and his face was even more ugly. He poked her in the sore spot (love ai)?
"Gu Junyan, I don't want to quarrel with you here." Nian An picked up his dishes and chopsticks and prepared to go back to the kitchen.
Gu Junyan did pull her, "Or is it because you see him with Jun Shan, so you feel very uncomfortable?" ”
"......" Nian'an listened to those words, pursed his lips for a while before speaking: "Does it matter who he is with me?" ”
She's married! Who is he with, and what does it matter to her!
Nian An broke free from Gu Junyan's hand and walked quickly to the kitchen.
Entering the kitchen, Nian An put down the bowl in his hand and let out a long breath.
Is it because he's with Jun Yi, so she's uncomfortable?
Or is it just that when you see him, your heart will naturally hurt?
Nian An stayed in the kitchen for a while, and when she went out again, Jun Yi and Ji Beichuan also came over.
"Brother, why did you come here in a spare place?"
On the stone chair outside the house, Jun Shi and Gu Junyan sat here, while Ji Beichuan stood under an old locust tree not far away.
There was a distance between the two people who were nagging over there.
He always did. Don't like to talk to people. It's never been social.
Everywhere it seems to be alone. But that was without her.
In the years of B University, after she chased him, she was inseparable from him wherever she went.
"Oh, can't I come here yet?" Gu Junyan heard this, why did she feel so unpleasant.
His wife is here, can't he be with him as a husband?
"I was just a little surprised." When Jun Yi pulled Ji Beichuan here, he really didn't expect Gu Junyan to be here.
The relationship between Gu Junyan and Nian An, no matter how good they pretend to be in front of the elders, Jun Yi never believes that they are a loving (Ai) couple.
"What's the accident here, today is your sister-in-law's birth, and I should accompany her." Gu Junyan said, and as soon as he looked up, he saw Nian An standing not far away.
And Nian An was slightly surprised when he heard that. Will he know that she is born (日ri)?
After marrying Gu Junyan for many years, her life (Riri) was very low-key, and she spent most of her time with Jing'an Shitai and them in Jing'an Temple here.
After five years of marriage, he will never remember her birth (日ri), let alone have the consciousness (sexual xing) to accompany her to live (日ri).
Now that he heard these words coming out of his mouth, Nian An didn't know whether to feel sarcastic or ...... Or is it moving?
"So brother, you have such a heart." Jun Shan saw that the atmosphere was a little awkward, and joked with a busy smile.
And Gu Junyan motioned for her to go over and sit.
Nian An walked over and sat next to Gu Junyan (body shen), and saw Ji Beichuan, who was standing not far away, looking up at her, the two met their eyes, and then turned away.
At this time, she and him didn't even have a position to say hello.
"Why are you here?" This was asked by Gu Junyan. Asked the gentleman's shirt.
Jun Shi smiled when he heard that, "I'm bored to sketch, I think Nian'an is here, just come to see her, I heard that there is a crescent lake on the mountainside behind here, which is very beautiful." Let's go where we go to draw and sketch together. ”
Jun Yi's words were said with a bit of anticipation.
But Nian An pursed his lips when he heard those words, and looked at Jun Yi, "Crescent Lake? How did you know there was a crescent lake? ”
"My senior brother told me, oh, I forgot to introduce to you, this is my senior brother, my master in (Ri) Benbai, the master of Chinese painting, Mr. Toriyama Slender Society."
Jun Yi's words explained very naturally.
Nian An listened to those words, but the corners of her mouth smiled, this was the first time she had shown a smile when she saw them, but that smile, looking at Ji Beichuan's eyes, was clear. That laugh is mocking.
"I see."
Jun Yi thought of B University with her, but the year she graduated from B University, she broke up with Ji Beichuan, and then she accepted Jing Mei and married Gu Jia. And Jun Yi went to graduate school.
And one of the reasons why Ji Beichuan broke up with her was that he wanted to return to the (Japanese) book. Specifically, he refused to tell her, only said that he broke up, and only said that she would forget him.
He has always been a man without love, she knew it from the beginning, but she didn't expect that in the end, his lovelessness and ruthlessness would be against her.
Therefore, after breaking up with her, Jun Yi was originally for him in (Riri) all these years, and he and Jun Yi ......
Nian An took a deep breath.
No matter how much she didn't want to think about it, she couldn't think about it anymore.
There are some things (情qing), thinking too clearly will be suffocating.
"Really? Have a crescent lake? Gu Junyan, who had been silent, suddenly sketched a smile on his gloomy face.
The smile, if you are not familiar with him, will feel that it is faint and gentle, and if you are familiar with him, you will feel the coldness of Sensen.
"In that case, let's go have fun, and we'll have nothing to do anyway." Gu Junyan continued, and after speaking, he looked at Nian An on the side.
Crescent Lake ......
A place where Ji Beichuan and she knows.
So, it should be the memories they once shared together.
Therefore, once upon a time, he accompanied her to live here, to offer incense here, and to pray for her mother's blessing here......
Can't think. There are some things (qingqing), for Gu Junyan, it is also impossible to think about it. If he thought about it any more, he was afraid that he couldn't help but want to strangle the woman in front of him!
In the end, due to Jun Shan's proposal and Gu Junyan's "encouragement", the four of them went to the Crescent Lake on the back mountainside together.
The journey from here to the back mountainside is not short, and you have to climb a mountain and then go down to get there.
"Do you want me to carry you?" After walking for a while, Gu Junyan looked at Nian'an's feet and said with some worry.
Although she said that the swelling was still less painful when she woke up in the morning, he still climbed the mountain road and got a wound on her foot.
"No, you don't." Nian An shook his head. She covered the sun above her head with her hands, making it difficult to see her face.
"Let me see your feet first." Gu Junyan grabbed her. Although he has some bad feelings in his heart, she and he are both people with a past.
They hadn't hidden anything from each other since they got married, and he couldn't be angry with her because of her past.
Therefore, no matter how unhappy he is, he can only endure it.
"No need." Nian An was pulled by him, and his brows furrowed. Why is this man okay and looking for trouble again?
"How?" Jun Yi and Ji Beichuan, who were walking in front, saw that they were arguing in the back, so they turned their heads and asked.
She looked at Ji Beichuan's expression on the side, and her eyes were faintly worried.
"She twisted her foot yesterday, and I need to see how her foot is doing. This girl is (love AI) and strong. Gu Junyan said that he took off Nian'an's injured foot, wanting to see if her foot was swollen.
And Nian An is obviously not used to this. She and Gu Junyan's intimacy outside is pretended, but recently it seems that they are not outside, and the two have become much closer.
"I also said that it was okay, I saw that the swelling had subsided in the morning, and now it is red and swollen again." Gu Junyan looked at Nian An's feet and frowned. Even Ji Beichuan, who was standing not far in front, frowned.
"Don't go." Ji Beichuan, who had almost never spoken, suddenly said in a somewhat cold voice.
As he said that, he was about to go back, and Jun Yi (Desire) opened his mouth to stop him, but finally opened his mouth and said nothing.
Ji Beichuan is (sexual) son, she doesn't know.
Nian'an's foot was injured, he must have felt distressed to death, but he didn't have any position to care about her.
"It's okay, I ......"
"It's okay, I'll just carry her on my back."
Nian An and Gu Junyan spoke almost at the same time, but her words were muffled by Gu Junyan's voice.
"An An, I want to go and see it too." Gu Junyan looked at Nian An and said with a smile.
Nian An listened to those words, and didn't know how to answer for a while.
I kind of want to go, but I ......
In the past few years, when she came to Jing'an Temple, she couldn't help but go to the lake to sit, although the memories there made her can't help but feel a tingle in her heart every time, but she still couldn't help but go to see.
She could see that it was Jun Yi who actually wanted to go more. Including Gu Junyan also wanted to take a look.
It's really embarrassing to have four people together. But I couldn't refuse.
Later, Nian An was carried by Gu Junyan.
In this kind of thing (qing), she will always be stubborn and can't resist Gu Junyan.
She couldn't quarrel with him and mess with him in front of Junshan's sister, and she couldn't say those words to Gu Junyan in front of Ji Beichuan, she didn't want him to see her life like this.
"Senior brother, do you want to ...... Let's not go. ”
Jun Shan, who was following Nian An and Gu Junyan (shen), looked at Ji Beichuan's expression, and said with some concern.
Although it seems to Jun Yi that it is common for Gu Junyan to carry Nian An on his back like this, it ...... But why, she was so scared, afraid that Ji Beichuan would be sad.
She brought him here, originally thinking that Nian'an was here, and when he looked at Nian'an, he might be much better, even if it was good, like drinking to quench his thirst, but she also hoped that he would be happier.
Ji Beichuan didn't speak. He looked at Nian An's back. She lay obediently on the man's back, and the man seemed to say something to her, and she occasionally moved on his back, turning her head as if she were glaring at the man.
It looked like she was lying on her back all those years ago.
No, no, no, Nian An on his back has never been so well-behaved, she will deliberately move around his back, she will deliberately pull his hair and strangle his neck......
Therefore, he was always reluctant to carry her. And she always deceived him in the back in a hundred ways, and then, began her "revenge".
"If you don't want to carry me, then I will never come down on my back for the rest of my life!"
Those words, even after so much time, could still clearly echo in his ears.
For a lifetime?
A lifetime is so long, who could have known that it wouldn't be long before he and her parted ways.
Now she is on someone else's back, someone else's wife, and he's just a ridiculous ex-boyfriend.
"Senior brother, you ...... You have also memorized Nian'an. This was the words that Jun Yi silently read in his heart, but he accidentally asked it.
Of course, she knew that Ji Beichuan would not answer her kind of question.
In these years, many times with him, she said a lot, and he would not respond to her a few words.
"This road, every section, has been memorized." Ji Beichuan said lightly.
Once when she was going to play in Crescent Bay, she was playing in the water for a while, and suddenly the menstrual incident came, and her stomach hurt badly.
He carried her on his back and hurried all the way to the temple.
But she helped him wipe his sweat and said that it was okay, it didn't hurt so much.
She said: "Ah Chuan, seeing that you are so anxious and worried about me, I feel much better." ”
He knew that Nian An was an insecure girl, even after being with him, many times she would still deliberately cause something to test him and see if he cared about her.
Sometimes the appearance of Ren (sex xing) can really make people angry to death.
But he was fascinated by her, and he identified her.
Because she is the same person as him in his bones.
They are all people who have no home and are desperately lacking (love AI), so they are cold and arrogant in their bones.
His indifference is exposed, but Nian'an is hidden in the bottom of his heart.
"Senior brother, have you ever thought about it...... Reconcile with Nian'an? Listening to Ji Beichuan's words, Jun Yi felt a little uncomfortable, but she was used to it. So much she should have gotten used to a long time ago.
Ji Beichuan and Nian An are in B University, and the two have been together for less than four years.
And she has been by his side for more than four years, but she has never been able to enter his heart.
His heart, except for Nian'an, will not leave any place for other women.
Ji Beichuan was slightly stunned when he heard Jun Shan's words, he looked at her, and said after a while: "She is your sister-in-law now." ”
It's still my sister-in-law.
Nian Anke is the daughter-in-law of Junshan's own brother, and now that she actually said such things, I don't know if Gu Junyan will be mad if she knows about it.
"I know, but ...... But what if you still have you in your heart? You'll ......."
Jun Shan herself doesn't know what she thinks, on the one hand, she doesn't want Ji Beichuan to live like a walking corpse (meat rou) every day, indifferent like a shell, but on the other hand, she is also scared in her heart.
If he gets back together with Nian An, then she just won't have a chance at all, and she won't have the slightest chance.
"I wouldn't ...... if she wanted to Won't leave her behind. ”
Ji Beichuan was silent for a long time, looking at the back in front of him, and said with a little coldness in his eyes.
If he was given another chance, he figured he wouldn't have left her again anyway.
Jun Shan's face turned pale when he heard that.
But she knew that Ji Beichuan was serious, and he wouldn't say some things easily, but once he spoke, he had already made up his mind.
……
"Aren't you tired?"
After a long silence, Nian An couldn't help but speak.
"Care about me?" Gu Junyan heard this, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
Nian An listened to those words and felt that she couldn't communicate with him.
"Carrying a package heavier than yours, the mountain climb is no shorter than this." Gu Junyan saw that she didn't say anything, and said to herself.
It's rare that she is willing to take the initiative to ignore him.
"Was it when you were in the barracks?" Nian An knew that he had brought it in the barracks.
Whether the children and grandchildren of the Gu family are engaged in politics, the army or business, they all have to take off a layer of skin in the barracks.
"Yes, has An An been there?" Gu Junyan asked curiously.
"I've been there a few times, but my grandfather told me to shoot."
I didn't get her those brutal physical trainings.
"No wonder they always say that grandpa is biased." Gu Junyan smiled when he heard this.
"Could it be that Jun Shirt has also been physically trained? For girls, grandpa shouldn't be so strict. ”
"No, although Jun Yi didn't do this with our brothers, he was also trained to run over the circle."
Gu Junyan remembered Jun Shan's (qingqing) shape that cried and wanted to go back every time he arrived at the barracks.
"I'll run too." Nian An was unconvinced.
It's not like she hasn't run laps.
"Really?" Gu Junyan smiled, and for a moment he only felt that he and An An rarely seemed to have such a time.
You can talk about the past calmly.
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