"Miss Shen, calm down." Zhao Quan grabbed Nian An. He didn't have much strength in his hands, but it was enough to stop her.

"If you have anything to say, wait for the young master to wake up...... Let's talk about it. Zhao Quan let go of his hand and looked at Ji Beichuan Dao, who was lying on the bed.

Hearing this, Nian An also quieted down, and rushed towards him without excitement.

What is she doing, what is the use of beating and scolding him who can't move.

Nian An looked at Ji Beichuan who was lying there, looking stunned. After a while, she said to Zhao Quan on the side, "Take me to see the doctor." ”

Zhao Quan nodded and motioned for Nian An to come with him.

Ji Beichuan's doctor is a Japanese doctor, and the doctor talks to Nian An about a lot of professional terms, but she doesn't understand her lame Japanese level at all, but Zhao Quan helped her translate some, but Nian An still doesn't understand it very well.

"Doctor, just tell me, what is the key factor why he can't wake up now?"

After talking about so many principles, she couldn't think about those things in her mind now, not to mention that medicine was a completely unfamiliar field to her.

Nyan said in Japanese.

Hearing this, the doctor stopped talking to her about the principles, thought for a moment, and said, "The main reason is that he doesn't want to wake up, that is to say, he has no desire to live. ”

When Nian An heard this, her heart tightened inexplicably, and she thought of the last time he looked at her in Jing'an Temple that night.

Jun Yi is right.

It's all because of her, that's why Ah Chuan will ......

Originally, he just hit his head when he fell off the horse, and he wouldn't be unconscious for so many days, but he had old injuries on his body, and he didn't pay attention to his body these days, plus the sense of self-protection at the moment when he fell off the horse......

There are so many factors that come together that is why we are in this terrible situation.

After returning from the doctor, Zhao Quan, who was following Nian'an, seemed to be a little speechless.

Seeing his appearance, Nian An said, "If you have anything to say, just say it directly." ”

Anyway, no matter how many words and things are, they are already in front of her today, and she has to face them.

"After the young master came back from Kyoto, his physical condition has not been good, he eats less every day, and he should not have taken the medicine on time, so he went to the horse farm that day because of ...... Because Starlight was sick, the young master went to see it, and then, I didn't expect an accident somewhere. ”

Starlight is her horse, the horse given to her by Ji Beichuan, and the name is also obtained by her, although she has not ridden it a few times, but since the first time she has ridden it, every time it comes, it recognizes itself. I was very happy.

"Since the young master came back from the capital, his mood has been very low, even if there is no accident, with the way he looks now, his body will be unbearable sooner or later."

I thought that at least when I went to the capital every year, the young master would still be in a happier mood, but now he ......

"I know, I'll wake him up." Nian An was silent for a while and spoke.

Ah Chuan was heartbroken by her.

That's why it's like this.

Ah Chuan is a very hard heart, but he is very sensitive and fragile. No matter how indifferent he is on the outside, in fact, his heart is very fragile.

"You go and ask someone to bring a bowl of medicine, preferably the kind of medicine he hates the most, he doesn't like to drink it the most, as long as it doesn't do him any harm."

Nian An thought for a moment.

Isn't it self-closing to contact with the outside world, then pry open his mouth first and stimulate his sense of taste!

Zhao Quan was slightly stunned when he heard that. But he immediately ordered someone to do so.

Nian An went back to Ji Beichuan's room, the layout of his room was exactly the same as when she knew him five years ago, there were few things in the room, and it was very simple.

The color is also very monotonous gray-black, and it looks very dull.

But on his bedside table, there was a slightly brighter color, a red bottle of perfume.

The red color was very conspicuous in the dreary room here, just now she didn't look much at his room, her eyes were all on him lying on the bed, now she glanced at the room a little, Nian An saw the perfume.

The moment he saw the perfume, Nian An smiled helplessly at the corner of his mouth.

It was a perfume she used to use when she was with him, but he always hated it.

Because the flavor is too strong.

But Nian'an said that he liked it because of the strong taste. Because then you'll be with me and you'll smell of her perfume, how nice.

Ji Beichuan thought she was naïve.

He said, "An An, how can you be naïve?"

But no matter how he resisted, Nian An was still very stubborn in using this.

Later, he seemed to get used to it.

He said she was so domineering.

At that time, she was not domineering. Even the smell of his body must belong to her.

Nian An walked over, picked up the bottle of perfume, opened it and smelled it.

It tastes familiar.

When Zhao Quan came in with the medicine, he smelled a strong smell of perfume in the room, he frowned, and looked at Nian'an holding the perfume in his hand, which was originally ...... This young master of perfume is not allowed to move, but think about it, there should be no Nian An among those people. So, I just silently put down the medicine and went out.

Nian An glanced at the medicine placed aside, and sniffed it closely, the smell was so unpleasant, it must be difficult to drink when you look at it.

Looking at the medicine, Nian An really regretted that he had just asked Zhao Quan to make such a bowl of unpalatable medicine.

"Ah Chuan, you know that I am most afraid of drinking this, so you say that you don't hate it." Nian An sighed, climbed onto the bed, and then pinched the back of Ji Beichuan's neck with one hand. This was his sensitive part, and every time she used to kiss him and force him to open his mouth, and he refused, she would pinch him somewhere on the back of his neck.

I hope this trick will still work.

After feeding Ji Beichuan and drinking the medicine, Nian An only felt that his tongue was bitter and numb, but fortunately, the medicine was still fed.

Nian An threw away the empty bowl and helped him wipe the liquid leaking from his neck, already sweating. Ah Chuan, Ah Chuan...... If you don't wake up tomorrow, don't let me bite you.

Nian An looked at Ji Beichuan, who was still lying there, and there was still no bottom in his heart, whether he could wake up or not.

She lay down beside him and closed her eyes.

On this day, Nian'an accumulated.

But lying in Ji Beichuan's arms, although his body was cold and cold, she still fell asleep after a while.

But Nian'an didn't sleep peacefully, and his mind was chaotic.

As soon as she closed her eyes, Gu Junyan's face appeared in her eyes after a while, and then she watched him choke her neck, and his eyes were fierce and wanted to strangle her.

He said, Shen Nian'an, how can you lie to me...... How can you lie to me...... I'll kill you...... Kill you......

Nian An struggled to open her eyes, and it was pitch black, and it took her a while to get used to it before she realized where she was.

She looked at Ji Beichuan, who was still lying quietly beside her, and let out a long sigh of relief, Nian An leaned into his arms, only to feel a little cold all over her body.

She didn't dare to close her eyes again, she was afraid to see Gu Junyan's fierce eyes and the hands holding her neck again. Nian An kept his eyes open until it was almost dawn, and then he fell asleep again in a daze.

……

In the early morning, a familiar smell rushes to the tip of the nose.

Ji Beichuan's fingers moved slightly, but it seemed to be suppressed by something, making people unable to move.

Consciousness gradually returned, and when he recognized what the familiar smell was, he frowned slightly, and suddenly opened his eyes.

When the dazzling sunlight came directly, Ji Beichuan vaguely saw the figure in his arms......

Even if the moment in his eyes was so blurry, he still ...... It's like blowing up a thunder out of thin air, and he can't help but shake his whole body.

"An An?"

The voice was a little uncertain.

He looked at the woman in his arms for a long time, and did not dare to move.

I'm really afraid that if I move, she will disappear immediately.

I'm afraid it's just a dream, and as soon as he moves, he wakes up, and she disappears before his eyes in an instant.

But the perfume on the tip of his nose was so familiar, Ji Beichuan looked at the face that was close to him, and after a while, he slowly raised his other hand that was not pressed by her and gently touched her face.

"Ah Chuan......" He heard Nian An hum quietly, although the voice was small, but he could hear it clearly.

Ji Beichuan's hand trembled a little, he stroked Nian An's face and worked harder, "An An, tell me, this is not a dream?" ”

Is it really Nian'an?

Ji Beichuan lowered his head and kissed Nian An.

Isn't it, just kiss it, in her dreams for so many years, An An has never kissed him, obviously she loves to hug him and kiss him non-stop......

"Hmm...... Look at...... Let go of ......" Nian'an's brain was confused, she was suddenly kissed, she only felt that it was difficult to breathe, and she subconsciously wanted to break free......

Nian An opened his eyes, and subconsciously waved his hand to hit the man who was hugging him, but just as he waved his hand, he was held by Ji Beichuan.

"Let go of my ......" Nian An broke free from this, but when he saw that it was not Gu Junyan in front of him, Nian An was stunned.

Ji Beichuan was also stunned.

Suddenly, the two of them looked at each other like this, and they didn't know what to say.

"You're awake." Nian An came back to his senses first and looked at Ji Beichuan in front of him. Not only did he breathe a sigh of silence, but he finally woke up.

But Ji Beichuan looked at her and didn't speak, he just looked at her, his eyes looked straight at her, and she was a little ...... I felt that the air around me was thin, and it was a little difficult to breathe.

Then, he smiled, and smiled so beautifully. Ah Chuan is so good-looking, just like the male protagonist in Japanese comics, his facial features are three-dimensional and charming.

"An An ......"

He suddenly buried his head in her shoulder and called her softly.

Nian An was flustered by his call. But his heart was full of sourness.

"An An ......"

He called her again.

It was as if he didn't have anything to say, just wanted to call her by name.

Nian An didn't know how long he had been buried in his shoulder, this kind of moment, quiet and peaceful.

I can't see each other's faces and eyes, but I can clearly feel each other's presence.

Time bit by bit.

I don't know how long it took, Ah Chuan finally raised his head, he looked at her, his eyes were sad, and he said, "I'm sorry." ”

Three simple words, but they are cut into the heart like a knife.

Smart Ah Chuan, he knew she was coming, he knew, she knew it, didn't she.

However, where does the word "sorry" come from?

Sorry what? Should he not have left her five years ago, or did he fail to get her back in the end?

Nian An only felt that there was a knife, it hurt so much to cut her body, the knife cut her wrist five years ago, that knife, how painful, only she knows. But she knew that the knife was also deeply cut in Ah Chuan's heart.

"An An, I'm sorry." Ji Beichuan stretched out his hand and touched her wrist.

Nian An subconsciously wanted to dodge, but he was faster than her, he grabbed it, and the watch on her wrist hurt his palm, and her wrist hurt......

But he pinched it so tightly and so tightly.

"I'm sorry what?" Nian An finally spoke, she looked at him, bit her lip and asked.

Ji Beichuan looked at her, his eyes were red.

He opened his mouth and looked at his squeezed wrist, which was red in front of him, and those pictures ......

Each one is like a knife that Ling Chi has thrown at him.

His An'an, how can this be.

The proudest, most flamboyant, and most energetic girl, but lying so weakly in the blood-soaked bathtub.

Her eyes, which should have been bright, were as desperate and dead as if they had dried up into the sea.

How could that be his An'an?

"I'm sorry, An An." A tear fell on Nian An's cheek.

Nian'an's eyes widened.

Ah Chuan cried.

Ah Chuan actually cried.

She had never seen Ah Chuan cry.

Never.

For the first time, he wept in front of her eyes.

His hand squeezed her wrist and only trembled.

"Sorry what? Ji Beichuan, what are you sorry for? Nian An was enraged by him.

Her wrist hurt from his pinch.

"I'm sorry, you want to protect me? Sorry didn't get that call? Or are you sorry to see me get married, but that person is not you? ”

Ji Beichuan looked at her, his originally pale face was even more ugly and as white as paper.

"You're sorry for me, aren't you? It's all your fault, isn't it? The corners of Nian'an's mouth twitched, and she yelled at him excitedly.

"An An ......" Ji Beichuan reached out and tried the tears in the corners of her eyes.

woke up, from the moment she confirmed that the person in her arms was Nian'an, Ji Beichuan guessed in her heart that she might know......

"Ji Beichuan, are you sure you should say sorry for these things?" Nian An cried again.

She didn't even know how many times she cried.

I haven't cried like this in years.

"An An, don't cry." Ji Beichuan was at a loss.

He was terrified of her like this.

I'd rather she hate him and hate him than let her cry like this.

"I'm going to cry, Ji Beichuan, do you know how much I hate you, do you know that I hate you to death."

Nian An willfully said to a child, she just wanted to cry, she just wanted him to feel distressed, just like they were together at that time.

"......" Ji Beichuan nodded silently.

She hated him, hated him to death. How could he not know.

"But Ah Chuan, now you even make me hate you...... How can you make me hate you again. ”

I hated him for so many years, and I hated him so much that I wanted to kill him, but now, how could she hate.

Ah Chuan, whom she loves, has carried so much and hid so many scars, but he has been carefully protecting and caring for her......

And in the end, they broke up and separated in such a tragic way.

"An An, you can hate me, no matter how you hate me, it doesn't matter." Ji Beichuan hugged her so tightly because she was shaking so much.

"You...... Ji Beichuan, you idiot! You bastard! How can you be so cruel, how can you! ”

Nian An clenched her fist and pounded his back, she didn't know how strong she was.

But Ah Chuan coughed with a pale face-

"Achuan—"

"I'm fine." Ji Beichuan lowered his head and covered his lips and shook his head.

"Young Master."

At this time, Zhao Quan and the others also came in.

Ji Beichuan didn't look at them, just waved them out first.

"Young Master......"

"Get out."

His voice was a little hoarse.

However, it is a strong force that cannot be disobeyed.

When Zhao Quan saw Ji Beichuan like this, he knew that he was angry when they broke in.

"Ah Chuan, do you want to call a doctor?" She and him were too emotional just now.

He just woke up, she and he were so excited, how could his body stand it.

Nian An saw Ji Beichuan's pale and transparent face, and his heart suddenly clenched together.

"No need to ......"

"Zhao Quan, you go and call the doctor." Nian An saw that Zhao Quan and they were about to go out, and she quickly stopped him.

Zhao Quan heard this, and looked at Ji Beichuan hesitantly.

"You're going to go." Nian An glared at Zhao Quan dissatisfied, and Zhao Quan answered yes and turned his head out of the room.

"Ah Chuan, my previous account with you is not so easy to settle, so you'd better have something else." Seeing him staring at him, Nian An turned his head and said angrily.

But how should those accounts be calculated?

"If you don't want me to die, I won't dare to die like this." There was silence in the air for a moment, and Ji Beichuan's cold voice sounded, with a little weakness.

And Nian An listened to those words, but her pupils were wide, and she glared at him, "Who is allowed to say death, you are not allowed to say this!" You are not allowed to say that. ”

"Well, I won't say. I don't say. He put his arms around her trembling body with excitement. The heart, which has been empty for five years, seems to be gradually filling.

After a while, the doctor came.

Nian An wanted to get off Ji Beichuan's bed, but he pulled her wrist but didn't lose it.

"What are you doing, go to the doctor." Nian An glared at him.

Ji Beichuan hesitated for a moment and slowly let go.

The moment his palms were empty, he only felt a little flustered.

After the doctor examined Ji Beichuan's body, he began to inject him with some medicines, which should have been the ones that he couldn't inject when he was unconscious before.

Ji Beichuan's face was not very good, and Nian An knew that he didn't want her to see this.

But she had to watch.

"An An, you go to the kitchen and see what you have to eat."

Sure enough, Ji Beichuan wanted to break her up.

Nian An was angry and didn't want to go, but he glanced at his face. She didn't think she knew as much as he did.

Nian An turned his head and walked out of the room.

Go downstairs to the kitchen.

The mother-in-law in the kitchen downstairs smiled when she saw her.

Only then did Nian An recognize that she had seen this mother-in-law, and when she came to Japan before, she had seen it in Ji Beichuan's apartment.

"Granny Zhao." Nian An said with an impression. Granny Zhao is Chinese. It seems to be some elder with Achuan's mother.

"You still remember me." Granny Zhao smiled when she heard that.

Ask her if she's hungry.

In fact, she was a little hungry, and she had lunch with Wen Shangxiu at noon since yesterday, and she didn't eat dinner, but there were many things piled up yesterday, and she didn't have any appetite.

"Eat something first, I don't know what Ah Chuan can eat now." Granny Zhao broke a bowl of noodles for me.

Nian An looked at that side, and her stomach gurgled.

After she sat in the restaurant and ate the noodles, she was about to go upstairs to see Ji Beichuan, and by the way, she brought him a bowl of white porridge.

But just as she was about to go upstairs, she heard a familiar ringtone on her mobile phone.

Nian An realized that it was her phone ringing.

She searched for the sound and found it coming from her bag on the couch.

Nian An put the porridge in his hand on the coffee table table, and then opened his bag and took out his mobile phone.

When he saw the name displayed on the screen of his mobile phone, Nian An's hand holding the mobile phone trembled, and the mobile phone almost slipped off.

Gu Junyan...... It's Gu Junyan......

She stared at the name, but her fingers didn't dare to press it.

She wasn't sure if she could cope with him with her current emotions, and she was inexplicably scared. But what was she afraid of?

The phone ringing gradually stopped.

Nian'an's mind was a little chaotic, she thought of what Junshan said yesterday, she said Nian'an, you shouldn't live for the Gu family, why do you live for the Shen family......

And she thought of Gu Junyan pressing her under her in the car that night, he stared at her, pointed at her heart, and said, I want to be here......

However, just when Nian An was stunned, Gu Junyan called again.

He called again.

Nian An knew that if she didn't answer, he would definitely not give up.

On the contrary, it will be more suspicious.

Ke Nian Anxin always felt that this matter could not be hidden, and she had this strong premonition.

"Hey ......"

Nian An picked up the phone.

Anyway, she had to answer the phone.

"Why did it take so long to answer the phone?" Gu Junyan's dissatisfied voice sounded over there.

Nian An listened to his voice carefully, and she said in a flat tone as much as possible: "I didn't hear it just now." ”

It's still early, and it's normal that she didn't hear it.

"And what about last night? I made a lot of phone calls last night. Over there, Gu Junyan's voice was still calm, and Nian An hadn't had time to look at the missed calls on his phone. It's also unclear how many he played last night.

"Maybe I overslept." She thought for a moment and replied.

"Maybe I've overslept, An'an, don't you think this is a sick sentence? Sleep just sleep, how can you oversleep. Gu Junyan smiled, and that laughter was his usual appearance.

But when he said that, Nian An was a little confused.

"Yesterday was a little uncomfortable, so ...... I went to bed early, but I don't remember when. She really didn't remember when she fell asleep in Ji Beichuan's bed last night.

But she knew that she didn't sleep well last night and kept dreaming. And Gu Junyan of the dream is very scary.

"It's all said, take care of yourself, why is it still so unsettling." Gu Junyan said with some dissatisfaction.

Nian An was silent.

Just as she was about to say something, she hung up first.

Gu Junyan spoke again, and he asked, "After participating in the event today, is there anything else?" ”

"......" Nian An listened to those words, already realizing what he was going to say next.

"I don't know," she said. ”

“……”

Gu Junyan was silent for a while, although it seemed to be only a few seconds, but Nian'an felt that some of this silence was a little breathless.

Just when she wondered if the phone was disconnected, his voice rang again, "An An, if you can't come back on Friday, I'll have to pick you up." ”

He said this with a smile.

But Nian'an's hand holding the phone almost slipped and fell to the ground.