"It's polite to say thank you to me, not to mention that I have never helped you anything." Wen Shangxiu listened to those words, lowered his head and took a sip of the wine in the cup.

The fragrance of plum wine fainted in his mouth, and he felt a little dizzy even though he didn't have much wine.

"Who said you didn't help me, didn't you help me last time in Pan Garden?" Nian An watched him drink with a wine glass, and she couldn't help but taste it.

The taste seemed to be a little different from the smell of wine in my memory, and it seemed to be more sour.

"What's that called?" Wen Shangxiu smiled.

The two chatted a little more, most of which were vulgar things in some business circles.

During this period, Wen Shangxiu answered a phone call, which should have come with him, and asked him if he could go, and he asked them to go first.

Nian An ate most of the bowl of eel rice and some sushi rolls, only to feel uncomfortable in his stomach.

She glanced at the time, it was already past two o'clock, and it was estimated that it would not be long before Ji Beichuan's people would come to pick her up.

I was nervous all the way, but at this point, Nian An's heart was a little calmer.

"I'm almost done, I should go back, there's something to do in the afternoon." Nian An saw Wen Shangxiu hang up the phone and spoke.

Wen Shangxiu had already seen that she was unsettled, so he just nodded, "You go there, I'll send you." ”

He thought of the confused look she had just stood on, and he had never seen that look of Nian'an. In his impression, Nian An is calm and calm in the face of big things, and she can always quickly recognize the situation she is facing and choose the path she should take.

Her sanity is cold and admirable, but it is also distressing.

"No, the hotel should be reluctant to leave here, I'll just walk back by myself." Nian An got up, ready to pick up the coat that hung aside and put it on.

rubbed him a meal, and it was embarrassing to trouble him.

"Maybe it's still raining outside. Your coat is already wet, are you trying to catch a cold? Wen Shangxiu, who has always been very casual and easy to speak, has a somewhat strong face at this time.

Nian An listened to his words, and it was not good to say more.

Say any more, and you'll see the outside. Wen Shangxiu will be angry.

This man seems to have a good temper, but in fact, he is such a good talker.

Nian An came out of the restaurant with him, and his car was outside the door.

It's still raining lightly outside. It's not big, but if you walk back this way, you probably get wet.

It was only a five-minute drive from the restaurant to the hotel where she was staying.

Nian An felt that he had just gotten into the car, and the car stopped.

"Umbrella holding." The car stopped, Nian An was about to get out of the car, and Wen Shangxiu handed over the umbrella.

Nian An was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "There are not many steps." ”

It's too much trouble to hold her up.

"Take that too." Wen Shangxiu was very stubborn.

Nian An was helpless and said, "What kind of temper have you become like this." ”

"I can't learn from you." He teased.

Nian An took the umbrella, got out of the car, turned around and said, "I will invite you to dinner when I return to the capital, and I will return you by the way." ”

"Heh, it doesn't matter if you have a broken umbrella, but it's okay to eat." Wen Shangxiu smiled.

Nian An nodded at him and went to the hotel.

Back at the hotel, Nian An took off his coat first, washed his face again, and wiped his hair.

When she came out of the bathroom, her phone rang.

Nian An stood there, paused in his footsteps, and then walked over to pick up the phone.

"Hey." She said in a calm voice.

The voice of the strange man over there sounded, and he said, "Miss Shen, I'm Zhao Quan, in the lobby downstairs." ”

"Good. I know. Nian An replied.

Then, I took my coat, bag, and mobile phone, and went straight downstairs.

When she got downstairs, Nian An just got out of the elevator when another man walked towards her.

The man was wearing a black leather coat and a beard, and when he saw her, he respectfully said, "Miss Shen, please come with me." ”

Nian An looked at the man and nodded silently. Follow him.

Out of the lobby, there was a business car parked outside the hotel, and Nian An got in the car and saw that Jun Yi was also in the car.

"Nian'an, you're too unalert, what if Zhao Quan is a bad person? You didn't even confirm his identity and left with him. Jun Yi taught Nian An Dao in the tone of an elder, and the tone and words came out of Jun Shan's mouth, and he only felt weird.

"In the lobby of the hotel, there are so many people, even if he is not the one who came to pick me up, it should not be anything." Nian An didn't think much of it.

"Not necessarily. If someone else makes you dizzy and then carries you into the car, others won't think it's any strange. ”

"......" Nian'an was speechless.

How can she be so easily knocked out by someone with one move, even if she is not particularly good, but she will not be subdued by someone with one move!

"Well, I'm just reminding you, especially abroad, to be more careful." Seeing that Nian'an didn't speak, Jun Yi said again.

Nian An listened to Jun Shan's words, and only felt that Jun Yi was different from what they imagined, she had grown up a lot after so many years abroad.

There was silence in the car all the way.

Out of Jun Yi and her, as well as Zhao Quan, there was also a driver, two men sitting in the back seat.

It's just that there are a lot of people in the car, except for her and Jun Shan's occasional words, the rest of the people in the car are very quiet. That appearance is very similar to Ji Beichuan.

Are all the people under him infected by him, so they don't like to talk.

However, it may also be Ji Beichuan's current situation, so ......

Thinking of this, Nian An not only felt that the car was even more dull.

"He ......," Nian An couldn't help but speak.

Jun Yi on the side heard Nian An's words, even if there was only one word, but it was very clear in the quiet car.

"He's in a coma now, and you'll know when you go." Although Nian An only said one word, Jun Yi naturally understood what she wanted to ask.

Nian An listened to those words and fell silent.

All the way to the ground, no one in the car said anything.

The car drove for more than an hour and stopped in front of an ordinary-looking Japanese garden.

Zhao Quan got out of the car first and opened the car door, and then motioned for Jun Yi and Nian An to get out of the car.

Nian An got out of the car and looked around, it was a very quiet residential house, and there was nothing special about it.

Zhao Quan stood in front of the black iron door and entered a string of passwords, and with a click, the black iron door behind him opened.

"Let's go, let's go in." Jun Yi said to Nian'an.

Nian An followed behind Jun Yi and approached the courtyard, only to realize that it was still wide inside.

There are pines and cypresses and ginkgo biloba planted in the courtyard, but the branches and leaves appear bare in winter, and they look a little withered and depressed.

Jun Yi led her into the house and went up to the second floor.

She walked to the door of a room and paused, "Go in by yourself." ”

Nian An looked at the door, but his feet seemed to be rooted.

Jun Shi didn't rush her. She turned and walked away.

Nian An looked at the door, and she knew he was inside. But she didn't even have the strength to lift her hand and push the door open.

She didn't know how long she had been standing there, and when she finally reached out and pushed open the door and went in, Nian An saw Ji Beichuan lying on the bed at a glance.

He lay there, silent.

Nian An's eyes suddenly blurred.

Achuan, I'm here.

An An is here.

Nian An staggered closer, and she saw his pale face. Bloodless.

"Agawa ......"

Nian An's voice was hoarse.

"Agawa ......"

She called him.

This is the name she has called countless times in her heart.

She stared at Ji Beichuan for a while, then turned her head and ran out, she was going to find Jun Yi and ask her, what was wrong with him!

It was only Nian An who ran out of the room, and saw Jun's shirt leaning against the wall on the side.

Seeing her come out, Jun Yi raised his head and glanced at her.

Nian'an's footsteps stopped, and there was only a meter between her and Junshan.

The two looked at each other like this, and neither of them spoke for a moment.

A mist gathered in Nian An's eyes, and she knew that as soon as she opened her mouth, her tears would immediately be uncontrollable.

And the same is true of Jun Yi.

But the silence is like a suffocating torment. It's breathless and heavy.

Time passed little by little, and Nian An opened his mouth. But before she could speak, Jun Yi spoke first.

She looked at her and asked, "I wonder why he is like this, right?" ”

“……”

"Nian'an, I've thought about it a lot these days, I remember you asked me at the airport this morning, why did you still come, I was ...... There were some things I didn't say at that time, Nian An, I came, in addition to worrying about him, more ...... I know that if I don't come, there are some things that you may never know, and there are some things that Ah Chuan will definitely not tell you when he is awake, not to mention that I don't know when he will wake up now. ”

"Wonder why he's lying here unconscious? I wonder why he was so cruel to abandon you back then? Why is your man so ruthless to you? The man who loves you clearly...... Because he really loves you so much, Nian An, he loves you......"

Jun's tears rained down.

So many words were held in my heart, and as soon as I opened my mouth, it burst out like volcanic magma, and I couldn't stop it anymore.

"Nian'an, you should know that he has something to hide from you in Japan, you should know that his mother is Chinese, and he carries far more and heavier than you think. But those things, those dirty, those dirty, those bloody, he never wanted to pull you in. ”

"I know...... I know...... I always knew that he had something to hide, every time he went back to Japan, he would be injured, I asked him, but he never opened his mouth, I checked, but I couldn't find a clue......"

Nian'an, who had been silent, had a lot of things in his head, his back was full of rattan scars, and the flesh and blood that had been drawn were blurred.

She had threatened him fiercely, telling her who and who was doing this to him.

But he swore to death and refused to say it, he only said, An'an, don't worry, I'll be fine. No, it won't.

When Achuan was ten years old, he witnessed his uncle's struggle for family power, killing his father and ...... He watched his mother being ...... in front of him Those people are humiliated and ...... by those people Those pictures, those scenes, at that time, he was only ten years old...... Ten years old! ”

"Don't say it...... Don't talk about it. Nian An covered his eyes, and the tears on his face were like vertical and horizontal ravines.

She knew that he was hurting in his heart. There is a deep, deep wound hidden in the bottom of my heart.

That's why his personality is so cold. It's cold to anyone and it's like a sculpture.

She had been trying to touch the scar, but she didn't dare to touch it.

From the first time she saw Ah Chuan, she was attracted to him, not only because of his good-looking appearance, but also because in his eyes, she seemed to be able to see herself.

His cold appearance, like her flamboyance, was a bulwark to protect the scars in his heart.

Whether it's his coldness or her flamboyance, she is the same as what he wants to hide.

But she didn't expect that the injury in Ah Chuan's heart would actually be...... It's so painful.

"At the age of ten, he watched his mother die alive in front of his eyes, or in such a tragic appearance, he witnessed all this, but this is not the most cruel, the most cruel thing is that he has to pretend not to know anything and pretend to be stupid next to his uncle, and later, in order to alleviate his uncle's vigilance, but also to protect himself, he proposed to go to the capital, on the grounds that he wanted to see his mother's hometown."

"His uncle agreed, thinking that it would be better to put it outside than to be around, but he still has to go back to Japan every year to help his uncle with his errands, and if he doesn't do it well and is not satisfied, it will be like what you see. He was beaten and bruised. ”

"Of course, Ji Beichuan hasn't done nothing all these years, he has his own accumulated strength, he has his own things that he must fight for, those things he doesn't necessarily like, but he doesn't have a choice, because in this struggle, it's either life or death, you know? Ann. ”

“……”

Nian An had long been crying. She was shaking violently.

"Just when you were about to graduate, his uncle found out that something was wrong and was going to attack him, and he also understood that the form could not allow him to retreat and escape, he had to settle the grievances and grievances with his uncle for so many years, this is a battle between you and me, and he ...... He can't take you off the water, let alone let you be his weakness, he doesn't want to drag you into those dark days with him, he can only ...... An An, he didn't have a choice, he really didn't have a choice at that time, if there was a ......"

If anything, he wouldn't and wouldn't be reluctant to do that.

Nian'an is a beam of light, the only light in Ji Beichuan's icy world.

"I understand...... I know...... Junshan, I really understand......" Nian'an squatted on the ground, and she cried loudly.

The screaming was so loud.

If she doesn't understand, she won't ...... I wouldn't be so determined to leave such a deep scar on my wrist.

She just knew...... knew that he would leave her because he was afraid that she would be in danger, so she would ...... That's what she's going to do!

She Shen Nianan has never been a person who wants to die or live, she just wants to tell him that she is not afraid, she is really not afraid......

He didn't say a lot of things, but Nian'an couldn't guess it at all, so she told him in the most decisive way, she just wanted to tell him, Ah Chuan, I can, I can follow you, even if you don't want to die!

However, she was like this, she didn't want to die, and he still ...... Still left her behind.

So, she completely collapsed, like someone who had died together.

She hated, she really hated and hated at that time, how could she be so ruthless when she hated him!

So ruthless!

"An An, you didn't receive that phone call, Ah Chuan didn't receive it, is it ...... It was his eldest brother who picked it up, and then, he hid it from Ah Chuan, so he ......"

Jun Yi knows how to read Ann's words.

If you want to talk about love, she thinks that she is no less than Nian'an.

But at this time, not five years ago.

Five years ago, she also loved Ji Beichuan, but she couldn't be as Nian'an.

Nian An is really smart.

She has known so much intermittently for so many years, and the more she knows, the more distressed she feels for Ah Chuan, but Nian'an didn't know anything at that time, but she could spare everything.

She also knew that Nian'an didn't really commit suicide, she just understood Ji Beichuan's intentions, and she was telling him in the most decisive way to take her with her.

If Ji Beichuan received the call from Nian'an back then, he would definitely not leave her, he would definitely not, but it's a pity......

Everything was missed.

So, they became what they are today.

Nian An was stunned when he heard Jun Shan's words.

Nian An, who sat on the ground, was completely stunned.

Didn't get ...... That phone ...... She remembered clearly, she said, Ah Chuan, I'm going to die, can you pick me up......

But when the phone was connected, it hung up quickly, and she called him again and turned it off, and she sent him a bunch of bloodied pictures of her leaning against the bathtub in their apartment, and she ...... She didn't wait for Ji Beichuan in the end.

Later, it was Youjia, Youjia came, she was frightened, she cried, she kept scolding her, crying and scolding her, scolding her for being unproductive, scolding her for being stupid...... scolded to the end of the cry.

"Yes, he didn't receive that call, his half-brother has been hiding it from him, Kitagawa Yu was originally going to wait for the matter to be resolved, and then tell Ah Chuan, but then he was seriously injured and was in a coma in the hospital for two months, so everyone didn't dare to tell him, thinking that they would tell him after he was healed, but ...... But after the news that you and the fourth brother were going to get married, he knew everything, at that time Ah Chuan was completely furious, he was so angry that he wanted to kill his eldest brother Kitagawa Yu with one shot, he ignored the doctor's dissuasion, and wanted to go to the capital to find you, and on the way was designed by the remnants of his uncle Kitagawa Hiroshi...... The injuries on his body were not healed, and he almost died. He was shot four times, one near the heart, almost ...... It was just a little bit of a matter of time before he could kill him. ”

After that, he spent more than a year in the hospital, and his body gradually returned to normal, but he had a big problem with his body, leaving the root of the disease, which has been better after treatment in the past few years, and recently ...... Maybe it's because last time in the capital, in Jing'an Temple, after he saw you, he became very bad after he came back, he didn't take the medicine on time, and he didn't listen to the doctor. ”

"A few days ago, he went to the racecourse with a business partner, and then, after falling off the horse, he was in a coma until now, the doctor has tried many methods, but he is too repulsive and vigilant to the outside world, and it is difficult to pour the medicine into his mouth, and the infusions he gave are useless, I really don't know how to get better......

"If I could, An An, I really don't want to tell you this, I'd rather you don't know anything, because in this way, I can be the one who knows him best, loves him the most, and relies on him closely. Can ......"

"But after all these years, I know, what's the use of knowing, what is it like to know, what is it like to know him, in his heart, the person who has it is always you, not me. I've been selfish for so many years, just hoping that one day, he can forget about you, and then find out that I am the one who loves him the most, but I found out that I was wrong, and no matter how long, no matter how long, it is not me...... It's not me. ”

"And An'an, I'm willing to tell you this now because...... Because I can't watch him go on like this, I can't watch you go on like this, he doesn't want to tell you everything, he just wants you to be happy, and I'm ...... And I just hope he can...... It's good to be happy, even if it's just a little bit better. ”

"And this is why I finally want to come with this time, five years ago, it was Ah Chuan who was sorry for you, it has been five years, many things have changed, but Ah Chuan's feelings for you have never changed, I tell you just that I hope you can be fair to Ah Chuan. Be fair to yourself. ”

"Shen Nian'an five years ago was a woman who knew what she wanted and what happiness she belonged to, and now you ...... An An, you shouldn't live for the Gu family, you should live for the Shen family, do you understand. ”

Jun Yi finished speaking, so many words, she finished.

And Nian'an squatted there, she squatted on her knees, her face dry and wet, wet and dry. Embarrassed and helpless.

When she came, she thought about what kind of truth she would face.

She thought about it, but every time the thought flashed through her mind, she cut it off fiercely.

Can't think, don't want to think.

For all these years, she hid like an ostrich in her own world, shielding everything from it.

Regarding Ji Beichuan, she didn't want to face everything about him.

Because it was a deep, painful wound for her.

It cannot be touched.

When she touches it, she feels like a fish on the beach that is on the verge of death. Even breathing is difficult.

She has been hiding for so many years, she told herself that it is good to hate him, and she hates him fiercely.

That's a man who is sorry for you, don't think about him anymore, you can only hate him.

It seems that only by being very close to him can she continue to live safely.

And now the truth is that she can't even hate him, right?

For so many years, she hated for so many years, like a fool, for so many years.

But even hatred is wrong?

So what should she do, what should she do.

Ji Beichuan ...... Ji Beichuan ...... You bastard! You ...... Stupid! ”

Nian An called him hoarsely and scolded him, and she couldn't wait to be picked up and beaten by him.

But he ......

Nian An didn't know what she had stumbled into the room, and she watched him lie there.

There was a fire burning in her chest, how could he lie here, he owed her so much explanation, those words, why...... Why didn't he tell her! Why...... Why did she know from other people's mouths!

Why didn't he tell her, why!

What reason is he lying here!

Nian An stared at him, staring at him fiercely. The two hands were clenched into fists, and they were tightly pinched.

"Ji Beichuan, you wake me up-"

"Ji Beichuan, let me tell you, you have to wake me up, do you know?!"

Ji Beichuan ...... You're going to wake up, do you know it, you're ...... Be sure to wake up! ”

Nian An couldn't bear to lie on top of him, shaking his body desperately.

"Miss Shen......"

Someone behind her grabbed her, but she didn't care.

She doesn't care, he must wake up!

She's going crazy.

Completely insane.