I was excited and looking forward to it, but there was still a little apprehension in some hidden corner of my heart, because I didn't know what emotions Li Shi had brought back this time, and whether we would face difficult choices in the future.

"Did you see the WeChat location I gave you?"

The other end of the phone was quite noisy, it should be at the exit check-in, Li Shi said in a panic: "Well, I see, I just came by train, can you come to pick me up now?" ”

"Okay, you don't have to squeeze with them, slow down, I'll go over right away."

I took a minute to wash up briefly, ran downstairs to the small hotel, and thought that Li Shi had not eaten breakfast yet, so I bought her a one-pound roasted sweet potato and a cup of millet porridge.

Running to the exit, I subconsciously looked, at the exit of the crowd, I didn't see Li Shi's figure, but the mood has begun to get excited, I imagine what shape she will appear in front of me later, whether it is a lady fan, or a workplace fan, or a casual fan, this kind of waiting for a long time to reunite at the moment, will always make people unconsciously cranky, people who have experienced it will understand.

After a few more minutes, I finally realized what it means to look forward to it, but I don't know what Li Shi's mood is at this time, is it as uncontrollable as I am?

……

The crowd at the exit suddenly became sparse, and the people who were waiting with me turned their eyes to a woman wearing a white scarf, as if it had a star effect.

I followed everyone's gaze and looked ahead, and sure enough, it was Li Shi, I saw that she had long curly hair, wearing a long sapphire blue woolen jacket, and her slender legs were wrapped in black stockings.

From Christmas to today's Chinese New Year's Eve, we haven't seen each other for more than two months, I thought I would instinctively run towards her, but in the midst of people, time seems to be forbidden, she seems to have found me, took off her sunglasses, looked at me, and we looked at each other in the crowd.

Today's sunshine is exceptionally good, the snow has finally stopped for two days in a row, this morning is rare to see the sunshine, but the temperature is much lower than a few days ago, and the continuous sound of firecrackers will render the atmosphere of the New Year more and more heavy, this sound always reminds me unconsciously of this time last year, I am still lonely standing on the streets of Xi'an, and far away in Beijing with Meng Meng treatment of parents on the phone, and at this moment, life is like a flip, it seems to be a new beginning in my life.

A cold wind blew, and the snow that fell on the branches fell from the trees on both sides, and I stood in the crowd, carrying porridge and sweet potatoes, as if I experienced a kind of happiness of reunion after a long absence.

I waved at her and walked briskly towards her, and she nodded and walked towards me, so that the eyes of the onlookers shifted to me, and there was no lack of envy in them.

If it weren't for the noisy crowd around me, I would have found it hard to believe that Li Shi finally came to me across the ocean, and for a moment, I didn't know how to speak, but looked at her a little stupidly, I thought that London was goodbye, and it was the end of our fate.

Li Shi looked at me with affection, suddenly opened her arms and hugged me tightly, her head buried in my arms, choked but speechless, of course I knew that she had grievances, and these grievances were the special mission given to us by life.

I hugged her tightly, stroking her hair, and the tenderness overflowed, which was different from the reluctance to snuggle before parting in London.

……

I don't know how long I hugged me, Li Shi finally let go of me, put her hands on my shoulders, looked carefully, and said for a while: "Why do you have so much water on your hair?" ”

"It's not like I received a call from you, washed my face and got wet, and ran out before I had time to blow it."

I thought that Li Shi would smile, but who knew that she gave me a blank look and said: "Such a big person, I can't even take care of myself, how can I take care of the customers in the hostel?" ”

I said, "I thought you were going to say what to do if you got sick......"

As soon as the words fell, a heart-piercing pain came, I haven't seen it for a long time, Li Shi, a woman who advocates violence, is pinching my waist in front of the public, which is like a reunion after a long absence, and they are going to collect debts.

……

I handed her the roasted sweet potatoes and millet porridge, took her suitcase, dragged it with her to the small hotel where I was staying.

She broke half of the roasted sweet potato, carefully peeled off the outer baked paste, and handed it to me.

I asked Li Shi, "Are you going to rest here for a while, or are you going to go home?" ”

"I barely ate in the past two days, and after eating roasted sweet potatoes, I plan to take a hot shower to relieve my legs, and at least I have to go to my uncle and aunt cleanly."

I stared at Li Shi for a long time, and asked tentatively, "You mean to stand all the way over?" ”

"Back in Xi'an only to learn that you came to Tongwei for the New Year, I can only come, but I heard that the heavy snow closed the road, in order to ensure safety can only buy a train station ticket, it would not have been so long, who knew that the road because of too much snow, the train stopped in the middle of the road to repair, fortunately I met a couple on the 2nd road, I also sat for a long time, and ate a box of bear biscuits, the child took the initiative to give me food, hehe."

Li Shi said lightly, but I felt a trace of guilt inexplicably in her words, as we all know, the Spring Festival is no less than a war, from getting on the bus to getting off the bus is basically a crowded and physically demanding thing, Li Shi can still meet a well-wisher to give up his seat and rest for a while, so what about Jiang Laiyue?

During Li Shi's bath, I dialed several calls, but no one answered, she may not have much experience in taking trains, she has already exhausted the battery of her mobile phone, or she has not slept all night, and it is rare to find a place to rest at the moment, and she is turning off the phone to rest.

I sent a couple of messages telling her to always reply to me before she got out of the car. Since I met Jiang Laiyue, I was almost impressed by her tenacity and forbearance, she was not willing to be bound by fate, but always wanted fate to bow her head, people who don't know her may find her difficult to approach, once close to know that she is so fragile and needs to be taken care of.

Li Shi took the train to Tongwei overnight, but she took the ticket in the opposite direction, and returned to the lonely world, this New Year is another cold reincarnation for her, maybe she is not asleep at the moment, but standing in a crowded corner on the train, looking at the scenery alone, unlike most of the reunited people on the train, she walked alone to the loneliness......

It was then that I realized how good people are at finding troubles for themselves, and if I had been able to determine my emotions earlier, perhaps I would not have to suffer so much pain that represents vanity, and I felt a little remorseful in my heart, and this remorse made me understand that I had to gradually learn to classify my feelings, and not to confuse liking with friendship.

In fact, the so-called love is nothing more than this when you decide to let go, so light and thin, handed over to a gust of wind, it will blow away......

The chaotic thoughts continued, and suddenly, there was a brisk singing voice from the bathroom, and Li Shi, who was taking a bath, began to sing, intertwined into a beautiful note with the sound of running water.

I lay on the bed, trying to turn my attention to my recent life, suppressing the sound that made me think about it, but the images still controlled all my thoughts without suspense.

In order to suppress the excitement, I even sang Zhou Yunpeng's "September", but the sad song did not help, and at this time, Li Shi walked out wrapped in a bath towel, which was simply crazy......