Chapter 21: I see you as a weak heart

After a long silence, Jing Qi suddenly coughed lightly twice, which attracted my attention, seeing her beautiful but tired face, I thought she was reminding me that I could go back, but unexpectedly she said with a little embarrassment: "Yu Hang, I want to make it easier, can you avoid it?" ”

Although I am quite familiar with Jing Qi, I am still a little at a loss when facing such a situation for the first time, so I can only stubbornly say: "Anyway, there is no one around, you can go to a hidden place, I will wait for you in the car." ”

Jing Qi nodded, looked around in embarrassment, and waited for me to get in the car before walking towards a dark and hidden place.

When I got in the car, I picked up my phone on the center console, but I didn't want to receive a message from an unfamiliar number: It's better to be back by eight o'clock tomorrow morning, and it's better to figure out some things in person.

This message was sent half an hour ago, don't think about it, it was sent by Li Shi, it seems that she has returned to the hostel safely, because there is my mobile phone number in the hostel, I wiped it over my face with one hand, and finally replied to Li Shi with a brief message: "Got it." ”

Li Shi didn't reply to my message, probably asleep, but in fact there was no need to reply, because the relationship between us had reached a very stiff point.

Putting the phone back in her pocket again, Jing Qi also came back, she picked up the guitar from the ground and asked me, "Yu Hang, your broken wood guitar is quite old, you can take this new one!" ”

I got out of the car and walked to Jing Qi's side, without saying anything for a long time, but this silence was also an answer for me, and I suddenly felt a sense of suffocation that I couldn't restrain in my heart, and I rushed forward with enthusiasm: "Don't give me what others don't want, and I'm not picking up rags." ”

Jing Qi nodded, his tone suddenly lowered, and said, "Also, whoever wants second-hand goods, then throw them away!" ”

I was a little confused by her transformation, and I didn't want to think about it, so I changed the subject and asked, "If you don't want to throw it away, keep it." ”

Before I could finish my sentence, she interrupted: "No need, smash it." He handed me the guitar in his hand and said, "Can you do it for me?" ”

My heart sank suddenly, but I instinctively didn't want to take the guitar from her hands.

Jing Qi put the guitar on the ground, looked at it again, but his expression was full of indifference and anger, jumped up and stepped on the guitar panel, and then squatted down and grabbed the guitar and threw it to the ground, until it was completely deformed, he didn't stop until he was completely deformed, and threw it into the grass not far away......

I couldn't get back to my senses, so I was stunned, on the way to the car, Jing Qi and I didn't say anything, until we were almost to the car, she stopped, looked at me for a long time, and asked, "Did my temper scare you?" ”

My scalp was tingling for a while, but I still shook my head, glad that she was able to be so free, even if she broke up with Shen Hao one day, she didn't have to let her life be too depressed......

……

I opened the window a little, I didn't drive as carefully as I did when I came, and I increased the speed directly, the wind outside the window contrasted sharply with the silence in the car, Jing Qi leaned back in the back seat, half asleep.

I closed the window, opened my phone and played a soft music, ending this emotional evening in the most calm way.

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Back in the city, it was already half past one o'clock in the middle of the night, I drove the car into an express hotel, but when I parked in the garage, I accidentally rubbed the front headlights of the car, I was a little panicked, and hurriedly turned on the flash of my mobile phone and looked forward, and there was a small scratch on the front of the car.

Jing Qi walked down when she heard the sound and asked, "What's the matter, did the car bump into it?" ”

I didn't want to bother her, so I quickly turned off the flash on my phone and said, "It's okay, let's hurry in!" ”

After opening the room, I boiled a pot of boiling water, went downstairs, there were no restaurants around, and I was afraid that the mobile phone would take too long to order food, so I simply bought two boxes of instant noodles at the front desk, and handed one to Jing Qi on the other side of the door, so that she could make a living.

After returning to the room, I soaked the instant noodles, lay down heavily, the street lamp outside the window was still tirelessly on, a few minutes later, the strong smell of instant noodles came out, I struggled with sleepiness, after eating tastelessly, I took a shower, turned off the light and waited for the sleepiness to come again.

In the darkness, I gradually calmed down, and then looked back on my life these days, but I can't remember when life began to be ruthlessly dominated and became so involuntarily......

The night was deeper, and the wind outside the window blew the curtains through the unclosed window, and I looked at the light outside the window in the gap, lost my mind for a long time, and gradually fell into a drowsiness.

At this moment, my eyes are a barren meadow, as if standing at the intersection of time, choosing and running is what must be done, looking back on the two years of growing old, alone and one after another thin years, those wanton memories, those desperate choices, those people who come and go in life, some disappear in the gap of the four seasons, some fall on the riverbed of life, become fragments that cannot be picked up, and some stubbornly take root in the mind, can not be erased, Just wait until the time is right, and they will all explode......

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The next day, I got up in a drowsy mind, picked up my phone to check the time, but saw a message from Jingqi that she had already left.

Before I had time to think about it, I was excited, and suddenly remembered that I had promised Li Shi to return to the hostel before eight o'clock, and now it was almost eleven o'clock at noon, and I thought that she said that there were some things to be solved clearly, and I couldn't help but panic, the keys and room cards were in her hands, if she took advantage of my absence, she would sell the hostel directly......

I didn't have time to think about the consequences, so I jumped out of bed and washed up, and by the time I drove back to the hostel, it was already about one o'clock in the afternoon.

After parking the car, I looked around in horror, the door was still open, and Li Shi was sitting in the yard reading with her back to me because of the sun, with a guitar next to her.

Seeing this scene, I smiled helplessly, this person, in the case of not knowing the result, will be scared of himself, and after thinking about it for a while, he will find that the world is still so beautiful.

I approached Li Shi lightly, then stood behind her, and suddenly said, "Oh, you're watching a guitar tutorial?" ”

I thought it would startle her, but I didn't want her to reply calmly: "You want to take care of it, what about the car keys?" ”

As soon as I talked about the car, I suddenly thought of scratches, and I couldn't help but feel heartache, this is a new car of seven or eight hundred thousand! But should I tell her about the scratches? What should I do if she takes the opportunity to threaten me to give up my rights without compensation? I walked around from behind her to her, smiled weakly and asked, "It's okay to give you the car keys, but what about my keys?" ”

"Why do I think you're laughing more wickedly than usual?"

I pinched my cheeks and pretended to be hypocritical: "Can you not talk around the bush and scold?" ”

"I think you're weak-hearted!"

"Don't make yourself like Sheriff Blackcat, I'm not a bad person."

Li Shi stood up suspiciously, getting closer and closer to me, but I took a step back with a sense of guilt, as if I heard my own "sudden" heartbeat, and then lost the ability to think, with an expression of readiness to be righteous, staring at her with stunned eyes.

After a moment of eye contact, Li Shi didn't ask any more questions, went back to the house and took out the key that he took from me last night and said, "Your key, return it to you." ”

I took the key suspiciously, but I couldn't see any traces of bad things on Li Shi's face, and I couldn't help but feel a little guilty about hiding the car from her, so I said to her quietly: "That, I want to tell you about the car......"

Li Shi had already sat down and continued to play with the guitar, and said impatiently: "Say it!" ”

"Your car near the headlights was accidentally ...... by me Scratched ......"

According to my previous understanding, I thought that Li Shi would jump up and smash my head with a guitar, but she just let out an innocent "oh", as if the car was not her own at all.

I looked at her incredulously, always feeling that something was wrong, turned around and walked quickly to the door to look, and then to the counter to look, and in an instant, anger quickly filled my body, so hated that I squeaked my fist, but I couldn't say a word.