Back at the coffee shop, Jiang Laiyue had woken up, she looked at me with a lonely face, obviously she saw everything just now, I sat across from her silently, the sun reflected on us through the glass, driving away some corners of the darkness, but it made people feel hot.

"I've paid for the coffee, let's go get something to eat!"

When I'm down, it's good to fill my stomach, I nodded, said hello to Niange, I left the coffee shop, and when Jiang Laiyue drove the car into a simple lane, I asked her, "Where are you going to eat?" ”

"What do you want to eat?"

"Feel free, I can't eat ...... anyway"

Jiang Laiyue nodded, and then drove the car slowly at will, looking for it as she walked, not so much looking for a place to eat, but rather that she was driving with me for a ride.

"Let's find a random family to eat, is it possible that you plan to drive to the ground?"

Faced with my doubts, Jiang Laiyue said very calmly: "If it is really as simple as you say, I will fill up the gas and then step on the accelerator to the end." ”

Jiang Laiyue didn't continue, but I vaguely understood some of the reasons and stopped talking.

In a small restaurant, Jiang Laiyue and I greedily enjoyed the fireworks in the store, and in the crowd, we seemed to be in pairs, but we had our own hearts, lonely and lonely.

After ordering four dishes, Jiang Laiyue and I basically didn't move our chopsticks, she finished eating a bowl of white rice in silence, and I held the beer bottle and didn't let go......

……

Back near the hostel, Jiang Laiyue put me down in advance, I didn't choose to take a taxi again, but walked on the street with the crowd to digest the wine accumulated in my body, I was not drunk, but my body was light.

In order to avoid returning to the hostel in advance to block Li Shi, I was tired of walking, so I sat on the curb of the sidewalk and watched the passing crowd in a daze, I don't like myself in this state at all, because I always have so many complaints after drinking, but who wants to listen to these complaints now?

So, I remembered my life some time ago, no matter how much I drank, there would always be someone who accompanied me to the end, patiently listening to my nonsense, she had a faint smell of perfume on her body, and liked to hold a sketchbook to draw a side face......

Thinking of those old times, I couldn't help but feel melancholy, so I lowered my eyebrows and lit a cigarette for myself, regretting in my heart that I shouldn't drink, because a person is so lonely after drinking, and this loneliness can't be resolved.

I sat from the afternoon until sunset, the last of the heat was squeezed out of the day, and the night came, and in the night, a woman in a red dress appeared in front of me again, and then looked at me condescendingly.

"How long are you going to sit here?"

"I don't want to go back yet."

Jiang Laiyue gathered her skirt, sat down next to me, and watched the passers-by with me, we looked at the passers-by, and the passers-by were more concerned about Jiang Laiyue's beauty, and whispered while frequently turning back, I am afraid that the discussion is more of our disproportionateness, and people like me who do nothing do not have the style of business elites.

After a few occasional Q&A, Jiang Laiyue and I almost stopped communicating, until I felt the urge to smoke again, and then said to her: "Sit away from me, smoke and don't choke you." ”

"You've smoked too much this day, don't smoke it."

I didn't say anything, I deliberately poked my head into the distance, Jiang Laiyue looked at the sky with me with some puzzlement, I took the opportunity to pick up the lighter, calmly lit the cigarette, smoked it leisurely, and then spit out the messy emotions in my heart along with the smoke.

Jiang Laiyue didn't care about me, put her hands around her knees, and asked me for a long time: "Yu Hang, do you remember the time I went to your house to look for you?" ”

"Remember ......"

"I miss the yard there, I feel at home, and I miss your neighbors too, sincere and kind, if one day I can live and stop struggling, I will definitely go and settle there."

"You weren't as sentimental as you are now." As I spoke, I took another puff of cigarette, and then, the picture of when I first saw Jiang Laiyue also appeared in my mind, but now I recall that it is just like a dream for a long time, because I have to rely on Jiang Laiyue now, which is closer to my truest cognition.

"Are you going back to the hostel tonight, or are you going to stay in a hotel?"

"I'd like to go back to the hostel first!"

Jiang Laiyue looked at me and said, "Yu Hang, I think you are completely in love with Li Shi." ”

"How so?"

"A woman's unique intuition."

I seriously tortured myself, and found that Jiang Laiyue's directness should be correct, but it is too nerve-wracking to think about such a thing at this time, how pale is this love under the strangulation of reality, after all, we may be in the same situation now.

Jiang Laiyue rubbed his legs awkwardly with both hands, and then said to me, "Can you lend me your mobile phone?" ”

After hesitating for a few seconds, I didn't want to refuse, and I didn't want to ask some superfluous questions, so I directly unlocked the phone and handed it to her.

After taking the phone, Jiang Laiyue used it for a while, then handed the phone to me and said, "I dialed the phone for you, if you have anything to say, tell her!" ”

I took the phone in a state of apprehension and found that Jiang Laiyue had dialed Li Shi's number for me, and I was pleasantly surprised, but I fell into despair in an instant, because the voice prompt on the other end of the phone was turned off.

There was an indescribable despair in my heart, I only felt that I was torn apart and thrown into this emotionless dark night, maybe Li Shi really believed Lao Gou's words......

With a slight tremor in my fingers, I threw away the cigarette in my hand, and instantly felt pity again, bent down and picked up the cigarette that was thrown on the ground again, blew off the dust on it, took a slight puff, and finally smelled the tobacco that comforted me again.

From the moment Li Shi drove away from my sight in the afternoon, I deeply understood that Li Shi knew what she wanted and what she didn't want, and what she wanted was not betrayal, let alone my surrender and compromise for the sake of life.

But I'm stupid and stubborn by nature, I take the past too seriously, and I believe that Lao Gou is at least doing the right thing, but today, I am a victim, but people are often cheap, I sink and struggle in this, but I never want to grab a life-saving straw to escape.

Just as my thoughts were racing in my mind, Jiang Laiyue beside me stood up and said, "Wait a minute, I have to go back to the hotel for a meeting, so I won't accompany you first, you see, you have a more reasonable person to chat with." ”

I was wondering, but when I looked up, I saw Lao Gou coming from not far away, his fat body was shaking, and his shiny brain door seemed to have become a moving light bulb, I thought that when I saw him again, I would definitely go up and give him two punches, but at the moment I was a little overwhelmed.

I unconsciously took a step back, opening my mouth not knowing what to say.

Seeing Jiang Laiyue leave, Lao Gou, who was standing a few steps away from me, suddenly stepped forward, and he said lightly: "Sitting here at night, you must have doubts and grievances in your heart, let's talk!" ”

I was shocked by Lao Gou's words, my face changed slightly, and I stared at him and said, "You have always been timid, but now you have become so open, it's really strange." ”

Lao Gou copied his pocket, looked around with a smile, and his tone suddenly became cold, and said: "Yu Hang, I don't care what your thoughts and goals are now, you'd better not get close to Li Shi because of your possessiveness, you can have a new life, new opportunities, and suitors with good conditions, don't act in front of me because of Li Shi." In this world, there may be men who are fearless in front of Li Shi because they are favored and fearless, but you can't. When I beg you, give me a face, let this stupid girl go, you have to let her die, she will accept the new life, she can live easier, otherwise she will be farther and farther away from me......"

Lao Gou's words completely dragged me back from the clouds, I turned around and wanted to leave, but unexpectedly Lao Gou grabbed my arm, this is the first time I have seen him like this in my life, and it is even a little scary.

I reached out to break his hand, but I didn't want him to grip me tighter, glanced at me, and said slowly in a tone that I couldn't tell the emotion: "You'd better remember my words!" ”

I was suddenly stimulated, shook off his pull, and told him solemnly: "Thank you Mr. Gou for telling me this, since this is the case, I am more sure that I can't let go, Li Shi is even sadder with an old man like you." ”

"You have to pay a terrible price for being so willful."

I stood calmly in place, but Lao Gou's words were enough to burst open in my head like a thunderous explosion, and all my sanity was destroyed, and the whole person was stunned, my face was even hotter, and I didn't know how to react to it.

When I reacted, Lao Gou restrained me again, I wanted to push him away fiercely, but I only moved half a step, and my legs hurt to death, my brows frowned, and I didn't care whether I knew how to judge the situation or not, my first thought was his warning just now, and I automatically consciously regarded him as his dislike, and regarded this farce as his joke.

And Lao Gou, he seemed to have expected this scene to happen, and stared at me for a minute with complicated eyes, and finally he sighed slightly.

I thought that he would turn around and leave very resolutely after the warning as before, but I didn't expect that his mouth opened slightly, and it took him a long time before he said slowly: "Leave Li Shi, I will give you the hostel." ”

"Lao Gou, I don't think you have lived to understand it until now, do you think the hostel can still be used as an exchange tool to contain me?"

"You wait!"

After saying this, he let go of my hand, stared at me for another minute, sighed softly, and then disappeared in front of my eyes.