On the way to the airport, I sneezed unexpectedly, and then muttered whether I had just left, Mengmeng began to think about me, a simple sentence, so that Li Shi finally looked at me, but she was still silent, without saying a word......

I was somehow a little flustered, so I avoided her gaze, looked around, and then fixed my eyes on the oncoming cars outside the window.

She finally said to me, "I didn't think you'd be cramped sometimes. ”

I didn't speak for a full minute, just looked at her familiar and unfamiliar face...... finally squeezed out a smile and said with a smile: "I'm cramped and uneasy, it's so worth mentioning!" ”

After a period of suppressed silence, Li Shi took her eyes off the screen of her mobile phone, and she never liked to take the initiative to talk to her, she suddenly showed a complicated look on her face, and said to me very softly: "Yu Hang, let me ask you something." ”

"Ask!"

"Did you know that Niange's ex-husband passed away recently?"

I wondered, "Why did you suddenly remember to ask about this, did you hear some bad news?" ”

Li Shi handed me the phone, and then continued to silently look at the scenery outside the window, but fell into a deep thought.

Song Niange in the circle of friends wrote: "In the end, it is better to wait for the news that heaven and man are separated forever, the seven years we have been in love can make me recall seventy years, and today I know that you went to heaven, and I fell from others to hell." ”

Looking at the words on the screen, I felt a dull pain in my heart for no reason, and I couldn't speak for a long time, and then sighed: "For Song Niange, what she regrets is not the death of her ex-husband, but that in the days when she could love each other, she didn't cherish it, but gave her worst side to the best person...... I've known each other for two or three years, I have always been a sister and brother with her, she is the kind of person who can be hilarious to the extreme, and is also the kind of person who can sit in a daze for a long time without saying a word, in recent years, she has been too lonely, after arriving at the scenic spot, let's go there and sit for a while! ”

Li Shi didn't care why I wanted to go with her, just nodded in agreement, paused for a while and said to me: "When I chat with her, Nian Ge often mentions your talent, I hope you can adjust your state as soon as possible, find your former self, and by the way, you can also use practical actions to encourage Nian Ge." ”

The topic seemed a little awkward to me, so I subtly avoided it with silence and asked her again, "You seem to know me very well, but I still don't know your identity, can you tell me?" ”

The sensitive topic made Li Shi glance at me, and then continued to ignore me, thinking about it, if she was really willing to say it, why wait until now?

I let out a long yawn, and the conversation with Li Shi stopped here, but I understood that under her seemingly cold aura, there was a delicate heart, so a small incident would also be concerned by her, if it wasn't a temperamental person, how could she let herself be easily lost and sad?

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After a deep sleep on the plane, I finally had some energy, drove back to Xi'an city from the airport, Li Shi and I went to visit Lin Ke first, sure enough, he stayed in the hospital as promised, even if he was weak, but he still worked hard to talk with a group of little nurses, very funny, this is not counted, he can do advertising is also possible, the nurses in the entire ordinary ward area are absorbed as their own audience fans.

At the first stop of returning to the scenic spot, I did not report back to the company immediately, but set aside part of my limited time for Song Niange. My heart aches for her, and all these years of waiting seem to have become a bunch of stinger rattans, whipping this poor soul who has regretted her life because of her mistakes.

At this time, at the noon meal, so there were not many customers in the store, Song Niange did not stand on the counter to greet customers as before, but folded her arms and bent legs, and sat on the small stage not far away, her scattered hair just covered her face.

Song Niange has always been a woman with a great sense of superiority, after all, she was a woman shrouded in aura, and if she didn't suffer an extremely heavy blow, her pride would not be consumed by the blow, and at this moment, it seems that she really suffered a heavy blow this time.

When the staff in the store saw me coming, they suddenly felt as if Song Niange had been saved, and hurriedly whispered to me, signaling that I could persuade her as a friend.

Li Shi sat down not far behind me, I walked to the small stage, squatted down next to Song Niange, patted her shoulder gently, and said lonely in my heart: "Sister, don't sit so old, I'll help you up." ”

Song Niange raised his head, looked at me with red circles, shook his head and said: "Brother, you are here, let me sit here quietly for a while, this is the place where I and he sat most often before I was alive, he sat cross-legged and listened to me sing, and then grinded coffee for me by himself, the cool temperature is always just right, now I can't control the temperature of coffee, and I can't wait for the person who thinks about it day and night......"

The sad words of this hearer infected everyone's emotions, and the whole "Yijian" coffee shop was filled with a depressing atmosphere, Li Shi's eyes were red, but she stubbornly did not let the tears stay. After speaking, Song Niange's expression was a little trance and a little painful, she pressed her forehead with both hands, and couldn't cry: "Brother Hang, you know, at this moment I blame and torture myself not because I lost this love, but because I have been refusing his request to have a child in those years, he really wants a child, but ...... However, I only cared about my own ideals, but neglected to communicate with each other, so that my life became more and more deviated, and finally I did not reach the end...... I often wonder if I have a child, will I treat life differently, will he be more tolerant of the mistakes we make in life, at that time, I should not complain that he doesn't come home every day, he won't complain that I always refuse to have a child, now, I want to go back with him in the years, have a child, but never have a chance, isn't this a complete sadness for a woman? ”

I lowered my head, my sad emotions in my throat, and gently patted her back to make her breath smoother, but my heart became more and more confused about what love looked like.

"He used to love to sing Su Rui's "Holding Hands", I accompanied him, and every time he sang until he burst into tears, Brother Hang, can you sing it for me once?"

I was in a dilemma, knowing that it was just a song that would bring her endless sadness, but I really couldn't refuse her request, and when I looked back at Li Shi, she nodded and motioned for me to sing for Song Nian.

After making a decision, Song Niange reached out and took the guitar leaning behind him, I also sat down cross-legged, after she gave me a look of eye contact, I coughed lightly, and then accurately entered the melody, and sang softly in a deep voice.

Song Niange gently closed his eyes, two lines of tears fell from his cheeks, leaving a string of flowing traces, I held back my emotions, stabilized my breath, and tried my best to sing this song, and my naturally low and mellow voice added depression and sadness to this song.

“…… So hold your hand with peace of mind, don't think about whether you should turn back, maybe the hand you hold your hand, the previous life may not be easy to walk, maybe there is a companion's road, this life will be busier, so holding hands, the next life will have to walk together, so with the companion's road, there is no time to look back......"

Singing, singing, my shoulders suddenly felt heavy, I opened my eyes and looked, only to find that Song Niange had fallen on my shoulder and cried bitterly......

Suddenly she began to cry and hugged me, and the hot tears of remorse ran down my neck and into my shirt, and the salty liquid stung my whole heart.

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