I am willing to be sad with you (1)

1

Luo Xiaoqing couldn't be sure if the news she learned was true: Xu Boqin and Xie Yuxin broke up.

How is this possible? Isn't Xu Boqin still very good to Xie Yuxin? Although the four of them were a little different when they were together, they still played and laughed as always!

Let alone...... How can you be so good with them, how can you not know a little "inside story"?

The same table looked at Luo Xiaoqing, who looked surprised, strangely, and said unhappily: "You know more than us!" What's it for? When she said "we", she meant the other students in the classβ€”a word that Luo Xiaoqing was particularly sad to think of.

"Ah...... Oops, I forgot to preview the text last night......" Luo Xiaoqing hurriedly lowered her head, grabbed the Chinese textbook and pretended to look at it, if she could, she really hoped that her stunned expression was pretended.

In fact, Luo Xiaoqing had already discovered that the atmosphere was not quite right when the four of them walked together. It seems that everyone else except her has a thing on their minds. Each brief silence would make 4 people embarrassed. Her instincts told her that something was different.

She looked up from her textbook and her gaze quickly swept over the three friends sitting nearby, she must have looked like a child who had done something wrong, right? This is how she later commented on herself when she recalled her high school life.

At this time, it was already winter, and everyone wore thick cotton clothes, which covered the cold and wrapped their hearts.

2

"Yan Ge, did they break up?" Luo Xiaoqing looked at Yan Ge's small action of avoiding her gaze after being stunned for a while, and her heart sank unconsciously, Yan Ge would be like this when he was weak-hearted, this was an open secret between the four of them after getting along for more than a year.

He didn't answer, and asked in a low voice, "Xu Boqin told you, right?" He's really ......."

Luo Xiaoqing didn't notice the latter sentence, and continued: "Is it true?" ”

Yan Ge nodded lightly and said, "Don't worry about them, it's okay." ”

"Oh." She opened her mouth, but finally stopped talking, pretending to remember something suddenly, dropping a sentence of "I forgot to collect my homework" and turned away. This was just to keep the attentive Yan Ge from seeing her eyes full of loss.

There are many questions in my mind, such as, "When did you find out?" "Who told you that?" "Why didn't you tell me?" "When did this happen?" …… But in the end, she didn't say anything and turned around and ran away. Is it really what she thinks? A lot of things change subtly unconsciously, when she is not aware and not involved.

This is supposed to be a story about youth. In every small circle of friends, sooner or later, there will be a fairy tale related to love that is more or less the same, they have different processes and endings, but almost all have one thing in common: every member of the small circle is eligible to participate.

However, this youth story that happened in their small circle did not have Luo Xiaoqing's attendance.

3

"If the acquaintance of a group of people is unconscious, then is the distance of a group of people also generated?" In math class, Luo Xiaoqing wrote this on scratch paper.

The prototype of the foursome is Luo Xiaoqing and Xu Boqin. To put it bluntly, they are elementary school classmates and neighbors who are in the same class again. So in this school where there are not many people they know, the speed at which they become friends is comparable to that of the Shenzhou spaceship. As for how it went from two people to four people? Luo Xiaoqing couldn't recall it.

Maybe it's because of the few people sitting around, the process of upgrading from classmates to friends is too natural, so that when she found that there were more Yan Ge and Xie Yuxin around her, the first semester of the first year of high school was already halfway through.

At that time, Yan Ge would buy breakfast for 3 people in the morning, and then 4 people would eat together; Xie Yuxin, who has a good voice, will give them her small concert; Xu Boqin will patiently answer the mathematical, physical and chemical questions raised by 3 people; Luo Xiaoqing would risk being scolded and secretly bring them her mother's pickled and delicious kimchi. In addition, it is common for several people to go out to sing together, ride bicycles to the beach together, and do homework together. These are all in line with all the characteristics that a "good friend" in Luo Xiaoqing's heart should have.

Whenever she thinks of the time when everyone was together, the corners of her mouth can't help but outline a beautiful arc. No matter how many dark clouds are floating in the sky at this time, Luo Xiaoqing's heart will also be sprinkled with bright sunshine.

When Luo Xiaoqing found out that everyone had their own secrets hidden in their eyes, it had been half a month since she learned the news that Xu Boqin and Xie Yuxin had broken up from her table mates. Although everyone is still laughing and crazy together, what's wrong? Yan Ge still buys breakfast for everyone, Xie Yuxin still sings to everyone, Xu Boqin's patience is still undiminished, and the pickles she brings are still delicious......

When he was in a trance, the math teacher's chalk head played the role of a UFO and landed on Luo Xiaoqing's desk impartially. Her body shook violently, and she hurriedly listened to the lecture carefully. Don't forget to tell yourself: I think too much...... Maybe nothing has changed, whether it's self-deception or self-comfort.

4

"What's going on with them?" Luo Xiaoqing finally couldn't help but ask Yan Ge, she chose a time when she and Yan Ge were alone together, and the sky that day was as dark as other skies in winter.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Not...... Nothing. He said, "It's not good to say." ”

"You know everything, don't you?"

"There's a lot going on between them...... I only know a little. Xiaoqing, we are all for your good. It's true. ”

"But I don't know at all." Luo Xiaoqing's gaze fell on the gray sky above her head, and she thought in disbelieving. She couldn't tell if she felt sad or wronged in her heart.

In fact, everything is not difficult to understand, among the 4 people, Yan Ge is the most gentle, he has no temper and does not say, and he is careful and considerate, such a person is the most suitable to confide. Especially after comparing with the careless and arrogant Luo Xiaoqing, Yan Ge's personality traits became more and more obvious.

Xu Boqin announced to everyone with a smile on his face: He is going to transfer to the science class.

As soon as Xie Yuxin's words of "that's good" fell, Luo Xiaoqing was stunned. Luo Xiaoqing didn't know what kind of mood she was in when she said this. What Luo Xiaoqing didn't know was how she let the relaxed expression stay on her face. She is also a girl, and she can feel Xie Yuxin's liking for Xu Boqin more than Xu Boqin's liking for her.

When Xu Boqin chose liberal arts, no matter how much ideological work the head teacher and his parents did, he refused to change his mind. Because only in this way can the four of them have the opportunity to continue in the same class, she still remembers that when she saw the class list posted at the school gate, Xu Boqin teased with a sloppy expression: "The sacrifice I made was not in vain." You see, the science class has lost such a handsome boy as me. What she didn't forget was that she and Xie Yuxin chased him around the school playground, as well as Yan Ge, who was standing aside and laughing helplessly.

"Yes, we can be together again. That's nice! That night, Luo Xiaoqing wrote on the QQ signature.

Later, she thought that another reason for Xu Boqin's selection of essays should be for Xie Yuxin, right? After they got together, she asked him this question half-jokingly. He confessed, "A little...... Hehe. She scolded the "stinky boy" and said no more, the two of her friends were together, somehow, she also felt happy, because they both had their own happiness.

Since learning that they were separated, Luo Xiaoqing had carefully observed their expressions, after all, they were all good friends of hers, and she didn't want anything to happen to them. But there seemed to be nothing unusual about them, except for little conversation and occasional blank expressions. If it was 4 people walking together, the expressions on their faces would be the same as before, so much so that Luo Xiaoqing suspected that they were still a couple in a trance.

If that were the case, it would be great.