15

Xue Ke's pessimistic feeling is just right for Sheng Xia.

Sheng Xia is a person whose mood is swaying due to the tricks of the outside world, which can be seen from her desire for love.

An optimist like her is suitable for having too many friends, but not for falling in love, because once a person is in love, her circle of friends will quickly shrink, almost to the point that there are only same-sex friends and close friends.

It is not difficult to understand that people in love are selfish, and most of the time of two people are entangled, and the flower of friendship needs to be watered with time, and the two must have irresolvable conflicts in terms of time, so they must make a choice similar to that of a fish and a bear's paw.

Sheng Xia is an optimist, if she chooses to fall in love, it will inevitably have an impact on her optimistic personality - the circle of friends is small, and her tricks that like to play everyone will naturally have no place to play.

If this is the case, what she will do next will be to fulfill the "classic" saying: change herself for the person she loves.

Actually, in Sheng Xia's heart, she never thought about falling in love at all, and the reason why she had this idea later can be said to be forced by the four girls who fell in love in the same dormitory.

Of course, other influences are not ruled out, such as the love atmosphere that continues to maintain a high temperature in college. Looking at the pair of lovers who come and go in pairs, she inevitably doesn't have any ideas.

This is Shengxia's irresistible external force.

The unbearable taste she tasted was that when her friends were busy dating, she could only stay alone or walk around the side streets with Xue Ke for a while.

How could she stand letting an extroverted girl like her shut herself up in a world of one person?

Therefore, when she fell asleep with boredom on her pillow, she gradually changed from thinking about whether to find her other half to "I have to find my love".

But she found a fault for herself, she said, it is easy to find a boyfriend, but it is too difficult to find a boyfriend who really likes her, and she is unwilling to casually throw her first love to a boy who she does not really like.

Sometimes, Sheng Xia is quite envious of Xue Ke, who has no desire for life, thinks about everything simply, goes back and forth between his two likes every day, doesn't care about anything, and lets his life be arranged according to time.

If you are not accustomed to this way of life when you are young, it is difficult to calm your heart.

And Xue Ke has been enjoying the pleasure it brings her...... How can Shengxia, who is always kissing lonely because of his too high requirements for life, not be envious?

However, after envying Xue Ke, Shengxia still had to continue to sing "Listening to Loneliness Singing".

She sang with her lonely youth, from the bottom of her heart, so she sang so movingly that people who heard her singing always mistakenly thought that they had met a very talented lonely singer.

“The warmth of love can me lt a way grief，but my grief grow she avier with longing every missing night。” She said to herself. Before she found her love, she had already begun to accumulate thoughts in advance.

16

At night, the four "loveres" dragged their tired bodies one after another and knocked on the door of the dormitory with a smile on their faces. They had passed their day well, and they all seemed to be satisfied.

When they entered the dormitory, their voices broke all the silence in the dormitory.

Xue Ke has been very quiet. Seonxia became active, and an endless stream of ghost ideas continued to play hilarious pranks on someone. Laughter replaced silence and filled the small space.

The disgruntled complaints of the "neighbors" also came one after another......

Xue Ke was lying under his bed, his eyes closed, but his mind was still very clear.

As usual, she half-listened to everything in the dormitory. Every time I hear laughter, I feel funny, so I echo it and add a little bit of activity to the atmosphere.

Today, however, she echoes very little laughter. For some reason, a strange feeling suddenly popped up in her heart.

This feeling seemed to be caused by this small talk with Shengxia, but she couldn't tell what it was.

And when she felt this, her face flushed slightly.

Listening to the quarrels and frolicks of the five roommates, especially when it comes to her boyfriend, her sense of hearing seems to be more sensitive than ever. At this point she was able to remember everything they said, even though it was too much of a joke.

She found that the four "loveres" especially liked to mention their other half, and their faces would be filled with indescribable but palpable happiness.

Perhaps, she should now understand what she was waiting for?

There was a fantasy projected in front of Xue Ke's blurred eyes. The fantasy is so thin, with a light touch of the heart, it will be messed up. After a while, it lingered in front of her eyes again, reflected in her heart......

In the middle of the night, the quarping roommates in the dormitory all fell asleep, but Xue Ke still did not fall asleep. What is she thinking and thinking with her eyes closed, what is she thinking? She didn't know.

The wind outside the window was still blowing the clothes hanging on the windowsill, and the sound of rustling rubbing poured into Xue Ke's ears little by little. Tonight's moonlight brightens the room, like the moonlight of water curling away, teaching people the illusion of falling into a dream and painting.

Tonight, sleepless.

17

The things that belong to the heart that youth should have, just gurgling into the heart, gathering into a clear stream somewhere in the heart, bringing people a pleasant ding sound and clear thoughts.

In that place of the soul that is as spotless as a hollow valley in nature, there is a flowing stream that shatters its quietness, which feels so beautiful, but this silence will not be broken, on the contrary, it will make the soul quieter than usual.

The age of dreams requires a murmuring drizzle, moist and soft heart. Listening to the singing under the eaves, there will be no loneliness in the hut of the mind—perhaps even more so – for the drizzle may also provoke a kind of anticipation that unveils it and kisses the sentimental listener with a smile.

Close your eyes and listen to the wonders under the eaves, and your heart will really be crushed.

18

Perhaps, tomorrow......

Who knows what their tomorrow will look like? Who can guess what will happen tomorrow?

Perhaps, Xue Ke can answer the first question correctly. But the second question......

Xue Ke hopes that something unexpected will happen tomorrow, because she also hopes that her peaceful life can cause some ripples, so that the youth can inadvertently leave a trace of touch.

Perhaps, that's what she's waiting for.

However, she can't give herself an answer. Because tomorrow is my stery.