After grabbing for more than ten minutes in a row, the toys placed in the machine were basically wiped out by Li Shi, but she didn't take them all away, and after selecting four or five, she returned the remaining toys to the boss.

In the boss's continuous thanks, we walked back leisurely, Li Shitong played with her heart, and then asked me which one was cuter.

I didn't have any perfunctory, stopped, and after repeated consideration, I pointed to the fluffy little Shiba Inu. The colored Shiba Inu is alone between the elbows, and the rest is carried by hand.

"Are you going to give me this little Shiba Inu toy?"

Li Shi nodded thoughtfully, and then said to me thoughtfully: "You think too much." ”

"Then why are you asking me so much?"

"I want you to help pick it out, and then send it to Mengmeng tomorrow."

My mood fell to the bottom in an instant, I took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it, calmed down for a long time before saying: "When I settle down in the scenic spot, it will be the off-season, I hope fate can favor poor Mengmeng, so that she can go through thousands of sails and grow up safely." ”

These heartfelt and obviously uncertain words made Li Shi fall into silence.

"There are so many miracles and coincidences in the world, why can't we meet them, it's better to have hope than no hope!"

My words of obvious comfort were met with a heavy nod from Li Shi, and her expression was completely convinced that there was such a miracle at this time.

In the past few days of getting along, in fact, Li Shi understands better than me that there is no miracle in this world, so she still chooses to be based on reality and rely on finding it little by little to cast the tower of cute life.

After a long silence along the way, Li Shi and I returned to the hostel and walked into the store, which should be the peak period for using the Internet, but there were not many people, because there were few people, and there was no atmosphere at all, which made me feel as if the hostel was back to the past.

"Xiao Luo, why did the guests go back to the room so early tonight?"

Xiao Luo, the receptionist at the front desk, stood up and explained, "Sister Li Shi, I was just going to wait for you to come back and tell you!" That's the case, because the guests originally arranged the schedule of Qinghai the day after tomorrow, but there will be heavy rain in Gansu the day after tomorrow, and the tour group has to go to Lanzhou attractions according to the itinerary, so it is arranged in advance for everyone to leave one day in advance. ”

Li Shi nodded, looked at the time before half past eight, and said to Xiao Luo: "You go to the storage room and get some prepared specialties for everyone to send one by one, and thank you for your cooperation and support on my behalf." ”

Xiao Luo nodded and went to carry out Li Shi's task, but Li Shi took out the guitar that Lin Ke gave her back in the house, and asked me to prepare a bar chair for her.

This is one of the few times I have heard Li Shi sing, so it seems so precious, her voice is very quiet, combined with the humid and fresh air after the rain, giving people a sense of surprise to see the rainbow after the rain.

I wiped my tired face with my cold hand, and my restless heart gradually quieted down with Li Shi's songs, but once my body calmed down, my thoughts became more and more.

After singing a song, Li Shi handed the guitar to a resident who was eager to try, then walked up to me and sat down, wondering, "What makes you lose the mood to sing?" ”

My mood suddenly dropped, and I didn't know how to respond to Li Shi for a while.

Li Shi asked cautiously, "Yu Hang, why do I think something is wrong with you?" ”

I interrupted her and said, "There's nothing wrong with me, at least not so much, it's always been like this." ”

Li Shi was silent, sighed softly for a long time, and had a feeling of helplessness......

……

The tourists in the courtyard sang hotly, but I was even more lonely, the wind was still blowing, those dullness was finally blown away by the wind, and it took a long time to force a smile, and said: "Too many things have happened these days that are not what I expected, and I have taken so many detours, but I still can't see the end, which is frustrating!" ”

Li Shi looked at me, his eyes were full of sympathy, I avoided the wind and lit a cigarette for myself, but in the smoke I saw the figure of my father when he left Beijing, and remembered that he said, Meng Meng can't survive the sadness of the next spring, summer, autumn and winter, my heart seems to be much paler in an instant, so my eyes are warm, I want to cry a little, but I can't cry, life has dried my tears.

Li Shi, who expressed a similar expression to me when she was sad, seemed to be forbearing, she sighed lightly: "I also want to have a complete home, I don't have to think about so many rights and wrongs, I don't have to be with people I don't like, and when I am tired, someone can talk, instead of becoming a tool for revenge, like a marionette without freedom." ”

I tried my best to restrain my emotions, and said to Li Shi beside me for a while: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked you that...... But I still want to know how Lao Gou ...... you."

Li Shi's expression gradually became painful, she looked at me for a long time, and finally asked rhetorically, "I know what you are curious about, so let me ask you, do you think I am with Mr. Gou, what can I ask him?" ”

After a long silence, I finally mustered up the courage to ask Li Shi, "Do you have all your material sources from him?" ”

Li Shi seemed surprised that I would ask her this question, and she just looked at me...... And I was even more apprehensive, because the answer she gave me next was probably my biggest puzzle.

After all, my curiosity was not responded to by reality, Li Shi shook his head and said, "Don't ask, I'm tired, go rest first." ”

My question seemed to have violated Li Shi's taboo, and it seemed to have touched her bottom line directly, in short, from the moment she put away the guitar directly from the guest's hand and went back to the room, I knew that her mood was ruined by me.

Her sudden assertiveness made me a little helpless, but I still chose respect, this emotion appeared for the first time, and I even had a thought that she didn't want to say, and I would never ask again......

……

After washing, I finally lay down on the familiar bed, and this is the first time since Li Shi came to the hostel that I have lived here with peace of mind, and I hope that tonight will not anger her, and not to look at me during the day and drive me away again.

Tossing and turning in bed, I think tomorrow I should talk to her very seriously about the hostel, "Lai Yue" may not be able to go back, the most important thing is to be able to settle here, of course I will not live here in vain, I can be like everyone else, I can be a clerk here.

I pillowed on my arms, and planned in my mind the things that needed to be planned recently, since it was useless in "Laiyue", I could no longer continue to mingle in the hostel as an employee of "Laiyue", and after some decision, I planned to resign tomorrow.

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