The next morning, I slept until almost noon, waking up with my brain still groggy from lack of sleep, and the hostel was deserted because most of the guests had left. After washing, I was about to find a place to eat nearby, but Xiao Luo, who didn't want to be at the front desk, stopped me: "Brother Yu Hang, Li Shi asked me to tell you that during the time she left, please help preside over the affairs of the hostel, and leave the car for you to use, saying that it will be convenient for you to contact your friends, and that she may leave for a long time this time." ”

I was a little surprised that Li Shi was so relieved to hand over the hostel to me to manage, and when I turned sideways to see the Porsche Macan S in front of the store, as well as the scratched front of the car that was scratched in the ointment, all the memories of Li Shi burst out in an instant.

Thinking of her to a place where she is not familiar with life, the mood is inexplicably melancholy, I walked to the door of the hostel, lit a cigarette for myself, and suddenly my brain was full of Li Shi shuttling through the streets and alleys, a lonely figure looking for, I know that she has no friends in Xi'an, and the people in contact with it are only a few friends in the scenic spot except Lao Gou.

My mood became more and more dull, but Li Shi's beautiful and weak face was deeply engraved in my mind.

Until this moment, I suddenly had a new understanding of her name, Li symbolizes morning and hope, and poetry is more like an uncompromising attitude to life and reluctance. She has always been the same, she has always thought and lived in her own maverick way, and it is me who has changed.

……

After sorting out the recent data of the hostel in the afternoon, I finally put down my work in the evening, took the printed resignation report, and waited for Jiang Laiyue's arrival at the door of the "Laiyue" hotel.

According to her work habits, she usually arrives at the hotel around seven o'clock, and today is no exception, but what is a little different from the past is that there is an extra person on the co-pilot, and this person is the same person I met yesterday at Jiang Laiyue's country house.

He got out of the car before Jiang Laiyue, looked at me with a mocking look as he walked past me, and then walked into the hotel whistling.

The man's cynicism made me more and more aggrieved, Jiang Laiyue stood next to the car and looked at me, I also looked at her, for a while, I was tired and said: "Mr. Jiang, sign it, I will be free, at least you don't have to live under oppression." ”

Jiang Laiyue's mood suddenly lowered, probably from my mouth, "I'm relieved" stung her, and she whispered softly for a long time: "Yu Hang, I can't justify myself much about this matter, this is also the only time I owe it to my employees for so many years." ”

"Wait, don't owe it." I hurriedly stopped.

"Can you not interrupt me in a hurry?"

I put the resignation letter in front of Jiang Laiyue, she took out a pen from her bag, hesitated for a long time, and solemnly signed her name.

Putting away the resignation letter, I was silent for a moment before saying: "Mr. Jiang, since I have officially resigned, I have nothing to say, let alone anything I want to hear, I am just an ordinary employee, if there is any difference between me and other employees, it may be that my mentality is not as good as theirs, and I care too much about success or failure, which makes me feel particularly bad." ”

"Can you promise not to stay in the hostel?" Jiang Laiyue asked in a not very good mood.

I thought about it for a long time and finally said to her: "Actually, this time I went around in a big circle, and I returned to the hostel, which can be regarded as a kind of fate!" I just hope you don't try to make it difficult. ”

Jiang Laiyue's expression changed suddenly, but I subconsciously thought that she was going to refuse, and hurriedly said: "I know all of Mr. Jiang's plans, don't force me!" ”

Jiang Laiyue, who had been silent, glanced at me again, but her expression was as cold and distant as when we first met, instantly isolating the two originally familiar people thousands of miles away.

"You don't have to repeat the promises I made to you, the plan has changed, this is also beyond my control, you don't need to know my difficulties, but I still hope you don't work in the hostel, go around a big circle and go back, it's really ......"

"I won't promise you."

Jiang Laiyue nodded and said, "I appreciate your blind persistence. ”

In Jiang Laiyue's oppressive tone, I once again experienced the sadness of being weak, but I still would not give up the protection of the hostel, gritted my teeth and said to Jiang Laiyue: "I hope that I can have a fight with Mr. Jiang in the future, and I also hope that Mr. Jiang can take a long-term view, and don't bury my happiness because of some things in front of me." Finally, thank you for standing up for me in the hospital last time, if you can use my personal situation in the future, I am willing to serve you, so that it is best not to owe it. ”

"I'll talk about it when I need it!"

I couldn't get back to my senses, so I stayed where I was, and then watched Jiang Laiyue walk in the brightest direction of the hotel lobby until she got on the elevator and completely disappeared from my sight.

The noisy and flashy of the scenic spot is still being staged, and the night that came as promised, once again cast a layer of mystery on the scenic spot, in the noise, I seem unusually quiet, and even can hear the sound of the world's breathing, the wind will spread my sigh so far away, I can't break through the heaviness of the night for a while, and then fall into a trance, the whole person is frivolous, but gradually can not see the future of life in the frivolity.

In less than 20 minutes, I received a text message notification of resignation on my mobile phone, and along the way, there was a notice of 35,000 wages in the account, in addition to the basic salary and liquidated damages, Jiang Laiyue seemed to give me an extra 3,000 yuan, but I didn't get to the point of returning it back pretentiously.

……

Time advanced a few days, on this day, I drove Li Shi's car to pick up Lin Ke from the hospital, he was a little reluctant to return to the bar in the depths of the alley, in order to let him completely overcome depression, I didn't dare to stop the car when passing by the "Yijian" coffee shop, for fear that Song Niange's emotions would infect her.

Lin Ke, who was sitting in the co-pilot, seemed to sense my emotions and reminded: "What, I'm afraid to invite me to coffee, the car is driving so fast, turn around in front!" ”

I didn't want to pay attention to Lin Ke's ridicule, but I didn't want to be too deliberate, after all, Lin Ke and I knew each other too well, even if it was a look, we knew what the other party was thinking, and it was not interesting to pretend to be any longer, so I turned the car around and finally stopped in the square in front of the coffee shop.

Song Niange was still standing on the counter grinding coffee as usual, but there was a lack of agility in his eyes, which was derived from a kind of waiting, and once destroyed, it could not be repaired.

Lin Ke still nodded lightly and gestured, and he could be regarded as having finished greeting.

Then I rubbed my hands together and signaled that I hadn't played guitar in a long time, and I gave him a thumbs up and encouraged him to go up and sing a song. In fact, Lin Ke and I have a lot in common, and handing over emotions to the guitar is one of the common denominators.

When I was still thinking about what song Lin Ke would sing, he had already plucked the guitar strings, and a melody floated from the corner of the small stage, and it was only then that I realized that all the smiles were still forced to laugh, and he still did not get out of the terrible "depression", because he sang "Astringent" by Lao Hu without thinking.

"I think I should be a dead flower, otherwise why can't it bloom, I think I should be a child of the night, otherwise why am I so afraid of the sun, I long to be a lonely flying dragonfly, free to walk among the beautiful flowers, how I wish I was a firefly, there will be light in every night, is not all the sparrows will die in the winter, is not all the people, are they all losing their conscience in money, is it only the poor children, can sing the most beautiful songs, Isn't it only the wandering people who understand the bitterness of life......"

Personally, I like folk songs very much, and I think it is very suitable to listen to them in the process of moving forward, on the one hand, to maintain my spiritual independence, to have a pious attitude towards the future life, and on the other hand, I can also resist some inner loneliness!

I didn't seem to be alone in this song, and in the corner near the stage, a familiar figure with short pigtails appeared in my sight, holding her chin with one hand and rhythmically beating the beat with the other. Although now she has long been the same as before, in my mind, I still can't help but recall her style of dressing in denim or leather clothes, in the environment of comparing dresses, other girls buy cosmetics, high heels, and she is all Converse canvas shoes, running behind me every day, we didn't have a chance to say a few words last time, I don't know if there is a ...... this time